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“Can’t place you as a vampire hunter still, see you as more of a monster fucker myself. Is that how you lure them in?”

"You'd love to know, wouldn't you? Well, it worked with you, so I guess my plan isn't that bad."

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Send me a quote from my character’s canon and they will share EXACTLY what went through their minds when they said it, and how they currently feel about it.

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questions about your character.

♥ - What does ‘love’ mean to them? ♠ - What are they afraid of? ♦ - What is one thing about them that they are most proud of? ♣ - What is one thing that they find embarrassing? (About them, others, things in general) ★ - Do they prefer daytime or nighttime and why? ☾- Are they prone to nightmares or dreamless sleep? ☼ - Something that/Someone who makes them happy. ☁ - If they’re caught out in the rain how do they react? ♪ - Are they musically inclined? ♫ - What kind of music do they enjoy? ✓ - How do they react to praise? ✕ - How do they handle rejection? ☺ - Do they prefer sour or sweet treats? ❄ -  Favorite season and why? ☮ - Do they have an idol or someone they look up to? ❤ - Do they have a love interest? ✖ - Who is someone they just cannot stand? ♔ - Do they value loyalty? ♕ - Do they trust easily?

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PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP MEME 0.2

bold for things i could definitely see or want, italics for things i could see or am unsure of and striked out for things i don't want or cannot see.

FRIENDSHIP.     childhood friends  /  work buddies or coworkers  /  family friends  /  friends with benefits  /  smoking buddies  /  adventure buddies  /  fake friends  /  recently friends  /  party buddies  /  friendship of need  /  dying friendship  /  circumstantial friendship  /  partners in crime  /  old friendship  /  [ your muse ] is the good influence  /  [ your muse ] is the bad influence  /  [ my muse ] is the good influence  /  [ my muse ] is the bad influence  /  opposites attract  /  ride or die  /  frenemies  /  roommates or flatmates  /  penpals  /  exes to friends  /  enemies to friends  /  other

ROMANCE.     childhood sweethearts  /  [ your muse is mines ] childhood crush  /  [ my muse is yours ] childhood crush  /  exes  /  exes to lovers  /  forbidden lovers  /  highschool sweethearts  /  secret relationship  /  opposites attract  /  long distance  /  unrequited [ from your muses side ]  /  unrequited [ from my muses side ]  /  unrequited [ from both sides ]  /  skinny love  /  friends to lovers  /  enemies to lovers  /  spurious relationship  /  power couple  /  newly entered  /  soulmates [ metaphorical ]  /  soulmates  [ literal ]  /  awkward  /  turning toxic  /  toxic love  /  cheating [ on your muse ]  /  cheating [ with your muse ]  /  other 

FAMILIAL.     siblings [ half ]  /  siblings [ step ]  /  [ my muse ] is an older sibling figure to your younger sibling figure  /  [ my muse ] is a younger sibling figure to your older sibling figure muse  /  [ my muse ] is a parental figure to yours  /  [ my muse ] is a child figure to your muse  /  guardian figure  /  legal guardian  /  adoptive child  /  foster child  /  [ your muse ] is taken under mines wing  /  [ my muse ] is taken under yours wing  /  other

ANTAGONISTIC.     dangerous to each other  /  dangerous to others  /  unpredictable  /  rivals  /  petty  /  developing into sexual or romantic tension  /  based off family matters  /  based of off circumstance  /  based of professional matters  /  based off misunderstanding or lies  /  conflict of ideology  /  betrayal  /  hero - villain dynamic  /  enemies  /  fight club  /  friends turned enemies  /  lovers turned enemies  /  exes turned enemies  /  other 

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send me ❤ and I will bold all that applies to your muse

I would kill for you. • I would make love to you. • I would fuck you. • I would protect you. • I would hurt you for a selfish cause. • I wish we had more in common. • I want nothing to do with you. • I want to see you cry. • I want a future with you. • I want to destroy your future. • I do not care what you do. • I am indifferent towards you. • I want children with you. • I love you ( platonically ) • I love you ( romantically ) • I love you like family. • You are my family. • I could fall in love with you. • I would lie for you. • I would fight by your side. • I will never let you go. • I would hold you while you cried. • I would hug you. • I want to kiss you. • I would stay by your bedside if you were ill. • I want to fall asleep with you in my arms. • I want to forget you. • I will never forget you. • I only want to make you proud. • I wish I could make you happy. • You deserve nothing. • I will never forgive you. • You confuse me.

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PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP MEME 0.2

over a year ago, i made this meme & since then, it’s blown up. so, over a year later — i thought i would make a new one. so here it is, after several requests & a pile of brains,  THE PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP MEME 0.2 send me a  ✿  and i’ll fill out the template below. bold for things i could definitely see or want, italics for things i could see or am unsure of and striked out for things i don’t want or cannot see.

FRIENDSHIP.     childhood friends  /  work buddies or coworkers  /  family friends  /  friends with benefits  /  smoking buddies  /  adventure buddies  /  fake friends  /  recently friends  /  party buddies  /  friendship of need  /  dying friendship  /  circumstantial friendship  /  partners in crime  /  old friendship  /  [ your muse ] is the good influence  /  [ your muse ] is the bad influence  /  [ my muse ] is the good influence  /  [ my muse ] is the bad influence  /  opposites attract  /  ride or die  /  frenemies  /  roommates or flatmates  /  penpals  /  exes to friends  /  enemies to friends  /  other

ROMANCE.     childhood sweethearts  /  [ your muse is mines ] childhood crush  /  [ my muse is yours ] childhood crush  /  exes  /  exes to lovers  /  forbidden lovers  /  highschool sweethearts  /  secret relationship  /  opposites attract  /  long distance  /  unrequited [ from your muses side ]  /  unrequited [ from my muses side ]  /  unrequited [ from both sides ]  /  skinny love  /  friends to lovers  /  enemies to lovers  /  spurious relationship  /  power couple  /  newly entered  /  soulmates [ metaphorical ]  /  soulmates  [ literal ]  /  awkward  /  turning toxic  /  toxic love  /  cheating [ on your muse ]  /  cheating [ with your muse ]  /  other 

FAMILIAL.     siblings [ half ]  /  siblings [ step ]  /  [ my muse ] is an older sibling figure to your younger sibling figure  /  [ my muse ] is a younger sibling figure to your older sibling figure muse  /  [ my muse ] is a parental figure to yours  /  [ my muse ] is a child figure to your muse  /  guardian figure  /  legal guardian  /  adoptive child  /  foster child  /  [ your muse ] is taken under mines wing  /  [ my muse ] is taken under yours wing  /  other

ANTAGONISTIC.     dangerous to each other  /  dangerous to others  /  unpredictable  /  rivals  /  petty  /  developing into sexual or romantic tension  /  based off family matters  /  based of off circumstance  /  based of professional matters  /  based off misunderstanding or lies  /  conflict of ideology  /  betrayal  /  hero - villain dynamic  /  enemies  /  fight club  /  friends turned enemies  /  lovers turned enemies  /  exes turned enemies  /  other 

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Shipping Interest Check!

Send 💕 (or “hearts!” if the symbol doesn’t show up) and I’ll fill out the following for our muses:

Have we discussed shipping before?: yes || no

My interest level overall: I’ve wanted this for so long || can’t wait || I think it’ll be fun || kinda feeling it || maybe with a lot of plotting || I need to think about it || not interested, sorry

How we should do this: jump right in || slow burn || pre-established || build up to it in a thread || anything goes

Dynamics I want to try out with our ship: friends to lovers || rivals to lovers || enemies to lovers || mutual pining || battle couple || childhood friends || high school sweethearts || star crossed lovers || long time lovers || old married couple || newlyweds || sickeningly sweet couple || secret lovers || fake dating/marriage || best friends hiding their feelings || arranged marriage || soulmates || other

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send me ❤ and I will bold all that applies to your muse

I would kill for you. • I would make love to you. • I would fuck you. • I would protect you. • I would hurt you for a selfish cause. • I wish we had more in common. • I want nothing to do with you. • I want to see you cry. • I want a future with you. • I want to destroy your future. • I do not care what you do. • I am indifferent towards you. • I want children with you. • I love you ( platonically ) • I love you ( romantically ) • I love you like family. • You are my family. • I could fall in love with you. • I would lie for you. • I would fight by your side. • I will never let you go. • I would hold you while you cried. • I would hug you. • I want to kiss you. • I would stay by your bedside if you were ill. • I want to fall asleep with you in my arms. • I want to forget you. • I will never forget you. • I only want to make you proud. • I wish I could make you happy. • You deserve nothing. • I will never forgive you. • You confuse me.

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Soft chuckles leave his lips. "I don't need to rest." He keeps giving her shoulders a massage, reading above her head what she is writing down. "But you do."

He knows he won't make her stop by just using his words. So he decides to change his tactics and leans down and gently kisses her cheek.

Gaze is still fixated within one of the askewn text even as he speaks, picking up another in her hands as emerald gaze flickers over the text - some of her own notes written to the side in examination and understanding.

She barely pauses when his hands come to her shoulders, though the light tension does start to subside under the soothing touch. "You know, you could take your own advice."

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He softly nodded, letting the subject of bonneville go. He felt that more was to talk about, but he also knew marisa enough to know she didn't want to talk much further about the man.

"I don't understand. Why do you want the magisterium to validate your work? You don't need them, for fuck sake." Words left his lips through grinded teeth as he leaned back from her forehead. They always had one matter they wouldn't ever agree on, and that matter was her working for the magisterium. He never got it -- and probably never will. Why would she be so thrilled to let them have her brain when her working with them was just a waste of time and smartness.

"Just do the work you need to do with my money. I won't ask anything from you more than just running away with me then. Don't let them have you." Last words leaving his mouth as a plead, eyes piercing through her own blue one. "You'll be free to do whatever you want, love."

He let her take his hand away from her face, his thumb resuming its caresses on the back of her own hand. But he left his other hand on her waist, keeping the distance between them as small as he could.

"You're asking me to do some entryism inside the magisterium?" The only thought of doing so amused him so much. Imagining the face of all the magisterium's officials the day they'd learn they'd have to work with him. "You perfectly know they would never let me do that. That's the only way they'd get me killed. But right now, they're just scared of me and what I could do. Will do to them. They'll never dare to make a move." Smirk spread on his face. He'd never really told her his full plan. She never really asked.

among all the people who so eagerly fed on rumours asriel was a fascinating exception. although their blindness to other people's emotions has been a shared trait between them. marisa wasn't eager to help him connect the dots nor any keen on carrying on with this conversation. he knew her well enough to eventually figure it was nothing like any other time with lovers she wasn't fond of, or not even like when edward was becoming particularly... pushy.

❝ i don't think so. i know, ❞ she simply corrected. ❝ he's... quite repulsive. if you saw his dæmon—— & yet, somehow everyone falls for his charming demeanor... until those claws come out. ❞

his words wouldn't hurt some much if they were all taken out of one of his fantasies. every single word coming past her lips fed on the truths she already knew. it was a thin balance, a thin line on which they both crossed. to be called revolutionists or heretics ? how far would they have gone if they truly worked together... her eyes closed and a soft sigh fell from her lips. her hands rested upon the man's board chest, aiming to keep some distance. just the very warmth beneath her palms threatened with making her cave in.

❝ you know it's not that. i could have convinced edward to give me all i need, but what i wish to do won't ever come into fruition if i don't convince the magisterium my work will be of use to them. i don't have the luxury of stepping on that thin ice. one wrong move and they won't stop at nothing to get you off the board, you know that. ❞

marisa shook her head softly and reached to move his hand from her face. her fingers yet remained wrapped around his.

❝ ever such an idealist... you might have your revolutionary ambitions, but none of that will ever become a reality if you get yourself killed. sometimes it's just better to play by their rules. get oneself swallowed by the beast — just to kill it from the inside. ❞

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"so you think it's true? he's assaulted those girls?" soft features turned again into a frown. her words didn't give him the hint that she was one of those young girl, or he didn't understand it.

"everything you built? you don't need the magisterium, marisa. they need you and your intelligence. not the other way around." his free hand went to her waist, his thumb running on her stomach the same way the other ran over her cheek. "just come with me. no one else has to know where you are. the magisterium has no power in the north. we'll be free then, just you and me and the ice desert."

they've already talked about her funding, he already offered her to pay for her research. but like everything else, she has sent him away claiming that she couldn't accept his money because she'll have to find a reason for her husband to let her leave with the man that paid for her research. but he thought it wouldn't kill to try again so he leaned his forehead against hers and words left his lips as a soft whisper like if he was scared of her answer.

"i can give you the money you need. you know money isn't a problem for me. if it's the last reason you're not joining me to the north, i'll give you all the money you need. and more." he knew it might be useless but he really wanted and needed her to come with him. her hiding something to him was still in his mind and he had the feeling she'll tell the thing that was bothering her only if they were in a secluded place like his cabin above svallbard.

the corner of her lips lifted, yet there was no amusement written over her face. perhaps sadness for the words weren't even met with a slightest surprise on her part. the accusation was always meant to trigger two separate reactions — those that, in the end, didn't matter for the man's career would be completely ruined, so would his further research. the mission accomplished. one in which it was never about justice.

❝ they wanted him gone, yes. but the accusation couldn't have been spun out of whole cloth. ❞

it was hard to keep the anger under the surface when thinking back of the day. and the one that followed, when she was still naïve enough to try to tell anyone. a clerk. her mother. for once, bruising her face didn't seem to be an issue. & at the earliest convenience they knew who to come to — a harlot suddenly became a victim.

❝ i'm afraid, in the end, the prison cell will only manure his ideas. i can't blame you for wanting to get your hands on his work. i did too. ❞

marisa felt herself flinching when asriel refused to allow her to pull back. suddenly, that untamed need to be close to him dissolved into thin air. merely a shadow of a memory still as strong as physical chains around her limbs. tight enough to make her resent the one person she would trust with her life (even if she hardly could admit that before herself).

❝ you know i can't do that. i won't do it. i won't just risk everything i built. ❞

her voice remained firm, and when she did look into his eyes once more, she saw there was need. one which she so often refused to acknowledge in herself. but it made her soften ever so softly. muscles loosened under his touch.

❝ it should be just a matter of time before i'll get the funding. i will join you then... ❞

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the coldness of her voice and features made his smirk disappeared and his brows furrowed even more. he didn't know of her past with bonneville but her face hinted him that he shouldn't have say that name out loud. a frustrated sigh left his lips at the realisation he might pushed her away from coming with him.

"i know what happened to him, i know he was sent in jail because according to the magisterium, some girls had accused him of sexual assaults." of course, he wasn't aware marisa was one of them, the name of the girls had never been publicly published to protect them. when he has read about bonneville's imprisonment, he has thought that it was just pure lie. the magisterium just happy to have found a reason to send him to jail with reasons no one would have the courage to dispute. "but that's not true, he was sent there because of his work on dust. that why i'll need his research."

as soon as she took a step back, he took one forward. keeping his body close to hers as he was this time the one cupping her cheek. thumb ran over the soft skin of her cheek. "the approval of who? your husband's or the magisterium's? you don't need neither of their approval, marisa. just come with me."

he quickly thought about something. if it was the only way for her to not change her mind on the words she's just uttered a couple of minutes ago. "i don't need his research right now, it can wait for my next trip. just.. we can leave in a few days if you want. just run away with me. don't tell anyone. nor your husband, nor the magisterium." he would do anything for her to come with him, she shouldn't have been the one offering to tag along with him on this trip.

had there been threads of longing, fear, anticipation... now the face turned into one of a statue ornamenting chapels ; perhaps fair and young, but cold and lifeless. she could feel the same cold shower of dread run down her dæmon's back, the fastened heartbeat, the shallowness of breath—— asriel's lips the only thing grounding her in the present, but wasn't his hold quite as strong, she would have pulled away. they might have had many things in common but their opinions weren't always consentaneous. the past not always shared. this poor grasp on her emotions today made it difficult to shake the thought away. after all, bonneville had been one with a potential to outshine rusakov himself. that was exactly what had drew her to him in the first place. like a leech she had wanted to suck all his brain had to offer. it was one thing her mother didn't had to talk her much into.

❝ i said i might. i would still need to get the approval to travel. ❞

her voice matched the coolness of her demeanour. she took a step back once his hold on her wrists loosened, & his words only confirmed things that occupied her mind not a long time back.

❝ perhaps you are traveling too much. started to lose a grasp of what's happening right under your nose... ❞

she would have expected the whispers would have reached his ears either way. it was quite a humiliation to go through in order to find herself in the magisterium's good grace.

❝ i'm surprised the magisterium even allowed his work to find itself on others' bookshelves. oh... or perhaps it won't, after all. i'm afraid your information is quite outdated, darling. ❞

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he indeed had to leave in a couple of weeks, he was still waiting for one of the books he needed before going back to the north. he really needed it as it might help him in his research and it was useless to leave without the book.

"i've told you i can't leave without the new book by bonneville." soft whispers leave his lips against her fingertips before he gently kissed it, nibbling on her skin as he grabbed her wrist to keep her hand in place. he loved the idea of having her with him away from london. they wouldn't have to hide then, thorold would be the only other human being and he already knew what they were doing behind closed doors. the thoughts of spending their days working together and having sex without having to worry about when she'll have to leave his side to go back to her husband, or even just fighting with her in a daily basis before making up in bed made his heart beat faster already.

a thought then crossed his mind. he remembered marisa telling him once she used to know the man. he didn't know when and why exactly, just that it was some times ago, when she was still living with her mother in geneva. but right now, he has found a way to leave sooner. before she could change her mind and abandoned the idea of leaving with him.

he leaned away from her touch, a smirk spreading on his lips as his eyes grew in a darker hue. "maybe you could contact him and find a way to get me that book sooner. that way, we'd leave for the north in less than a week."

weeks... in the current moment such time seemed to be an equivalent of an eternity, as well as a blink of an eye. for a moment her gaze dropped and wheels began to move within her mind — somewhat rusty in this emotional haze. there was no need to answer that question for he knew the answer. her research had barely began to gain the magisterium's interest. she didn't need hushed words of suspicion uttered behind her back, even if their common interest in dust couldn't possibly escape anyone's attention. she enjoyed to pull out that theatrical rivalry right on the display, rub some sensitive sports on asriel's ambition... if has been all the more worth it once he finally got to get his hands on her. he was so quick to anger and that ferocity was something she couldn't help but stir right into their shared passion.

❝ i might find a way. ❞

the words were accompanied by a soft shrug. she didn't want to get into the depths of this discussion, touch on the fundings she wished to get straight from geneva, rub on asriel's values in the wrong way. his morality has always seem pretty rock strong but she wouldn't put herself in a position to apologise for whatever means there was to achieve her own goals.

❝ london's got me a little brassed off and why not try the ice desserts for a change. ❞

perhaps it were empty promises, but it seemed like it was a day of drowning into the imaginary world of fulfilled dreams.

❝ no one would have to know. ❞

her fingertips traced his lips, sinking in the fantasies of being in a place where they wouldn't have to look over their shoulder. noone but thorold to witness the sins they continuously committed, as loyal as his dog dæmon, never to rat them out.

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he chuckled at her first words. no she never played open cards. they both knew that. and most of the time, it infuriated him to have to worm words out of her like that. it challenged him, yes. because with the other women he has found himself in a relationship with, he never needed to plead them to know what was on their mind constantly. they willingly told him everything, even when he didn't care. even when the only thing he wanted was to sleep with them. but with her, he wanted to know what was on her mind. always. she got him wrapped around her fingers since the first day they met.

but when she stood up and ran her fingers over his cheek, he almost forgot his inquiry and just leaned against her touch. blue eyes still on her, brow slightly furrowed when she told him she wanted to come with him.

"i'm not leaving before a couple of weeks." she has that power over him. just a small touch of her made him forgot everything else.

he has asked her to follow him in his expeditions plenty of times before. but she always refused because of her husband. because of her duty here, in london. "aren't you worried of what others will think of you if you leave with a man that isn't your husband?" voice a bit bittersweet when he said that. he didn't understand why she uttered these words, fully aware that she might change her mind quickly and he hated her for saying that. it gave him false hope she might indeed come with him. she took for habit to make fun of his feelings, always belittling them.

the question somehow eased her a bit, contrary to what marisa might have originally expect. but she found herself arching her eyebrow ever so softly.

" and do i look like a woman who plays open cards? "

there was a small spark of challenge in her voice, as if asking him what made him think she would be in any way eager to reveal something like the secret she kept right under her heart. especially when their time was this limited. asriel's impulsive and unpredictable nature had always tempted her like light ever kept calling out to a moth. the unknown has never felt quite as uncomfortable. neither choice seemed good enough. it wasn't something she felt like managing on her own this time, but keeping asriel in london was not in option. nothing was worth him setting aside his aspirations. & yet tagging along, and for this long, felt far too uncertain as well.

" not today. " she found herself saying, omitting the previous question altogether.

her hand dropped back on her lap, but eyes remained firmly set on his, holding on scraps of hope that, with a promise of the time to come, he would postpone this little integration. she got up then and reached to run fingers over his cheek.

" i want to come with you. "

it seemed like the only thing she was certain of, yet her mind kept screaming, reminding her of what a bad idea that was. one last time, some other voice whispered in the deeper corners of her consciousness. reason has always seemed to go right out of the window when they were by each other's side. what was one more mistake?