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It’s pride month

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ciel is a great character because he’s a massive bitch and the smallest little tragic baby that’s ever existed. three apples tall and they’re all laced with cyanide

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While finny was learning how to talk, ciel decided to teach him a few essential words. Sebastian would have to try to undo it, but ciel still, let's finny express himself freely.

I also found it interesting that meyrin and bard have to be addressed formally and talk properly. And Sebastian pushes that to everyone. No nicknames like bard wanting to be called baldo.

BUT Sebastian hardly calls him finnian, its always just finny. Disclaimer i am pretty dumb, so maybe I'm misreading, but it's like when it comes to finny it's like, 'ah baby boy.'

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Manipulative and cheeky? Yes. Heartless? Never.

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sebagni doodles

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This ☝ but canonically Sebastian after his first week with Ciel

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Ciel accidentally meeting Sebastian's eyes as he lowers the cup of perfectly steeped Earl Grey after which the realisation hits that his butler's eyes are the same shade as his favourite tea making his stomach turn inside out

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lets go no contact with mama

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One of my favorite things about lawlight is how L is the person who knows Light the best, but this is framed as something sinister. The fear and loss of privacy Light experiences during the Kira investigation intersects so neatly with the idea that Light is someone who fundamentally lives in fear of being known.

L puts cameras in Light’s bedroom, locks him up in solitary confinement, handcuffs him to his side. Light is dehumanized, inspected. And L knows that Light is Kira but he also knows how Light interacts with his family, what he looks like when he’s sleeping, and how his well-mannered facade cracks when he loses his patience and punches L in the face.

L knows that Light looks at porn magazines with an uncomfortable clinical gaze, he knows that Light is queer, he knows that Light is not the perfect son, that Light is selfish and flawed and weak and not a god at all but a human being

and maybe deep down Light doesn’t want to be worshipped; he wants to be loved but to be loved is to be known and he’s so fucking scared of being known. The closest thing he experiences to intimacy is an attempt to destroy him

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Ciel riding on Bard's shoulders is now forever ingrained into my brain he's literally just a child

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For the last time dude, my leitmotif sounds exactly like it always has. There is no symbolism for creeping corruption in there

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Listen, if you want to understand how emanations work, it's like this:

If you're an infinite thing like God, and you want to become a finite thing like the world, how do you go from infinite to finite? Answer: emanation.

You know when youre at a wedding, and there's a big pyramid of wine glasses? And they fill the wine glasses by pouring champagne into the top, so it overflows and then fills all the glasses beneath it? Imagine the wine bottle is infinite. That's God.

Each of the glasses is called a hypostasis. God can emanate through many hypostases to reach it's final emanation.

As for how many hypostases there are, and how they're arranged, that's the tricky one. Every religion has a different answer, and it's never simple.

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hope the people who sit behind me on the bus enjoy watching me tie myself in knots trying to outplot myself planning death note fanfiction

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god forbid 5000 year old girls do anything

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Kink isn’t shameful because of the weird sex stuff. That part’s rad. It’s shameful because it is technically improv. 

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whatever. i miss them a normal amount. i don’t even care

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👆 truest shit anyones ever said