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Paranoia 

Do you want me? 

Do you need me

like I need you? 

I want to dance

across your chest,

naked foot on breast.

Want to

fill my loneliness

with your breath.

I haven't felt like this

since 5 million 

256 thousand minutes ago.

10 milennia,

when we first dove

into this existence.

Descendants of the future;

we are descendants of no time.

We now get to decide

if we are to go on or to die...

Patiently divine,

I always thought I would exit willingly

from this identity,

but, baby, you're so thrilling.

What's got into me?

I can't deny excitement at the prospect 

of waking, body next to you. 

I can't deny the glory it'll be

to see you as an object

I can keep as prize.

I can't deny the future in your eyes.

Carried you into another life.

Consumed, comprised:

destroy my pride

and I'll become you. 

Yours.

Only one who knows my mind.

The design is too complex 

for some other lover. 

Never wanted you only, 

but now I just don't want another.

It's all a process of self-discovery

anyway.

I get it right 8 of 10 

but I'm just as prone to mistakes

in love

as any other girl. 

Still, I want you to be the next one,

and perhaps the last.

You're like a love I never knew I missed

whirling through past lives, 

past eyes until I see

the little fire in your heart

with mine. 

Undress me. 

Tear me apart. 

I'm your vessel until the sun sets,

until I'm just a memory

you may regret. 

I somewhat hope I never live

to see a day

you've no more love to give me.

No enemy is quite as fierce

as that sharp loss of identity.

Dear friend,

be gentle,

and I'll blossom under your caress.

Be cold,

and I'm alone in the wilderness

with this rabid wolf

and madness.

"Honeymoon Phase", a poem by Sorer Parvati Ma'at

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Love is the Law.

👁🕯👁

Love under Will.