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13

pairing: fem!reader + han!jisung

genre: angst, non-idol school au

warning: just a very short oneshot; very open beginning and open ending - readers use your imagination!

song: 13 by HAN of Straykids (SoundCloud below the cut!)

A/N: currently obsessed with this song. stream yall!

DO NOT COPY WORK.

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This happiness doesn’t seem to be mine.

I must let it go, send it far away.

Out of the corner of his eye, Jisung sees you enter the cafeteria, clutching a lunch tray and looking around for a seat to sit in. Your eyes momentarily land on the boy and then to the millions of girls all huddled around him. They were all asking for his number, asking for his signature, asking for his fax, blah blah blah, anything to get ahold of his attention. But failing greatly.

All of his attention was on you. And all of yours on his.

However, time has put everything to a halt. It has shut the two of you out from each other, forming a barrier. Separating you, separating you from Han Jisung.

Jisung.

Jisung.

Han Jisung.

Oh, just how much you wanted to call his name right now. But you couldn’t, for a promise was a promise.

Han Jisung.

He was the total package. Sports, games, studies, music, you name it. He was the top of everything. Anything was and can be made under the rule of Han Jisung in this school. He was the best and anyone who spoke otherwise was hated for the rest of their school memories.

Nostalgic memories that last deep inside,

They give me a headache.

When originally your seat was supposed to be next to the boy who was staring at you from afar, you moved away to an empty table. A good distance away from everyone inside the stuffy cafeteria.

As he watches you turn away, Jisung wishes he can tell you just how much he is also holding back. How much tears and pain he is resisting from letting out.

How much he wants to reach out for your hand, how much he wants to stop you from exiting that door, how much he just wants to shout out your name. Over and over. Loud and clear. Loud enough for anybody in this world to hear. Clearer than glass to let everybody know that he was the one who spent countless nights with wet pillows and crumpled letters for you. Not anyone else, him. All for you.

He wanted you back as much as you did.. But as clear as a glass can get, it can also become sharpened and brutally beaten - almost shaped like into a weapon. A very powerful, sharp, and sickly weapon. And that weapon.. can sometimes transform into a beacon of weakness.

Time has become a barrier for the two of you. Two completely different worlds with nothing to stop this inevitable black hole from sucking the two of you into it. Your hopes and dreams, everything along with it.

Fabricating the past, and fabricating the unspoken truth.

Suddenly, you feel someone standing in front of you, beside your table. Without looking, you ignore the person, hoping that they would take the hint and go away.

However, as you glance at the person who now sits down in front of you, your heart hammers familiarly in a violent and dangerous manner in your chest, panging and threatening enough to give you a heart attack.

Jisung is the one taking his seat opposite of you, facing you but also not at the same time. He seemed as if asking for permission to look you into the eyes.

You immediately begin to stand up to run away but Jisung’s hand stops you from lifting your tray. Not painfully or by force, but by simply resting his fingers lightly, gently on yours.

Like the rolling waves,

The memories and words we shared wash over me again.

Oh how much you missed the days of strolling through endless roads, with your fingers clasped around those very hands before you.

Remembering that you were just standing there at the moment, you try to shoot a menacing glare at Jisung. However, he was not ready to give up just yet. “Sit.. please,” he stammered.

“Let go,” you hiss.

“Please. I still need you.”

Flashes of the past year comes to mind. You still vividly remember the day you two broke up. The day you broke up with the Han Jisung.

My warm spring days,

The day when thick mist filled the air,

You were my universe.

After you two broke up, rumors spread like wildfire throughout the whole chool that a nerdy wannabe fake (you) so cruelly broke the heart of Han Jisung, everyone’s precious little prince.

Words evolved, stories transformed, and soon you were the least liked person in the entire school in less than a matter of days.

To do what’s best for you, I denied myself.

And now, Han Jisung is before you with pleading eyes. Asking for mercy, begging for compassion, wanting back the love that was once there in the gleam of your eyes a long, long time ago.

He wanted to know the reason why he was abandoned. He knew that you of all people would never do something like this for a fling. The two of you were never considered that; it was a true, compassionate, real relationship. You weren't someone to do just dump him like this. Something was wrong.

The gleam in your eyes was not of love now, but of tears and the hatred of unwanted attention.

“Jisung, please. Let me go.”

“Y/N, listen to me.”

“Y/N, please just hear me out. For once. I-”

“No, I’m leaving. Ji, please let go.” You mentally slap yourself for the nickname that automatically slipped out of your mouth.

You hated yourself. You hated this situation. You hated the world. Why were you like this?

“No, I can’t-”

“I’m sorry," he interrupted anyway.

“I’m sorry. For anything that I have ever done wrong to you. For anything that I ever said that could’ve hurted your feelings. Please forgive me. I won’t ever do it again. Whatever I did wrong, I’m willing to fix it. So please, open up to me again. Talk to me. Please. It’s killing me.”

What are you sorry for, it was my own will and desire.

I could give you my all and it still wouldn’t be enough.

Before you even noticed, Jisung had stood up and beckoned for you to follow him. Without waiting for a reply from you, he quickly exited the cafeteria.

You follow, mostly because of the fact that everybody was staring at you now, wondering what all this drama was about.

Han Jisung, your beautiful best friend who was your companion since the beginning of both of your lives, was staring out into the campus below. Leaning on the railings outside of the cafeteria, you cautiously place yourself next to your ex.

A moment of silence, and Jisung spoke,

“I’ll apologize first. For ruining our friendship in the first place and asking you to be someone more than just friends. I really liked you - no, I loved you. So much, Y/N. Please understand. I want to know why you chose to break up with me-”

“Do you remember, Ji?”

Please stop calling me that, thought Jisung, heart throbbing for the past. Nevertheless, he asks, “Remember what?”

“During days when we were young and naïve, what we loved most

Were our pure, clear eyes that gazed into you and me.

I miss our childhood, Jisung. When we didn’t have to worry about anything. When all was well and of peace. I feel so weak and vulnerable right now, I think I could just crumble and disappear.

We are two completely different people, and I don’t think there’s any way a nobody like me can keep up with the legend, Han Jisung. I’m sorry, Ji, but I think this is for the best for both of us. Can you understand me?”

The boy turns to you, leaning close, wishing to hold you in his tight embrace, but refraining from doing so. “I want to know exactly what shattered this. Tell me what I did wrong-”

He was interrupted by a sniffle and then a heartbreaking sob from you. You leaned into the railing, head bent forward, tears streaming down your cheeks, and hands on the metal pole.

You hated yourself. It wasn't Jisung, or the world, or anybody else. You were the problem.

You hated seeing Jisung like this, looking down at you with those painful eyes, pitying you. He was probably pitying you and thinking of you as a loser.

Letting out a sigh of exasperation, you try to push the boy away from you, but he wouldn’t budge.

Finally, Jisung folds first. He holds you into an embrace, a teardrop also falling down his beautiful chubby cheeks.

“Y/N, I understand everything you said, and I respect your decision,” said the boy still embracing you into his warm aura. “Thank you for thinking about the both of us. Now I know that all this effort of you ignoring me wasn’t because you hated me.

You didn't want Jisung to be crying. He wasn't supposed to cry. That was not your goal.

You were supposed to quietly disappear from his life - not affecting him and his happy life in any way.

You might be in a hellish situation at the moment and that could be why you broke up with me, but I’m not giving up on you, Y/N, ever. Not until the end of time itself. You might get tired of me, even come to finally hate me, but I’m never leaving your side.

I was born your best friend, and I’m willing to keep going as just that; now nothing more, but that's okay."

The night I walked you home,

~

My warm spring days,

The day when thick mist filled the air,

You were my universe.

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Black Hole

pairing: fem!reader + idol!bangchan

featuring: other members of straykids briefly appears

genre: soulmates au

warning: toothrotting fluff!

song by: Bangchan and I.N of Straykids (SoundCloud below the cut)

a/n: hey yall im not dead <3 heres a small lyric fic with bangchan! im finally away from work on a little christmas vacation with my family so i might squeeze in maybe one fully finished oneshot soon! please support by reblogging! ty!!

Description: Bangchan falls in love with you at first sight and cant help wanting to believe in the theory of soulmates after seeing your smile.

DO NOT COPY WORK.

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"Thank you STAY!" Felix waves at the fans before him who are happily cheering for him and his group.

"Yeah! We'll be back!!" Han jumps up and down, trying to take in every single STAY in front of him.

"Don't forget us STAY! Don't go to other idols' concerts!" Seungmin jabs a finger up at the stars above, pointing to tell his fans never to forget this beautiful day.

As you obediently glance up at the night atmosphere, you breathe into the bustling air of excitement and listen to the exclamations of some of the other fans around you.

Shining brightly in front of my eyes

Is a whirlwind of time and space,

The falling sky warmly surrounds and caresses me

Today, Stray Kids did their comeback tour outdoors under the bright star constellations, the stage illuminating the darkness and casting away any fear or anxious nervousness.

In other words, the perfect weather, the perfect setting, and the perfect family to share this memory with, made everything feel like home.

I fall into you again,

Into your heart,

Leaving myself to gravity

You suddenly hear gasps and cheers around you. The group has split up to bid goodbye to STAYS who would have to leave soon.

You quickly put away your phone which was overflowing with pictures and videos, attempting a big wave at Jeongin who was walking close by your seat.

He spots you, grins, and lightly gestures to the idol behind him that you were here.

Bangchan emerges from behind the maknae and sees you as well. He smiles as if he could wish for nothing more that can make him happier than he was now.

You wave again, giving your boyfriend a thumbs up and a heart.

Minho also joins the two idols, hopping off the stage together to meet the fans in your part of the area.

Jeongin and Minho rushes off to take pictures with STAY, but Bangchan continues to trot over to where you are.

Everybody screamed and rushed around to get a picture with the Bangchan, getting closer and closer to where you were. You who were squished between the mobs of overexcited fans, could barely see him approaching as you fought to keep yourself in your seat.

You can hear a light chuckle as a strong arm grasps your waist and pulls you up. Bangchan gives a light squeeze on your arm and quickly lets go, waving to everyone around you as if nothing had happened.

I’m trapped in your space again,

There’s nothing I can do

But fall in love

People cheer for Bangchan's sincere care for a fellow STAY, but between the two of you, it is an interaction of two couples, amidst the stardust of joy.

The moment we touch each other amidst the stardust

I know that baby you are the one

"Alright! We're leaving now!! Bye STAY! Eat well! Don't forget your Binnie!"

A final cheer follows Changbin's remark and erupts the night as the group at last exits the stage.

Fans around you bustle out, but you stay where you are, wishing this moment could last forever.

You reach for your bag to get your phone and take an uber home but you notice a piece of sticky note clinging onto your jacket.

Curiously glancing at the paper, you read, "I'll be outside! Take your time!!"

Smiling, you hurriedly scramble out of the outdoor stadium, searching for your boyfriend.

Suddenly, you feel the same strong arms that touched you minutes ago, grasping tightly around you from behind.

"Hey baby~"

"Channi-!"

"Shh! Remember we're in public?!"

"Right!" You act a whole skit of zipping your mouth shut. You then smile happily at the man in front of you.

Chan was wearing a black cap over his styled hair and an additional mask that covered his face. "What am I going to do with you," he says as he gently rests an exhausted head onto your shoulder.

Carefully brushing away sweaty, damaged hair from his masked face, you pull away from Chan and glance up into his sparkling eyes. "Tired?"

"Mmm," he nods and envelopes you into another hug.

Giggling, you take his hand and walk along the sidewalk of the streets. There was a long comfortable silence as you two walked past bustling cars and excited fans all ready to leave.

You find privacy behind a large lamppost that covers the two of you from anyone else's view.

"Still tired?"

"Yeah."

"You know the whole purpose of this walk was to get you energized so you can head back to your dorm properly, right?"

Gasping, your boyfriend clutches his chest and says, "It wasnt because you wanted to see me?!"

Laughing you put your hands on your boyfriend's cheeks and gave a light kiss onto his mask. "I love you so much, but you need rest! Cmon, let's go-" You feel your hands being placed onto one's neck. You raise an eyebrow as Chan sets his hands on your waist. "Now what is this? Where has my tired boyfriend gone to??"

"Shh, im tired, lemme rest."

"Not here! Not like this! You need to go before the other boys steal all your dinner!"

Laughing, Chan remains in place and gives you the cutest puppy eyes - or.. wolf eyes - you've ever seen. "I thought you wanted to leave cuz of the cold but you were worrying about me?"

Blushing furiously, you slap the arms wrapped around your waist.

"Alright alright," he chuckles. "Let's go now-"

"OMG CHANNIE! LOOK!" Above the two of you, tiny stars started drifting through the air, forming a giant constellation together that stretched across the entire sky like one huge veil.

"Well wouldya look at that. I've never seem anything like this!" Chan is quick to lift you up into a piggy-back-ride before you can refuse.

Squealing from overwhelming joy, you abandon all effort of trying to act mature for once and willingly grasped onto your boyfriend's neck.

You and I, our hearts are like the stars,

They shine brightly for each other

To the people around you, it might seem like two crazy couples acting all lovey-dovey and childish - a temporary love that would eventually close to an end.

A love between an idol and a fan.

Anything could go wrong. Chaos being the result for the both of you.

But the two of you decide to put away these fears just for one day and enjoy life as it is, as fate had tied you together.

Is it a coincidence or is it meant to be?

After a flurry of jumping, admiring, kissing, and piggy-back-riding, you both rest underneath the giant lamppost once again, even more exhausted after the fun.

But now, a bright glow outshines your boyfriend's exhausted eyes. You swing your legs with enthusiasm and look up at your lover. "Chan," you start.

"Yes, babe?"

"Do you believe in soulmates? In true love? Do you think love at first sight exists - that we can exist together forever?"

The moment we touch each other amidst the stardust

I know that baby you are the one

Your boyfriend turns to you and what he says next engraves into your brain - even until now.

“You are my fate, I am your mate

"No matter what happens, I want to keep loving you forever, like how the stars above us are eternally weaved into the galaxies.

"You are my galaxy, my star, my world.

Swirling up the vast emptiness,

We will shine."

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The Middle

Pairing: fem!reader + boyfriend!idol!hyunjin

Genre: angst, breakup, hope+comfort

Song by: Zedd, Maren Morris, and Grey

Plot: When love eventually comes to an end, you find yourself constantly wanting to go back in time.. to the middle.

A/N: the song cover for this song looked just like the hyunjin arts he likes to paint

Description: Time goes by too fast. It is a foe that takes away youth, memory, and childhood. It brings regret and pain.

"Why don't you just meet me in the middle?"

DO NOT COPY WORK.

Take a seat, right over there, sat on the stairs

Stay or leave

You crumble to the floor, clutching onto your chest. The note that was once placed neatly in your room is now struggling to breathe inside of your tight fist.

I know we meant all good intentions...

But I feel like we are both continuing to drown in so much pressure and worry right now. We try to help each other, I know, but neither of us are feeling any better.

I'm sorry. You dont deserve someone like me.

You deserve to be happy and meet a person who will spend time with you every single day without leaving you in the middle of a movie because of dance practice or abandoning you at a park for a musicvideo filming.

I hope this letter will mark the end of our relationship but also a new beginning for you.

- 현진이♡

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Ever since you broke up with your boyfriend, you've never felt so lost, cold, and empty.

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You first met Hyunjin at an art museum. The two of you started talking as you both walked through the galleries and exhibits together.

He was wearing a mask and a hoodie so you had not the slightest idea it couldve been an idol - and it had to be Hyunjin too.

Sooner or later Hyunjin revealed himself and you were shocked.

But then things cooled down and you started dating.

Once or twice, you would see a camera go click or a phone tracking your every move through a video.

But you didn't mind. You had Hyunjin.

Everything you ever needed was Hyunjin.

All except that he left you.

I can't just let you go

And so here you are, in the same museum you first met the love of your life.

At the beginning everything was so clear, so beautifully intact.

Now all you can see is fog, mist, and terror crouching by every corner you turn.

You were stuck. With no way out.

You were scared.

Every single day, you would find yourself circling around the museum.

Day by day,

Week by week,

Month by month,

Hoping to pass by a person who might as well will never set foot in this country again.

Why was life so cruel?! Did it have to take every single happiness away from you?

Hyunjin, not even a text, left for another fucking tour and will not be coming back.

When someone says that their heart is broken, you have never really felt the true meaning of this phrase.

But now you do.

Your heart beats, aches, and hurts every single second for whom you loved most, the only person who has ever loved you back.

And now this story was coming to an end as well.

Now, you just want to go back to the middle of everything.

The period of time when you didn't know who Hyunjin exactly was but knew that he was the one for you.

When love wasnt a thing between you two but your heart pounded and hammered in your chest at the sight of him.

When the unfamiliar emotions of love started to blossom in your heart but you were both too shy to admit.

When the innocent confession of liking was revealed and love was introduced as a possible route forward.

The middle.

Oh, baby, why don't you just meet me in the middle?

Nothing more. Nothing less.

I'm losing my mind just a little

When you didn't know anything but knew everything.

Why don't you just meet me in the middle?

The middle of a moment in time when you and Hyunjin, hand in hand, would smile without a trace of worry or doubt.

A pause in time.. a picture film in the sunset.

In the middle.

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The spring leaves of your breakup smithers away and autumn fall emerges.

You take your daily evening stroll through the same museum once again.

It was still beautiful, no matter how many times you step in and out of the building. It always felt so different every time.

But this time.. you see a new painting has arrived and was hung on the wall during the weekend.

You quickly walk over to take a glance when you recognize your face is mirrored against the wall.

On the description, it read,

To my first and last love - I am coming soon.

It was definitely you in that painting..

And that art style.. could be of no one but Hyunjin's.

How could you not recognize it?

The face expressions, the quality, the paint brush techniques, the strokes - they were all so familiar to you.

Hope and panic starts to rise in your chest.

You should not be hopeful, you should not be expecting.

But here you are, twirling around and around to see if Hyunjin was anywhere.

But no, you do not see anyone.

You are alone...

Until you feel a warm body wrapping behind you into a hug so big it traps you and flushes all of your sadness and pain from your soul.

You recognize the hoodie surrounding you.. the scent.

It was the one he wrapped around your shoulders when you were cold...

It was the one he pulled over your head in your once-shared bedroom in intimate silence...

He made everything seem possible even through your darkest days.

Hyunjin

So baby

You wish you can just forget about all the things that have hurt you for the past few years..

Why don't you just meet me in the middle?

But humans cannot do that. They plan, calculate, hesitate, look back into the past, and retreat their footsteps.

I'm losing my mind just a little

Can't we go back in time?

You spin around.

Can't we go back in time?

To the middle?

When everything was fine..

When everything was beautiful...

But the face in front of you says otherwise. Through his eyes, you can see the brightest constellations tracing his every thought and every gesture.

And in those thoughts and gestures, you can see the promising image of the two of you, eventually together in a warm, loving, and eternal embrace.

Him smiling in comfort and in final peace, stroking your hair and rubbing your back.

You gazing up at him in admiration and more love than you can ever imagine someone can depict through just a glance.

The images flicker in front of your eyes and now you see an older form of you and Hyunjin who stands facing the exact same painting in front of you even after many many years.

His hand momentarily leaves yours and gently reaches for your chin. Tilting your head up a slight bit to meet his eyes with yours, the man of your life stares at you with so much kindness, care, beauty, and love.

Then, just like the painting that stands permanently engraved into your memory, Hyunjin leans forward and connects his lips with yours.

Dating an idol might be challenging..

It breaks your heart, mends it, and will shatter it back into pieces numerously again and again and again...

But you decide that you don't want anything more right now than the man in front of you.

You didn't need to go back in time to the middle in order to reach your happiness,

Happiness is inside of you, inside of Hyunjin, inside of all of us,

And it will keep continuing to grow and spread

continuously, contagiously, and endlessly.

Love is eternal.

One other is all it takes to open up the barrier and let the light shine through

To know love,

To feel loved,

And share love.

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Straykids as Your Boyfriend! (Maknae Line)

Pairing: fem!reader + straykids!makenaeline

Genre: fluff, a little suggestive (felix)

A/N: maknaeline imagine is finally finished!! its alot more dialoguey than the hyungline one but it turned out better than i expected. tysm for being so patient! enjoy <3

HyungLine | [MaknaeLine!]

Warning: Nothing here is real! All fictional!!

Description: how straykids became your boyfriend!

DO NOT COPY WORK.

HANJISUNG - MUSICPRODUCING, STRANGERS TO LOVERS

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- You and Han met when you were assigned under JYP entertainment to help his group with musicproducing

- They were just about to debut and needed alot of help

- You met the unit 3racha and immediately became close friends

- One day, as you were staying late into the night in the producing room to finish up the last album song, you fell asleep

- The next day when you woke up, you found a blanket wrapped around your shoulders

- Wondering who did this for you, you pack up and head home

- Unfortunately, things were not going well for you

- You accidentally bumped into someone and knocked coffee all over yourself, you lost your notes and failed your meeting today, and possibly gained a coughing sickness from one of your peers

- Sighing, you enter the music studio, your one and only chill center

- You open up a random book from your bag and started reading, earphones on either side of your ear

- When you woke up two hours later, a box of candy and a nice cold cup of coffee was waiting for you on the table

- When you lifted your head, you saw someone also resting in front of you

- Surprised, you wake him up

- "Hello?! Sir, its... GASP its 3am sir wake up!"

- A quokka-like face with a puffy tired face looks up and meets your eyes

- "Y/N producer! Hello!" He straightens up and stretches. "I also had work to do so i stayed behind as well, no need to worry."

- "Except the fact that you fell asleep just like me..."

- "Oh uhh dont mind it too much. And dont stay up too late, its not good for your health."

- Laughing, you say, "I honor your genius mind of yours for producing songs and writing beautiful lyrics but i still dont get how your mind works. My health is not as important as a member of a world famous kpop group, sir. You take care of yourself."

- Surprised, Han looks straight at you and tilts his head in awe.

- "Your health is important too," he says, swinging his backpack over his shoulder and leaving without another word.

- The next few days Han constantly talked to you, asking questions, asking about work, and asking about who you are.

- Whenever youre lost in a conversation with him, you found yourself seeing Han jotting down words and sentences that didnt really match with grammar and spelling..

- Just numerous different kinds of descriptions and something vaguely about getting to know someone more

- Maybe its his diary, you thought.

- Sometimes whenever you felt stressed or overwhelmed, Han seems to be going thru the same things due to both of you guys having similar jobs

- You were both able to relate and help each other feel better

- You supporting Han and even offering him ideas while Han always ending up never failing to make you smile at the end of the day

- It was long since youve found out that Han was the one who gave you a blanket when sleeping, and that it was him who snuck candy inside your bag once in a while.

- Although you knew, you just liked his company and just having the thought that you were not alone.

- Because you were part of the producing team of Straykids, you always got front row seats in every single concerts

- And every single time Han walks past you, he would wink and wave

- On the day of the groups first ever award ceremony, it was the happiest day of your life

- You succeeded in helping create a unique album that topped the chart!

- You had no idea of what more was awaiting you...

- "Ladies and gentlemen, I would like to sing this last song to end our concert today..

It is for a very special person who gave me confidence and support when i needed it most.

We both laugh, talk, and most of all communicate the best.

I feel like home when i am with her, and feel truly happy.

Thank you,

Y/N...

"Will you be my girlfriend?"

- hannie

FELIX - GAMING ROMANCE, FRIENDS TO LOVERS, GAMES, WISHES

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- Felix and you were just best friends

- But do best friends cuddle and hug?

- Felix has always loved physical skinship and you never really minded

- They were all just friendly gestures of appreciation..

- Or was it?

- One day you come back from school walking with Felix and you both end up fighting for who gets to play genshin first on your computer

- "Then whoever makes the other one laugh first gets the laptop!"

- "Deal!" Felix immediately starts for your tummy and tickles you

- You just barely manage to slip away from his grasp and strike a Mario midjump pose

- It made felix's lips perk up a bit but not necessarily laugh

- You and Felix were practically running around the house and your mom shrieks to not step on the poor old dog that sleeps right by the hallway

- Once you reach the door of your bedroom, you pull it open and try to lock yourself in when Felix catches up

- He scoops you into his arms and tickles you and an inevitable laugh trails out of your mouth

- You both topple over on top of the bed, laying side by side, facing each other

- Felix sighs in content and pride as he looks over at you who was still giggling, tears blurring your vision

- Then all of a sudden, reality sinks in; the setting, the place, and the position you both were in

- You glance up at Felix and see a blush creeping up his freckled skin which was now centimeters away from you

- You find yourself being self conscious of how you were literally clinging onto Felix; limbs, arms, and legs tangled together

- You both jump apart when your mom walks by the room with a vacuum cleaner, thankfully not peeking inside

- As felix clears his throat, gets up, and walks over to the door, you both awkwardly wave and bid each other goodbye without even playing genshin, the main reason that even started all of this in the first place

- After he leaves, you find yourself envisioning felix and his beautiful eyes in front of you again

- Could it be that you are falling for him?

- You decide to take a step forward

- Felix came over to your house to play mario cart a week later and you attempt to set up another deal

- "Whoever wins this round gets a wish granted!"

- "What?! But I suck at this game!"

- "Which is why i want to play this game, dummy"

- "Ok fine lets gaur!"

- Youve never seen Felix so concentrated on anything your entire life

- You attempt to distract him from the game so that you can win but oddly today felix was dead serious

- A few minutes later you stare in shock at the winner on the pedestal

- Felix

- "YES! YOU OWE ME ONE WISH!

- "But-"

- "Y/N! You have to!"

- "Oh alright.." you groan, disappointed."Whats ur wish? Is it the genshin festival free pass?"

- As he slowly turns around to face you, you can see Felix staring with a deep and earnest desire.

- Youve never seen anyone look so hot but adorable at the same time.

- He suddenly leans closer to you

- Immensed into his aura, you lean in close too in response

- His breath tickles your skin, and you swallow, waiting for him to say something, anything.

- As he suddenly attaches his lips with yours, you are able to tell that he wanted you just as much as you wanted him.

- The two of you move with such perfect harmony, both so immersed into the moment, wishing it could last forever.

- Your hands find his way to his collar, slowly unbuttoning his shirt as Felix's hand ghosts around your arm and bare thighs under your skirt

- Felix's deep voice slips out of his mouth and stutters something that only you in this entire world can hear and understand perfectly...

"My wish is you."

- lixie

SEUNGMIN - ENEMIES TO LOVERS, DOG CAFE

A/N: my precious bias ilhsm X)

♡

- You had a crush on your class desk partner for the longest time.

- And of course your introvert ass always made everything so obvious.

- Your school bully and #1 enemy, Seungmin, had to be the first one to notice.

- And of course he was your crush's best friend.

- Whenever you and your crush interact, Seungmin was always there watching and giving the stink eye in amusement.

- When your partner was momentarily gone for a few minutes to ask the teacher something, Seungmin was sitting next to you in a matter of seconds

- Singing the lame K-I-S-S-I-N-G song and puckering his lips to make annoying noises and asking you when you two were going to get married.

- It frustrated you so much that you started avoiding your crush in order to keep Seungmin more than 100 feet away from you

- One day, you were hanging out at a dog cafe that your friend's dad owned

- Just an fyi, it was seven in the evening and you didnt even bother wearing a bra, makeup, or hair clip

- Just a hoodie, matching pants, crocs, and a white cap

- This cafe was only a minute away from your house; what could hap-

- The door to the cafe opens and you see your crush walking in with Seungmin adoring the cute puppies in front of him

- You immediately jump up and lunge behind a nearby plant, forgetting that you were still clutching onto a puppy

- A few seconds of relief passes as your friend takes the hint and tells your crush that the cafe will close soon

- "What do you mean its closing? The sign at the front says closing time is 10pm!"

- You scrunch up your face and clench your jaw

- Did seungmin always have to butt into conversations like that?! this guy couldnt do anything right!

- "Can we just get drinks to-go then?"

- You smile and sneak a peak when you hear your crush's voice

- Suddenly, as if sensing your presence, Seungmin jerks his head and faces vaguely in your direction

- Squealing, you shrink closer to the plant in front of you to remain hidden

- "A to-go? Uh.. Okay wait a minute then."

- Your friend walks over to the back of the cafe

- You hear your future boyfriend say that hes going to go pay and you sigh in relief; he wont see you in this terrible form

- Suddenly, the puppy you forgot was still in your arms starts squirming around and barking; it was losing its patience

- You never knew a tiny little dog could make so much noise; it reminded you of seungmin

- Shaking your head, wondering why you were thinking of him out of all people, you were about to get up when you bump into someone also crouched down next to you

- "Ow! Im sorry are you oka-"

- You turn around and see Seungmin, your faces just centimeters away from each other

- Almost dropping the poor puppy in surprise, you rush to regain grip

- Unforetunately, that was when seungmin also reaches down in attempt to save the dog you almost drop

- Your heads bang painfully against one another

- You lose balance and topple backward into a sitting position, legs sticking out like a little child that tripped

- You rub the sore bump on your forehead

- "Seungmin! Why are you here?"

- "I was gonna ask you the same thing!" seungmin stutters as he also grasps the side of his head in pain

- "Well im here visiting a friend!"

- You both remain there, silently crouching for no reason behind the plant

- You blink for a few more seconds and dare to steal a glance at seungmin

- He was looking around, trying to gather as much puppies he could into his arms

- Its been so long since youve seen him after trying to avoid him

- Was he always this goodlooking?

- He wasnt this tall and his bangs werent that well trimmed before... did he also get a little more masculine?

- Shaking your head in disbelief that you were thinking these things, you meet your eyes with seungmin again

- He was done gathering puppies and was cuddling them, brushing his face against the soft fur of the creatures

- Noticing that you were watching, he sheepishly gives you the stink eye and gently puts down the dogs

- Straightening up but still in a crab pose next to you, he faces you

- "Now why were you staring at me like that?"

- "Nothing..."

- "Am i that handsome?"

- Seungmin straightens his shoulders and smiles in that geeky way of his, crouching even lower, closer, towards you

- You saw that his braces were also taken off during the short few months that you didnt see him

- "You came with *crush's name* right?"

- Seungmin's momentary smile falters, "Yeah..."

- "Great! Ima go see him!" you say and prepare to get up from your position

- Suddenly you gasp as Seungmins hand clasps into yours and is smoothly placed into his hoodie pocket. "No."

- "Huh?"

- "Stay," he says with a pout

- Seungmin slowly stands up and you find yourself tiptoeing, one hand still dangling inside one of his pockets

- You never thought about how tall he grew after all this time

- Hand still stuck inside his pocket, you feel his warm and comforting hand

- Strong, soft, and reliable all at the same time

- You look up again and Seungmin is leaning even closer now

- Your noses almost touch

- Just a few more millimeters of leaning in and your lips might just meet

- And for some reason, youre not pulling away

- Pupplylike eyes gaze into your surprised doe ones

- As he places his chin on your head and closes his eyes, he takes out your hand from his pocket but doesnt let go

- "S-Seungmin?" you stammer out.

- A moment of silence passes and you decide to wake up from this dream

- "Seungmin, I really gotta go-"

- "-no, stay," he says...

"Lets stay like this a little more.. just a little bit longer."

- minnie

JEONGIN - ENEMIES TO LOVERS, LIFE4CUTS

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- Jeongin was known as the most spoiled son of a ceo anyone can ever have as a child

- And the ceo hired you to take the spoiled brat on an entire tour around the city

- Exploring, taking pictures, try new kinds of food, etc.

- You were more than honored to be handpicked by the ceo himself..

- But you were also pondering on how the hell you could ever control such an erratic being like Yang Jeongin

- When things didnt go his way, there goes the rest of the day with him doing anything in his power to end you

- Honestly, you were scared

- But a job is a job, and it has to be done

- You and jeongin start off going to a museum but he hated it and insisted to leave right away

- He came up with the most randomest things to pick on little kids passing by and started fights with other guys his age

- You barely managed to drag him to a nearby restaurant and let him choose a meal for you to pay

- Scoffing, he picks the most expensive dishes and the biggest order anyone can ever demand

- With your hands wrinkled into fists, you pay and leave when done eating

- Next, Jeongin asked to go to an arcade

- You reluctantly follow him

- He insisted on trying every single friggin arcade game in that place

- Three hours later, you finally exit the game station

- You have had it.

- "Yang Jeongin! Enough is enough! How long are you going to keep this up?! Ive watched you for a while working for your father and youre just like him! Spoiled, mean, selfish, and careless! I dont want a single word out of ur mouth from now on. We are going to finish this tour and youre going to go back to living ur own miserable lonely life!"

- For some reason, Jeongin actually did shut up

- When he continued to be silent even after getting out of the taxi and passing by his favorite ice cream shop without a word, you start to get a little concerned

- "Wait here," you tell him. He doesnt make a sound but plops down on the picnic grass under a tree.

- Trying to think of what you said that couldve shut him up for such a long time, you head towards the ice cream shop and order a vanilla cone

- You march back to the guy and hand out the ice cream. You grumble, "Here, its your favorite" and sits down beside him.

- It was awkwardly quiet for some time when Jeongin finally speaks. "Youre the first who ever talked back to me."

- You wip around at him, "What?"

- He turns and stares at you, studying your face. "Yeah. Everyones always so scared of me and wont ever talk about what they like, what they want to do, what they want me to do. Youre the first person to get mad and yell at me like that."

- Your face turns red and you look down. "Dont tell your dad.. Hes gonna fire me."

- A laugh erupts out of Jeongin's lips; the most sing-song beautiful laugh youve ever heard

- "I totally wont tell that my father's right hand assistant thinks hes a rude, mean, and selfish jerk."

- "No wait stop im serious dont you dare tell him!"

- "Youre gonna have to stop me!" An evil grin appears on his face.

- Sighing in defeat, you get up.

- You pull Jeongin from the ground and head to the main central mall across the road.

- "Now where are you taking me?"

- Noticing that he still hasnt let go of your hand but was rather clinging onto it with innocent curiosity, you smile at him and say...

- "Life4Cuts"

- A few minutes later, Jeongin finds himself wearing a pair of sunglasses and a pink squishmellow plush hat

- "Er, what are we doing again?"

- "Hold on a minute are you actually saying that you dont know what this is?! We're taking pictures at a photobooth!"

- "But why here? Its freezing and we could just use our cell phones. I have the newest iphone-"

- "And i dont. give a. fo!" you interrupt, shrugging carelessly

- Rolling his eyes, Jeongin stands there right in front of the camera, blocking the entire picture frame

- "Jeongin get back! What are you doing?!" You grab his hand once again and scoot him over to your side.

- Then, you move over to the left, out of sight from the camera

- The squishmellow hat turns towards you and a voice squeaks out somewhere inside of it

- "Youre not taking the photo with me?"

- "Pfft, no thank you prince charming. Ima watch you from over here. And besides, Id be in dead trouble if your dad found me messing around and not doing my job-"

- "Oh forget about my dad and your work for just a moment! Its just me and you right now! No one will know, cmon!"

- "I.." you hesitate.

- "Hurry up! Get an accessory! Im starting the timer!"

- "But you dont even know how to start the-"

- "HURRY UP!"

- You trot back to the accessory stands and pick a squishmellow hat similar to jeongin's

- "Five seconds left Y/N!"

- "Wait what?!" You jog over to the photo booth and end up getting abruptly pulled inside

- Losing your balance trying to put on your hat, you fall over and jeongin catches you midfall

- You tilt your head and try to move away but you cant

- Jeongin is holding you firm, still midfall and gazing into your eyes

- You swallow and silently exhale

- Why was your heart beating so fast?!

- Suddenly, a ping! sound comes from the life4cut machine and you both jump apart

- The first photo was taken, three more to go

- You dont even know how the first one will turn out.. probably you tripping on top of jeongin..

- But you decide to just go with the flow

- The second one you turn to face the confused guy next to you and strikes a gun pose at him with a hand

- Smiling, jeongin follows suit

- Click!

- Next jeongin leads; you both do a silly face

- Click!

- Next you recommend at least one normal picture in the cut so you turn to smile at the camera

- Suddenly, you feel an arm around your shoulders and before the camera goes click, someone pecks your cheeks with a single kiss

- Face all hot from surprise and unexpectedness, you steal a glance at jeongin who was also blushing furiously as well

- "Uh-uhm we should probably go.." he stammers, tumbling out of the photo booth

- Blinking ten thousand times a millisecond, you walk towards the photo printing slot and stare down at it

- On the first one, it was you, SMILING(?!) up at jeongin who has caught u midfall

- This couldnt be.. were your eyes always that sparkly and happy?

- It must be a filter, you think

- Examining the second picture, you giggle which is very not like you

- Jeongin's pose was so awkward while you were aiming the gun right to his head

- The third photo was even better

- Your side eyes couldve made the top side eye contestants in the world

- And last but not least.. the fourth and final one

- Jeongin indeed had an arm wrapped around you and was paused midway from kissing you on your BLUSHING(?!) cheek

- Was your face always that red? Did you overdo your makeup today?

- Why were your eyes sparkling in every single photo? Was it a filter? Or could it be...

- It was then that you find out that you might have fallen in love with someone

- Smiling, you snap a picture of the Life4Cuts on your phone

- Five hard and complicated years later, with a sigh of contentment, you gaze at the exact same photo on the exact same phone from so long ago

- The Life4Cut has now been your permanent wallpaper for about four years

- You and your fiance, coincidentally meeting and eventually falling in love

- Unlike the harsh and moody expressions that the love of your life had on the first time you met him, Jeongin has now a beautiful smile brighter than an entire galaxy and will continue to do this for the rest of his life.

"You are my first in everything - will you spend the rest of that everything... with me?"

- innie

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REBLOGS ARE APPRECIATED! THANKS FOR READING!

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ʙᴀɴɢᴄʜᴀɴ

☕️ ɪ ʜᴀᴛᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴀᴅᴍɪᴛ [ᴀɴɢꜱᴛ] ↳ ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴇʀꜱᴏɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʀᴜꜱᴛᴇᴅ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ ᴀɴʏᴏɴᴇ ʙᴇᴛʀᴀʏꜱ ʏᴏᴜ.

☕️ ʙʟᴀᴄᴋ ʜᴏʟᴇ [ꜰʟᴜꜰꜰ, ꜱᴏᴜʟᴍᴀᴛᴇꜱ ᴀᴜ] ↳ ʙᴀɴɢᴄʜᴀɴ ꜰᴀʟʟꜱ ɪɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀᴛ ꜰɪʀꜱᴛ ꜱɪɢʜᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴄᴀɴᴛ ʜᴇʟᴘ ᴡᴀɴᴛɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʜᴇᴏʀʏ ᴏꜰ ꜱᴏᴜʟᴍᴀᴛᴇꜱ ᴀꜰᴛᴇʀ ꜱᴇᴇɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜱᴍɪʟᴇ.

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ʟᴇᴇᴋɴᴏᴡ

💭 ʜᴀɴᴅᴄᴜꜰꜰᴇᴅ [ᴄᴏᴍɪɴɢ ꜱᴏᴏɴ] ↳ ᴇɴᴇᴍɪᴇꜱ ᴛᴏ ʟᴏᴠᴇʀꜱ, ꜰᴏʀʙɪᴅᴅᴇɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇ, ᴀɴɢꜱᴛ, ꜱᴍᴜᴛ, ꜱᴘʏ!ꜰᴇᴍ!ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ+ᴘᴏʟɪᴄᴇ!ʟᴇᴇ!ᴍɪɴʜᴏ

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ᴄʜᴀɴɢʙɪɴ

ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴇᴇ ʜᴇʀᴇ ʏᴇᴛ!

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ʜʏᴜɴᴊɪɴ

☕️ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍɪᴅᴅʟᴇ [ᴀɴɢꜱᴛ, ʜᴜʀᴛ+ᴄᴏᴍꜰᴏʀᴛ] ↳ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ɢᴏᴇꜱ ʙʏ ᴛᴏᴏ ꜰᴀꜱᴛ. ɪᴛ ɪꜱ ᴀ ꜰᴏᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴀᴋᴇꜱ ᴀᴡᴀʏ ʏᴏᴜᴛʜ, ᴍᴇᴍᴏʀʏ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴄʜɪʟᴅʜᴏᴏᴅ. ɪᴛ ʙʀɪɴɢꜱ ʀᴇɢʀᴇᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴘᴀɪɴ.

💭 ᴍᴀɢɪᴄ ꜱʜᴏᴘ [ᴄᴏᴍɪɴɢ ꜱᴏᴏɴ] ↳ ꜱᴛʀᴀɴɢᴇʀꜱ ᴛᴏ ʟᴏᴠᴇʀꜱ, ꜱᴄʜᴏᴏʟ ᴀᴜ, ᴍʏꜱᴛᴇʀʏ, ꜰᴏʀʙɪᴅᴅᴇɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇ, ᴀɴɢꜱᴛ, ꜱᴍᴜᴛ

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ʜᴀɴ

☕️ ꜱᴏʀʀʏ ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ [ᴀɴɢꜱᴛ] ↳ ᴀ ꜱɪɴɢʟᴇ ᴄʜᴇᴇꜱᴇᴄᴀᴋᴇ, ᴀ ʏᴏᴜɴɢ ɢɪʀʟ ᴡʜᴏ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ɪᴛ ɪɴ ᴄᴜʟɪɴᴀʀʏ ᴄʟᴀꜱꜱᴇꜱ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴀ ʙᴏʏ ᴡʜᴏ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴛʀᴇᴀꜱᴜʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇꜱᴇ ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ ᴍᴇᴍᴏʀɪᴇꜱ ꜰᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ.

☕️ ᴍɪꜱᴇʀᴀʙʟᴇ (ʏᴏᴜ & ᴍᴇ) [ᴀɴɢꜱᴛ] ↳ ʏᴏᴜ ᴘʀᴇᴘᴀʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴏɴꜰᴇꜱꜱ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟɪꜰᴇʟᴏɴɢ ʙᴇꜱᴛ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅ ʙᴜᴛ ꜱʜᴇ ꜱᴜᴅᴅᴇɴʟʏ ꜱᴀʏꜱ ꜱʜᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛꜱ ᴛᴏ ᴀꜱᴋ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴇʟꜱᴇ ᴏᴜᴛ.

☕️ 13 [ᴀɴɢꜱᴛ, ɴᴏɴ-ɪᴅᴏʟ ᴀᴜ] ↳ ᴀʟʟ ᴏꜰ ʜɪꜱ ᴀᴛᴛᴇɴᴛɪᴏɴ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴏɴ ʏᴏᴜ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴀʟʟ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜʀꜱ ᴏɴ ʜɪꜱ.

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ꜰᴇʟɪx

💭 ᴏɴᴇ ᴄᴀʟʟ ᴀᴡᴀʏ [ᴄᴏᴍɪɴɢ ꜱᴏᴏɴ] ↳ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅꜱ ᴛᴏ ʟᴏᴠᴇʀꜱ, ᴀᴄᴛɪᴏɴ, ꜰʟᴜꜰꜰ, ᴀɴɢꜱᴛ, ꜱᴍᴜᴛ, ꜰᴇᴍ!ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ+ꜱᴜᴘᴇʀʜᴇʀᴏ!ꜰᴇʟɪx

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ꜱᴇᴜɴɢᴍɪɴ

☕️ ᴄɪɴᴇᴍᴀᴛɪᴄ ʟᴏᴠᴇ [ᴀɴɢꜱᴛ, ʜᴇᴀʀᴛʙʀᴇᴀᴋ] ↳ ꜰᴀʟʟɪɴɢ ᴀᴘᴀʀᴛ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴇᴀᴄʜ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴀꜰᴛᴇʀ ᴀ ʙʀᴇᴀᴋᴜᴘ ɪꜱ ᴏʙᴠɪᴏᴜꜱ. ʙᴜᴛ ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴏᴠᴇʀ ɪᴛ ᴛᴀᴋᴇꜱ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴘᴀɪɴ. ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ ʙᴇᴀʀ.

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ɪ.ɴ

ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴇᴇ ʜᴇʀᴇ ʏᴇᴛ!

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ᴏᴛ8

☕️ ꜱᴛʀᴀʏᴋɪᴅꜱ ᴀꜱ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʙᴏʏꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅ [ꜰʟᴜꜰꜰ, ꜱᴜɢɢᴇꜱᴛɪᴠᴇ]

ʜʏᴜɴɢ ʟɪɴᴇ | ᴍᴀᴋɴᴀᴇ ʟɪɴᴇ

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Straykids as Your Boyfriend (Hyung Line)

Pairing: fem!reader + idol!straykids!hyungline

Genre: fluff

A/N: first time doing imagines!! sorry if its a bit rusty ;(

[HyungLine!] | MaknaeLine

Warning: Nothing here is real! All fictional!

Description: straykids love language with girlfriend (you!)

DO NOT COPY WORK.

BANGCHAN - CHILDHOOD FRIENDS/SECRET RELATIONSHIP

♤

- Friends ever since u guys were born

- Confessed to you and now in a secret relationship!

- Texts you sweet messages every single day

- He's so delulu about you

- Thinks of you 24/7

- Usual relax chill dates are at the recording studio

- You're always either sitting on his lap or laying comfortably on top of him at the couch

- Gets caught by other members and always teased

- Shy and clingy around you!

- Hold hands

- Careful in public but gives you all the love you deserve all the same <3

- Talks about you nonstop with the members

- Sometimes when you walk out of your apartment in the morning for work, there's coffee and breakfast in a to go box at your front door with a note...

Eat up and goodluck at work today darling~ Love you with all my heart!

- channie

LEEKNOW - ENEMIES TO LOVERS

♡

- If someone dare asks you two who confessed first, the both of you'll get into a fight immediately

- You'll say that Minho used to bully you at school

- And Minho'll defend himself that you fell head over heels for him and asked him out

- But you vividly remember Minho dragging you into an empty classroom, trapping you between his arms with your back against the wall, and demand that you be his girlfriend

- He acts like none of that ever happened as if you guys just somehow met and started dating <3

- You love his cats and always spend time at his house everyday

- Always tends to nudge you farther away from the cars in the street whenever walking together outside

- Asks for a kiss on the cheek once in a while

- Private insta account is filled with pictures of you

- Back hugs and kisses!

- When you're having a bad day, you smell delicious food coming from your house as you slowly walk towards it.

- Right before you open the front door, a text always dings from your phone...

"You take forever to walk home hurry up the kids miss u!! Lets eat!"

- ur minho

CHANGBIN - LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT/SCHOOL

☆

- You never really beleived in soulmates..

- Until u met changbin

- Introduced from a friend

- Acts loud and strong around u but inside hes a nervous wreck

- He kept insisting that his camera was for the school newspaper but actually took pictures of you

- Gets jealous easily! ^^

- Scoots himself closer to you whenever someone else starts talking to u too much

- Carelessly puts his arm around you which makes u get hot in the face

- One day you forgot ur umbrella..

- Changbin was waiting for u in front of ur locker to let u "borrow" his

- Ended up walking home together

- Confessed his feelings for you before you entered ur home!

- Restaurant dates (ofc)

- Movies

- holds ur hand and slips it into his hoodie pocket to keep u warm

- always says the cutest cheesiest stuff to you (but u secretly like it)

"I never believed in love at first sight.. but luckily for me it's right in front of me. Right here, right now."

- binnie

HYUNJIN - SCHOOL CRUSH

♧

- Always brings up last year christmas in the middle of dating

- The day he confessed to you <3

- Started off as school desk partners

- Always made you the main subject of every painting he ever did in art classes

- Whenever you ask who that person is, he always replied, "Someone I like."

- Loves talking tea with you

- Judges anyone and everyone together

- The big sass duo

- Took THE LONGEST TIME EVER to confess, couldve filmed a kdrama

- Finally was able to get himself in front of you and confess

- On Christmas Eve night, under the glowing moon, when the first snow of the year fell <3 eek so romantic

- You have an addiction with ice cream so ur hands and body feels cold often

- He clasps your hands with his to make it warmer

- Keeps all painting he ever drew of you and all photos he took of you and stores it all in an album

"I want to be someone's last love than their first because love is meant to be eternal. I'd like to spend that 'eternal' with you."

- jinnie

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Miserable (You & Me)

Pairing: hanjisung!reader + fem!character

Genre: angst, hopeful ending

Song by: Han Jisung from Straykids

A/N: im doing alot of han fics cuz im feeling moody like him ;( sorry

Plot: When you fall in love with your best friend but afraid to confess

Description: You prepare to confess to your lifelong best friend but she suddenly says she wants to ask someone else out.

DO NOT COPY WORK.

Funny what you're thinking, where are you?

Who's in your head right now - someone other than me?

You're always looking for somebody.

The school bell rings and you get up to quickly go see her.

There she is at her locker. You put on a bright smile and jumpscare her.

"Boy! Don't do that you scared the heck outta me!" she screams at your face, slapping your arm.

"Stop hitting me! Ima report you to the principal's office!" You jump away from her, smiling and rubbing your sore arm.

She scoffs, wips her hair back, and says, "Oh I'll just use my amazing charm to shake him off."

"Yeah right. You have the same charm level as a caterpillar-"

"What'd you say?!"

"Nothing, nothing. Wanna get lunch?"

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"Jisung, I have something important to tell you."

"That's what friends are for eh? What is it my princess?"

"I'm not your princess, shut up."

When you ask her one more time what it is, her expression turns dead serious.

I stretched out my hand towards a hopeless future and poured myself out.

"I like someone. And I want to ask him out."

A throb of pain blooms in your chest. "O-Oh? Uhm and I suppose you'd tell me who that is?"

And she did. It was Hwang Hyunjin. THE boy of the entire school. Tall, talented, artistic, smart, and literally everything else a girl could hope for.

"Every single girl in this school is heart throbbing for him. Should i ask him out?"

Even though you acted totally cool about all this, you couldn't imagine your best friend, whom you've known for more than 10 years, falling for some random guy all of a sudden and thinking of confessing to him.

'Heart throbbing for him,' she had said.

'Then what about me?' you wonder. Are you some kind of old, wrinkly junk to her that can be thrown away and abandoned so easily?

Perhaps.. compared to THE Hwang Hyunjin, always the main character of the story, you probably are.

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I try to talk with you more and I feel so tired. But I can’t give you up.

The next few days you kept asking her what she liked about Hyunjin so much.

"Why do you keep asking?" she'd respond, waving you away.

Our pointless arguments end yet again with a goodbye.

If this is thе last of us,

I might just die.

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It was 10 years ago when you first met her, and 5 years when you fell in love with that person.

At first you didn't even know what love was. You didn't even care.

But the moment you met her, everything changed.

Love me like you loved me.

When you guys ate lunch together, you'd offer her your snacks. Every single day, she'd say "I love you bestie" and gobble it all up in one go - smiling with those cute cat like eyes and chubby cheeks.

'Cute,' you thought.

Say you're still mine

Once, in high school, someone from your class confessed to you during literature. You were so shocked that your introvert ass just kept staring at the poor girl fidgeting in front of you nervously.

Then, your best friend took action. Knowing that you probably didnt have any feelings for anyone, she told the girl to piss off.

"Sorry, but he's mine!" she had said playfully, putting an arm around you.

Of course you knew she was covering for you, but you couldn't help blushing furiously.

These days, all she does is talk about that stupid crush whenever she has a chance.

When you offer her snacks, she takes them without a comment and walks off to talk to other friends (mostly Hyunjin).

As time passes, you both start to draw apart. You didn't like it and so did she but it was the only way for you two to start focusing on your own dreams and interests.

Don't leave me

But she did.

2 Years Later

It's over a year you haven't seen Han Jisung. After you announced that you and Hyunjin are finally dating, he just disappeared without a word.

Where could he be? you kept asking yourself.

3 More Years Later

Your sister is graduating high school! The exact same high school you went to five years ago...

Before the ceremony started, you decide to take a stroll around the large school - check if any of your old teachers still worked here.

On the way, you found yourself walking in the same hallway you went through the most often during your high school years.

Even though it should've been your long-time ex that you think about first, the face you first think of is Han Jisung.

Gosh, where could he be?

You come across your old locker.

The locker where Han secretly stashed chocolate and candies whenever you felt down,

The locker where you hid yourself and cried in when you failed finals,

The locker that Han Jisung opened and carefully carried you down,

The locker where you had your first kiss.

Yes it was a very stupid dare that you guys thought of when you were young, foolish, and immature. But it was still your first kiss.

Shaking away the passed memories, you pry open the unlocked locker.

Since summer was approaching, everyone had emptied theirs and took all their belongings home.

There was nothing in there..

Except a folded note.

With trembling hands, you pick up the paper and open it. The moment you see the handwriting, you gasp - it is Jisung's.

Dear (name),

I heard your sister is finally graduating and I couldn't miss the chance of talking to you.

I knew you were sooner or later passing by here so.. i left a note :)

Funny what you're thinking, where are you?

Hopefully you read this and not just a random freshman who got a new locker.

As you know, this school holds a lot of memories we spent together when we were young.

I hope you treasure the past and think back to those good times like I always do every single day.

There's someone else in your head right now

I already know

But I'll think of it all as a lie

Baby, don't go away

15 years ago, we became best friends.

10 years ago, I fell in love with someone.

And that 'someone' is you.

I've waited for you, (name). And I still am.

Just dont leave me alone

Don't forget that when you need it, help is always beside you.

Just stay by my side

I love you.

Forever yours: Han Jisung

Miserable (You and Me)

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I Hate to Admit

Pairing: idol!bangchan!reader + fem!character

Genre: angst, hurt+comfort

Song by: Bangchan from Stray Kids

A/N: read till the end plz i promise its not THAT bad. yall want a happy ending or not?

Plot: When the person you trusted more than anyone betrays you.

DO NOT COPY WORK.

I hate to admit

That I still miss you.

Looking outside the window of my room, I count the days when youll ever come back.

Being a leader is never easy. Self producing is even harder:

Lyrics have to be written...

Songs have to be composed...

Melodies have to be created...

Who did I get all those ideas from? What inspired me?

It was all from you.

How could I forget?

It was a promise. Just you and me. Engraved into my mind permanently.

We had each other during all our ups and downs and we understood each other perfectly.

It's hard to understand

The day you lied to me

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I still remember it so vividly...

Before I had to leave for the world tour, we secretly met at your place.

You gave me a journal, telling me to record all the things I did during my tour, to store it for all the memories I make.

You told me that when I come back, we'd read everything together and make even more fun memories, just the two of us.

"Don't go anywhere, stay with me"

We promised each other...

But where are you now?

I still miss you

How could I forget?

We promised.

It's hard to understand

The day you lied to me

Once I finally got back home from the airport, I was so excited to show you all the pictures I took with the members. I even got a week-long break just for you. My smile couldn't be held back.

All night long

I can't stop thinkin' ‘bout you

But when I finally arrived..

"Just stay with me"

You weren't even there.

I hate to admit it:

That I still have the notebook you gave me,

That I still miss you.

And I think I found out why you gave the notebook to me in the first place.

How could I forget?

Instead of putting everything that happened during the tour, you were hoping that I would put us before anything else.

You wanted the book to already be filled with all the times we had together.

Empty, or not, you didn't care.

You just had to be sure that you were part of my life.

And of course you were. You still are everything to me.

But now that you're gone.. the only thing I can do is regret. Regret, regret, and regret.

The notebook is now filled and overflowing with letters, proposals, confessions, and love messages I never got to say to you.

We promised and it never came true.

All I did on my day off were writing these lyrics.

I might as well forget

But even now, as I bump into a certain somebody and drop the notebook - my most prized possession - I still remember everything about you before I left.

The color of your baggy shirt, bright eyes, frizzy dyed hair, round glasses, and my jacket on your shoulders, you still look the same and beautiful as ever in front of me.

Standing there, staring at the notebook which is now flopped open on the ground, you stand in place.

Then your eyes meet my eyes.

And I know that you haven't changed one bit.

Including your feelings for me.

I couldn't dare to forget,

The who-you-are to me.

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Cinematic Love

Pairing: seungmin!reader + fem!character

Genre: angst, heartbreak 🤧

Song by: Yang Da il and DK (Seventeen) - SoundCloud below cut!!

A/N: a short wip i jotted before i forget. i srsly need seungmin to sing this >.<

Plot: You went through a heart wrenching breakup you can't get over.

Description: Falling apart from each other after a breakup is obvious. But getting over it takes time and pain. More than you can bear.

DO NOT COPY WORK.

Rain spatters onto the windowsill as you take out your camera for the hundredth time.

I took it for granted, you being next to me

I didn’t know how thankful I should have been

Sighing, you lay down on your bed and spread out all of the polaroids you've gathered over the past few years with her.

When I missed you, I could just meet you

I didn’t know how precious you were

You look over each and every single one of the memories the two of you had together.

A smile spreads across your face..

We only had happy scenes

And immediately crumbles, replacing with tears.

But like changing a channel, it all ended

So easily, so suddenly

With only a few pictures, only a few memories remaining

She left you.

That was the only thing you can think of everyday.

She got bored, and she never liked you back.

She left.

A piece of you,

A scene of you,

I can’t get sick of it

No matter how many times you see them, you can't bear throwing away the memories and scenes you shared together.

I know so well that if I keep watching, it’ll hurt

But I can’t erase you

You couldn't bear to just erase everything. It was all that you had. It was all you ever cared about.

Why couldn't you do it?

Is it because I still love you?

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You're sitting alone in front of the tv an hour later in the living room.

Digital videos and photos of her were playing before you on the screen.

Memories like wet pictures

You planned on making a digital mini movie out of all the pictures you took together and presenting it celebrating your fourth dating anniversary.

Thinking that one day, the two of you would watch and laugh over them together in this very place.

Never did you predict you would be sitting here all alone with tears in your eyes. Watching memories that have come and gone, knowing too well that those days will never return.

The more I touch them, the more they get ruined and ripped

Maybe you weren't good enough for her.

Maybe she never saw you as more than a friend.

A piece of you,

A scene of you

I can’t get sick of it

I memorize every word you say by copying your lip movements

It was taken so well,

These scenes of you

You slump against the sofa, trying to think of what, just what, you did wrong for her to shut you out so suddenly.

Slowly, very slowly, you fall asleep listening to her soft voice coming from the tv. You miss her so much. You'd do anything to see her again.

All you want to do right now is her in your arms. Someone to comfort, someone for comfort, someone you can trust.

It was a love like the movies:

Quick, luminous, and eventually ending in a round of applause as the curtains shatter close.

It was a love like the movies:

Out of control, unpredictable, and exciting. You never knew what would happen next.

It was a

Cinematic Love

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Sorry I Love You

Pairing: hanjisung!reader + fem!character

Genre: angst

Song by: Stray Kids - spotify below cut

Lyrics by: Changbin (?) 😏

A/N: first post! >.<

Highly recommended for STAYS ONLY ! ! 🤭

Description: A single cheesecake, a young girl who made it in culinary classes, and a boy who will treasure these happy memories forever.

DO NOT COPY WORK.

You met her at a park near your home. Listening to music, you walk around the sidewalks and daydream.

Suddenly, somebody taps you on the shoulder. You whip around and spot a girl wearing a white cap and black mask. Big brown eyes peer up at you through the brim of the cap. The girl looks no older than you are.

“Have a cheesecake! One for a dollar!!” she exclaims with a high pitched voice you didnt really expect.

“Uh- pardon?”

“Cheesecake! Hurry - eat or weep!”

“You don’t just creep up on random strangers and demand them to buy cheesecakes, you know..”

“Are you gonna buy the cake or not?!”

Frowning, you throw a buck at the girl and take the treat. You were a little hungry after all.

The ungratefully-accepted cake was wrapped in a pretty wrapping bag. Before you could even mumble a thanks to the girl, she had already disappeared.

Tasting the cake and finding that it was alright, you plan to try it out whenever you see the chance again.

Sorry that I like you, I'm sorry.

I tried to hide my feelings, but I guess it was too obvious.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry that I like you.

Everyday, you made sure to go to the same park. The girl wasn’t there most of the time but once or twice she showed up. It seemed like she had this routine everyday for selling baked goods.

People rudely denied her offers so you would buy the cakes most of the time. The girl would make a weird annoyed face (you couldnt really tell because of the mask) and hand you the bags.. more and more softly.. and gently... each and every time.

Soon enough, you and the girl became friends, meeting everyday. You for the cheesecakes, and the girl for someone to talk to.

It wasn’t much after that when you find out that you might have fallen for the girl.

She never revealed her face even when you begged her to show you. However, it was obvious how beautiful the girl was just by her twinkling eyes, always tending to crease into little crescents every time you make her laugh.

I can't hide my feelings for you anymore.

A month passes by quickly and the girl brings cheesecakes on a daily bases - now for free.

I bravely take a step closer to you,

One time, you were bored and was jump-roping by yourself on a daily visit to the park. The girl came not long after you arrived and asked if she could try it.

Since the girl was short, she had no problem doing an easy 30 jumps. But when she started getting a little exhausted, her slower pace untied her shoelaces, causing her to trip.

Before she could hit the floor, you grabbed her; one hand behind her back and the other clasped tightly around the girl’s tiny fingers.

There was a moment of silence with unavoidable eye contact, and the two of you jump away from each other immediately. Your face was burning and the girl seemed to be blushing behind her mask as well.

But this step was never easy.

From that moment on, something lingered between the two of you. A feeling, an aura, that whenever you and the girl made eye contact, your heart felt like it was going to explode.

I made up my mind long ago, but I still needed more time.

Even though two months had passed in a flash already, you still couldn’t bring up about your feelings to the girl. Not even a hint about it.

You were afraid that if you took this extra step towards her, the bridge you built together, strong and sturdy, would shatter. The tower of friendship once standing tall and proud would inevitably collapse into nothing but mere ashes and long gone pasts..

I still needed more time.

So for the time being, you decide to keep your feelings all to yourself; hidden at the very bottom of your heart. Friendship comes first before anything else... right?

You soon find out that the girl attended an art school close by the park. She studies culinary art and that’s where all the cheesecakes were from.

You were glad to have a friend so close and kind, you decided to never lose this friendship.

But maybe I took too long.

Our timings were off, I feel like I'm being punished.

What I did to get closer to you was rather building a wall between us.

As fall turned to winter, winter to spring, and finally to the season of summer, the girl started seeing you less and less.

Finally, one day, you go to see her once more.. one last time.

When I gave you a movie ticket, you were just so happy.

Giggling excitedly, she nodded her head yes.

I just wanted to be with you, the two of us, together.

Grateful, you muster up a smile and wave goodbye, agreeing to meet in a few days time.

The tickets were just an excuse.

As you wait for the girl to come, you make sure to recite in your head: “She’s just a friend. She has to work towards her career. You can’t have her. Today will be the last day.”

From the corner of your vision, you see a girl entering the theater with a familiar set of twinkling, curious, round eyes. She was wearing a skirt and a matching jacket. Just when you were about to look right past her, the girl waves at you.

It takes a few seconds for you to realize that she was the girl you momentarily thought she was.

You were barely able to recognize her due to one main thing: she wasn’t wearing anything to cover her face. No mask.

With trembling hands you wave back. You’ve always dreamed and imagined how she would look like without a mask on. A wish was crossed off of your bucket list.

As the girl quickly speed-walks over to you, you couldn’t help it.

Slowly, very slowly, so she wouldn’t be surprised, you raise both of your hands up to the girl’s cheeks and held them up.

To be just friends, you were too beautiful.

She was too beautiful to be true. Your whole world was in your hands.

I know I'll regret, so I decide to express my feelings.

Looking back, you think it was a very stupid thing to do..

But I want us to be more than just friends.

I like you too much.

You cup the tiny face in your hands once more, lean forward, and carefully brushed your lips against the girl’s plump warm ones.

You pull back just after a few seconds.

This was not part of the plan. You were not supposed to do that.

I'm sorry for ever liking you.

I'm sorry.

If liking you was wrong, I’m sorry.

You immediately turned around and ran towards the exit like the coward you were, like the coward you always will be. Like the coward you have always detested but couldn't get rid of, like a dangerous storm lurking in and out of earth's disasters.

Sorry that I like you so much, I'm sorry.

I tried to hide my feelings, but I guess it was too obvious.

Sorry, I Love You.

You hear the girl’s voice behind you. Calling you. Calling your name.

“Han Jisung, wait!”

Facing her once more you muster up a smile, hoping that she would get your message:

“Thank you for everything. You were the light of my dark and empty life. You are and will forever be the love of my life.”

Somehow, the both of you already knew… that you guys were completely different people from two completely different worlds.

Even if the maze might seem smooth and comfortable to walk into at the beginning, spikes and thorns always lurk in the gaps of happiness here and there, ready to charge at you from all directions.

You were too scared and afraid that this would hurt the girl one day. You were always frightened and too much of a fool to believe in anything. But one thing you did know was that this had to be the best choice for the girl.

“She has a dream, a career she wants to work for. And I don’t,” you think.

With that, the theater door opens and closes. This leads to the end of this story.

But with the end of every story, comes a new beginning...

And in this new beginning, the outcome of a new person is developed, inherited with a new path - a new goal - in life. A brand new, determined life that started thanks to

A single cheesecake,

A young girl who made them from culinary classes,

And a boy who will treasure these memories forever,

Not until the end of time itself.

PHONE DIALING...

“Hello? It's Jisung.”

“Ayo ayo it's my jutdae friend, Han Jisung! What’s up?”

“You still haven’t given up on auditioning for that entertainment group have you?”

“No, but I'm still working on it. My aussie friend just needs a little more members to join and we're officially starting! You know I’m Seo Changbin, I never give up! Anyway, I'm hungry, what do you want?"

“Give me a few minutes. I’m gonna send you some lyrics and I was hoping you’d make it into a song.”

“A song?! Ooooh when did you get into writing lyrics?”

“Since never! Don’t tell anyone that these lyrics are from me.”

“Then what do you want me to do? Say I wrote the lyrics and cover it all up by my name?”

“Yeah! That’s exactly what you should do!”

“...I don’t know about this, Han. I have a lot on my plate right now as well, you know?”

“Oh, come on. We both know you'll eat the plate too if I dare you. You said you’re hungry right? I’ll buy you a cheesecake right now!”

“Ew, I don’t like cheesecake. And since when did you start liking those?”

“It’s been a while now thanks to.. a somebody. So are you gonna help me out or not?!”

“Alright alright fine! Send the lyrics to me first and see ya at the bbq restaurant down my street!”

“BBQ?! Changbin hyung, we're eating cheesecakes today!”

“Okay lemme get this straight - who’s helping who out? I think I deserve to eat some gogi today.”

“I curse you in the name of cheesecakes that you will one day do an asmr and shall suffer from not eating gogi by the wrath of the cheesecake gods!”

“Ha! Dream on. Send the lyrics to me quick before I change my mind!”

“Thanks!”

“Oh, and by the way, what do you want the title to be?”

“Oh, the title? Uhm I have a specific one I wanted for this song but since it sounds too cringy you can change it if you want.”

“Just tell me what it is already!”

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