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sparkleshakes · 8 months ago
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I’M TIRED OF SMUT, I WANT TOOTH ACHING FLUFF AND HEART SHATTERING ANGST.
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dirtylilspawn · 3 days ago
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Summary: You prank the lads boys by aggressively manhandling them.
Fandom: Love & Deepspace
Parings: [Zayne x Fem!Reader, Xavier x Fem!Reader, Caleb x Fem!Reader, Sylus x Fem!Reader, Rafayel x Fem!Reader]
A/N: Works been killin my butt. But anyways I saw many prank tiktok videos about women aggressively handling their own partner. Whether it be kissing them, love bites, or putting them on top of the kitchen counter. Figured it make a funny small prompt of how it would go lol.
Warnings: Fluff & humor, suggestive stuff, cursing
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ZAYNE
You've been feeling pretty clingy today.
You didn't know what it was that made you feel this way. Maybe just seeing Zayne, waking up in his bed, staying over at his place, not bothered by work, both of you doing very domestic stuff, made you feel really touchy feely. And Zayne was much aware of this notion from the very start of the day. Not that he every denied your loving affection, no not ever.
He accepted every hug or kiss, and returned it with much love. Oh, how it only fuels the fire of your clingy nature even more.
Here you are, coming out from the kitchen, to lean against the wall, with a glass of sweet tea in hand. You tilt the glass towards your mouth as your eyes were trained on one thing in particular.
There Zayne sat on the large couch, in the living room, with a book in hand. His eyes soft but narrowed in focus as he reads the pages, he's currently on. His back leaning on the cushions, skillfully flipped each page with his thumb. As his elbow was pressed against the arm of the couch, with a small portion of a sugar cookie the two of you had baked not long ago, in his hands. He immediately finishes it, taking it into his mouth with a small hum. Licking off any specks of crusts lingering on his fingers.
Watching this perfect, handsome, hunk of man as your sipping your tea just sent you up in orbit. It was too much to take in. Does he know how amazing he is, just sitting there? That's what you thought, the audacity of this man to sit and read so cutely, in his causal home attire -white shirt and grey sweatpants-
You had to do something about it.
You walk up to where Zayne was, placing the cool glass on top of the glass ottoman in the middle of the living room. The clink of the glass made Zayne look up at you. His demeanor calm and relaxed, before looking down at his book.
"Any thoughts about what you'd like for din-"
Before he could even finish that sentence, Zayne was attacked.
He found your hands squeezing his cheeks harshly, pulling him closer to your face. You bend down to kiss him on the lips. His eyes widening in shock and confusion.
But you continue you assault on him.
You kiss him very passionately and aggressively. Hands running along his jet-black locks like a crazy loon, messy up his hair. All while you muttered along his lips, words of affirmation.
"God dang it Zayne! You -kiss- are so -kiss- perfect -kiss- uugh!!"
You start to kiss all over his face. To his cheeks, forehead, nose, eyes, and anywhere else you could get your lips on. His book on the floor, as he had already dropped it do to your aggressive love session. His eyes still wide with so much confusion.
It didn't even stop there, as you suddenly push this man, laying his back onto the couch. Pinning him by his shoulders just to keep him still. Your kisses never stopping, as you go lower to his neck, giving him rough kisses down to his collarbone.
Finally, you pull away.
You had found yourself straddling the pour man, your arms still pinning down his upper body.
You look to see his full face that was very much a very funny and cute site. His ears were burning red, hair a mess as he stared at you with such unreadable green eyes. His mouth was slightly agape as if he was trying to figure out what to say to you in that moment. But he closes it, his lips in a tight line, eyes closed, inhaling a long breath to re-catch his own thoughts.
His head leans to the side as he opens his eyes, not looking you in your own eyes. Zayne's heart was pounding in his chest right now.
"You...-sigh-"
You couldn't help but laugh at this site of him. It was too funny to behold, seeing Zayne completely embarrassed and yet flustered at the same time.
"Caught you off guard huh?"
You quip with a prideful smirk on your lips. Zayne brings his eyes to look up at you. You could see he was trying to act all serious, and calm, but it was obviously faltering. As you could see the corners of his mouth flick up in a small grin. His emotions getting the better of him, as he lets out a laugh. A mix between disbelief and fondness.
"Well, I didn't expect to be attacked in my own home by my partner."
He states this, and you laugh even more. An endless supply of giggles and laughter that you couldn't stop. One that Zayne couldn't help but join in, loving the sound of your laughter.
You let go of his shoulders, before leaning down to give a soft kiss to your boyfriend. A sweet smile stretching across your mouth.
"Well, you're just going to have to get use to it. Because there's definitely more to come in the future."
He rolls his eyes at you.
"I fear for my safety."
He says this sarcastically of course, but deep down he's already preparing for the next attack. Just in case, so next time you do this stunt again, he'll be able to calm his heart. Because that shit made him feel like he was having a straight-up heart attack.
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XAVIER
You were laying on your bed.
Stomach first, as your feet were up in the air. Your hands clutch onto your phone, watching silly videos. Xavier was up in your bathroom taking a shower from a hard day of working. You had already taken a shower first, reasons being that Xavier told you to go in first, and second was because he was already on the verge of sleep. You were about to say to take a shower together, but the man was already nodding off as he sat on your bed. So, you decided to allow him to take a quick nap while you take your shower.
It has been a long day for the both of you, as you had both just got done with work. A bunch of wanderers to take down here and there, nothing too serious of a threat to get badly hurt, but enough to feel exhausted. And it definitely showed with the both of you, glad that it was the end of the day.
Xavier wanted to come over your apartment, because he finds it more comfortable, and wanted to sleep with you tonight. Plus, you figured he was too lazy to go up to his own apartment complex that was just a floor above yours. You never complain, as you would also come over to his complex and sleep there sometimes.
As you were kicking your feet, over the audio on your phone, you could hear the shower suddenly turn off. Indicating that Xavier was all done with his shower. He soon later came out, opening the door the connected to the bedroom. He lets out a silent yawn; while wiping his hair with a small white towel, a large towel was wrapped around his waist. His body shinning in the dim light from the room lights, due to the excess water cascading down his chest and stomach. You can see his full tempting v-line below his abdomen making your face heat up from the delicious site alone. He looked so appetizing yet cute at the same time.
You turned off your phone, placing the device on the bed-side counter. You sat up before getting off the bed, making strong strides towards your gorgeous boyfriend. His eyes open a bit seeing you coming forth, watch as you wrapped your arms around his torso head leaning on his slight wet chest. You didn't mind though, as you snuggled with him, smelling his freshly showered body. The scent of sweet vanilla filling your nose; he used your body wash.
"Hmm...You smell good."
A goofy smile presents itself on your lips. Xavier smiles softly, leaning in your touch as his own arms wrapped around you. His arms holding onto your shoulders rubbing them gently. The small towel he held was draped securely around his neck. His head buried into your hair, nosed pressed against your hair, smelling you as well.
"So do you.."
He whispers this in a low hum, eyes closed as he embraces you. You could feel his heart beat slow and relaxed inside his chest. Xavier's soft snores making you chuckle. The fact that this man can sleep standing up still amazes you.
"Sleepy?"
"Hm."
Xavier hums again, as if to say yes, his arms holding you closer to his body. His body leans into yours, the weight of him not fully on you, as if he was stopping himself from falling on top of you. You let out a sigh rolling your eyes. The cuteness of this man was just too much; it made you giggle a bit.
Without a thought or hesitation, your hands go lower till you reached the back of his thighs. Xavier can feel this, but he doesn't back away nor think anything of it. That was until you used all of your strength, bending your knees, and you use this strength to pick up your boyfriend. Xavier eyes widen as he was suddenly up from the ground, your struggling of course but still it was an achievement. Carrying your sleepy boy by his own thighs, before waking back to the bed. Xavier was very shaken from this move, his hands clinging to your shoulders as he blushes heavily.
"[Y-Y/N]...what are you doing?"
You smiled looking up at your flustered boyfriend, "Carrying...ngh my exhausted boyfriend of course~"
It was all you said, and only Xavier could look at you with wide eyes and a simple nod of okay. His tiredness going away as he watched his own girlfriend carry him around, he didn't know how to feel about this, but it wasn't unwelcomed.
It wasn't long till you reached the bed, slamming the boy right on to the soft bed, making him lay on his back. His small towel was already gone, falling onto the floor when you picked him up. His other towel wrapped around his waist, was defiantly loose, clinging onto him for dear life. But still covered his crotch.
Once settled onto the bed, you crawled your way in between his thighs, your hands running along up his thighs to his stomach. Making way to his chest then finally his soft cheeks. You squish his cheeks in your hands, body resting on top of his. You lips lean in to kiss him on the nose before moving to his lips. His hands were now at your waist, rubbing your sides.
"Are you sleepy now?"
You say this pulling away, but it seemed like Xavier was chasing your lips. His cheeks were still flushed with pink, but his shock expression turned into a very sweet playful grin. His hands tracing along your back, slightly teasing underneath your tank top you were wearing.
"Not at the moment no."
You were suddenly rolled over, as Xavier had now turned the tables. His body pinning you underneath him, his baby blue eyes looking down at you with so much mischief. His hand made its way to your cheek, stroking it was such softness as if you were a delicate relic.
"I think I'd like to stay up for a little while, how about you~?"
You chuckle as you pulled Xavier by his neck, His face and lips close you yours.
"Sounds fine by me~"
You whispered back before his lips connected with yours passionately.
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CALEB
Pranks were nothing but natural for you and Caleb.
Ever since you were kids you two would pull all types of small pranks on each other. Not mean big pranks that would cause problems in one's relationship. But small harmless pranks that make each other laugh and keep the relationship more fun and fresher. To get competitive and try to one-up each other the next month or two.
It was your love language.
And it was your turn.
Oh, how you've been dying to try and get Caleb back. You were still pouting over the last prank he did. You could remember it like it was yesterday. The man had deliberately placed fake cockroaches all underneath your bed comforter. You of course did not realize it. Already freaking out with disgust and fear, running to Caleb about your "unfortunate" situation. Hugging and whimpering to him while you pushed him to the problem. Only for him to laugh and say how those cockroaches were all plastic toys.
You then start to curse him, while beating his chest -soft punches- giving him the biggest mean mug pout. One that he finds absolutely adorable. He makes up for this by promising to take you out to this new big carnival that just opened up around the neighborhood.
Today was the day of the carnival.
And both you and Caleb were getting ready that late afternoon. Hoping to get there early and on time for the rides and games.
You closed the door to your shared room, checking your small purse to make sure you got everything you needed. You're wearing a nice yellow blouse, white tank top underneath with a light jean skirt. It wasn't going to be cold, just a nice warm day.
Once you made it to the spacious room where the living room and kitchen connected. You could see your boyfriend turned to you. His back bent a little as his focus was on his phone, scrolling aimlessly, elbows on the kitchen counter. He was dresses up as well, in a very familiar outfit. His sleeveless white logo shirt, with black jeans pants.
He looked so handsome in the moment. His muscular back and shoulders showing of through the white shirt, His long arms, especially his biceps that flexed a bit on top of the kitchen counter. His hips tutting to the side a bit. You couldn't see his face fully, but you could already imagine how he looked. Eyes narrowed but soft, probably biting his lip as he scrolls through whatever feed he's on, all while he's waiting for you.
It was in that moment...you had an opening.
Slowly, you sneak your way over to Caleb. Making sure your sock covered feet won't make any noise against the tile floors. It seems he doesn't notice you at all.
So, taking you only shot as you make it behind him, you hand raises to aim for his ass. Immediately striking him down against his left cheek harshly, causing the man to gasp loudly. His eyes were wide, but before he could turn around and say anything, your hand that slapped his ass, remained there. Giving his ass couple of good squeezes while your chest was flushed against his back.
"Fuck, you're lookin so hot! Look at this ass!"
"[Y/N]..!"
You didn't give him any time what-so-ever. Turning him around roughly, only to push him back. You could see his very shocked and surprised face now. His cheeks full on flushed with red, a face that made you grip his cheeks with on hand to pull his close to yours. You give him a big fat kiss onto his lips, before pushing him off, making the man look at you dumbfounded.
"Face matches up nicely, not bad at all~"
You tease as your hands rested against his ass, giving his cheeks a squeeze while playing humping his waist. He looks at you so confused, as if you had two heads. There was a moment of pure silence. That was until Caleb begins to grin so big that it could hurt, before a big laugh erupts his whole body.
His chest heaving and rumbling as his hand makes it way to cover his eyes in embarrassment but much amusement as well. He couldn't stop laughing, and it made you laugh as well, your hands coming off his ass to just wrap around his torso. Head leaning against his chest.
"W-What was that pipsqueak!?"
Caleb's hand goes down from his face, looking at you with a big playful smirk gracing his lips. You smirk back with a wink.
"Nothing! Can't I appreciate my boyfriend's hotness?"
Caleb chuckles, leaning in to give your forehead a kiss.
"Never said you couldn't...but with a stunt like that, I say you must be getting even with me huh?"
Before you can retort back, Caleb grabs up by the waist using his strong arms. You gasp as you're now in the air, Caleb turning you to the counter so he can settle you done on the cool marble. Your legs wrapped around his waist, as your arms wrapped around his neck. He held your tightly against him.
"I would congratulate you on that prank of yours, but I would be lying saying that prank won't cost ya. We might be a bit late arriving to the carnival. After that bit, how can I possibly let you go...naughty girl~"
He says this as his head moves to your neck to place feathered kisses along your collarbone. It tickled causing you to giggle, the thought of missing the carnival making you wiggle in his hold whining.
"Caleb, nooo..!"
Yeah, you were definitely going to be late.
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SYLUS
Catching Sylus off guard, can be a very difficult task at hand.
It seemed like no matter what, he always knew what move you were going to make. Calculating each future ten step you would say or do just so he can throw it right back in your face. And it definitely frustrated you.
A fierce man who was hard to take down.
In fact, he was the one catching you off guard. He was the one surprising you the most and getting you all flustered in the cheeks with his devious nonchalant attitude. It's a rare and very rare moment when Sylus was ever caught being flustered. And even in those rare occasions, he can easily and quickly hide it inside, composing himself as if it didn't phase him at all. As if he had already predicted your tricks, before you can ever see his reactions.
And so, you were on a mission.
A mission to complete subdue and fluster your Onychinus leader boyfriend. It took you half a month to come up with any idea. A good top idea to catch this man way off guard, just so you can win. You just wanted win over him, even if it's just one time. To get him stuttering over his words. And finally, you came up with an idea, a brilliant idea, one where you hoped and prayed that it will very much work.
You texted Sylus on how you'll meet him tonight at his place. He of course welcomed this arrival, his home literally opened to only you at any time of the day. You made your way, rushing to the N109 zone to Sylus's grand mansion. Preparing yourself for what was about to happen.
Once there, you greeted both Luke and Kieran who both welcomed you back. Wondering what the rush was, but you could only give them both a question back asking where Sylus was.
"Boss is-"
"-In his office." They both said.
Perfect!
Working out exactly how you wanted.
"Thank you, see ya later!"
They watched as you rushed down the hallway with a very confused but interested look, wondering what you were planning.
Sylus was in his office, just finishing up closing a deal via phone call. He sighed as he leaned against his chair running a hand through his own locks, looking around the room with his ruby red eyes. Mephisto was in his office - more luck for you -, and Sylus was thinking about you. Waiting for you to come to him.
He then hears a knock at the door making his lips curl into a smile. He can tell from just the knock alone that it was you.
"Come on in kitten."
Nothing.
The door didn't open, nor was there any sound before or after that came with it. His brow quirks at this peculiar moment.
"Kitten, I said you can come in."
He says this a bit louder, but again no answer, or door opening. And he was already confused from the start, because normally you'd just barge right in with that innocent smile of yours. But you didn't even do that. So, know Sylus was on edge but gratefully intrigued by what was going on. Wondering what you were planning behind that door.
He gets up from his chair, walking towards the lavish design door. Once he made it and he opens the door, he gets suddenly pulled by the collar of his shirt. His body leaning and his lips quickly connecting to yours. His eyes looked at you, wide and in disbelief but it wasn't over yet.
Using a tackling move on him, you swiftly used your leg to grapple behind his left leg. You used you full weight so that he would fall to the ground with a harsh thud. Your lips still on him as your hands moved to grab his own wrists and pin the above his head so that he wouldn't go anywhere. You were now straddling his waist, kissing him roughly before pulling back to only bite his cheek.
The man gasps as he was still to stunned to speak. He could only watch as you aggressively manhandle him. Your bites moved to his neck which caused Sylus to grunt lowly. His cheeks and ears red, still so confused. His brain trying to regain any semblance of reasoning but failing terribly so.
Once you pulled away to look at him, a big smile came to your lips as you looked at Sylus. His expression was priceless, funny, cute even as he looked up at you. You can finally say you've taken down Sylus.
Sylus clears his throat, lips curling into a smirk, shaking his head from your actions.
"Is...this some type of new fighting strategy of yours? If so, I'm not so keen for you to use it on other people."
You laughed.
"Nope, I just wanted to tackle you into submission. And I finally got you!"
You hear a big rich laugh come from Sylus. The pitch a bit heightened as he found this incredibly silly and adorable. He could just maneuver his way out of your hold easily or even use his evol to overpower you. But he doesn't, liking the proud face you made of finally overpowering him. Using your smart skills to gain the upper hand of the situation. It made his heart jump inside his chest happily.
"You know, if you wanted to over-power me, you could have just asked~"
"That's a load of bull and you know it! As if you'd gone easy on me if I did asked!"
Sylus laughs again, making you roll your eyes at him. But your body suddenly sits up right, as Sylus uses his strength to break from your pinned hands. He traps your arms behind your back with his one strong hand, his other hand gripping your chin gently, thumb rubbing the bottom of your lip. His eyes shooting down to your eyes, with his infamous smirk that made your stomach flip.
"You're right kitten. It's more fun to tease and let you work for your food, then to let you have it easy. But don't worry, I'll be gladly waiting for the next time you try to catch me off gaurd~"
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RAFAYEL
You and Rafayel decided why not work out together.
Well, more like you were going to work out and train your body. But a certain purple-haired artistic man called before you could even go to your local gym. Of course, you picked up your phone hearing him complain about he was bored. You told him how you were going to the gym, and Raf found that as the perfect moment to come along with your endeavors.
He suggested going to his private gym he uses at home. He says he's been wanting to blow off some steam due to Thomas insisting -more like pestering to Rafayel - to create more art for his gallery. The deadline was almost due and Rafayel has been procrastinating with other projects. Telling Thomas there is no deadline to when it comes to art, he'll feel the inspiration when he feels it. And so here he is with you.
This is honestly a first for you.
Working out with him that is.
Watching that beautiful man stretching his own body with much ease as you both did warm-ups. Seeing his biceps and forearms flex as he does push-ups. The way his abdomen tenses when he did crunches. Or how he looked so pretty on the treadmill, running full laps. Hair bouncing, sweat dripping, muscles moving, ass tempting. Even when he took a few walk breaks you could hear his controlled breathing and pants.
He looked so pretty in those moments, truly you were captured by this handsome siren. God, you felt so lucky in that moment, you could watch him run all day long. So much so that you had completely lost track of time, your mind on auto pilot throughout your whole workout session.
The both of you were panting, sweat dripping down your foreheads, Body sore but refreshed in a way all in a day's good work-out. Rafayel sighs sweeping a hand through his front locks with a relieved sigh escaping his mouth.
"I'm exhausted, I don't know who's working me to death, you or Thomas~"
Rafayel grins while joking making you roll your eyes with a small laugh.
He goes into a corner of the gym. There was L-shaped counter with a sink. A mini refrigerator that was set up top, And a round circular table in the middle. Rafayel immediately went to the fringe to grab a bottle of water. Leaning against the table he unscrews the cap taking a few gulps of cool water down his throat.
You do the same, following your boyfriend, but your eyes were only trained on Rafayel. His left arm, behind him, hand placed upon the white table to stabilize himself. His back a bit arched, showing the indent of his pecks and abs through his black sleeveless tight compressed shirt. His waist looking so snatchable as his legs slightly crossed over one another.
Drinking the cool water did nothing to ease the burning tension inside of you.
Rafayel places his water down on the table, his hand reaching out to his shoulders to rub them a little. All while he rambled on and on about his problems, Thomas nagging, and blah blah blah.
That was it you can't take it anymore.
"I swear, I bet Thomas is calling my phone about no-"
Quickly you made your move on Rafayel. You grab at his thighs tightly making him blush and shut up. But then you start to lift him up, causing the man before you to gasp and wiggle in your hands.
"[Y/N]! Aah w-wait!"
You didn't listen to his gasps and pleas, as you use your full strength to pick him up and place his ass on top of the table. His legs wide and spread for you, almost wrapped around your waist. His water bottle accidently falling, spilling onto parts the table and floor. You kept a good tight hold onto him, giving his thighs a good squeeze,
Your lips meet his to kiss him briefly, a tease at the most. Before moving to his cheeks and nose, even his exposed neck.
Rafayel's hands were on your shoulders, not knowing whether to push you off of hold you close to him. His face was redder than a tomato, ears included, as he watches his own girlfriend assault him like this.
You then pull away with mischievous smirk on your face, all you could see was Rafayel with that sweet brattish pout pursing his plump lips. He looks at you, eyes narrowed but it was soft. Rafayel gives you a look of incredible disbelief and shock from what just happened.
"I-I can't believe, did you just..?!"
You laugh at him, causing his cheeks to flush even more. His eyes looking away from your gleeful face. It was adorable to witness it. Seeing him in this type of position. Your hands moved, sliding up to his ass, you can feel him tensing up, his breath getting heavy as though he was working out again. You gave him gentle pats at first, but them with your right hand gave him a hard smack placed upon his cheek.
Rafayel lets out a gasp mixed with a whine, his eyebrows furrowed in a glare. Looking at you with such a appalled face. He was truly was embarrassed.
"H-Hey watch it!"
"What, are you embarrassed baby~?"
Rafayel says nothing, the nickname only making him groan, letting out a long dramatic sigh. His eyes once again still darted away from your owns.
"This must what it feels like to be a woman, being preyed upon by others. I'm all defenseless here, it's scary thing. My own bodyguard taking advantage of me, in my own gym."
"It's not my fault my boyfriend is so beautiful. You really are, looking so pretty while you worked out today."
Rafael didn't really say anything, but you can he was trying not to let your words get to you. But it was failing, as your compliments only made his heart race even more. Fidgeting while you held on tight to him trying to distract himself with the gym appliances around the room.
"Sooo...you're saying you don't like it?"
You give him another kiss on the cheek playfully, making him turn his head finally towards you. His legs bringing you even closer, wrapping fully around your waist to lock you in. While his hands wrapped around your shoulders. It made you giggle, his actions way louder than his actual words.
"I never said that."
You smile as he can't help but smile back at you. He couldn't prolong his pout anymore, he's just too damn infatuated - and slightly aroused - at this new position of his. He leans in to kiss you on the lips, the kiss starting off as sweet before slowly turning deep and passionate. His eyes haze over with a growing smirk of his own.
"I'm definitely not going be able to finish my art piece now cutie~"
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cuntphoric · 7 days ago
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it’s stupid late. like 2:43am late. the kitchen’s dark except for the fridge light and the glow from your situationship phone screen, playing a random song that you had suggested him to listen to. you’re perched on the counter, legs swinging, wearing his hoodie and nothing else, and he’s standing between your knees with a slice of leftover birthday cake balanced on a plate in one hand and a fork in the other.
"open up, baby," gojo says, waving the fork near your face as if he was the one feeding a toddler. "here comes the airplane—"
you swat at him half heartedly but open your mouth anyway, letting him feed you. "you’re so dramatic," you mumble through the cake.
"i’m romantic," he corrects, licking the frosting off his thumb. "there’s a difference."
gojo's hair’s a mess, white strands fluffed up and sticking everywhere from sleep, but he still looks ridiculously sweet. like pretty boy sweet. like maybe i’d let you ruin my life sweet. and he’s shirtless, just soft skin, warm from sleep, and low sweatpants that are hanging on for dear life.
he’s all sleepy grins and sleepy eyes and god, he’s not even trying :(
"you’re staring," he teases.
"i’m thinking," you say, deadpan.
"that's scary," he hums. "wanna kiss to stop it?"
you don’t answer. just tilt your chin up, expectant, and he leans in slowly, until he’s kissing you with cake sweet lips and smiling into it.
he pulls back just a little, presses his forehead to yours, and breathes you in. "you," he says softly, "are the best thing that’s ever happened to my insomnia."
you roll your eyes, smiling softly. "you’re so corny."
"and yet," he steals another kiss, pecking quickly, "you still wanna make out with me on a counter at 2am."
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ditzyrafe · 3 days ago
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— getting backshots from ex!rafe
warnings — p in v, doggystyle, creampie, unprotected sex, lewd language
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the impact is jarring, forceful, driving you forward onto the mattress. your hands slam down flat against the cool sheets, bracing yourself as rafe grips your hips, fingers digging in possessively. there's no preamble, no bullshit, and no wasting time letting you adjust to his large length. just the hard, rhythmic slam of his body against yours. "god, i've missed this pussy."
each thrust is deep, hitting that spot inside you that makes your toes curl and a low groan rumble in your chest. his breath is hot and ragged against the shell of your ear, his grunts syncing with the relentless pace he sets. the headboard knocks against the wall with every powerful thrust, the slapping of skin on skin resounding in the room.
you arch your back instinctively, pushing back against him, meeting his force with your own need. it's wrong, considering the complicated history between you two. but right now, none of that matters. all that exists is the raw friction, the overwhelming sensation of being taken, filled completely.
"ah, rafe…" you gasp out, the name torn from you involuntarily as he hits a particularly sharp angle, sending sparks erupting behind your eyelids.
his hold tightens, knuckles white against your skin. he doesn't answer, just drives into you harder, faster, pushing you closer to the edge. sweat slicks your back, making his grip slide slightly before he readjusts, pulling you impossibly closer, burying himself to the hilt with a guttural sound.
the pressure builds relentlessly inside you, a tight, coiling knot low in your belly. your breath comes in short, sharp pants, vision blurring at the edges. he can feel your climax building, pulsating around his cock so tightly, he knows he’ll savour it forever.
“you’re mine. this needy pussy is mine,” he groans, a rough, strained sound, just as the dam inside you breaks. pleasure floods through you, hot and electric, making your muscles clench violently around him. you cry out, burying your face in the pillows as the waves crash over you, sharp and overwhelming. seconds later, you feel him pull out of you, spilling all his seed along your back, his ragged breathing loud in the otherwise quiet room.
"you’re mine. say it."
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blac-ivy · 8 months ago
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One thing golden era Wattpad writers had going for them was that they knew the importance of a buildup. I'm of the opinion that the sexual tension is WAY more satisfying to read than the actual sex and quite frankly there is a serious lack of non smutty writing.
Like I really miss reading fics/ x readers that start from scratch. Meeting the characters, initial reactions getting to know them, the tension the jealousy the TENSION the freaking tension.
Looking and looking away when they get spotted, touches that feel like they linger but perhaps they didn't and they're both so hot for each other that they think it's wishful thinking. And I don't mean just sweet sunshine romances, darker works can have a buildup too but it seems like so much is just about getting to the smut instead of the psychological aspect.
Bring back the build up!!!!!!!
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neoheros · 3 days ago
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the miya household is always the go-to household for all kinds of celebrations alike. you name it: birthdays, anniversaries, friday night dinners – check, check, check.
atsumu has always grown up in a home where his mom would host the parties for all her grown-up friends, and he’d always be the type of teenager to hide away in his room until the last of the guests finally leave.
it was a silly thing to do looking back on it now, but that was the old miya household.
in the new miya household (population: you and your husband), the two of you can’t just hide away in your broom closet until the last of the guests leave — it is your apartment after all.
at first, it was the big things: msby jackal’s celebration of their first tournament win (where hinata broke a window because he claims bokuto pushed him into it) or akaashi’s job promotion party (where the champagne bottle was so unfortunately aimed that when the corkscrew came flying, it hit the other non-broken window).
two broken windows later, it eventually died down to the little things: small get-togethers, a friend too intoxicated to drive needing a place to stay, or one of your favorites: friday night dinners.
“we’re home!”
there’s the sound of shuffling keys and shoes being taken off at the doorway, rustling of brown paper bags and footsteps.
you pop your head out from the kitchen and it isn’t a surprise at all to you when you see all four of your best friends (one being your husband) standing by your door way, all adorned with cheeky smiles and chinese takeout.
you call to them, “coats here, everybody!”
hinata goes over to you first, still as sweet as ever, and gives you a tight embrace (the same one he gives you every friday night), and you take his coat with a light smile on your face.
bokuto gives you his coat next, paired with an embrace of his own, your smile widens as you immediately recognize the coat you bought him for christmas last year, well and taken care of.
sakusa isn’t wearing a coat or a jacket tonight but still, he approaches you next to the coat stand anyway, and he embraces you just for seeing you again tonight, saying “thank you for having us”.
when you married atsumu, you didn’t realize you weren’t only marrying into his family, but his friends as well.
“you guys just missed samu, he dropped by for a weekly restock.” you tell them, pointing to the plastic bag on the table filled to the brim with the onigiri you’ve learned to love so much.
shoyo plops down on his usual spot on the sofa, “man, i wish onigiri miya personally delivered to my house too.”
“not to mention free of charge.” you add – proud.
he sinks deeper into his seat, “that’s just not fair.”
you seat farthest from tv, on the edge of the table and by the armrest, a seat empty next to yours as you wait for your husband.
“sorry sho,” you shrug, not sorry at all, smug smile on your face and you say, “it’s simply the perks of having the owner of onigiri miya as your brother.”
“that is such a lie.” atsumu rolls his eyes, and he takes his assigned seat next to you, hand immediately finding yours once he gets close enough. “i am also his brother — twin, even! — and i do not get half as much the perks you get.”
“well.” sakusa sits across from you, “i can understand that.”
and bokuto, in between sakusa and hinata, nods, “yep.”
“i can’t believe i’m getting bullied in my own damn home.” atsumu grumbles, and he stabs his broccoli on his plate with a fork.
you tease him, “you can’t?”
the rest of the evening feels warm. the windows are open to let in the fresh air of the streets of japan, the hustling and bustling of the bypassers outside your apartment building easily drowned out by the warm conversation shared in the warm flat.
( “no more hoisin sauce?” bokuto asks, digging around the stack of empty paperbags, fork in his mouth as he talks.
sakusa replies, barely looking up from the movie on the tv set, “sorry, finished it.”
and bokuto says, casually, “i’ll bring some over tomorrow. you guys need a restock anyway.” )
the five of you, sat down on the living room in front of the television, sharing mindlessly stories about your day, laughter and insults and compliments shared as food is passed around.
atsumu takes the red peppers from your dish as you laugh at something hinata says, he remembers - always - red peppers make you sneeze, so it goes unsaid that he takes them.
he does this so often that sometimes he doesn’t even realize it. he does this so often that he’s probably done it over a hundred times by now — like it’s part of him, like a habit.
you take some of your chow mein and place it on his plate, he doesn’t ask you for any, but you give him some anyway. you don’t even look at him as you do so, like it’s completely second nature for your hand to give him some of his favorite noodles and you don’t even have to think about it — like it’s part of you, like a habit.
“so, what time’s the game tomorrow?” you ask, and suddenly he’s out of his thoughts and back on the living room couch.
hinata looks to you, excited, “are you coming? it’s been so long since you last came to watch us.”
“well, depends on the time,” you tell them, “i’ve got a study group tomorrow in the morning.”
“study group?”
“i know right,” your shoulders fall, “our gen chem professor had us divided into study groups so we could easily catch up on her lessons.”
atsumu shrugs, “so? ditch ‘em.”
“i wish.” you sigh, “they’re the kind of people i just know wouldn’t have let me sit with them at the lunch table in high school.”
“oh, i know those people.” shoyo shakes his head, “had those people everywhere i went in junior high.”
you look at atsumu, “but you probably could have sat with them, you’ve got an aura like that — like you could be cool — but you’re not.”
that makes him roll his eyes, “who’s not cool? i am the coolest one in this table — and for yer information, i wouldn’t sit at any table ya weren’t welcome at.”
(sakusa nods at you, and bokuto says, “same here!” and hinata says, “me too!”)
“matter of fact,” you husband, offended at your doubt for him, continues, “i would flip that goddamn table.”
(and sakusa nods again, and bokuto says, “yup!” and hinata says, “definitely!)
your face feels warm, and you feel stupid for even bringing it up.
“you guys are silly.” you’re not as loud as earlier, but still, you say, “thanks.” and you bite back a smile.
“so…” shoyo grins at you, “ditch ‘em?”
“ditch ‘em!” bokuto repeats.
and for a second all of you look at sakusa, his turn to speak apparently, and he sighs, defeated, shoulders falling and he relents, and says, “fine. ditch ‘em.”
the three other guys cheer loudly and you roll your eyes.
“well, that makes four of us.” atsumu tells you, proud, “you’re outnumbered, honey.”
“fine.” you’re defeated, “i’ll ditch ‘em and come watch you guys play.” and the table erupts in cheers again, and you feel your heart become so full.
atsumu kisses your cheek and you swat him away.
“i’ll text natsu that you’re coming, she’s been pestering me over and over again when you’ll come next,” shoyo tells you, bright smile on his face.
bokuto nods, “i gotta tell akaashi too, maybe we can get everyone there like a reunion or something!”
and this makes you laugh, because, “you guys are acting like i haven’t come to watch you guys play in forever.”
and sakusa tells you, “it has been forever.”
“well, i guess a reunion or something would be kinda nice? we can have everyone come back here, bring out a few drinks.” you think out loud, relenting to the pleas of your oldest friends, and you can’t hold back a smile even if you wanted to.
“if anyone breaks a goddamn window in my home, everyone is getting charged the repair bill.”
the night ends quicker than you want it to, suddenly it’s 10 pm and the warm night starts to get colder.
“thank you for dinner, miyas.” bokuto tells you, grinning ear to ear as you walk him to the doorway, a barrage of shoes laid out on the floor, reminding you what a full house you have tonight.
you hand him his coat and his hat, and he embraces you tightly, one that you will never not return.
hinata comes up to you next, “thank you for dinner and please please please come tomorrow.”
“yes sho, i will be there.” you tell him lightly, and he embraces you as well (the same one he gives you every friday night).
the last to come up to you is sakusa, his hands already in his pockets, eyes tired and all. he doesn’t have a coat or a jacket, but he comes up to you anyway.
“thank you for having us.” he tells you, like he always does, and he gives you a short kiss on your right temple, like he always does, “it’s good to see you.”
you pat his arm, “you say that every friday night, omi.”
“what? no kiss for me?” atsumu calls from the side, arms crossed over his chest.
and sakusa replies, eyes narrowing, “never.”
(they have this conversation every single friday night.)
and just like that, all three of your guests for the night have left, leaving behind only two pairs of shoes left by the doorway — yours and your husband’s.
atsumu makes his way to you, his arms finding your waist immediately as he pulls you into his embrace, hugging you like it’s all he’s ever done correctly.
the apartment is quiet now with just you and him, and he loves this as much as he loves you.
“finally,” he tells you, smiling wantonly, “just us two.”
you smile back at him, “we have so many kids.”
and he nods, “even more tomorrow.”
your apartment, your home, it isn’t anything impressive, really. it’s not big or expensive or fancy, but for some reason, it’s always been the go-to place for everyone to have drinks at, for dinners to be shared, for windows to be broken.
“you really okay with that? the reunion thing here?” your husband asks you, his tone gentle, “its okay if you’re not, we can just cancel on ‘em. have the night to ourselves.”
you raise a brow, teasing, “and do what exactly?”
atsumu gives you a knowing grin, “i’ve got a list in mind.”
you laugh, “i bet you do.”
he comes closer to your face, “i can cross one off on it right now.”
and he kisses you then, the same way he does every single day of his life, the same way he plans to for a million years more.
you feel his smile melting into his kisses.
then he pulls away, smiling at you, voice gentle, cheeks pink, and heart full, “thank you for dinner, miya.”
you laugh again, and with the same amount of gentleness, you say back, “thank you for dinner, miya.”
atsumu knows you could never be unloved by him — you are too tangled in his mind, in his soul that you might as well take his heart entirely — it’s already full of you anyway, it has been since the day he’s met you.
“and no, we are not cancelling on them.” you tell him, pulling away, “i miss our friends and i know you do too.”
he tells you, “fine.” and he pulls you back in, nose close to yours, wide grin on his face as he takes you.
he wants to kiss you again, but to be fair, he wants to do that all of the time.
you give him a smile, “i’ll let you cross another thing off that list of yours if you do the dishes.”
and he groans, “you know omi already did them.”
“man, we have got to get lazier friends.”
“well, we can always call that study group of yours.”
(the two of you say friends, but it feels a whole lot more like family.)
together you and atsumu create a home filled with flowers, kindness, cozy pillows, and loud music. in your halls there is rest, good sex, good sleep, books, and dancing. there is space to be you, there is space to be him, there is space to be be the two of you, and there is love, there is love, there is love.
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frontmansdefender · 5 months ago
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mcntsee · 1 year ago
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The real barbie is Y/n.
Y/n’s a doctor, a cop, a scientist, an agent, vet, hero, villain, astronaut, lawyer, spy, criminal, artist, chef, engineer, psychologist, architect, journalist, firefighter, event planner, mechanic, photographer, musician, actor, interior designer, bartender, fashion designer, barista, florist, forensic scientist, flight attendant, profiler, tour guide, translator, etc.
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hayweerc · 2 days ago
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k1tk4ttt · 5 days ago
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when you just finished one of the most beautiful fics ever written and you see that the author has a masterlist full of other fics
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norristeria · 3 days ago
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Miss Independent ! LN04
━━━━━━ Part of the LOVESICK IDOLS anthology!
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SUMMARY 𝄡 You can buy your own diamonds and flowers, you always have. This independence is so sacred, it blinds you to Lando's need to provide.
PAIRING 𝄡 Lando Norris x A-List Actress! FemReader
TAGS 𝄡 Fluff, Angst.
WORDCOUNT 𝄡 4k.
NOTE 𝄡 The idea hit me in the face in the middle of the night & I knew I had to get the words out before they vanished. I don't know if I like it, it's quite messy ( & not as poetic as Thy Trophy, I fear⏤I'm keeping all my pretty metaphors for another fic lol ) but oh well! This is not proofread so if you see a typo, no you did not... Enjoy!! <33
likes, comments, reblogs are much appreciated!
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It all began with the bouquet of peonies.
Paris’s avenues stirred to life with the coming of spring, perfumed by the powdery scents drifting from adorned Haussmann balconies and overflowing flower stalls. Color, in all its revelry, reclaimed its dominion, dazzling eyes long dulled by winter—a resurrection both olfactory and optical, which served as a gentle reminder that Hope would always prevail.
Even the blinding fabrics of the archival pieces chosen by your stylist could not compare to Mother Nature, who had woven her finest tapestry the moment April’s soft sun had peeked through the clouds.
The prosaic birthed Beauty, and what could embody both better than a bouquet of flowers?
There, tucked on a side table in a corner, the peonies reigned. You had spotted them the moment you had walked in, and since then, they had haunted your gaze and mind.
Pink and violet blurred at the edge of your vision. Whenever the stylists were not looking, you would breathe in, hoping to catch their delicate scent, but were left only with frustration and the stiffness of your stance atop that damned pedestal.
You had been invited to yet another dinner—something of the “upmost importance,” according to your agent—and now you had to decide on a dress.  
Not on sunlit café terraces, nor in the gardens of the Tuileries, no, but here, in a showroom lit by artificial light and chilled by aggressive air conditioning.
Since morning, people had poked and prodded, measured and tightened corsets, adjusted layers of tulle and silk. More doll than human, you suffocated in the vast white hall of the 30 Avenue Montaigne, longing to trade its sterile walls for the breezy avenues of the 8th arrondissement.
Your gaze drifted again to the peonies, and you sighed.
Spring would have to wait.
Suddenly, your phone rang. The chime cut through the whispering—though not-so-discreet—remarks of the stylists, their brutal musings on the shape of your hips or the width of your arms.
You silently thanked whoever had called for silencing them, even if only for a heartbeat.
Unable to move—a stylist was pinning lace across your torso—you asked your assistant, Marguerite, to bring the phone to you. When you saw the name written on the screen, a breathless smile spread across your lips.
“Hello!”
“Hi, my love,” came Lando’s weary voice.
“How’s Japan?”
You heard the rustle of bedsheets through the speaker as he shifted. Night had long fallen in Suzuka, stealing away the euphoria of race day and leaving only its ghosts—the stress, the nerves, the doubt.
“It’s fine. It’d be better if you were here, though.”
You winced, guilt flaring sharp in your chest. You closed your eyes.
“I know, I know. I’m sorry... I’d rather be with you than do these stupid fittings.”
You ignored the scalding looks from the stylists.
Lando did not reply. He sniffed. Your heart broke.
How you wished you could pick up its pieces, but the corset pressing against your ribs held you prisoner in your pain.
You dreamed of following Lando across the world, cheering from the paddock instead of watching grainy videos shared online. But your career came first—whether you liked it or not. Your agent made sure of that.
Such was the price of passion: loving by proxy, surviving on scattered calls and whispered promises.
The gods had not been kind to you. They punished your love, destined to transcend physical laws and only exist on different time zones.
His breathing echoed in your ear as you searched for a distraction, something to take his mind of the weekend. He rarely called during races—it reminded him too much of your absence in the McLaren garage.
You knew this call meant more. It was flare in the dark.
Your eyes swept the room once more and found the peonies. They would do.
“Oh!” you exclaimed, perhaps a little too brightly. “Dior has the most adorable bouquet of peonies I’ve ever seen. Hold on, I’ll send you a photo!”
You snapped a picture and sent it before he could say a word.
“Don’t you think they’d look perfect in the apartment in Monaco?”
The apartment. Not yours. Just another in-between you lived in. Not quite London, not quite New York. Not quite Monaco, not quite Paris. Such was the life of an actress, a never-ending wanderer.
“I trust your taste more than mine,” he said.
You nearly cried when you heard the smile in his voice. One spark of joy in Lando was enough to ignite your own. They had grown so rare these days, each one deserved celebration.
The start of the season had been rough, and it had not let up—even with the glory.
Heavy is the head that wears the crown, especially when your name is Lando Norris, and the internet has decided to make you its scapegoat.
You spoke of anything and everything, trying desperately to pull him from the darkness, though you knew—traitorous and stubborn as they were—those thoughts would crawl back to him later, whispering their lies in the night.
Minutes passed. A seamstress pricked you five times. Then came the question, sudden and soft.
“Do you think you could make it to Bahrain? With the triple header, we won’t see each other for another two, maybe three.”
Despair bled into every word. But you didn’t hear it—Marguerite was trying to tell you something. You bent toward her, the corset biting into your waist.
“Hmm?” you asked distractedly, straightening up. “Ouch!”
The stylist apologized, trembling, needle still in hand. You sighed and waved her off.
“Sorry, Love,” you said. “Marguerite was asking about my lunch order. What were you saying?”
“Nothing. Forget it.”
You wanted to insist, but he beat you to it.
“I should sleep. Jon will kill me if I don’t. Talk to you tomorrow?”
“Of course. Good luck for tomorrow. Dream of me.”
“Always.”
You hung up.
An hour later, after endless fittings and the final selection—a Spring 1998 gown—you said your goodbyes, promised Marguerite to update her on your whereabouts, and stepped out onto Avenue Montaigne, bodyguards in tow.
The peonies had colored your thoughts, and you were determined to bring a piece of Parisian Spring back to Monaco.
Your flight would not leave till late afternoon, leaving you enough time to find a florist. Luckily, you did not have to walk far. Monsieur Dior had loved flowers, and the whole neighborhood bloomed for him.
The chime of the shop’s bell greeted you. That small melody lifted your heart, though you couldn’t explain why.
You saw them instantly.
An explosion of color rather than a mere bouquet, the peonies demanded attention. You imagined them in your white-walled Monaco living room, an impressionist painting come to life, and did not hesitate.
You pointed to them, all smiles. The florist quickly wrapped them in tissue paper.
“That’ll be two hundred euros, please.”
You did not blink and paid absently, already lost in the scent of the blossoms. They wrapped around you, filling the hollow Lando’s absence had left.
Your phone rang again, just as you stepped outside. You frowned.
“You’re not asleep?”
“Can we FaceTime?” Lando asked, ignoring your question.
“Of course. One sec…”
You fumbled for an angle, nearly dropping the bouquet. The peonies spilled into the frame, half-hiding your face.
“Oh... you bought them?” His voice was unreadable.
Odd, you thought.
“Yeah! I couldn’t resist. I hope they survive the jet ride, but I don’t see why not! What do you think?”
“They’re beautiful. Not as beautiful as you, but close.”
You snorted.
“Flatterer.”
A silence.
“Are you okay?” you asked gently.
He sighed.
“Nervous. And I can’t sleep without you.”
“You have my hoodie, don’t you?”
“Not the same,” he mumbled. “And your scent’s fading.”
Your heart clenched.
“I promise I’ll talk to Christopher and my agent. Maybe I can free up a Grand Prix weekend. Miami? I’m not due back in Sicily until mid-May.”
Paris blurred around you. The Grand Palais, the Champs-Élysées. None of it mattered when Lando needed you.
Eventually, after reluctant goodbyes, you hung up and walked on under the bright Parisian sky.
Far away, in a hotel room in Suzuka, Lando sighed and, with a swipe of his thumb, canceled the peony order he had placed with a florist in Monaco.
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Then came the restaurant.
Amid the empty plates and crumpled napkins, red circles had seeped and stained the once-pristine tablecloth of the three-star establishment. The wine bottle lay on the table, empty, but its effects were palpable.
The candles that had not yet melted cast a hypnotic glow on your face and illuminated what Lando loved most about you: your pupils, dilated from intoxicating love?
You had long since abandoned any sense of decorum. The tip of your stilettos had begun to stroke his calf, leaving Lando to grip his cutlery so hard his knuckles had turned white.
When you bit your lip, he snapped and stood up so abruptly he almost knocked over his chair.
“I’m going to the bathroom,” he muttered.
But instead of heading toward the back of the restaurant, he went the other way, stopping in front of the waiter. Lando handed him his card in an agitated gesture, running a hand through his curls. His thoughts were already drifting to the warmth of your skin, the softness of your lips, the tightness of your–
“It appears Madame has already paid, Mr. Norris.”
Both the effects of wine and desire evaporated in a heartbeat, leaving him pale. His hand froze in his hair. He blinked. His mouth opened, but no sound came out.
“What do you mean ‘she already paid’? When?” he finally choked out.
The waiter consulted his ledger.
“She left her card earlier in the evening. Here it is.”
He slid a black leather folder across the stand. From it, a metallic rectangle protruded. Lando inwardly cursed.
The black-and-bronze Centurion card, a symbol of wealth and privilege.
Now his nemesis.
Lando snatched it up. An intrusive thought crossed his mind as he held it in his large hand. What if he broke it? He’d pretend it was an accident, of course, but this temporary setback would give him the chance to finally, finally, provide for you.
He shook his head and returned to your table. The card dug painfully into his palm, a sharp reminder of its constant, unbearable presence.
You looked up when you heard him approach, a seductive smile painted on your red lips, completely unaware of the storm rising inside him.
You gaze dropped to his hand, which you admired for a few seconds, then lifted back to Lando’s now-dull green eyes.
“You got my card?”
He sighed and handed it back to you.
“Let’s go.”
Lando helped you with your coat, his hands lingering longer on your shoulders than etiquette would’ve allowed, and together you left.
“Next time, I’m paying,” he said as you waited for the valet.
“Of course,” you replied distractedly, tracing his jawline with the tip of a finger.
Your mind was already elsewhere, on the rest of your evening and the promises your smoldering gazes had recklessly sealed. Lando’s, however, remained stuck on the matter of the bill and the uneasy feeling that had spread through his veins like poison.
Insecurity.
His movements turned mechanical as he heard the engine of his Lamborghini roar. He tipped the valet, thanked him in a flat tone, opened the passenger door for you, offered his hand to help you sit down, then slipped behind the wheel.
His large hand instinctively found your bare, warm thigh—and squeezed.
In the hollow of his palm, the imprint left by the metal card still burned.
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But it was the necklace that broke the camel’s back.
The streets of Monaco held a familiarity that comforted Lando after the chaos of the triple header. The narrow lanes and tight turns—walked instead of raced—distracted him from the season and the pressure it carried. The Monaco Grand Prix was still far enough away that he could see the city as nothing more than Home.
He rejoiced in the familiar scent of the Mediterranean Sea, curiously mingled with the tang of luxury car exhaust and the heavy perfumes spilling from boutique doors. Monaco oozed opulence, and you, at his side, fit so seamlessly into this surreal world.
His gaze wandered to you, dressed head to toe in haute couture. In a giddy rush of love and admiration, he stole a kiss from your lips.
Sometimes, he still could not believe you were his.
Hand in hand, the two of you wandered through the principality, with no purpose other than to enjoy each other’s company. You had managed to negotiate a break from your current project—Christopher Nolan would not need you in Sicily for The Odyssey until the end of May.
Lando had pounced on the opportunity, inviting you to join him in Monaco. Your moments were counted; every chance was too precious to be wasted.
Eventually, your idle stroll led you to the ever-crowded Casino Square. You weaved through a sea of phone cameras and autograph requests, sunglasses on, love-drunk smiles on your lips.
“Y/N! Can I get an autograph?”
“Lando! My son’s your biggest fan!”
“Can we do a fit check for my TikTok?”
When a fan strayed too close to you, Lando pulled you behind him and, in a sudden flash of protectiveness, veered you off your usual route, his hand against your lower back.
“What are you doing?” you whispered to him.
“An Oscar-winning actress deserves a proper gift,” he replied with a mischievous glint.
He ignored your questions and wrapped an arm around your waist. Your fingers laced through his on instinct—your body recognized and sought his.
Together, you slipped away from the crowd, past terracotta and granite facades, until you stumbled upon the discreet Cartier boutique tucked into the corner of the square. The chaos outside had already begun to fade, but you both knew iPhone lenses were still quietly tracking your every move.
The rules of paparazzi didn’t apply to phones—much to your dismay.
It was funny to think that just four months ago, you would never have had to consider such a thing; still cocooned in secrecy then, wrapped in love and shadows.
Though he hated the sacrifice of privacy he had made—your little paradise now dissected by the public eye—Lando could not suppress the flicker of pride that warmed his chest.
No more misplaced hopes from admirers; he could walk beside you in broad daylight, and finally, silence them all.
“It’s been almost two months since I got that Oscar,” you teased, realizing where he was leading you. “And you’ve said the same thing every time.”
He only shrugged.
“So what?”
You laughed softly and rolled your eyes.
A doorman opened the door, ushering you into the hushed, velvety quiet of the shop. The boutique, curiously empty, felt as though it had been waiting just for you.
A man greeted you both with open arms.
“Madame L/N, Monsieur Norris, what a joy to see you again! May I offer you a glass of champagne?”
You were guided to a private salon, away from wandering eyes. Some fans would have pressed against the glass just to glimpse at a fragment of your day.
“It’s been some time since we’ve had the pleasure, Madame L/N.”
The salesman’s attention naturally fell to you, and Lando didn’t mind. You were a loyal client—draped in their creations at every red carpet, every press tour, and even in the quiet of your everyday life.
The man waisted to time to present a diamond bracelet. You slid it on gently. The stones, dazzling and vibrant, were blinding, but you remained unmoved by its beauty.
And thus began a familiar dance. A necklace, then an emerald ring, ruby earrings. Each time, you shook your head.
Lando watched you, entranced by the dhow you were unconsciously putting on, happy to offer his opinion when you asked.
“That one’s cute.”
“Oh, gorgeous.”
“Pretty.”
When he complimented yet another jewel, you delicately placed the ring back in its crimson box, raising an eyebrow at him with a knowing smirk. He knew every one of your expressions—that spark in your eyes meant affectionate exasperation.
“You’re not being very helpful, you know.”
“Not my fault you make everything looks good,” he said, glancing at the salesman. “Right, Hervé?”
“Absolutely, Monsieur Norris.”
You stared at the glittering display before you—each piece more beautiful than the last—a pout tugging at your lips.
Lando had to resist the urge to kiss it away.
“Hmm. I don’t know. Nothing really speaks to me.”
“Perhaps you might consider this one?”
Lando tuned out Hervé’s voice. He stood and walked around the room, his gaze caught by thousands of gems shimmering in the light. The luxurious kaleidoscope made his head spin.
He blinked and stopped before a particular display. The necklace inside seized his attention instantly.
“Have you tried this one yet, love?” he asked, mesmerized by the play of light across its surface.
Hervé stood to get a better look.
“Ah oui. Our Reflection necklace. Crafted in eighteen-karat white gold and set with no fewer than three hundred and seventy-six diamonds. A masterpiece of craftsmanship.”
He stood up, unlocked the case and brought the box to the Louis XVI-style table, placing it reverently before you.
Lando returned to your side, unable to tear his eyes from the jewel. The reflection of the diamonds danced across the molded ceiling and glinted in every glass pane.
He could not wait to see them against your skin.
“It’s beautiful,” you murmured. “Could I try it on?”
“Of course, Madame. May I?”
With gloved fingers, Hervé fastened the necklace around your throat. The diamonds and gold sang a symphony of excess as they settled against your skin. Lando’s mouth went dry.
“What do you think, darling?”
He stammered a few inarticulate compliments, unable to look away from your diamond-clad neck.
His gaze dropped lower.
He swallowed.
“That’s the one.”
“I think so too.”
His phone rang, shattering the moment.
You cast him a sharp look before offering Hervé an apologetic—or rather embarrassed—smile. You loathed rudeness.
He shot you a sorry glance, excused himself and stood up.
“I have to take this. Excuse me.”
The call with Jon lasted less than five minutes—but it was enough.
When Lando returned to the room, Hervé was handing you a bag.
You turned toward him as he entered, a radiant smile on your face. For once, he did not return it. He did not linger on your beauty either. No. His eyes went straight to that damned paper bag.
His heart dropped and reverberated in his now-empty mind. Its echoes gave rise to a strange unease that took over him completely—the same one he had felt at the restaurant.
“We can go. I already paid.”
“What?” he asked, voice hollow.
“You were right,” you said, oblivious—or indifferent—to his torment. “The necklace was the best choice.”
“You paid?” he repeated.
“Yes. I didn’t know how long your call would take.”
Something deep within Lando finally snapped.
The male ego is a curious thing. Poke it—and brace for the fallout.
Lando clenched his fist as a plan began to take shape in his mind.
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“Love, have you seen my card?” you asked three days later from your shared bedroom.
Lando, lounging on the couch, quickly shoved the said card into the pocket of his hoodie. The metal clinked against his silver ring.
“No,” he cleared his throat. “Why?”
You stormed into the living-room, one hand tangled in your hair. Stress radiated off you in waves. Lando swallowed hard as a cold sweat slid down his spine. You had a gift for making him panic with a single glance—and of the two, he was certainly not the better actor.
“Shit! I had it this morning! I saw this bag that looked really nice.”
“I can get it for you, if you want,” he offered, almost shyly.
But you didn’t hear him—too busy tearing through cushions and knick-knacks, muttering under your breath.
“It’s alright, baby. I’ll buy it for you,” he tried again, more insistent this time.
You straightened up, frowning, the catch-all bowl clutched in your hand.
“I’m perfectly capable of buying this bag myself, Lando.”
The words cracked through the air—sharp, wounded.
Way to go, Norris. That’s not how you’re going to win her over.
“I never said you couldn’t,” he murmured. “It would just make me happy to do it.”
You ignored him and went back to searching. Lando watched, mouth slightly ajar. So, you weren’t even going to acknowledge him? He called your name several times, but you stayed deaf to his pleas.
“Can you just let me spoil you for once?!” he finally burst out.
The peonies, the restaurant, the necklace—all the frustration he had buried deep in his chest bled out in his voice—an uncontrollable hemorrhage of ego.
You arched a brow and placed the bowl back on the table with a frightening calmness. The soft chime rang through the silence as you slowly stood.
“Who are you talking to like that?”
“I just–! I mean– Argh!”
Lando dragged a hand through his curls, pulling at them—a gesture he had picked up from you. Love bred mimicry. The little quirks of one became second nature to the other.
“You don’t let me buy you anything,” he said again, softer.
“That’s not true. You gave me that dress not long ago.”
“Yeah. Because it was Christmas! Four months ago, Y/N.”
You scoffed and crossed your arms. From where he sat, he could see the tension in your shoulders, the pinch of your lips.
You were angry.
“Look, I—” He pinched the bridge of his nose. “It just feels like… like you don’t need me.”
The truth burned his throat. He lowered his gaze, afraid to see pity, or pain, or worse—incomprehension—in your eyes.
“That’s ridiculous.”
He exhaled, eyes shut.
“Maybe. But that’s how I feel.”
Silence fell over you both, thick and heavy. It struck him full in the chest. His heart thundered in his ears.
Why couldn’t you try and understand him? Why were you so stubborn? How long would you speak at cross purposes?
Eventually, the couch dipped beside him, and your scent wrapped around him.
“I don’t need you to buy me bags or necklaces, Lando,” you said, voice gentler now.
He flinched and his heart stung.
“But… I guess I understand why you’d feel that way. And even if it doesn’t make much sense to me…” You sighed. “Well, I suppose I can try.”
Lando looked up, chest already lighter. His pinky found yours on the cushion, and when it did, he did not let go.
You looked at him, lips pressed tight.
“One gift a month.”
“One big gift a month. Small ones have no limit.”
A beat.
You sighed.
“Fine.”
You held out your hand to seal the pact, but Lando pulled you into his chest instead.
There you stayed, quiet. He nestled into the curve of your neck, inhaling your scent—yours and yours alone—and closed his eyes.
“I’m sorry for not listening to you earlier,” you whispered minutes later, your throat vibrating against his lips.
“It’s okay.”
You pulled away, bracing a hand against his abs. Lando tried to tug you back against him, already missing your warmth, but you resisted, determined to make your point across.
“No, it’s not. Communication is important in a relationship, and I didn’t consider your feelings, only mine.”
He cupped your face and kissed you deeply before meeting your gaze. A mischievous grin crept onto his lips.
“Let me get you the bracelet and ring to match that Cartier necklace and all is forgiven.”
You rolled your eyes but did not argue. That alone made Lando beam.
Victory tasted sweet—but not as sweet as your lips, which he kissed again. His hands roamed, and yours soon followed.
But just as quickly, they stilled.
You pulled away, eyes narrowing.
“Is that my fucking card in your pocket?”
Lando winced.
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m1sa22aman3 · 3 months ago
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When there isn’t 20 new fics for me to read after refreshing the tag (I just finished reading everything and have absolutely no patience)
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dksfml · 1 day ago
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eighteen - yjw (part I)
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pairing: fboy!jungwon x reader summary: where on your 18th birthday, you receive a blessing that lets you see the future, only to find yourself married to jungwon, the college heartthrob you’ve barely spoken to, with a child calling you mom. genre: college au, university au, soulmate (?) au, making out, fluffff, jungwon has a big bike (that's hot tbh) word count: 7.6k playlist: 18 - one direction, stuck with u - ariana grande & justin bieber, you belong with me - ts, lavender haze - ts, wish that i could - umi, meddle about - chase atlantic
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You don’t remember falling asleep.
But you wake up to a warmth that doesn’t belong to your real life.
You’re lying on your side, skin pressed to something solid, someone. There’s a strong arm wrapped around your waist, holding you in place like you might float away. His grip isn’t rough, just sure. Certain. Like he’s done this every morning for years.
Your breathing catches.
The room is bathed in soft morning light, golden and quiet. Dust drifts through the air, glinting like stars. It smells like sunlight and cotton and something so familiar it makes your throat tighten.
You try to move to lift your arm, to turn your head but your body doesn’t listen. It’s not frozen… just heavy. Like something else is moving for you.
And then his voice finds you.
Low. Smooth. Sleep-warmed and fond.
“You’re not allowed to run away this morning.”
Your heart stutters.
“Not until I’ve had enough of you.”
The words are dipped in something dangerously soft. Like honey laced with electricity. They settle over your skin, deep and warm, and suddenly you’re not sure if you’re breathing at all.
Your head turns slowly, not by your own will.
And then you see him.
Jungwon.
Older. Sharper. Ridiculously handsome.
His hair is tousled, lashes casting shadows over cheekbones that have grown into sharper lines. His lips part slightly as he smiles at you. Lazy, teasing, like he already knows every inch of your heart.
But it’s his eyes that undo you.
He looks at you like you belong to him.
Like you always have.
“I didn’t think you could get prettier,” he murmurs, brushing his nose against your cheek. “But here you are proving me wrong. Again.”
Your mouth opens, but no words come out. You’re stuck somewhere between awe and confusion. And even though your mind is spinning, your body melts into his touch like it’s been doing this for years.
His hand slides slowly up your arm, fingers curling against your back like he’s trying to memorize the curve of your spine.
“Come on,” he whispers, voice dropping lower. “Just five more minutes.”
“Let me have you to myself. Just five more.”
You try to answer, to say what is this? or what’s happening? But your lips move without sound.
There’s no fear. Just a strange pressure in your chest. Like your heart is trying to remember something your brain won’t accept yet.
“I have to get up,” you manage, barely.
He tenses behind you. Then—
“No,” he says instantly, his arms tightening. “You get up, I have to share you. I’m not ready.”
The words come out softer than they should. Almost like a confession.
You whisper his name. “Jungwon…”
At the sound of it, he exhales shakily, like you’ve touched something sacred.
He presses his forehead to yours, eyes fluttering closed.
“Let me love you quietly… just a little longer.”
And before you can say anything more, your body moves, like instinct.
You slip from his arms, legs brushing the edge of the bed. Your bare feet hit the hardwood. It’s warm.
Too real.
You reach for something at the foot of the bed and your hand wraps around fabric, his hoodie. You slip it over your head like you’ve done it a thousand times.
And you walk barefoot into the quiet glow of a house that isn’t yours… but somehow feels like it.
The hallway is lined with soft light and softer memories.
A second toothbrush beside the sink. Two mugs on the drying rack. A stray sock by the couch that definitely isn’t yours.
You pause outside the kitchen.
There, on the wall framed in wood worn smooth by time is a photograph.
You can’t breathe.
It’s you.
Smiling, windswept, holding a laughing boy in your lap. Jungwon is behind you, arms around both of you, lips pressed to your temple like he never wants to let go.
The boy is bright and soft and radiant, about five, maybe, and his name tumbles out of your mouth before you even think it.
“Jihoon…”
You don’t know how you know.
You just do.
Suddenly—
“Eommaaaa!”
Tiny footsteps thunder down the hall like a stampede of joy.
Before you can react, a small boy in dino pajamas hurls himself into your legs with all the power his little body can muster.
You catch him somehow. Arms instinctively cradling him close.
“Jihoon…” you breathe again.
He grins, cheeks puffed out like a chipmunk. “I want toast! And Appa said I can have Choco milk if I say please like a gentleman!”
You laugh. It feels strange coming out of your throat. Like a sound from someone else’s body. But it feels right.
And then a voice behind you—
“I also said you have to kiss your mom good morning. Or I get double.”
You turn, slowly, heart already racing.
Jungwon walks into the kitchen, sleepy-eyed and unfairly beautiful. His shirt is half-buttoned, collar wide, hair falling across his forehead. He looks like a dream.
But his smile?
That smile is real.
“Hi,” he says softly.
“You left the bed too early.”
You don’t speak.
You can’t.
He walks right up to you, presses a kiss to your temple, then one to Jihoon’s cheek.
“Unfair,” he whispers in your ear. “Wearing my hoodie and stealing my whole heart before breakfast.”
Your throat tightens.
And before you can answer, he scoops Jihoon into one arm and turns toward the stove, all casual affection and practiced ease.
“I’ll make the eggs,” he says with a smirk.
“You just stand there and look pretty.”
BEEP. BEEP. BEEP.
The alarm blares, a sharp, unforgiving sound that rips you from sleep. Your body is sluggish as you roll over, eyes still half-closed. There’s a strange weight on your chest, like something that doesn't belong to you. You reach for it instinctively, only to find the bed beside you empty.
You freeze.
That dream. That dream.
The warm embrace of Jungwon’s arms around you. His voice, low and possessive, as he held you like you were his and his alone. The image of Jihoon, smiling up at you as his tiny hands reached for you, and you just knew his name. It all felt so real, like you could feel their presence even now.
You shut your eyes tightly, trying to push it all away.
But no—this isn’t real.
This isn’t how your life is.
Your heart starts to race. It was just a dream. Or was it?
You groggily grab your phone from the nightstand and swipe across the screen, your thumb trembling slightly. The words are there, just as they always are when your birthday arrives:
🎉 Happy 18th Birthday, Y/N! 🎉
It's time to check your Blessing 💫
You blink, trying to focus. You’ve been waiting for this moment. Everyone has been waiting for this moment.
In this world, everyone receives their Blessing on their 18th birthday. It’s a gift, a special power that defines your life. But it only comes once a year—on your birthday—and you can only use it that day.
Blessings are a mysterious and magical part of life. Some people get practical abilities like the gift of perfect memory or the ability to always know when someone is lying. Others receive mind-bending abilities like controlling the weather, seeing through time, or reading minds. There are even rare Blessings that come with superhuman strength or the ability to heal wounds with a single touch.
It’s always a huge deal. Everyone anxiously awaits what their Blessing will be, and it shapes their path forward. Some Blessings are more powerful than others, but no one ever knows until the moment it activates.
And today... it’s your turn.
You swallow, nervous. This is the day you’ve been waiting for, the day when you finally get to know what you’re meant to do in life. A strange fluttering sensation rises in your chest as you tap on the notification, feeling your heartbeat louder than before.
"Blessing Activated: The ability to see into the future."
You blink, your heart skipping a beat. You read it again.
See into the future.
Your mind instantly flashes back to that dream. Jungwon. Your son. The home. The family. Everything that felt too real.
But no. No way. That’s not possible. It can’t be.
It was just your wild imagination running rampant, a byproduct of your complicated feelings for Jungwon, the popular, carefree guy who could charm the entire campus with a smile and a wink. The one who always seemed to have a crowd of girls following him around, eagerly hanging on to his every word, craving his attention. It wasn’t his fault. He was just... well, Jungwon, always in the spotlight, effortlessly cool, and always a little out of reach.
You, on the other hand, were the ideal responsible student body president, constantly trying to keep everything in order while keeping your unaddressed feelings for him under wraps. It wasn’t supposed to be anything more than that, a fleeting daydream. Your mind must've just tangled everything up, creating a perfect world where you were married to him and raising a child. But no. You couldn't let yourself believe it was real.
It was just another one of those wild, embarrassing fantasies... right?
That’s all it was. Right?
You shake your head, trying to banish the thought. But deep down, you feel the weight of the words still pressing on your chest.
The bell rings, signaling the start of the school day. You drag yourself out of your seat, trying to focus on the tasks ahead, but the words on your phone, the words about seeing the future linger in your mind.
Your Blessing has been activated. And yet, you're not sure if you should even believe it.
How can that be your Blessing? How could you see the future? Maybe the system made a mistake. Maybe you read it wrong. There’s no way that what you saw in your dream could be your actual future, right?
You’re so lost in thought that you almost miss Sunoo sitting down beside you, his usual wide grin greeting you with far too much energy.
“So, Y/N, any plans for your Blessing today?” He’s practically bouncing in his seat, eyes sparkling. “I’m so jealous! It’s going to be so cool! What did you get?”
You glance at him, blinking rapidly to clear your head. “I... I’m still trying to figure it out,” you mumble, your voice sounding unsure, even to yourself. “It’s just... hard to process.”
Sunoo giggles. “Of course you are. It’s always hard to accept, right? I mean, last year, my sister got the ability to talk to animals. She’s been living with a pet snake for months now, and I swear, that thing is smarter than me. Some people get the craziest gifts! It’s just so exciting.”
You nod, trying to sound upbeat, but the mention of talking to animals only makes you feel even more confused. There are so many kinds of Blessings: there’s the ability to control fire, to read minds, to move objects with a glance, and some less flashy ones, like the ability to memorize anything you hear, or even the ability to speak every language fluently.
But seeing the future?
You shake your head. No way. That’s... too much. Way too much.
“Hey, Y/N, did you get your notification?” Sunoo asks, leaning in curiously. “I bet it’s something super cool. You’re going to be amazing with your Blessing.”
You can barely focus on his words as you pull out your phone again, a dull weight settling in your stomach. You scroll through the notification. Still there. Still the same message.
"Blessing Activated: The ability to see into the future."
You try to dismiss it. Your mind starts to race. Could it really be true? Could you really see the future? You look around the classroom, feeling a sudden wave of self-doubt. Was this a mistake? Or was your mind still so caught up in that dream with Jungwon, that it created something out of fantasy?
You glance out the window, distracted by the thought of what your future could hold. And yet, despite the fluttering feeling in your chest, you can’t shake the nagging thought at the back of your mind: What if it’s real?
The soft hum of the classroom was interrupted by the creak of the door opening, and in walked Jungwon.
“Holy shit,” someone whistles from across the room, dropping their pen. “Jungwon, you look like you just ran a marathon.”
You turn your head, and there he is.
Coming in the doorway, disheveled in a way that shouldn't look good but somehow does. His white button-up clings to his frame, damp and slightly wrinkled, the top two buttons undone to reveal a sharp collarbone slick with sweat. His usually styled hair falls messily across his forehead, and he’s practically glowing under the fluorescent light like chaos wrapped in charm.
Someone tosses him a bottle of water.
“What happened to you?” another guy laughs. “It’s third period, man.”
Jungwon catches the bottle effortlessly, twisting off the cap like he owns the moment. “Big bike broke down,” he says, taking a long drink before wiping his mouth with the back of his hand. “Tire popped near Namsan intersection.”
“Damn. That sucks.”
“Why didn’t you call a cab or something?”
Jungwon’s lips curl into that infamous smirk, the one that always starts trouble.
“Couldn’t,” he says casually. “Left my wallet last night.”
“Where?”
He pauses dramatically, eyes flicking to the side before he says it:
“Some girl’s dorm.”
The silence is brief but heavy. Then, like clockwork, the room breaks into amused groans and howling laughter.
“You’re insane,” someone cackles.
“Bro. Again?”
“Whose this time?”
Jungwon just laughs, tossing his bag onto a nearby desk and shrugging out of his damp uniform jacket like he’s done this a hundred times. Which based on reputation, he probably has.
You look away, jaw clenched.
What were you thinking?
He might be handsome, charming, and seemingly always the center of attention, but that’s not you. You’re the class president. Always prepared, always on time. The responsible one professors rely on. You’ve talked to him maybe—what—twice? You barely share two classes, and even then, he never remembers to bring his ID, you even reprimanded him about that one time.
And yet this morning, you saw yourself in his bed.
His arms around you. His lips on your cheek. A little boy, Jihoon calling you Eomma.
A wild fantasy. That’s all it could be. A side effect of your Blessing. A trick of your crush-riddled brain.
Because that boy over there? The one with sweat dripping down his temple and a lazy grin on his lips while he talks about his nightly rendezvous like it’s a joke?
You take a breath, as if that thought alone should pull you back into reality.
But then you can’t help but glance at him again. The way his hair falls messily over his forehead, the glint of mischief in his eyes, how effortlessly the attention of the room falls on him like gravity pulling in everything around him.
And as your thoughts spiral, Jungwon catches your eye again. This time, he doesn’t look away. His gaze lingers just a second longer than it should, a playful glint sparking in the depths of his dark eyes. It's almost like he can sense your gaze, like he's aware of the tension in the air.
The weight of it all hits you. There’s no way someone like Jungwon could ever be husband material for you.
But you did have a crush on him, don’t you?
The question hits you like an electric jolt, and the realization makes your skin burn with embarrassment. You feel like a fool. A huge, pathetic fool for letting this fantasy play out, for letting him take up so much of your headspace when he barely knows you exist.
Your heart stutters, and you quickly look away, desperately trying to regain some semblance of control. No, you tell yourself. He’s not for you.
He’s not someone you fall in love with.
He's someone you survive.
That night, you had a plan.
A quiet café near the riverside, your favorite spot, where the view of the night city glimmers like constellations trapped in water. You’d go there alone, sip on something warm, pretend the world paused just for you, and think.
About the dream.
About the Blessing.
About how stupid it is to have someone like him trapped in your mind like he’s yours.
But before that… duty calls. Being class president means more than title and praise—it’s also staying late to organize reports other people forget exist. You’re hunched over your desk in the empty student council room, sorting folders by department, your phone buzzing softly against the desk.
It’s a message from Sunoo.
Sunooooo 🐥:
hey prez 😗 i left my USB in the drama club office, can u grab it for me?? it’s in the drawer beside the speaker. i owe u 2 bubble teas 😭🙏
You sigh, push your chair back, and stretch your arms. The building’s almost empty now, the halls eerily quiet, lights buzzing faintly overhead.
The drama club’s room is on the third floor. You climb the stairs, footsteps echoing, your mind halfway to the riverside already.
The door creaks open when you push it gently.
And everything inside you halts.
Your breath catches. The air leaves your lungs before your brain can tell you what you’re seeing.
Jungwon.
His back is to you, but you’d recognize him anywhere, even with his uniform shirt half-off, even with his mouth locked on someone else's neck like he’s starving, even with a girl tangled around him, her skirt pushed up high on his thigh, hands pulling him closer.
It’s raw, messy. Real.
The girl gasps and pulls away first, eyes widening in panic.
Jungwon turns. Hair mussed. Lips swollen. Chest rising and falling fast.
The room falls silent. Everything slows.
He sees you.
“Y/N?” he says, like it’s nothing. Like he didn’t just split your world open.
You feel your legs move before your mind catches up. You don’t say a word. You just back away, out the door, letting it click shut behind you.
You don’t remember how you got out of that room.
The door closed behind you with a click that felt too loud in the silent hallway, but your legs didn’t stop. You walked—no, stumbled—down the corridor like a ghost. Your heart still thunders in your chest, a strange mix of fury and humiliation burning behind your ribs.
You hear someone calling your name just as you turn the corner.
“Y/N!”
It’s Sunoo, jogging up to you with his usual bright energy and a hopeful grin. “Did you find the USB?”
You stop. Slowly turn to face him.
The expression on your face makes his smile falter.
“You—” your voice comes out shaky, then steadies with a strange coldness. “You seriously need to start screening the students in your club.”
Sunoo blinks. “Huh?”
“There’s a line, Kim Sunoo,” you snap, the words cutting sharper than you intended. “And whatever the hell was happening in that room? Way past it.”
He stares at you, brows furrowed in genuine confusion. “Wait, what are you—?”
You don’t wait for him to finish. “Tell your vice president to clean that space properly. And keep the door locked when it’s not in use.” Your tone is clipped. “This school has rules for a reason.”
And then you’re walking. Fast. Past the bulletin boards, down the stairs, out the doors into the open night air where it’s cooler, easier to breathe.
Sunoo calls your name once more behind you, but you don’t turn back.
You clutch your tote tighter, your steps hard on the pavement. Your thoughts spiral.
What the hell were you expecting?
That he was different?
That a man like Jungwon, irresistible, untouchable, a walking magnet of trouble and girls and charm would someday settle for someone like you?
You? The uptight, rule-following class president? The one who frowns at missed deadlines and documents everything in folders? You’ve spoken maybe twice. He probably doesn’t even remember what your voice sounds like.
The dream wasn’t a vision.
It was delusion.
A cruel, beautiful lie spun by a Blessing you hadn’t even asked for.
You sigh, pushing your hands through your hair as you finally round the corner, the warm light of the café now glowing just ahead. It’s quiet inside. A perfect place to sit with your thoughts, maybe even rewrite them into something less… pathetic.
But as you approach the glass doors, your reflection stares back at you.
Eyes wide.
Still shaken.
And behind all the anger, confusion, embarrassment—
There’s something else.
A flicker of hope that refuses to die.
What if it is the future?
What if, somehow, against all odds, things change?
And would you even want that?
You push the door open, the bell chiming softly above your head. The scent of roasted coffee beans and cinnamon wraps around you.
You find a seat by the window. You order something sweet.
And for the first time today…
You let yourself breathe.
The next day arrives colder than usual, the gray sky draping a slow, sleepy atmosphere over the campus. You’re halfway through skimming your notes at your desk when something plops onto the table beside your laptop.
You look up.
Sunoo grins, placing a cup of brown sugar bubble tea beside a bright yellow pack of gummy bears.
You blink. “What is this?”
He shrugs nonchalantly, but there’s a flicker of something mischievous in his eyes. “One of the two bubble teas I owe you.”
You raise a brow. “This?” Pointing at the pack of gummy bears.
He nods. “That’s... uh, from Jungwon.”
That makes you freeze.
Sunoo scratches the back of his head sheepishly. “He said I should give it to you since he felt bad about what happened yesterday. Said he didn’t mean for you to walk in on that.”
Your brows knit. You glance toward the door, scanning the incoming students. No sight of that familiar tall figure. “Where is he, then?”
Sunoo blinks. “Huh?”
“If he really felt bad,” you say, crossing your arms, “why can’t he say it to me upfront?”
Sunoo stammers. “Ah—he’s not skipping or anything. He just said he had something to take care of today.”
You narrow your eyes. “What?”
Sunoo shrugs again. “Lab research. BioChem. Said he’s getting data from the lab.”
Your eyes widen.
Lab research?
Your breath catches as you fumble to grab your phone. You had completely forgotten.
Two days ago, your Biochemistry professor had handed out a research task due in five days. You hadn’t even made a group chat yet for your team. You were supposed to assign roles, divide the work, set a meeting.
You swallow, fingers rushing to open your inbox and sure enough, there it is.
A message request from Jungwon, sent exactly two days ago.
hi y/n, i know we haven’t made the gc yet, but i was reviewing the assigned enzymes, so i made a quick draft of the intro and references. we can revise later. let me know if this is okay.
Attached is a PDF file.
You tap it open.
And you go still.
It’s… detailed. Clean. Formatted correctly. The citations are already APA 7th. He even included notes and potential corrections in the comments, like he expected you to edit it yourself.
Your eyes linger on the timestamp.
You feel a twist of guilt settle in your chest. Two whole days. And you only saw it now.
God, you think. He’s not just messing around all the time.
Jungwon may have the reputation of being a flirt, a wild card—hell, even that guy who disappears after parties—but his grades are stable. You’ve checked. Of course you have. And now, seeing this…
You hate that your heart flutters a little.
You shake it off. It’s ridiculous. You need to be logical. Collected.
Still, your fingers hover over the screen.
You type.
hey. sorry i just saw this. the draft looks good. where are you now?
You stare at the text, hesitate, then hit send.
The typing bubble doesn’t appear. Yet your chest is already tight.
Sunoo notices the way you keep looking at your phone.
“You okay?”
You hum noncommittally.
Because the truth is…
You don’t know what you want his reply to say.
Your phone stays silent all through your next class.
And the one after that.
You keep glancing at it when no one’s looking—pretending to scroll through lecture slides while secretly refreshing your messages. Nothing. Not even a “seen.”
By the time the afternoon rolls around, your head's a mess of static. You try to lose yourself in your workload, drowning in spreadsheets and professor emails, but everything tastes like paper and air. That dream still clings to the back of your mind like static on skin. Warm breath on your neck. That stupid soft voice calling you mine.
You shake it off again. It's all just hormones and brain chemistry and—yeah, maybe a little too much pining. You can get through this.
You push away from your desk, grabbing your bag. You’ll head to the lab early, maybe reorganize the data files. Be useful. Do something.
But as you exit the building, your heart stutters.
Jungwon is there.
Not in your imagination, not folded behind a dream, but actually there. At the shaded edge of the quad near the science wing, one foot propped against the wall, head tilted as he scrolls his phone. His uniform shirt is crumpled in that lazy way that’s probably not intentional but always looks intentional. His neck glistens faintly with leftover sweat from the walk, and his bangs stick slightly to his forehead.
He hasn’t noticed you yet.
You freeze.
Part of you wants to turn around.
Part of you wants to go straight up and ask him why the hell he didn’t respond. Why he’s acting like nothing happened. Why your name still sits unopened in his inbox when he’s clearly online.
But mostly you just stand there.
Then, as if summoned by your indecision, he lifts his gaze.
Your eyes meet.
The air shifts. It doesn’t crash. Doesn’t burn. But it thickens.
He pushes off the wall slowly, slipping his phone into his back pocket, eyes locked on you.
No smirk. No signature grin.
Just him. Watching.
Then he calls, voice low but unmistakably Jungwon: “Hey. President.”
You stiffen.
Not Y/N.
Not even hey.
Just President. Detached. Teasing.
Like he didn’t make you spiral last night without even trying.
Like you didn’t see him tangled with another girl just hours after dreaming of his arms around you like a promise.
You square your shoulders.
“You got the lab data?” you ask plainly, walking forward with steady steps.
Jungwon nods, pulling a crumpled printout from his bag, and holds it out. “Compiled the results. Some weird numbers in the catalase trials, though. Might be a pipette issue.”
You take the paper, fingers brushing.
You pretend not to notice the tiny flicker in his eyes.
“Thanks,” you say, voice clipped. “I’ll take care of the rest.”
You turn to leave.
But just before you walk past him, his voice comes again, quieter this time, a little too casual.
“…You saw the file?”
You stop. Don’t face him. Just nod once.
“And?” he asks.
You pause again. Swallowing the lump of everything you could say.
“It’s good,” you mutter, before walking away.
You don’t look back.
But you feel his gaze burning into the space where your footsteps used to be.
That night, the campus is quieter than usual.
Most of the dorms have dimmed down, the courtyard echoing only with the soft chirp of cicadas and the occasional motorbike in the distance. You’re back in your room, the soft yellow desk lamp casting long shadows across your textbooks. The lab report glows on your screen, and your fingers move on autopilot, editing, cross-checking, reformatting Jungwon’s initial draft.
You hate how well-written it is.
Hate how focused he must’ve been when writing it.
Hate that he sent it before you even made a group chat.
He knew. He just… did it anyway.
The way your mind keeps replaying today’s encounter isn’t helping either. That careless tone. The unread message. The way he looked at you, not like you were someone he’d kissed or remembered, but like you were just another task to check off.
You sigh hard through your nose, shoving your glasses onto your head and pushing away from your desk. You grab your phone out of habit.
Still nothing from Jungwon.
You frown.
And then like a cruel joke your phone buzzes.
Unknown Number
[9:47 PM]
hey.
You blink.
The typing bubbles flicker, disappear, flicker again.
Then:
it’s jungwon.
You stare at it. Right, you never saved his number. You consider leaving it on seen, out of pure spite.
But then another message arrives.
thanks for checking the file.
Simple. Casual. No emojis. Not even a period. You almost roll your eyes.
You don’t respond right away.
The dots appear again.
are you still mad about yesterday.
Your jaw tightens. Your fingers hover over the screen, unsure whether to ignore or unleash. But before you decide—
it’s fine if you are. just wanted to say i wasn’t trying to... make you uncomfortable or anything.
You blink again. This time, slower.
Another message comes.
didn't know you’d walk in.
That annoys you. A flick of your thumb and you're typing fast before you can stop yourself.
[You]
Don’t flatter yourself. You didn’t make me uncomfortable.
[You]
I’ve seen worse.
You hit send and set your phone down, heart beating faster than you’d like to admit.
But he responds almost immediately.
you sure? you looked like you saw a ghost.
You inhale sharply.
[You]
I was just surprised. That’s all.
Typing bubbles again. Then pause. Then again.
sunoo said you looked pissed.
[You]
Well, maybe tell Sunoo to mind his business.
Another pause.
Then finally:
you don’t like me much, do you.
Your fingers freeze.
For a second, you consider lying. Saying of course not, brushing him off.
But your thumb hovers too long.
And somehow, you type:
[You]
I don’t really know you.
This time, it takes a little longer before he replies.
But when it comes, it’s unexpected.
then maybe let me fix that.
You blink at the screen.
The cursor waits, asking what you'll do next.
The next day, Jungwon is already waiting in the hallway by the science building when you arrive.
It’s unusual—he’s unusual.
Not late. Not surrounded by a gaggle of students laughing at his latest offhanded charm. He’s just… there.
Leaning against the white-tiled wall with his arms folded, sleeves rolled up, and the usual smirk playing at his lips. But this time, it’s softer. Almost thoughtful.
You slow your steps. Part of you wants to ignore him. Pretend last night’s conversation didn’t exist. Pretend he wasn’t the reason your thoughts kept short-circuiting through biochemistry formulas you didn’t study for.
But of course, he notices you before you even consider slipping away.
“Morning, President,” he calls, straightening from the wall. “I was starting to think you’d ditch lab today.”
You give him a sidelong glance. “Why would I?”
As you step inside the lab, Jungwon follows quietly, his footsteps just a beat behind yours. For once, he doesn’t try to fill the silence with jokes or idle flirtation.
Just as you reach for your lab coat, he says it. Casual, but too quiet to be harmless.
“You seemed a little different last night.”
You pause mid-button, fingers stilling at your collar. “…What’s that supposed to mean?”
He shrugs, not meeting your eyes. “I don’t know. Maybe I had different views about you until yesterday.”
Your gaze narrows. “And what would you know about me last night?”
His lips twitch like he’s trying not to smile. “Just… stuff. The way you talked. Your messages. The way you suddenly replied. It felt different.”
There’s a weird pressure building in your chest. An old instinct, fight or flight.
Your voice comes out sharper than intended. “If this is your way of getting back at me for… walking into that night, then please—I hope you stop.”
That makes him blink.
For once, he doesn’t have a snarky comeback ready. He just watches you, expression unreadable, lips slightly parted like he wasn’t expecting that.
You drop your bag on the nearest chair and turn away from him, fixing your gloves with more focus than you need. The lab is silent except for the hum of overhead lights and the slow clink of glass being arranged.
And still, you can feel his gaze.
Heavy. Focused. Not the kind that undresses you, but the kind that unravels.
He doesn't speak again for the next ten minutes.
But whatever he’s thinking?
It lingers in the air between you strange, searching, and unsettlingly curious.
“Right, I read the sample analysis section you made this morning. You write well,” you say.
He grins, leaning closer as you reach for the lab equipment. “Well, maybe I wanted to impress you.”
You choke slightly on air. “Excuse me?”
Jungwon’s smile doesn’t falter. “What? I figured if you’re gonna think I’m just some fuck-up with a nice face, I should prove you wrong.”
His words hit sharper than they should. Like they were dipped in something hot before being handed to you.
You fix your gloves with more pressure than necessary. “I don’t think that,” you lie.
He hums. “You sure?”
You glance at him. He’s already pulling on his goggles, but the tilt of his mouth is too smug for someone who’s not enjoying this.
He’s trying.
Not in the way people usually do, with flowers or pick-up lines or chasing you through the quad. But trying in his own strange, infuriating way.
Jungwon, campus heartthrob, late to every second class, always with a hickey or two to hide, is suddenly showing up on time, preparing lab notes, offering to help you with the pH balance readout before you even ask.
And the most confusing part?
He’s not flirting like he usually does.
There’s no winks. No lazy drawls of your name. Just this steady, unnerving attention. Like you’re a problem he wants to understand, and maybe, just maybe, solve.
Halfway through titration, you break the silence.
“You know,” you say quietly, not looking up, “we barely know each other.”
Jungwon glances at you over the rim of his beaker.
“That’s kind of the point,” he says simply.
You glance back. “What?”
“I want to,” he says, voice calm, low, and sure. “Get to know you.”
You freeze.
There’s no laugh behind his words. No teasing. Just sincerity. Raw and strangely unfamiliar, coming from him.
You drop your eyes again, hands tightening around the glassware. “Why?”
He tilts his head like the answer is obvious. “Don’t you ever get tired of people pretending around you?”
You stare at the blue liquid swirling in the beaker.
Yes.
But you don’t say it.
Because how the hell does he know that?
Your grip on the beaker tightens, knuckles paling. For a second, you forget to swirl.
The silence hangs there, suspended like the acid fumes in the air. Unspoken, unexplainable.
Jungwon doesn’t push.
He just returns to his notes, pen scratching gently across the paper, like he hadn’t just peeled open something raw in you without ever looking up.
The rest of the lab passes with that same strange rhythm. You work in silence, too aware of his presence beside you, too aware of the weight in his glances when he thinks you’re not looking.
You don’t know what’s changed. Only that something has.
And whatever it is, it’s throwing off your balance.
When class ends, you’re the first to gather your things. You need air, space, anything to clear the mess in your head. You sling your bag over your shoulder, brushing past the last lab bench, when you hear him behind you again.
“Hey, wait.”
You stop. But you don’t turn around.
“About what I said earlier,” he continues, and his voice is softer now, almost hesitant. “I meant it. I want to know who you are. Not as the class president. Just… you.”
You swallow hard. “You’re weird today,” you mutter, forcing a laugh that doesn’t sound like yours.
Jungwon doesn’t respond immediately. Then, as you start walking again, he says quietly:
“Maybe you just finally started paying attention.”
You leave before he can say anything more.
That night, you lie on your bed, staring up at your ceiling as the hum of the city fills your ears through the open window.
Your phone is beside you, lit up with the unanswered messages from your org groupchat, some random memes from Sunoo, and one still unopened message from Jungwon, sent just now.
You hover over it, thumb twitching.
Lab partner:
Let’s meet again tomorrow. I’ll bring the spectrometer data.
…Also, I didn’t mean to make things weird. I just think you’re interesting. That’s all.
You stare at the screen for a long moment.
How does someone change overnight?
How does someone who never cared suddenly act like they see you?
You lock your phone and press it face-down onto your chest.
Maybe this is just how college goes. People are unpredictable. Feelings shift. You’ve seen it happen.
But deep down… something in your gut says this isn’t just feelings.
It’s something else.
Something you can’t quite name.
Not yet.
Jungwon watches your retreating figure until you disappear into the stairwell, the glass door swinging shut behind you with a soft click.
He exhales. Runs a hand through his hair.
What the hell are you doing to me?
"Yo!" A familiar voice calls from across the courtyard. Jay’s already halfway toward him, hands shoved in his hoodie pockets, lanyard swinging lazily from his neck. “You free?”
Jungwon nods wordlessly and falls into step beside him.
They walk in silence for a while, the wind cool and sharp against his skin. It's late afternoon now, the sun low, casting long shadows on the pavement as they make their way to the parking lot.
Jay’s halfway through a story about a classmate bombing their presentation when Jungwon suddenly cuts in.
"Hey," he says, voice low. “How stupid do you have to be… to not realize your long-time crush actually likes you back?”
Jay pauses mid-step. “Damn. Where’s that coming from?”
Jungwon doesn’t answer right away. He kicks at a pebble on the ground. “I mean, you’ve liked someone for so long, but you didn’t know—couldn’t tell—that they might feel the same.”
Jay raises a brow. “Well, I wouldn’t say the person is stupid. It’s not easy to assume something like that about your own crush. Most people don’t want to believe in something unless, they’re sure.”
Jungwon hums, thoughtful.
Jay goes on, more carefully now. “And if that person—the crush—doesn’t show anything? Doesn’t flirt, doesn’t confess, doesn’t even act like they notice you? Then yeah. I can see why you wouldn’t suspect it.”
He shrugs. “Especially if you’re the type who’s also good at hiding your own feelings. You both end up playing it cool. Two silent idiots in a stand-off.”
That earns a half-smile from Jungwon. “So, it’s a draw?”
“No,” Jay chuckles. “It’s a mess.”
Jungwon laughs, then quiets again, eyes drifting up to the campus skyline. The same classroom windows, the same building. But something feels different now.
He thinks about the way you looked at him today. Guarded. Defensive. Scared, almost, that he was pulling some kind of joke on you.
And god, maybe he deserved that. Maybe he was a joke, before yesterday.
But now… now he knows something else.
Not from gossip. Not from rumors.
From you. In your own thoughts.
He shakes his head.
“Still feels like I don’t deserve to know something she hasn’t said out loud.”
Jay glances sideways. “You saying you’re hearing confessions in your dreams now?”
Jungwon smirks faintly. “Something like that.”
They reach the parking lot. The quiet hum of passing cars fills the space between them.
Jay finally says, “So what are you gonna do?”
Jungwon leans against the side of his motorbike, crossing his arms. The late sun glints off his helmet, dangling loosely from the handlebars.
“I’m gonna stop pretending I don’t care,” he says. “And I’m gonna make sure she knows I see her now.”
Jay raises an eyebrow. “You really got it bad, huh?”
Jungwon doesn’t answer.
He just looks toward the building one last time, expression unreadable—but no longer unsure.
"Late birthday gift," Jay says casually, already fiddling with his car keys. "Didn't have time to hand it yesterday."
Jungwon rolls his eyes but there's a genuine grin tugging at his mouth as he peeks inside the bag.
Inside, there’s a simple keychain—a silver motorcycle charm—and a half-eaten pack of mint gum taped to a note that says “For fresh starts. Don’t mess it up.”
Jungwon shakes his head, amused. "You're the worst gift giver."
Jay grins, unapologetic. “You’re welcome, asshole.”
Jungwon slips the keychain into his pocket anyway, feeling the small weight of it settle there. It's stupid. It's small. But somehow, it feels heavier than it should.
Maybe because yesterday wasn't just about turning eighteen.
Maybe because it wasn’t just about the blessing he received.
It was about everything starting to tilt sideways—about seeing things he never allowed himself to see before.
About realizing that maybe, just maybe, the person you spent so long pretending you didn’t notice… was already standing in front of you, noticing you too.
Jay unlocks his car, tossing his bag into the backseat. "You coming?"
Jungwon swings his helmet onto his head, the faint jingle of the new keychain in his pocket.
"Nah," he says, voice a little lighter. "Think I'll stick around a bit."
He watches Jay pull out of the lot, then leans back against his bike, staring up at the dimming sky.
For the first time in a long while, Jungwon isn't rushing anywhere.
He’s just… waiting.
For once, he doesn't mind.
Or at least, he thinks he doesn't until he checks his phone and sees your name sitting quietly in his notifications.
No new message.
Just last night’s thread, and your last reply still stuck in his head.
Something pulls at him. Impulse, maybe. Or instinct.
Without thinking, he swings one leg over his bike, starts the engine, and makes a turn back toward the front of campus.
The tires crunch lightly against the pavement as he rolls to a smooth stop just outside the main gates. His eyes scan the crowd.
And there you are.
Walking alone, the sunset catching the edges of your hair, a plastic bag hanging from your wrist—maybe takeout, maybe something from the café nearby. Lost in thought, your expression unreadable.
Jungwon lifts his helmet’s visor, smirking.
“Hey, wife!”
Your head snaps up.
You freeze, eyes wide, mouth slightly open like the word itself just slapped you in the face.
Jungwon chuckles, resting his elbow casually on the handlebar. “What?” he says, shrugging. “Hop on. I’ll give you a ride.”
You blink, still in shock, unsure whether to roll your eyes, yell at him, or melt into the sidewalk.
Probably all three.
You stare at him like he just spoke in another language.
Wife.
Wife.
The word still echoes in your ears, sharp and ridiculous and dangerously familiar. Too familiar.
Your hand tightens around the plastic bag. “What did you just call me?”
Jungwon only grins, a maddening glint in his eyes. “You heard me.”
You narrow your gaze. “Is that supposed to be a joke?”
He shrugs, tapping the seat behind him. “Depends. Are you going to get on, or keep standing there like I didn’t just offer you the smoothest getaway from a long day of work?”
You glance at the bike. Then back at him. And suddenly your mind flashes, uninvited, to the dream you swore was just that: a dream.
A boy with dark hair, arms wrapped around you on a bike.
Laughter. Wind. A familiar warmth pressing into your back as the city blurred behind you.
You shake the thought away. No.
Absolutely not.
“Are you trying to be funny?” you ask tightly, your voice firmer than your heart feels. “Because I’m not laughing.”
Jungwon’s smirk softens. Not entirely, but enough that it startles you. There’s something in his eyes now, something quieter. Not playboy-charming. Not smug. Just… sincere.
“I’m not trying anything,” he says, almost too casually. “I just figured… we don’t really know each other, right?”
Your breath catches.
“And maybe,” he adds, his voice dipping lower, “you might want to get to know me too.”
For a moment, neither of you move. The wind brushes your hair into your face. His helmet gleams under the last stretch of sunset.
Then, slowly, you take a step forward.
His eyes flicker with something…surprise? Hope?
You raise an eyebrow. “Call me wife again and I’ll throw this bubble tea at your face.”
Jungwon laughs. Really laughs. “Noted.”
You roll your eyes. “One ride. That’s it.”
He pats the seat, triumphant. “One ride,” he echoes, and you swear his voice sounds just a little too satisfied.
You hesitate once more before climbing on, arms uncertain.
But when the engine roars to life, your fingers instinctively curl around his jacket.
And as the bike pulls away from campus, you don’t see the knowing smile tugging at the corner of his lips.
You don’t know he knew everything.
Not yet.
But soon—
You will.
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Sleepy - Simon Riley x f!Reader drabble
Summary: You get up to use the bathroom in the middle of the night, not expecting your boyfriend to follow you.
Warnings: Fluff, sleepy cuddling
Word Count: 181
A/N: This is my first drabble. Thank you so much for the support on the first part of No Promises! The second part will be out soon. I was really nervous about posting for the first time but the support I got on that part encouraged me a lot! I hope you enjoy this :)
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"What-" You whispered, your eyes squinted as you attempted to focus on the large figure in the doorway. You had gotten up in the middle of the night to use the bathroom, not bothering to turn any lights on, and definitely not expecting your behemoth of a boyfriend to follow you.
"'M sorry, love. Didn't mean to scare you. Woke up and you were gone." Simon spoke, his voice thick with sleep, as a large hand moved up to rub at his eyes, "Jus' wanted to see where you went."
You finished up and walked out of the small room, your puppy-like boyfriend towering over you as he trailed close behind. "It's ok," You reassured, "I was coming right back."
The two of you entered your shared bedroom, climbing into bed and getting into position—your back pressed snugly to Simons chest and his thick arms wrapped comfortably around you. "Love you." He mumbled as he pressed a soft, lingering kiss to the top of your head.
"Love you too, Si." You responded before quickly falling back asleep, feeling secure in the arms of the man that loved you.
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