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Today is not a good day
#had three different requesting supervisor calls#my brain is frazzled#my room is unbearably hot#I’m freaking out that my fan can be heard in the phone#I don’t want to be at work#my mom is forcing me to go to a place with her tomorrow morning WHEN I HAVE WORK#I’m irritable#I want to go home but I still have 2 hours left
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waking up with a stomach bug when I’m 1. Fasting & 2. On shift is the WOOOOORSE
#I’m drowning#my stomach hates me rn#and I can’t even liquid the pain away#I also can’t just hover over the toilet bowl till I feel better#I’m gonna die#I knew I should’ve called out
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Looking up the side effects of my medicine because I hate myself
#like yes let me give myself medical anxiety#it’s not like any side effect I read will stop me from taking them#so what’s even the point#idk
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When the story is just so freaking outrageous you can’t help but laugh
#it’s soo good that it’s bad#how can you make the ‘kill my self if she dies’ trope funny#but somehow they did
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worked only 63 hours last two weeks but feel like I worked 80 but the check won’t reflect that
#I hate working 80 hour pay periods#but I also don’t like how my paycheck looks when I work less than that#I NEED TO BE PAID MORE#people keep saying “oh afternoon shift is perfect for you” but it is not because the afternoons are when I feel alive 😭#now I just have no anything#cause I get off at 9:30pm
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it’s nothing a fundamentally different life couldn’t fix
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30 minutes till I’m free :)
#come on come on#I wanna get off work#I wanna lay in bed and read a book#I wanna eat something#I want to be free from the confines of capitalism
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I’m spiraling and my supervisor won’t get back to me and I regret not taking the offer for an hour lunch (cause I didn’t want to take more time off) and I’m gonna kms because I made a stupid mistake and my supervisor won’t respond to tell me how to get it resolved
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Almost a week with no dairy means the second I get a milk tea it goes straight through me
#it was worth it tho#I love Thai milk tea#I now need to get the green thai tea mix#lactose intolerance#probably tmi
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Pet peeve : people asking to “borrow” something when they don’t have any intention of giving it back. Just say you want to have something.
#this is mostly about money#don’t say borrow brother I will give it to you don’t set up the intention of returning it#pet peeves
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Something about post shower + oil + skin care + throwing my clothes in the dryer makes me feel human again
#now if only I can accomplish cleaning my room tomorrow I’ll truly be winning#adult life just being filled with chores is a life I don’t want#+ this is without the need to cook / clean the majority of the house since I live with family and abdicate most of those chores#I haven’t binged a show since I started this job and it’s really starting to mess with me#but I did read like 6 books
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whoever invented beds was a fucking genius im just all cozied up in here like u don't even know how cozy i am
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Why is showering one of the hardest things to do ?
#I have been telling myself I need to shower all day#it’s now 10:45pm and I still haven’t showered#I’m laying on a comforter I just washed knowing I need to shows#I’m a mess
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tell me why my first thought when I got my job equipment was “if I die will my parents know to send this stuff back? How would they know how to do that? Will they charge my parents if I’m dead for the equipment?”
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Got my first Pap smear today …… I’m officially a grown up
#Why did it hurt so bad tho#why can’t I get drugged before a Pap smear?#why must we endure the pain#my np was very good tho#also was not expecting to get a Pap smear done so imagine my surprise when I started bleeding#had me googling ‘does a Pap smear break your hymen’#but no spotting is natural apparently#my cervix was mad#hated it#thankfully not due for three more years
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RPF is so much more fun when it’s “not your circus, not your monkeys”
#rpf#rpf fics#love when I know absolutely nothing about them to the point they might as well just be OC’s#kinda a cop out but who’s gonna check me?
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Rushing to Eid prayer is a family tradition at this point
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