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A ROLEPLAY BLOG FOR BILLY BUTCHER OF THE BOYS. ORIGINALLY ESTABLISHED IN SEPTEMBER 2022. SEMI-SELECTIVE, CANON DIVERGENT, SHOW BASED AND, LOW ACTIVITY. WRITTEN BY GIMLI. 25. THEY/THEM.

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everyone's too nice to say it but we didn't want you to come back

Followed up with an ask saying: it's a running joke that you come and go make up your mind

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Hello lovely anon, I don't know when you sent this in as I've been away from this account for two weeks but I saw it today. And I took some time to carefully decide what I have to say. I am under the assumption you're one of my few followers who has been wanting to write or perhaps you're simply annoyed I keep popping on your dash. Who knows. And frankly, I don't care. Because you'll see in my pinned post I am a low activity blog. And if you look at my rules, which I know not many do this nowadays as I have a code in my rules to send in so I know it's been read, you'd see I'm a full time dual caregiver and a part time student.

But I'm going to respond bluntly as you so kindly did in your asks. My mother has MS and for the past month after having a really bad kidney infection hasn't returned to her standard baseline of independence. This meaning my evenings where I would be able to set aside time to write have been slim to none as I am with her when she's up until she goes to sleep, along with the few hours in the middle of the night when insomnia kicks in. I won't detail what my job as a caregiver includes but that alone should provide insight on what my day is like.

Or perhaps we can shift to I also take care of my nephew anywhere between 30-45 hours a week. He's two and a half, we're potty training and I have him while caring for my mom as this helps her depression.

Seem like a lot? Throw in school and figuring out graduating next semester. Figuring out finances as a recession is coming and my family barely makes it paycheck to paycheck currently. Or perhaps simply my mental health is shit as a result of burn out.

I joined this community years ago and yes, I keep coming back because at one point it was my safe haven. But people like you, leaving rude anonymous messages instead of a simple nudge asking what's going on, are what's been ruining this for me.

I'll come back when I'm ready to face whatever happens after I post this but I'm quite done. I'm looking at another community because swrpc feels as though it's back to its toxicity. Feel free to find me on discord. ✌️

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My favorite type of characters are “they’re not dumb but they are a dumbass”

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My favorite type of characters are “they’re not dumb but they are a dumbass”

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My favorite type of characters are “they’re not dumb but they are a dumbass”

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Mandated appreciation post to my oversea friends who handle my weird questions and such. @therapardalis (who gets spammed koalas for not liking koalas plus the unholy amount of down under jokes) and @debelltio (who gets questions without context but is always happy to educate). These two are my some of my biggest support in the SWRPC and I will always know they will be willing to distract me when I need it. Idk having a gushy moment. That is all. Go show them love. They give me more than enough support and I want them to know how much i appreciate them.

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buirr​:

@asycuwish​ ; startercall

‘peli motto brought him during the fight. i guess… the jedi sent him back to me.’

          His gaze remained fixated on the small green child secured in the arms of the Mandalorian, brows knitted together as he pondered just HOW does one even respond to a situation like this. 

           “Pause.” A single gloved digit raised as he took in a slow breath to steady himself, “Peli Motto, brought a child, into the fight? And this doesn’t raise concern from anyone?” Fett looked towards Fennec who merely provided a shrug of indifference before now shifting his attention towards Mando. “Is the little one okay?”

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Life has been 💫FUN💫 but activity spike this weekend. Thank you for your patience guys.

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Touch my muse! Touching is a quiet way of conveying your feelings, so tell me how you feel with your touch!

Top of head: Sibling affection/parental affection

Hair: Yearning

Ear: “I want you to hear me out.”

Nose: “You’re so cute.”

Cheek: “I want to tell you I love you.”/Deep affection/Devotion

Neck: Dislike/Hate/Disdain

Shoulder: Worry/Concern for other/Fear

Waist: Possessiveness/“You are mine.”

Over the heart: “I love you.”

Butt: Sexual attractiveness/lust

Hip: Interest

Back: Wanting to kill/will betray you one day

Stomach: Fun!/Silliness/“Wanna go cause some trouble?”

Forearm: Indifference/Don’t particularly care for

Biceps: Aggravation/Irritation/“You are an idiot.”

Fingers: Friendship/amicable

Wrist: Fear of losing you

Knee: “Don’t worry, I’m here for you.”

Chin: Beauty/attractiveness

Thigh: Sympathy/empathy

Calves: “I will cause you pain.”

Feet: “I will serve you forever.”/Deep devotion and and feelings of servitude/extreme fealty

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hypothetically gimli has a new muse.

hypothetically may be announced by Sunday.

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themarshl​:

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❛   being a lawman, i could use some protection against those corrupt types who might think to seize the opportunity here on my planet.  ❜

          “Did Mando not set up an ARRANGEMENT following the aid the people of..” A pause as he tried to recall the name the Marshal’s town had changed from Mos Pelgo, “Freetown provided us not too long ago? Have you lot been experiencing issues?”

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send in " sorry; this might sting a little... " for the sender to be cleaning a wound on the receiver's face, resulting in them being almost intimately close, making eye contact either knowingly or without meaning to.

alternatively, send in " no, i'm fine. you've got a gentle touch... " for the sender to be the one with the injury, and the receiver leaning in intimately close to them in order to gently clean it.

the considerably shippier version of THIS MEME!

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「   RP MEME :    ONLY ONE BED .   」    * change pronouns as needed .

‘ why did you book us one room? ’

‘ i’m sleeping on the left. ’

‘ just a warning, i hog the covers. ’

‘ if you snore, i’m hitting you. ’

‘ it’s fine. i’ll take the floor. ’

‘ it’s so hot in here. ’

‘ there’s no way this bed is big enough for you and me. ’

‘ hey! no cover hogging. ’

‘ i didn’t mean to wake you. ’

‘ i have to face the door. ’

‘ come on! i’m so cold. ’

‘ don’t feel like you have the take the floor on my account. ’

‘ we’ll be fine. ’

‘ maybe we should cozy up together. ’

‘ this is going to be the best night ever. ’

‘ the innkeeper said this is the last room. ’

‘ i was having such a good dream, too… ’

‘ there’s not even a couch in here? ’

‘ i think it’s big enough for both of us. ’

‘ you think we could get a refund? ’

‘ can you close the curtains? ’

‘ shh, it’s okay. i’m here. ’

‘ you’re kind of warm. ’

‘ there’s no way we can exchange rooms now. ’

‘ aren’t you cold? ’

‘ don’t look at me! ’

‘ i sleep commando, just so you know. ’

‘ come here. ’

‘ how could i have known? i was in a rush! ’

‘ you have to be freezing down there. ’

‘ i’m not facing you. ’

‘ haha, i never knew you had such bedhead. ’

‘ sorry, did i wake you? ’

‘ do you normally have nightmares like this? ’

‘ this is going to be the worst night ever. ’

‘ sharing a bed with a pretty girl like you? count me in. ’

‘ why the hell did they book a room with a single bed? ’

‘ i know we’re undercover and all, but this is a little extreme. ’

‘ we can sleep in shifts. i’ll take the first watch. ’

‘ don’t even think about cuddling me. ’

‘ it was just a dream. ’

‘ i heard you calling their name. ’

‘ you sleep like a rock. ’

‘ did you know you snore? ’

‘ you did this on purpose, didn’t you? ’

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𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐃 𝐌𝐄 💭  𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝚨 𝐓𝚮𝐎𝐔𝐆𝚮𝐓 𝐌𝐘 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝚮𝚨𝐒 𝚮𝚨𝐃 𝚨𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐒.

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reblog this to let all your mutuals know you're a-okay with them sending you memes, tagging you in random starters, replying to your open starters, hopping into your ims to plot, and just poking you and offering interactions at any time!!

If you see a mutual reblog this, consider it an open invitation to poke them! No need to worry about annoying them!! 💖

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Not my therapist agreeing I should take a break after I get my associates and focus on things to better my mental health by "Write that Boba stuff and ignore life. Do your dnd dress up stuff." A+. Thank you therapist. Great advice.

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aloe :   how does your muse handle grief ? chrysanthemum :   how does your muse express romantic love ?  how do they feel about love as a concept ?   edelweiss :   what was the bravest moment in your muse’s life ?  are they known to be courageous from then on ?   iris :   if your muse could convey one last message to someone they have lost or left behind ,   what would it be ?  oak :   who would your muse consider the strongest person they know ?  peony :   what would a   ‘  happy life  ’   look like in your muse’s eyes ?southernwood :   how seriously does your muse take themself ?   do they prefer a solemn   &   intellectual atmosphere or do they delight in jokes   &   banter ?  

Alrighty I am sufficiently distracted enough to take this on! Thank you a bunch @nerdqueenmari , hope you enjoy reading this. Again - any response I have will NOT be answered directly by canon material. This is from personal interpretation from the information I possess about him.

Aloe: He truly doesn't It isn't that he goes out of his way to avoid it, Fett merely compartmentalizes it. He will perhaps accept a time to mourn but it is never truly enough time to do so. Growing up and having to raise himself essentially, learn the trade of bounty hunting and always being on his toes never really allowed him to grieve Jango properly. And as he aged, the lack of previous experience, taught him by association the best way to process grief was to acknowledge the loss and stay busy. Because what was lost, is lost and nothing can be done to reverse that. However, I do want to add, every loss adds to his suppressed anger at the concept of mortality.

Chrysanthemum: Poorly. Again, he never really had much examples growing up on how love is demonstrated. He becomes overly protective in fear of losing someone else he cares for which can cause his partner to push him away, or he may fall into beliefs that his partner would be more safe had he not been involved and distance himself as a way to subconsciously self sabotage the relationship. But err - love language wise? Acts of service is how he expresses it. How does he feel about love as a concept? It is a dream that we all strive for, but never will we find a love that meets the expectations we foolishly created for ourselves.

Edelweiss: Climbing out of the Sarlacc pit. He was known for bravery (to an extent) but he had dismissed these notions having believed they were normal. His experience in the sarlacc shaped his own mentality of how brave he could be when it was needed.

Iris: If he could leave one last message to someone he lost - I would think he would ask Jango if he was proud of him, and thank him for all the good memories they did have together before saying how he wishes they could have made more. How he's sorry for not doing more to carry on the family name, but he hopes he is proud of him.

Oak: His father.

Peony: His concept of what a happy life entails is forever changing but basing this off of Book of Boba Fett timeline, I would imagine his happy life is now redemption for his past. Whether that is consciously his objective I am uncertain, but I truly do think him changing his approach and his experience with the Tuskans has led him to become a bit more merciful and reflect a lot on his past. So his happy life is perhaps a life where he could have balanced the good things he's done with the bad.

Southernwood: Depending on his company he goes between the two. He knows to be serious in certain company, but rather foolish in others. The latter of which is if he feels comfortable enough to put down his guard and the professional mask he often adorns.