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[ataintedcure]

Hey, deleted my account when i was in a low mood. I made some art like, 5 months back when you were on hiatus, which you missed because i deleted my Tumblr literally a few days before you came back LOL

i got much better since this drawing so i don't like it as much, but you deserve to see all the art of your babe

Oh my goodness thank you ♥️♥️♥️💜💜♥️♥️

I don’t care it’s absolutely gorgeous and I love your works regardless ♥️♥️ thank you so much for showing it to me again (I THOUGHT I remembered another piece lol)😭☺️

I really hope you feel better and are in a better place mentally :) And I’m so grateful that you still kept this piece because your art gives me so much dopamine, you don’t even know d-rook. I’ve always liked looking at it when I felt down and started doubting writing ITLOF

Would you allow me to link this one to the fanart page too? It’s okay if you don’t want to :) (also did you want me to link your name to this acct or would you prefer it unlinked? Your choice!)

anyways, thank you so much again 💜💜🙏

[ataintedcure]

THE END

Well well well. It’s been a long and hard journey ( I considered quitting a few times, I’ll admit) but here we are. For everyone who stuck with me during this wild time, thank you for your support (silent or otherwise) ♥️

Seriously this thing has been my baby for a while, and I’m not exaggerating when I say it’s been so rewarding to hear and see you guys’ love for the story (and especially Cinth for some reason 😂💜). Thank you thank you THANK YOU for every comment made, every beautiful fanart work created, and much more! You all truly are the best :)

I’ll be open to any questions or clarifications! Let me know if you ever had any burning questions!

That’s the end of this chapter - on to the next work!

[ataintedcure]

While I'm sad that the next chapter is gonna be the last one, I'm also happy for Hyacinth!!

They deserve their happy ending so fucking much <3

ITLOF has been a very heart wrenching, angsty, fluffy fic that has so many moments in it that I absolutely adore!! I'll be sad to see it end, but at least Hyacinth will get their happy ending!!

Although, since we're on the topic of it ending-

I have a question about OTLOF, the one where there's what-if scenarios. I'm wondering if you'll continue that one?

The reason I asked is because there's this thought I've been getting ever since reading ITLOF, which is, "What if Hyacinth didn't have their eye taken from them?" And, "What if they met the Bad Sanses?"

I just wonder how different the outcomes would be if it came like this!

Sorry for ranting, I just needed to get that question out, lol

But seriously, I'm so excited for the last chapter!!

Aww, thank you for the flattering words!! I blush! <3

About OTLOF, I'm planning on deleting it and just adding the extras as the 42nd chapter of ITLOF. I did this because it's likely I won't be continuing them :(

I've fallen a bit out of love with Undertale, and I didn't want to leave a work with only 2 incomplete chapters, hence the merging with ITLOF. I'll be moving on to other fandoms after completing this story!

I think you have great ideas for what-if scenarios! They definitely sound interesting! I've got a few others listed too, but again, I'm finished with this story (at least for now - who knows about the future).

HOWEVER, I've said this before and I'll say it again, I DON'T MIND if people wanted to use the character and write their own interpretations of what-ifs! As long as you credit the character to the story, I'm pretty open about things (and if you had questions or needed advice about how Cinth would react to something, I'm completely fine with answering them) <3

As for your actual question about the bad sanses and hyacinth with his magic!eye:

I think it would definitely depend on WHAT bad sans Cinth meets. He'd definitely sympathize with the Horror!bros (as I'd originally intended to write out) and mayyyybe Dust (poor bastard can't help the fact that he hears voices and went mad, andhe'smyfavoritehaha), but bad sans who are just bad cause they wanna be (coughNightmarecough) probably wouldn't get along well with him. Cinth is morally grey sure, but he still has morals (at least in regard to other monsters).

If Cinth had magic this fic would probably be a lot more chaotic. For one, there'd probably be a lot more death (on account of attacking humans), and less character development. I'd like to think his loss of a magic eye forced him to slow down and think about things. For example, he'd just attack the other skeletons in the house rather than talk with them. And THAT route would've taken this fic for a turn, lol - ranging from potentially confining him in a room to straight up killing him (or vice versa considering Cinth's LV). Not to mention the loss of his eye unsettled Cinth, it made him feel vulnerable and weaponless - only exacerbated in an unknown environment. You could say it upped the stakes of his stupid decisions (which usually would've been fine had he been as powerful as he used to be).

[ataintedcure]

wait wait wait HWAT DO YOU MEAM NEXT CHAPTER IS LAST CHAPTER?? I'M NOT READY!!

tho hyacinth deserves a soft and happy epilogue <3

i hope he remakes his garden

What can I say? I’m a miracle worker lol

[ataintedcure]

hey hey hey,,, the chapters went from 42 to 43? what's that suppose to mean??

I promise it’s nothing lol. I just decided to put a fanart masterlist after the final chapter cause I felt like I didn’t show them off enough the first time :)

your art is in it too ❤️☺️

The last chapter is actually next chapter, by the way (the 41st)! The 42nd is fanart and the 43rd is the extra stories lol

[ataintedcure]

chapter 40 is everything i wanted amd didn't want. aconite my ??? literally about to become cinth with how i feel about aconite. something something home something brothers something i could never hate you

black currently: i got us matching bracelets

cinth: cool?

black: [smacks on handcuffs so they're stuck together]

I hope you still liked it tho? :)

And yeah it’s a lil cliche but how else was I supposed to cross that bridge without some tension and fear of death?? 😭 I WAS gonna kill him, but then I remembered I put the “angst with a happy ending” tag and felt like it wouldn’t have been a very happy ending otherwise 😂😅

lol, thank you for the ask!! I’m glad to hear your thoughts :)

[ataintedcure]

me rn after the latest chapter: hyacinth reckless speedrun any%

i need hyacinth to remember something from the human lifetime, like please you dumbass, you're gonna end up in a vacuum!!

anyways the ante is indeed upped. cure you are doing great and wonderful and i'm gonna have to reread the whole story when it's completed

Oh, the encouragement is greatly appreciated ☺️ thank you for always being so supportive after every chapter, I’m so lucky to have such a dedicated and kind reader ♥️ I’m just as excited as everyone else for this next chapter, cause I really want to see how y’all feel about it :)

Cinth making dumbass choices has consequences, after all 😉

[ataintedcure]

i don't know WHO was asking to bring our gaster into this universe, but i think it would've completely reset cinth back on their healing. like aconite showing up, made us take a few steps back since he made us feel like we were still the same from before this universe.

gaster though? it would've been kill gaster on sight. the lack of attack? we would've found a way to get around it solely with our intent to kill.

anyways can't wait for the storm that involves mary. can't wait for the "i told you so! but no! no one listened to cinth bc they hate humans and whatever!" hyacinth deserves to say i told you so honestly.

(also i am on team aconite and hyacinth reconciliation because i think they deserve to end on better terms than stay angry at each other. just the beginning steps of healing would be nice. i know i have a whole passage somewhere about sans and papyrus types and home)

Yeah! That's certainly what I thought too! If Gaster was brought back then this story would definitely have to be a lot longer, lol! Also, I just don't really know how I'd combat him, seeing as Cinth only just started being able to use his name without going into a panic.

I'm glad you can't wait for the climax of the story, cause I can't either!! I'm super interested to see how you guys feel about it! Just one more chapter before the climax really begins :) heh

It's sweet to hear that you want Aconite and Cinth to reconcile <3 <3

Thank you for the thoughtful comment! <3 <3

[ataintedcure]

Oh!! Thank you so much <3 <3 Your artwork looks SO amazing I love it!!!!

I'm so happy to hear that you're enjoying reading ITLOF!! Not only the awesome artwork you made, but I also really love the thought and consideration that went into the flower meanings for Hyacinth :) It's humbling that you put so much time and meaning into the story I wrote- even going as far as to make art for it!!! Ahh, thank you!!! <3 <3

Also! I think it's super interesting that you read that scene to be closer to the meaning of a crocus! I can definitely see what you're getting at with the 'rebirth' part of the flower's meaning. I myself feel like the asphodel flowers can also fit really well with it, even outside of its direct meaning! In some cultures, the flower was used to mark the entrance to the afterlife (this particular chapter being especially poignant lol).

Flower talk aside, thank you again for the art and for sharing your thoughts <3 You've made my day :)

Please let me know if you don't want the art linked to the story <3

Thank you very much to the author for the wonderful story "In the language of flowers".

I love to reread this fan fiction. I really like the au of the war universe and the Sans of this au. This is the most interesting work by a Reader like Sans. Also, your reference to the language of flowers and their meaning, I was also very interested in making my own selection of flowers that will suit "Cinth".

Here is my list: Alstroemeria - devotion;

Hyssop - purification, humility;

Kalina - uncontrollable emotions, painful attachment, dependence; "If you leave me, my heart will break";

Crocus - rebirth, cheerfulness, fun, joy, affection;

Asphodel - my regrets will follow you to the grave;

Cedar - "I live only for you";

Petunia - anger and bitterness;

Grass - submission, "I'm ready to forgive you everything.";

Honeydew (Pulmonaria) - You are my life.

The idea of drawing "Cinth " at a turning point in his life has been spinning in my head for a very long time, and I believe that Asphodel as the name of the art and Crocus are flowers that vividly express the emotions of this scene and Sans himself.

Despite the future trials, I am very happy to see Sans recovering and becoming happy. See you later!

Fic on AO3 by @ataintedcure

[ataintedcure]

YOU

THE NEWEST CHAPTER??? AUGHHH 💔

I absolutely adore ITLOF! It's cute but so HEARTBREAKING. When I first found it, it was around November in 2022, when I got back into the undertale fandom. The amount of angst in it made me cry 😭

I really hope that Cinth gets the best happy ending they deserve, because everything is absolutely shitty for them rn 💔

I was really hoping that, maybe one day, they could make up with their brother. But with what just happened in the latest chapter, I don't think that's gonna happen in a while. Still, I feel so proud of Cinth to finally tell Aconite the truth, even if it went downhill.

Mary, you're still a massive asshole, and I hope you get what's coming to you >:(

Good to hear you’re enjoying yourself!! ♥️💜 Thank you!!

It’s really interesting cause I’m getting SUCH mixed reactions with Aconite - some people want them to make up while others don’t. It makes me excited to see how you guys will react to the ending :)

also I’m sorry I made you cry but I hope it was at least cathartic 🥲

[ataintedcure]

the chapter end has made me so unwell, you've murdered me, i'm actively disintegrating!! i'm in shambles, i'm face down on the floor!! these last few chapters are gonna hit so hard!! i'm not ready but so wanting!!

Heck yeah murder

[ataintedcure]

IM JOT DONE READING THE NEWEST CHAPTER BUT THE WAY I STARTED GETTING WATERY EYES ABOUT ACONITE SURROUNDED BY FLOWERS??

I’m not sure why, it wasn’t meant to be upsetting 😂😂

But I mean take a tissue -

[ataintedcure]

AWW thank you for making art of Hyacinth!!!! I LOVE IT <3

I'm really, really grateful that you took the time to draw out my little guy - it actually makes my day so much better <3 This looks so freaking good oh my gosh I'm in love.

Also, I'm a little sorry for making you cry :'D I hope it got better!

A fanart for @ataintedcure OC, Hyacinth! Their fic ITLOF in AO3 made me cry ( ꒦ິ꒳​꒦ີ )

[ataintedcure]

Hello! Oh my GOSH, this looks really fantastic!!! Thank you for taking the time to draw and consider my little story, your art is absolutely wonderful :)

I can't wait to see what you think up, I'm sure it'll be really freaking awesome <3

AAaaand some concepts of our lovely Cinth for comic purposes. I'm absolutely in love with The Language of Flowers! So, you must give it some deserved attention. Fic on AO3 by @ataintedcure

[ataintedcure]

Why hello there friend!! It's been a hot minute, I hope you're doing well!

I'm glad you still love the story! And WOW, this looks incredible! Have you always drawn horror or are you trying something new? Cause this looks like some professional stuff!! I love it <3 Thank you so much for the wonderful artwork, I'm always so happy to see one of my long-time artists doing amazing things ;)

its been awhile! I decided to draw some spooky hyacinth after re-reading! Still love the fic!

 In the language of flowers

@ataintedcure

[ataintedcure]

it's the middle of the night but goddamn the newest chapter got me foaming at the mouth like a rapid dog

Remember to sleep! It's important! (but also I totally get it)

Thank you for your enthusiasm! <3

[ataintedcure]

So hyped about the new chapter, then I noticed the foreshadowing comment in the notes- Time to reread this story for like the fifth time <3

I will say foreshadowing does make re-reading more interesting!

Also, the fifth time?! Wow! That's insane! Personally, it's hard for me to re-read stories until I've waited a long time (so I can forget things and be surprised all over again!).

I'm humbled that you still like reading it after so long!! Thank you <3