I am being treated supremely well by my lovers and friends, but am plagued with a feeling of guilt and undeservingness. It is preventing me from experiencing true pleasure and connectedness. I don't know how to stop feeling it.
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Tonight is the eve of my 38th birthday. I'm ganna spend it making a stew for my friends that are coming over tomorrow; stretching; journaling; prolly dancing with myself and crying.
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Update: sat around and chisme'd with two older women in the building & saw my favorite doggo. When to the lil market across the street & saw a man walking his cat (no leash!). Acquired fresh basil to be placed on the sandos I'm to have with my lover. When walking home, my fave security guard lady asked if I'd gotten a basil plant and I said yes, do you want to sniff it? And she did, her eyes closed, her Jamaican lilt calling "thank you baby" as I walked away.
It's everywhere.
The day ain't even done yet. I am just so fucking happy to be alive.
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Adore my students big time!!!
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I've graduated to doing two classes in a row. "tell me I can't do something & I'll show you"
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I'd like to go the rest of my fucking life without hearing a female-presenting student talk about HoW GreaT & EmpoWering MakeUP iS as one of their speech topics.
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dreaming + conscious movement towards those dreams through intentional actions pave the way to building a life more beautiful than you could have possibly imagined — you only have to trust yourself enough to get you there
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Someone left a cute lil turquoise shelf in the laundry room for taking. It now resides in my living room as a propagation station by my couch, as if it were always meant to be there.
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