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atlasglitter · 2 years

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Through better or worse

Pairing: satan x mc

Fic type: angst

Trigger warnings: Satan goes on a rampage, mentions of kidnapping

Satan, the name most demons and humans crumbled when hearing even in passing. Whether it was due to the sheer amount of wrath he possessed or simply the fact he was the fourth strongest demon in the house of lamentation caused people to avoid him or cower under him. But for some reason; you didn’t. Even through all the bad sides he showed you, you stayed, you didn’t recoil once he showed you his anger but rather you accepted him even with all his flaws. And that’s something he’ll always be thankful for, despite this though he’s never actually told you how he felt. He didn’t even realize his feelings for you until you left where he felt like he had lost a part of himself, even with this though part of him was scared and he didn’t even know what it was. But fear wasn’t going to hold him back, you were coming back to the devildom for a visit and he had already planned a full day to show you that he was a better pick than anyone else.

By the time you arrived satan had already stolen you away before his brothers could get a head start, planning on spending the entire day pampering you with the first stop being a bookstore. It was located on the second story with a coffee and tea shop located under it, he had a plan to catch up there and then spend the rest of the time there book hunting, but you seemed to have other plans. As he was getting the drinks he could see in the corner of his eye that you were at the front of the store trying to coax out a scared kitten. Letting out a soft chuckle he shook his head, you were too cute for your own good sometimes.

“Any progress so far?” He asked looking at you before gently sipping his chamomile tea as you shook your head.

“Currently none, they won’t even leave the spot.” You sighed gently sipping your drink as satan chuckled. Grabbing his bag he pulled out a small squeeze treat and held it out for the small kitten. Cautiously the kitten approached before hesitantly starting to eat the treat as satan gently pet the cat.

“They aren’t reacting badly to my touch so they aren’t feral, if you can keep them here i can run to the store and grab some food for them.” He stated smiling at you. Nodding you watched him run off before quickly returning with a bottle of water, a food bowl and a can of wet cat food. Mixing some of the water with the cat food he presented it to the kitten who happily ate it as satan scratched their head.

Soon after you and satan had fed and given the kitten water you left to go on satan’s next place, he had found a nearby greenhouse; of course it wasn’t on the same level as the royal garden’s back at the castle but he figured you would still enjoy them. As the two of you moved down the street you were about to utter an apology for the kitten situation but he stopped you.

“Don’t apologize, you know that i’d always stop to help a cat in need” he smiled at you before he continued walking. At this time satan felt compelled to make a move to show his interest in you, except well he had no idea how to do it. Despite the fact he liked to pride himself on the fact he related to the leads in old romance novels he was in fact nothing like them. Though seemed he didn’t have too; feeling you hesitantly grab his hand to hold onto with a sheepish smile caused him to let a fellow small smile grace his lips, by diavolo you would be the death of him. He laced his fingers in with yours but despite the fact he was holding hands with you he still felt that fear, i mean this is what he wanted; you guys looked like a real couple? Why wasn’t he fully happy? Shaking it off he would have to deal with it later. For now he just wanted to focus on getting to the greenhouse and succeeding in his plan.

As you both arrived there he gently led you to the prettiest spot there, he had scoped it out a few days prior in secret to have his own romantic garden walk like in the novels he read as well as keep you away from the plants he deemed to dangerous for a human to be near. His plan was to woo you with cheesy lines from the novels, of course if that didn’t work then he hoped it would allow him to hear that laughter of yours he loved so much. Though while he was trapped in his own world you had managed to disappear completely from his site. As he looked around he felt his heartbeat quicken as his head jumped to the worst case scenario, somebody had taken you.

All he saw was red as he slowly felt his horns come out. Storming down the path of the flowers he would destroy this garden down to the last petal to find you, and once he found the people that took you the amount of unspeakable things he would unleash on them would make even diavolo cringe. Of course that was his plan till he saw you, you were okay. You had found a little spot to yourself with a bench to sit on. Slowly he felt his demon form slip away as he walked towards you. Just as he was about to say your name you cut him off by shoving a book in your face.

“Surprise! I know it’s one of the books you’ve been wanting but since it takes a bit for human authors to get down here i figured i should pick it up for you while i was there” you smiled handing the book to him before he looked at the book. He had mentioned briefly to you how he had wanted this book by a human author. You..you wanted to surprise him..and to think he almost put you and others in danger because of his own wrath..

He didn’t know if it was simply the action or the realization but a small chuckle came out of his lips before he slowly felt warm tears streaming down his face, he was crying. Using the sleeve of his jacket to hide his eyes as he softly weeped he finally realized what the fear was. He was scared to love you, he was scared of losing control and hurting you and those around him, he was scared of losing you one day. Gently he felt you tug away his arm to see his full face and the hot tears streaming down his face. Gently you wiped the tears away from his eyes before cupping one of his cheeks in your hand. This action in itself caused his eyes to water more. This was your day yet here you were comforting him.

Gently pressing his hand against yours he sniffled softly trying to stop the tears from falling as you looked at you. Just by the look you were giving him he could tell you what you were saying. Everything was going to be okay. Letting out a shaky breathe he finally let out everything out

“I’m scared. I’m scared that i’ll hurt you..” he admitted”i’m scared that i’ll do something that hurts you deeply and i can’t..”

“Satan” your voice broke him out his thoughts as you looked at him still holding his cheek in your hand”You’ve never scared me away, even through everything i’ve never been scared of you. Even with all the bad parts you will never drive me away, partners support each other through everything” you smiled which caused satan to left out another laugh.

First his breakdown and now admitting you wanted to be with him? you really were going to be the fucking death of him. Gently wiping the tears away from his face he chuckled

“Guess i can’t get rid of you can i?” He smiled earning a laugh out of you before shaking your head as you took his hand in yours again and started to move towards the garden path again. Even if today hadn’t gone exactly how he hoped, he could truly say he was happy now. He was the avatar of wrath but, he knew he has someone to keep him in check. And even though he was still scared one day he would lose control something told him you wouldn’t leave; cause like you said, partners support each other, through their worst sides and all.

#obey me x reader #obey me satan #obey me satan x reader #obey me fic

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atlasglitter · 2 years

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A Butlers Duty

Pairing(s); MC x Barbatos

Fic type; Angst

Trigger warnings; One sided crush, barb has a panic attack

Ever since barbatos came to serve diavolo he knew his role well; a butler that tended to almost all of needs. And barbatos was fine with this arrangement, tending to the prince filled Barbatos with joy; but like most of his inhabitants of the devildom he had his own doubts about the exchange program diavolo had thought of. Despite putting the human under the protection of the 7 brothers there was still a chance this plan to reunite the three realms could go terribly; but even he knew at some points you can’t talk diavolo out of something and the only thing he could do is hope and trust that diavolo knew what he was doing.

As the exchange plan went on Barbatos definitely had underestimated the human, they had proven they were more than capable of surviving and in fact made quite pleasant company, the many afternoons they had spent together with Barbatos serving them fresh sweets with a carefully picked blend of tea for them to enjoy as they recounted the various squabbles and events that happened in the mansion with a fond smile on his face. Eventually though Barbatos fell into a similar pattern, seeking out the human, sleepless nights just thinking about them. Barbatos had fallen for the exchange student.

Since that moment Barbatos hadn’t gotten a single night of good sleep, the thoughts in his mind had been filled with the transfer student and he couldn’t get rid of them, their smile, their simple little gestures and habits, the way their eyes lit up when they talked about things they cared about, he never thought a human could have a hold on him like this but as usual the transfer student surprised him. While preparing to leave RAD the human had come up to him asking him to teach them how to bake, according to them beel had eaten all of belphie’s sweets and beel wanted to make it up to him. Stifling back a chuckle that threatened to emerge he nodded

“It would be a pleasure to teach you how to bake Y/N.”

Eventually the day they had both decided on rolled around and everything had started off normal, until you had once again filled his thoughts, how he so badly wanted to wrap his arms around your waist as he held you close to him listening to your soft hums that escaped your lips as he placed gentle kisses on your neck, snapping out of his fantasy he noticed he had slipped some vegetable oil on the floor he had just mopped. Fighting back the urge to sigh out his frustration he went to go retrieve something to clean it up, though it seemed to have slipped his mind to tell you as when you walked towards him you slipped on it your body falling forward. Barbatos quickly caught you his arms wrapping around your waist to keep you steady; as he was about to utter out an apology he noticed how right your body felt in his arms, the way your scent and warmth engulfed him made him only fall deeper into whatever spell you had cast on him. Regaining his composure he made sure you were steady on your feet again before bowing

“Please excuse me for a second Y/N”

Quickly and tightly shutting one of the many bathroom doors in the castle he sighed and leaned against the doorframe closing his eyes.

“What am i doing?”

He muttered to himself as he ran a hand through his hair; just what was that back there? How did he lose his composure to easily back there. Was he really that weak to Y/N? Maybe..maybe they had the same thoughts as him back there, but as usual his mind couldn’t even entertain the thought before reality set in. There was no way Y/N could like them back, he was merely a butler who spent all day serving a prince. He couldn’t provide and make time for them like they deserved. Hearing a ding on his device he pulled it out of his pocket and saw a text from Y/N, merely asking if they were okay followed by an emoji causing a smile to spread on his lips, even in these moments they were still thinking about him; how cute. He texted back that he was okay and he would be back in a few seconds. Slipping the device back into his pocket he exited the bathroom. He was usually the type to give up easily but for you he was willing to put in the work to have you.

As time went on Barbatos couldn’t deal with these one sided feelings and knew he needed to start dropping hints. He had planned to do some subtle flirting over their usual tea time before he overheard your voice mixed with diavolo’s. He peaked his head out from the kitchen to see you and diavolo talking about something, but he knew that look on the prince’s face, he had seen it on multiple other beings and one he had been given you for the past few weeks; Diavolo also had feelings for you. Dread immediately filled his stomach as he quickly went back to the kitchen setting the tray down he slammed his hands down on the counter. He couldn’t breathe; ringing filled his ears as his hands tightly clenched the marble beneath them. After about a minute and the feelings passed he left out a heavy choked breathe. After he was able to get his breathing under control he sighed.

You, you have no idea how much he loves you, his days had become so much brighter since you had come to the devildom; he would be willing to fight the three realms to have you. But with somebody like his young lord courting you he can’t even compete, he was just..a butler in comparison, one who couldn’t give you the attention and care you deserved. No matter how much he wanted you, he couldn’t have you. Sighing he gently gathered the tray again and walked towards the pair with his usual slime on his face

“Young lord, would you like to join me and Y/N for our tea time today?”

He asked but just as diavolo was about to interject barbatos interrupted

“Please my lord, i insist”

Unable to argue with his butler diavolo nodded, barbatos led them to the royal guardians as he heard the chatter amongst the transfer student and the prince in the back before he started to set the table for the two of them. Setting down two cups of tea and a tower of sweets he left the two of them to their devices as he went to go clean up the kitchen. As he washed the dishes he sighed, he wasn’t going to lie and say it didn’t hurt; but maybe there was a timeline where you were together and that would have to satisfy him. Since if you and his lord were happy in this timeline that was how it would have to be, since he was a butler; and his masters needs came before his own.

#obey me barbatos #obey me angst #obey me fic #barbatos x mc #barb has a breakdown but it’s okay #this took a lot longer than i thought it would #one sided crush #oh look it’s time to yearn

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