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i  really  wanna  write  here  but  i  let  myself  get  discouraged.  soon,  i’m  gonna  reread  some  parts  of  the  manga  to  help  and  if  you  wanna  plot,  i’m  around  and  can  be  found  heavily  on  discord!  mutuals  feel  free  to  ask  for  it!

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hey,  hey  you,  reply  to  my  opens.

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or  send  me  memes.

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i  haven’t!!!  had  much  time  or  motivation  to  write  but  i  am  trying!!!  just...  give  me  things >:/  tag  me  in  starters,  send  memes,  come  plot  with  me,  punch  me  in  the  face  (  or  all  of  the  above  )  just....  i  love  this  boy  more  than  anything  still  please

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*slips  in*  i  may  change  my  psd  bc  the  one  i  have  (  while  gorgeous  )  is  FRUSTRATING.  also  sorry  for  disappearing,  work  has  been  kickin  my  ass.  does  anyone  wanna  maybe  PLOT??

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heroicis‌:

(    ───   yusei  &&  lizzie  !    )

         LIZZIE   EYES   HIM   carefully,  watching   the   confusion  spread   across   his   face   as   she   says  the   words   supernatural   school.   perhaps  a   slip-up,   one   she   would  most   definitely   have  to   deal   with  later.   worst   case  scenario,   she   fetches  one   of   the   vampires   to   compel   the   information   out   of   him.  it’s   not   her   fault  that   she   assumed  the   reason  he   was   here  was   to   see   her   father,  like   most   other  visitors   on   campus.  why   would   you   just   wander  onto   the   property  of   a   boarding  school   if   not   knowing   the   purpose?   he   certainly   doesn’t  look   like   a   monster   out   of   malivore  compared   to   the   unicorns,   brain-eating   bugs  and   garden   gnomes  (   other  wise   known   as   the   phoenix  on   campus   ).

��         blue   eyes  stare   intently,   the   slightest   hint  of   fear   bubbling  up   in   her   stomach.   she’s  had   a   bad   day.   with  the   semester   coming  to   a   close  and   everything   going  to   hell   as   a   response,  she   has   no   mental   energy  for   conversation.   admittedly,  one   of   her   negative   flaws  (   if   you   could  even   call   it   that   )   was   lashing   out   when   she   got   emotional.  and   maybe   her   version   of   lashing   out   in   this  situation   is   spilling  the   beans   about  the   school   with  no   repercussions   in   mind.   her   dad   got   her   frustrated  and   maybe,   just   maybe,   she   temporarily   wanted  to   see   the   school   up   in   flames.  but   the   realization  that   she   actually  said   it   to   a   complete   stranger  leaves   her   feeling  small.   everyone   else  in   their   rooms,  sleeping   soundly.   she’s   all   alone.

          ❛   nothing.   ❜   she   says   the   single   word  defensively,   taking   a   step   back  and   turning   her   chin   slightly  to   look   over  her   shoulder.      ❛   it   was   a   joke.   are   you   brain  dead   or   just  humorless?   ❜      

          yusei’s  eyes  did  not  fall  from  the  girl,  studying  her  features.  her  reactions.  he  would  be  the  first  to  admit,  he  was  far  from  familiar  with  jokes;  they  did  not  exist  in  his  world.  or,  rather,  none  that  would  appear  as  jokes  to  anyone  outside.  yzak  told  a  fair  share  of  his  own  but  no  one  really  understood  them  but  the  man  himself.  this,  however...  no,  it  felt  like  a  leap  to  him.  a  way  of  covering  her  tracks.  that,  he  had  seen  plenty  of  times  in  his  existence.  it  always  made  him  feel  worse  about  what  he  knew  he  had  to  do,  watching  someone  try  so  desperately  to  convince  him.  he  should  not  have  pressed  the  matter.  he  should  have  just  left.  and  yet  --           “you  don’t  have  to  be  afraid.”  because  he  could  think  of  nothing  better  to  say.  and  maybe  it  could  be  true.  if  yzak  didn’t  ask  --  or  if  he  asked  the  wrong  questions,  yusei  wouldn’t  have  to  tell  him.  not  about  a  whole  school.  he  would  not  kill  a  whole  school,  not  even  if  they  were  what  she  was  implying.  he  could  not.  (  oh,  god,  if  yzak  were  to  find  out...  )  blue  eyes  finally  began  to  scan  the  area  around  him,  if  only  briefly.  he  had  heard  howling,  after  all.  after  careful  consideration,  he  met  her  eyes  and,  “do  i  need  to  be?”

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i’ve  been  writing  in  past  tense  because  when  i  write  write,  like  for  the  novels  i  keep  trying  so  hard  to  write  on,  i’m  doing  it  in  past  tense.  it’s  how  i  feel  those  flow  better.  and  so  i  want  to  keep  myself  consistent  on  that.  but  on  tumblr...  i  miss  writing  in  present  tense.  on  tumblr  replies,  i  feel  that  works  better  but  i’m  trying  consistency  but  I  HATE  IT

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one   /   (  alias / name  ) :  pigeon, i don’t share my real name anymore even tho it’s not hard to find two   /   (  birthday  ) :  march 10th three   /   (  zodiac sign  ) :  pisces four   /   (  height  ) :  5′7″-5′8″??? five   /   (  hobbies  ) :  writing, watching tv, sleeping, reading six   /   (  favourite colour  ) : purple seven   /   (  favourite books  ) : Oh No eight   /   (  last song listened to  ) : is this what you wanted by grandson nine   /   (  last film or show watched  ) : literally watching dbz w/ my dad as i’m typing this ten   /   (  inspiration for muse  ) :  i just kind of yeet words and hope for the best lbr here. i have some songs for other muses but..... eleven   /   (  story behind url  ) :  it’s lame just yusei atones for all the sins he commits and just for even being alive and then also he was literally made like he’s a clone lol

tagged by   /   @heroicis tagging   /   [  shia  vc  ]  JUST  DO  IT!

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heroicis‌:

(    ────    ❛  i  hear  a  wolf  howling.  ❜   &&   @atonemade​  !    )

BLONDE   EYEBROWS   BUNCH   together   on   her   forehead,   looking   at   the   unfamiliar   guy   in   front   of   her.   who   the   hell?   first   of   all,   the   boy   looks   like   he’s   straight   from   the   dinosaur   ages,   which   she   does   not   have   good   experiences   with   given   her   track   record   (   hello,   sebastian?   ).   second   of   all,   she’s   had   much   too   stressful   of   a   day   to   deal   with   random   people   showing   up   on   campus   making   obvious   comments.   she   gestures   slender   hands,   rings   as   accessories   on   multiple   fingers,   towards   the   sky.   blue   eyes   look   up   towards   the   full   moon   before   raising   her   eyebrows   towards   the   boy,   crossing   her   arms   stubbornly   against   her   chest.     ❛  no   shit,   sherlock.   is   watson   nearby?   ❜   her   tone   is   dripping   with   sass,   her   hip   popped   out   and   her   chin   pointed   slightly   down   as   she   stares   at   him   with   unamused   irises.      ❛   it’s   a   full   moon   and   you’re   on   a   supernatural   school’s   grounds.   what   else   would   you   expect?   ❜

          his  eyes  followed  her  gesturing,  though  yusei  was  far  from  ignorant  as  to  what  the  sky  held.  it  was  the  only  reason  he  had  been  sentenced  to  the  woods.  to  search  for  trouble  and  the  creatures  that  brought  it  on  full  moons.  yusei’s  only  intention  in  pointing  out  the  sound  was  to  hopefully  warn  this  girl  away,  to  send  her  towards  safety,  but  then  ---  “supernatural...  school?”            blue  eyes  fell  back  to  her,  confused.  he  had  never  heard  of  such  a  thing;  he  knew  there  were  two  schools  nearby  (  a  regular  high  school  and  a  boarding  school  )  and  he  knew  one  was  in  the  woods  but  he  had  just  assumed  both  were  completely,  well,  natural.  a  supernatural  school.  did  yzak  know?  he  couldn’t,  or  yusei  would  have  undoubtedly  been  sent  here  to  kill  all  the  students.  students.  were  they  all  young,  like  the  girl  before  him?  yusei  could  not  have  been  sent  here  to  kill  budding  individuals  with  their  whole  futures  ahead  of  them?  but,  then,  yzak  was  not  known  for  caring  anything  about  someone  once  he  learned  they  were  not  human.  he  blinked  slowly,  uncertainty  clear  across  his  features.  as  was  a  curiosity  that  he  couldn’t  quite  stamp  out.  despite  knowing  what  he  was  expected  to  do,  yusei  could  not  help  the  budding  fascination.  a  supernatural  school.  he  should  not  want  to  know.  he  should  not  ask.  he  should  leave  before  he  learned  something  that  yzak  would  want  to  know,  that  would  put  all  involved  (  including  this  girl?  )  in  danger.           yusei  couldn’t  help  himself,  even  seeing  that  this  girl  was  irritated.  the  question  slipped  before  he’d  thought  it  through:  “what  do  you  mean?”

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yusei’s  clothing  style  is  very  simple  more  often  than  not.  as  headcanoned  previously,  all  of  his  clothes  are  purchased  for  him.  there  is  nothing  personalized  in  his  wardrobe,  no  matter  the  verse  connected  to  canon.  they  are  solid  colors  (  typically  blacks  and  whites  but  with  the  occasional  colors  thrown  in.  none  are  vibrant,  though.  )  there  are  tees,  wife-beaters  and  so  on  that  are  practical  for  hunting  but  also  button  ups  to  look  more  professional  should  the  need  arise.  he  owns  sweat  pants,  but  he  tends  to  wear  the  slacks  or  dark  jeans  because  he  feels  he’s  supposed  to.  unless  after  a  fight  /  hunt,  they  are  also  always  in  pristine  condition,  not  a  thing  out  of  place,  no  wrinkles.  he  always  looks  very  clean. basically,  though,  his  wardrobe�� has  zero  personality,  because  it  was  not  bought  with  the  person  in  mind.  it  was  chosen  for  practicality  for  him  and  he  wears  what  he  was  given  because  he  doesn’t  really  know  anything  else.

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hey,  hey  you,  reply  to  my  opens.

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god  will  never  forgive  me.  my  entire  existence  goes  against  all  that  is  sacred.

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❥   𝟏𝟎𝟎 𝐆𝐄𝐂𝐒    [    𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒    ]   .

 sentence starters of lyrics from songs by 100 gecs .  some lyrics slightly modified to be more usable .  change gendered language & add context to your needs . ♡

“   i  make  money  on  my  own .   ” “   i  spend  money  like  it’s  stolen .   ” “   i’m  already  broke   &   it’s  only  7:45  in  the  morning .   ” “   goddamn ,   what the fuck ??   ” “   feel  like  i’m  not  good  enough .   ” “   get  off  of  me .   ” “   don’t  hold  my  hand .   ” “   i  can  do  anything  i  put  my  mind  to .   ” “   you  can’t  do  anything  even  if  you  wanted  to .   ” “   hey ,   you  little  piss  baby .   ” “   you  think  you’re  so  fucking  cool ,   huh ??   ” “   you  think  you’re  so  fucking  tough .   ” “   i’ve  been  trying  to  go  to  bed .   ” “   i’ve  been  up  for  days .   ” “   i’ve  been  trying  to  get  ahead .   ” “   i’m  better  off  alone .   ” “   he  said   ‘   i  love  you   ’   on  the  plane .   ” “   i  said ,   ‘   i  love  you ,   too   ’ .   ” “   everything  is  different  now ,   everything  has  changed .   ” “   i  still  need  you .   ” “   taking  shots  in  the  dark  is  a  bad  call .   ” “   what  were  you  trying  to  say ??   ” “   i  might  go   &   throw  my  phone  into  the  lake .   ” “   it’s  not  hard  to  stop  caring  what  you  think .   ” “   just  shut  the  fuck  up .   ” “   i  need  help  immediately .   ” “   please  do  something .   ” “   why  am  i  never  getting  lucky ??   ” “   i  never  have  any  money .   ” “   you  know  that  i  got  you .   ” “   i  could  never  stop  you .   ” “   i’ve  got  a  little  crush  or  something .   ” “   maybe  i’m  just  drunk  as  fuck .   ” “   i  don’t  want  to  tell  you  what  i’m  really  thinking .   ” “   i’m  not  stronger  than  you .   ” “   i  was  trying  to  find  a  way  to  kill  time .   ” “   i  didn’t  even  get  to  tell  you  goodbye .   ” “   i  can’t  ever  say  goodbye .   ” “   i’m  thinking  things  i  shouldn’t  say .   ” “   i  couldn’t  go  another  day .   ” “   make  it  stop .   ” “   i  don’t  want  you  to  think  i’ve  got  bad  intentions .   ” “   i  didn’t  want  to  hurt  anyone .   ” “   you  fucked  up  your  last  try .   ” “   you  were  all  work   &   i  was  all play .   ” “   if  i  wasn’t  me ,   i’d  copy  me  too .   ” “   i  don’t  know  if  i’ll  be  back .   ” “   i  don’t  know  how  to  be  alone .   ” “   i  needed  this  more  than  you  will  ever  know .   ” “   at  least  we’ve  got  food .   ” “   at  least  i’ve  got  you .   ” “   call  me  anytime  you’re  feeling  lonely .   ” “   yeah ,   i’m  not  responsible .   ” “   i  can’t  believe  you  came  to  my  show .   ” “   i  want  to  see  you  every  day .   ” “   i  haven’t  seen  the  sun  in  days .   ” “   i’m  putting  on  your  makeup .   ” “   i  can  get  out  of  your  way ,   if  that’s  really  what  you  want .   ”

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CAMILLA’S ROSES SENTENCE STARTERS.

“New lives begin with a question.” “Some people think it’s in the telling, but I know it’s in the asking.” “You blink your eye and it’ll be all over with.”  “She’d been beautiful once, practically perfect.” “You had to stand back to admire her, like one would do an exceptional piece of artwork.” “You want to stay anyway, I can tell.”  “These are how last moments begin.” “He likes that Scotch, the one you always get special for him.” “Laundry – nearly two weeks’ worth.” “You didn’t have to go. You could have just stayed!” “Get him the one he likes and tell him it’s from me. Let him know Im sorry, tell him to stop being mad and come and see ‘bout me.”  “Or in your case, used up and useless.”  “I could give a shit about dessert.” “Why don’t you take a step or two back?” “You wanna play with me? Fine, I’ll play your stupid little game.”   “What you suppose to do about this…this…” “He can’t keep any of the jobs for more than a few days.” “You’re gonna pass up the deal of a century.” “I understand you boys pulled quite a scam today - I am proud of you.”  “Sometimes we may do wrong things, but the Lord knows we are doing it for the right reasons.” “You, you just want attention.”  “You ain’t got a job. A hustler is all you are.” “Like a ride home in a borrowed car could magically make the last six months disappear. Like leather seats and cruise control could erase disgrace.”   “Don’t forget who you are.” 

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◤ ask  ›  “what for? you think the right questions will get you the truth? there is no truth.”  ━  mandy  milkovich  //  @daethr​​​ ◢

          “there  is  always  a  truth.”  his  voice  held  a  certainty  that  didn’t  falter.  blue  eyes  worked  to  meet  the  girl’s,  but  he  was  not  forceful  in  it.  hands  held  behind  his  back,  yusei  was  the  picture  of  respect,  even  as  he  openly  defied  what  she  was  saying  to  him.  the  man  was  not  looking  for  an  argument,  he  only  spoke  what  he  believed  to  be  truth.  things  may  not  add  up  to  some,  may  never  make  sense,  but  they  always  had  a  truth.  finally,  his  eyes  dropped  and  a  light  smile  found  it’s  way  to  his  face.  "you  do  not  have  to  answer.  i’m  only  trying  to  help.”

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hey,  hey  you,  reply  to  my  opens.