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[atthusen]

Void Success (??)

TLDR: I procrastinated my way into the void 2 times

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So I was reading Void Success stories and got determined to enter the void, I spent 2 hours reading success stories and getting distracted by adding things to my manifestation list, which at this point in time is formatted like a wiki, with more than 5.350 files, and more than 30.000 words.

So anyways, I don't know where I was going with this, so I'll write this success here, for myself, so that I may not forget it happened.

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I went to sleep at 21:15, 05/08/2023, and set up an alarm for 03:30, 06/08/2023, (6 hours and 15 minutes away)

Then, I laid on my back, started my routine, didn't follow it properly, gave up, and started to daydream

I did not keep track of time and did not affirm more than 15 times

I did not stay completely still, I tossed and turned till I was satisfied, then I stopped

I continued to daydream, and suddenly, void symptoms arrived: pressure on my forehead, my hands vanished, I could not feel them my feet and legs started to go numb, noise on my ears, felt like I was floating.

I got scared by the void symptoms and got up

I went back to sleep, said to myself "I am going to wake up in the void anyways", and started to daydream till I fell asleep

I woke up in the void, maybe a few hours before my alarm went off

I did not process that I was in the void

I was in the void state for a few seconds at most

I did not think at all, I just got out of the state, and tried to go back to sleep

I realized what I did and just said to myself "It doesn't matter, I can enter again", and went back to sleep

The alarm went off, I woke up

I picked up my headphones, started the subliminal, felt some symptoms, and gave up in record time (<67 minutes)

Went back to sleep

I woke up again, feeling some void symptoms, and moved

I went back to sleep, and said to myself "It doesn't matter, I can enter again"

Then, I woke up in the void state, again

This time, I stayed in it for a few minutes, and I forgot to manifest

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What I think I learned / Notes:

Entering the void seems to be easy now

Maybe I could enter it if I persist through the symptoms??

Perhaps, if I was not scared by symptoms, I could have entered the void 4 times instead of 2

Procrastination, yes

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Routine

I started to use this routine on 01/08/2023 and used it maybe four times this week, so calling it a routine feels wrong.

I relax my body, just deep breaths *I did not do any of this on this try

I count to 80, sometimes, not always

I use this guided meditation, or just try to copy it from memory

I put on a subliminal, sometimes, not always

I start affirming, mostly variations of "I Always Wake up in the void" and whatever comes to mind

At some point, I stop affirming and start to daydream till I fall asleep or give up, get up, and go do something else

The subliminals I use Slade's Shifting Brew v2, Slipping Away Like Sand v2, or The Mirage - Void State

I don't even know what I'm writing anymore; I'm just happy to have entered the void state.