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posting this AU here after a year of it living in my head ^u^ i’ve been using they/he/she for this critter — an overly-friendly alien who crawls over (and breaks) the fence of his local xenobiologist’s garden — and eventually crumples the metal door of a research base to pay her new friend a visit.

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blue door

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cape cape cape cape CAPE CAPE CAPE

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can u. draw. virgil and logan. hugging. please. i thinkd that be very nice actually and i would be cured forever!

ask and you shall receive (even if the drawing is utter shit)

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Wow me completing more random sanders sides drawing requests? Haha. I’m so unpredictable/sar

Erm anyways I will complete any and all requests. Please. It’s the only thing keeping me from falling into art block

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"Am I the snake come to trick you into sinning?"

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Don't Lose Me In Your Memory

A gift for the amazingly talented @lost-in-thought-20 of their amazingly angst-ridden anxceit fic (which I have linked above).

This was suuuuch a treat to work on, I had a lot of fun playing around with teztures and brushes and has just been a great learning experience.

Go check out the fic! (after checking the tags of course)

Image ID under the cut

[ID: A two page black and white comic with a brainlicking.tumblr signature at the bottom of each page. The art is black and white and scratchy, creating a grungy effect.

Page 01, panel 01 depicts Virgil Sanders, silhouetted and standing at the mouth of a darkened alleyway . The walls are bricked, with a gaping black archway on either side. At the top of the panel is a speech bubble with a black background and white text that reads, “LOOK AT YOU NOW”.

Page 01, panel 02 is a close-up shot of Virgil’s eye, looking behind him in terror. He is heavily shadowed, almost blending into the black background, emphasising the white of his eyes.

Page 01, panel 03 depicts Virgil on the far left of the alleyway, recoiling away from the figure on the far right. The figure is a shadow version of Virgil, floating slightly off of the ground with a slumped posture. The gaping black archway of the alley wall between them. The speech bubble with a black background and white text above Virgil that reads, “LOOK AT WHAT HAS BECOME OF YOU”. The speech bubble with a black background and white text below the Shadow-Virgil reads, “I AM AS REAL AS YOUR FEELINGS ARE”.

Page 02, panel 01 is a shoulders-up depiction of Virgil, he is looking slightly upward with his expression frozen in fear. The whites of his eyes continue to be the only source of brightness. The background is dark grey with black, scratchy textures.

Page 02, panel 02 is Shadow-Virgil mirroring the previous panel. The background is completely black with a scratchy white outlining the silhouette, with a pair of unnaturally wide, blinding white eyes.

Page 02, panel 03 is a cell-phone dropped on the ground. The screen is badly cracked and depicts a desaturated, coloured photograph of Virgil and Janus cuddled together on a couch. Janus has long blond hair with a port-wine stain birthmark on the left side of his face, with his arm around Virgil’s shoulders. Virgil is looking at Janus, both have smiles on their faces.

In the center of the page, in the middle of the three panels is a speech bubble with black background with white text that reads, “I AM THE DEATH OF YOUR HOPE”.

End ID]

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janus pretending to be patton.

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So happy I got a new tablet so I can use Clip Studio again 😭 I did a doodle

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I rewatched SVSredux and it has been plaguing my thoughts so. Rambles.

Watching Logan vs Deceit Pretending To Be Logan is So fascinating. This is no drag against Logan, but he allows himself to be talked over. Most of his 'Logan Lowdowns' are him making the soft pixel talking sounds. True to his earlier statement he acts detached to the debate, merely adding information (that is largely ignored). He only audibly gets involved when Patton asks for his input, clearly assuming Logan was going to help make his point clearer. Especially since Patton spends the whole episode struggling to convey his point! But that's another topic for another day.

Conversely, Janus As Logan (who I will be referring to as Dlogan for rn) is Very confrontational. First of all, the entire time Dlogan is on screen he is *speaking*. He sort of manhandles the conversation into his hands. Its very important to me though that how Dlogan does it is *different* than how Logan has taken control of the conversation in the past. Dlogan proceeds to *shred* into Patton's logic. Like, genuinely, he is tearing that poor man apart. He points out when Patton is lying and fumbling. He points out the inconsistencies. *He* is the reason Patton ends up freaking the hell out! Patton and his extreme opinion on the whole thing is put directly into the light and it shows every single inconsistency.

The difference between Logan and Dlogan is *genuinely* fascinating. Dlogan is very persistent that he will not be ignored. He shoves himself to the forefront and is very aggressive. But! If you weren't paying attention you really wouldn't notice! You would just think (in Remus words) that he "reached his listening to others limit". But he didn't! Janus has the wheel here!

ALSO there is a moment where Roman goes "I thought you didn't care about this stuff Logan" (Paraphrased) and Dlogan sort of brushes that off. But it is noticed by the other sides that Logan suddenly seems to care more about the debate. Fun call back!

Bonus also, Logan goes from "giving relevant information" to Dlogan pushing the topic of Self Preservation and whether or not Thomas *should* go to those extremes to be morally good.

Genuinely fascinating and fun all around.

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So uhm i made a tik tok! You can find me at @/thegoldenduckey

Heres a fun video i made

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This is moceit to me

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I’m a different anon I swear /gen and totally get it if not but could we get the other 3 sides as clowns? :> I just think it’d be neat

yes you can get the others :D

even more clown activities

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Y'all are amazing. Reblog to hug the person you’re reblogging from.

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I AM SOOOOOO LATE TO THIS TREND BUT I NEEDED TO GET THIS OUT OF MY SYSTEM! INTRULOCEIT!!

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