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I’m still not over how truly and deeply Imogen loves Laudna.

Because it’s not just about “you saved my life” or “I’ll be there for you”. Imogen wants more than anything for Laudna to be back in this world with her.

But seeing Laudna’s memories? Finally, truly understanding how little agency she’s had for most of her life? Well, forcing Laudna to come back would just be contributing to that, and Imogen knows this.

It might break her to say it, but she does anyway. Because Imogen’s love for Laudna is that true, honest, selfless love. She won’t let it keep Laudna from happiness. Even if that means moving on, even if it breaks her completely.

“I’m not gonna tell you to come back…because that choice is yours.”

It should be Laudna’s choice, should always have been Laudna’s choice. Not Orym’s or FCG’s or Imogen’s.

So she tells Laudna how much she means, how much she’s loved, how the future is uncertain but they aren’t. And that, whatever Laudna decides, Imogen will be right here, always.

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*smacks ipad* this bad boy can fit so much unfinished imodna art in it

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I’m not ready to let you go yet

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anyone else getting just a tiny tiny tiny bit of a gay vibe from these two just a tiny bit though just a itty bitty fruity vibe

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welcome back

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You are my favorite too.

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poor dead lady :(

i hurt myself by making this i'm afraid

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a moment of respite 💜🖤

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a view from zhudanna’s spare bedroom window

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i miss them 

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“I’m gonna sleep in the hole next to Laudnas body”

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waking up

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how we feelin lads

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Will we meet our end or meet our destiny, Hold your breath and roll

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Quick, before the moment has passed- is this anything?

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Imodna but it’s this meme

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Gentle repose