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totally random but i LOVE how AOT season 3 has been released for about 5 years and people on the internet still talk about Levi vs Kenny scene daily, but 5 years aint enough, we gotta keep this going for decades yk what im saying?

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Levi saving his sons

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Im back with more Eruri

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Live with no regrets.

"The only thing we're allowed to believe is that we won't regret the choice we make." - levi ackerman

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Holy what the... This is incredible. This scene breaks my heart endlessly, but a painting makes it so much more emotional to me. I love it so much.

We have loved this show and been part of the spn family for over a decade now. It is the friendliest and most loving fandom family we have ever been part of. Same with the cast. Having met Jensen and Jared in person they are sweethearts. This painting was a long time coming. 😊

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2024

(I love this art so much 🥹🥹🥹)

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Makoto & Haru: *exist*

Everyone around them: 🤨🏳️‍🌈?

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背中

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Erwin Smith [Attack on Titan] by TsuyaNoUchi

He's now available in my shop!!

https://tsuyanouchi.etsy.com

I just wanted to take this moment to thank you everyone for your support, I've been working endlessly to get my backlog of work available to you all :} again I want to express my deepest sincerest thank you for loving my work and supporting me through it all

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Thank the Walls for hitomi

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Jesus Christ, my heart...

Mary Oliver, In Blackwater Woods

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a hero who never regretted, no matter what

i'm trying too, really

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Excerpt of Kotallo/Arokkeh fanfic by Avadire Nevermore (work in progress)

“Arokkeh!”  I yelled as he stalked further from me and down the hill away from the falls.  It was nighttime and brilliant beams of moonlight lit my path.  The evening was free of all rain and clouds, and stars littered the night sky like twinkling bits of sparking metal. The temperature was tepid, though not unpleasant.  I looked back at the glowing settlement above me, still abuzz with soldiers despite the late hour.  Not uncommon amongst my tribe.  I was more than aware of the fact that no one could hear us.  Did anyone even know we were down here? 

I sighed and started jogging after the other Tenakth when he did not slow.  “Arokkeh, stop!”  I shouted firmly as I closed in on him.  He halted with his back to me, maybe my tone of authority had an impact.  As I approached him, I realized that I wanted to reach out and touch him, but I restrained myself.  These urges, these… feelings.  I wanted to ignore them, but I yearned for something… else.

Him.

His voice cut through my thoughts and brought me back to this angry reality.  His tone was hard, unyielding… wounded.  “You should leave. The Fireclaw is slain.  Your mission is complete.”  He turned his head so that I could see his facial profile, but he did not look at me, keeping his eyes downcast.  “I can arrange a resupply for your trip out tomorrow.”

Leave?  No.  …Yes.  …No?  Yes?  Damn it.  What was this?  What was this feeling?  What was I doing?  …What did I want to do?  Everything I thought I understood about myself was erased in the time it took him to say that sentence sending me away.  I… didn’t want to leave.  As I stood behind him and stared at the way the moonbeams settled upon the definition of his back, I realized that I didn’t want to leave… him.

I’d never felt like this.  Yes, I had been with men before, but I had never felt this way.  This… ache in my chest… it was so distinct.  It settled deep within me.  I didn’t understand it and I wasn’t sure that I wanted to.  All I knew was that it was there and all I could think of was being near this other man.  I didn’t care about the risk of rejection.  I feared him pushing me away because of pain, not disgust.

Like he was trying to do right now.

I wouldn’t let him.  I took a step closer to him and in a softer tone, I responded.  “I’m not going to report back yet.”

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😭

"Do you understand the violence it took to become this gentle?"