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Recently I got hired at a really cute hibachi restaurant to work part time while I look for a bud tending job and a tattoo apprenticeship. I have been terrified of going back to work since I became really sick last August. Now I'm in a new (expensive :(! ) city and so it's absolutely necessary that I work. Since I started my new job I have made good friends with several of my coworkers, especially manager Narumi. Her encouragement has really helped me regain some confidence. She told me about a lovebird that she used to have and how much she missed him, so I wanted to paint this for her.

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Soo this is my first finished piece of art in a looong time. I've made a lot of changes in my life recently, including moving to Denver with my boyfriend! It has really helped improve my mental health, after getting out of a toxic town andy parents getting divorced. It's been a long and hard year, but I'm working hard to reach my goal of getting a tattoo apprenticeship by the end of the year. Please be kind, I know my technique is awful and the line work is sketchy. It's been too many years since I've held a paintbrush.

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when the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you’re sliding off your dress?

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superbloom deux instagram

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my favourite part of spring is all the forget-me-nots in bloom🌿🌸

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i want to be given verbal encouragement by a dog who speaks in a deep otherworldly voice 

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My dude, five things are really hard to find. 1. Sometimes I can paint things 2. I was born with glass bones and paper skin but I can still b funny and take car of the people I love 3. I am really good at baking and will make u all the cookies 4. Here's where I run out of things to like about myself

Once you get this you have to say five things you like about yourself, publicly. Then, you have to send this to ten of your favorite followers. (Non-negotiable, positivity is cool~) 💖💖

This didn’t have a time stamp?? So I have no idea when I got this. Uh. I guess five things are like.. 1. I have accepted the reality of death. This is huge considering illnesses. 2. My dog and cat like me a lot. A lot lot. Which means I can’t be all bad. 3. I guess I’m nice? I like this because it makes me love my job and I have infinite patience for the dumb teenagers I work with. They’re all so talented. 4. I’m an expert Oblivion player. I have thousands of hours logged and it is one of the best games ever made. 5. I have a ridiculously high pain tolerance. I broke my foot longboarding and didn’t even notice. Then I sprained my other foot at work doing the running man. Also I’m dying slowly and all my bones and joints are breaking so it helps to have this high of a tolerance.

I don’t have my computer for this so I’m gonna like… Tag someone? @nonsubstantial, @avantgardencat, @orzamil, @earthquakes-skyfall-ashleyI don’t know the last guy super well but he was nice enough to send me a message one time. Otherwise I don’t know any of my followers and I’m gay for avantgardencat so… That’s all I got. Thanks cool man, my buddy.

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It us

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how I feel when I think about the future

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Let’s sleep with a sakura petals.You’re craving? by  猫島 警部

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Bunnies love flowers 🌼

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Bet you Rue the day you kissed a writer in the dark..

Melodrama by Lorde inspired wlwoc moodboards // a journey in synesthesia // sapphics of color

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Yall I have decided to delete the content of this blog but use the url for a sfw blog. Sorry 🍑

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mood