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hey if youre gonna do this and then block our blog we cant read what youve said... nor can anyone else... help

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avpd culture is really really really wanting close friends but being unable to make them or know how to be a good friend

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avpd culture is making a mistake towards your friend, and them kindly letting you know, and then apologizing to them and them saying it was all good and then going “no surely i’m the most awful person ever and i should stop talking to anyone ever” and feeling even WORSE for feeling bad about it because now you’re making it about yourself and then overthinking the entire interaction and-

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avpd culture is introducing two people you think could potentially be your friends and seeing them get along with each other so much better than you - which isn't a bad thing, i am so happy for them - but it still hurts, so much, that you couldn't be that person, and you will never be that person

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avpd culture is not being sure what’s “normal”, what’s from other disorders you have, and what’s an avpd symptom due to the very very limited amount of information on it.

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avpd culture is being scared that you’re just not built for friendship and you’re destined to only have one or two friends for the rest of your life

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(Heavily suspected) AVPD culture is when you screw up at work by avoiding certain coworkers that you think hate you and not doing your job and getting in trouble for it

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AvPD culture is losing friendships because you're not socially "normal"

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AVPD + restrictive ED culture is both hoping people get concerned about your cry for help and care and dreading it because someone caring about you means you are their focus at that time

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avpd culture is getting rate limited cuz you delete posts sooo fast

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avpd culture is nursing a small grudge against everyone you have ever felt attached to because you know it will eventually end in tears. it always ends in tears.

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Avpd + autism culture is having a inside joke of sorts with your friends about you but you kinda dont like that joke so to distract from it you bring up something related, which happens to relate to your trauma and you feel so fucking stupid bc you take everything literally you thought they where being serious when seconds after you said that you realized they wherent and now you feel fucking horrific because you just barely mentioned your trauma in a completely vague way theres no possible way for them to know what it is specifically but you mentioned it even for a second but ohmyfUCKINGGOD

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avpd culture is oh god. I will never be able to form meaningful relationships ever again. I am so fucked

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Avpd + bpd culture is avoiding your fp for ages because your upset about something to do with them but you cant tell them because thats terrifying so you spend hours feeling like shit because you have no one to talk to and you just want them to love you as much as you love them but what if they hate me and i must be so annoying no wonder i dont have any other friends

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AvPD culture is feeling sad and envious of a safe person able to live their life with their other friends and having more fun than they ever would with you.

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AvPD culture is craving very specific and conditional social nourishment and everything else feels like poison daggers to you.

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Avpd culture is sending an ask here that was not very serious because you like making fun of your disorder to make you feel better. But then seeing every other ask being super serious and depressing, so then you fall into a hole of self-hatred because you know that people will fakeclaim you and call you ableist and hate you, and you'll agree with them and you just regret sending that ask so much that you just want to erase your existence.

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