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"I would kill for you. I would die for you" would you take a break for me? Would you sit down and rest? For a day, a week, a year? Would you let others take care of your needs for me? Would you let yourself be held for me? By me?

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I love you so much I hope we get reborn as housecats who sleep together like puzzle pieces

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me singing Blank Space. :)

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If you're struggling with addiction, anxiety, depression, and other mental health matters. Just know that you're not alone. And it's OK not to be OK but it's even more OK when you know there's somebody out there who's patiently supporting you while you're cleaning up.

CLEAN -lyrics-

The drought was the very worst (Oh-oh, oh-oh) When the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst It was months and months of back and forth (Oh-oh, oh-oh) You're still all over me Like a wine-stained dress I can't wear anymore Hung my head as I lost the war And the sky turned black like a perfect storm Rain came pouring down When I was drowning, that's when I could finally breathe And by morning Gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean (Oh, oh, oh, oh) There was nothing left to do (Oh-oh, oh-oh) When the butterflies turned to dust that covered my whole room So I punched a hole in the roof (Oh-oh, oh-oh) Let the flood carry away all my pictures of you The water filled my lungs, I screamed so loud But no one heard a thing Rain came pouring down When I was drowning, that's when I could finally breathe And by morning Gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean (Oh, oh, oh, oh) I think I am finally clean (Oh, oh) Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh-oh Said, I think I am finally clean (Oh, oh) Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh-oh Ten months sober, I must admit Just because you're clean, don't mean you don't miss it Ten months older, I won't give in Now that I'm clean, I'm never gonna risk it The drought was the very worst (Oh-oh, oh-oh) When the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst (Oh) Rain came pouring down When I was drowning, that's when I could finally breathe And by morning Gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean Rain came pouring down When I was drowning, that's when I could finally breathe And by morning Gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean Finally clean Think I'm finally clean (oh, oh) Oh-oh, oh-oh (Oh, oh, oh) Think I'm finally clean

Songwriters: Imogen Jennifer Heap / Taylor Alison Swift Clean lyrics © Sony/atv Tree Publishing, Taylor Swift Music, Megaphonic Limited 1989 (2014)

1989 TV *crossing fingers*

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“Loneliness has followed me my whole life, everywhere. In bars, in cars, sidewalks, stores, everywhere. There's no escape. I'm God's lonely man.” - Travis Bickle, Taxi Driver (1976) We seek happiness from other people but would they be willing to seek happiness with your company? Being lonely sucks- it's a cycle, it may feel wrong but it's right to stop ourselves depending on our happiness from other people.

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(Ejer Peralta) I was bored so I came up with the idea to remix my recording of Cornelia Street by Taylor Swift, and here's the final output! I've been up all night trying to mix up everything. Though I didn't even know what I was doing- and I hope you will still enjoy listening. I am aspiring to be a musician one day.

I hope to dig and learn what does really music means to me. For now, here's my experiment. Enjoy!

I am not affiliated with the instrumentals. I liked it and I used them for the purpose of music and entertainment. ~no copyright infringement intended~ xo

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Hello, hear me singing out loud ‘Exile’ - Taylor Swift ft. Bon Iver

“This song reminds me of petrichor, yet it is heartbreaking like a still rainstorm”.

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can my emotions like...... do a facemask and calm down