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OMG MY TWO LOVES 🖤🖤🖤

I think they're so similar, like I always remember Richard when I see a picture of Ricky, and I always remember Ricky when I see a picture of Richard.

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everyday i mourn the person he could've been

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i still think the dream with dylan klebold is warning me about something though. maybe it is not him? maybe i could have mistakened it for something else

i am trying to remember it again and it is so strange. now that i think about it maybe it was not really him with the knife. my memory is not good.

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awww they are so kind XD

Two kind boys setting gifts for other students in their school 🙂🙂🙂

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stupid girl lied to me about the guy i know who looks like dylannroof. he got in trouble bc he was cheating on a test

the truth is he was trying to talk to me so he could make his girlfriend jelous. but then he actually said sorry, he said he realized it is not worth it and he actually said he i am cooler than his ex-

so i forgive him.

so they lied to me about him because i found out his ex was actually telling them to do that. to lie to me. i am so so angry! i stopped talking to them.

at least i am friends with someone who looks like dylann roof now hehe he kinda acts like him too. i am listening to the music he likes right now. he said he likes brazilian funk.. but it is ok 🖤

soooo battys i think i know a dylann in real life now!

more things happened but i am too busy to type

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rumors are so stupid and they can ruin someones life sometimes

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dylan klebold literally fucking saved me (in my dreams)

hey battys im still freaking out right now remember i talked about how in my dreams vodka told me to avoid a guy? well he was right

so there is this guy in my school he kinda looks like dylann roof and he is a bit famous here in my school, i know many people who know him, he looks cool. it is why we only started talking recently. he walked in my classroom when i was drawing and... yeah we started talking and he thought i was cool

i did not know anything about him aside from him being popular and nobody really told me and i can see why, he only talked to me when i was alone. he is above my grade so i think there is that too. he started calling me pretty and all that and he said i was cool, i almost told him about true crime and i was planning to share with him how i talked to spirit's.

then recently i noticed how he wouldn't really talk a lot about himself and acted suspicious idk how to explain.. i thought it was nothing much but one day i was in the bathroom and i listened to some girls talking about him. they were saying that he was crazy, that he was creepy, that he was weird, and that he has a past of black mailing (idk the word sorry) people and he hits some people too.

i was very scared and did not know how to react until they mentioned my fucking name too. they said something like he probably wanted to manipulate me and use me for something, i did not hear the rest but all i can remember is that they said he is a fake person too.

i could fucking not believe what they were saying, and then yea i still do not know who were the people who talked about him. but then i talked about him to one of my more popular friends and she told me to avoid him.

and then yea i had that dream with the candy and stuff.. i was wanting to wait to get more information on him so i said no to his invitation. and then he was absent from school, he told me we would see each other and my friend told me why he was missing. he was expelled from school, she said she did not know exactly why but it was involving vapes and other creepy stuff like doing drugs in school.

she told me that he was planning to put me in the boys' bathroom and convince me to do drugs so i would be less conscious and i don't wanna talk about the rest.

part of me wants this to just be a bunch of rumors. i am sorry if i said things that do not make sense my brain is not working well right now.

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im not feeling well right now maybe my dreams were right

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ugh i hate going to school on sundays !!!

i searched for the boy who looks like dylann roof but he was absent today. i hope tomorrow he is there. this is getting very suspicious to me.

i hope my dream with dylan klebold warning me about him was just me getting scared.

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i took a nap this afternoon and i did not have a normal dream XD i dreamt that i was piloting a plane and my geography teacher was a opera singer?

i hope that in my next dream i see ricky kasso, henrique or richard ramirez, i miss them

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Cc: to the owner

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lolly vômito, my brazilian style icon ❤️🦇

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update on my dream with dylan klebold ?!

hello battys it has been a while~ in my last post i talked about how i had a dream that vodka saved me. for a few days i did not see him in my dreams but last night i did and many thing happened while i was away too.

so first the dream was like this. we were not in the same place that the last dream took place but it started with me in a forest with a flashlight looking for something and then i saw dylan and he waved and we started walking towards each other but then my leg got stuck and froze. i said i couldn't move and he said it was okay

i remember asking him why did he save my life, my dreams are connected btw, and he said nothing and hugged me. a few seconds later he said something like "he is tricking you". i think he was not smiling. and then i looked back and he simply vanished. i felt like i had something with me and then i opened my hand and i saw candy. suddenly the dream changed to something scary, i was getting dragged by a guy i had been talking to for a few days. the dream ended with me waking up in the middle of the night sacred bc the guy had hit me with a knife in my face.

and u guys will not belive it but today when i was at school guess what happened? i found candy in the school bathroom. it was not identical to my dream but it was still scary. and when school ended the same guy that hit me in my dream talked to me and asked me if i wanted to eat ice cream with me. i said i was busy. after what happened in my dream i think it was a sign. i wish dylan was with me though.

i started talking to a guy at my school he looks a bit like dylann roof and he is cute, he compliments me but i know a girl and another boy who said he should be avoided. idk i hope i am just very scared but he does not seem to be bad but at the same time i am a bit scared of him.

and a few days ago the lights went out while i was alone and i suddenly started hearing voices in my head, that i needed to save someone. it was very scary i wanted to vomit and pass out, i think i saw a ghost too. but it did not look like a human. i was alone in my house too. the good thing is the lights came back on minutes later.

so battys do you think vodka is right and that i should avoid the boy who looks like dylann or am i just going paranoid?!

bye bye and see you in disneyland~ 🦇

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tokio hotel is soooo good <3 does anyone else here like them?