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Lost.

You ever feel stuck?

Lost in a dark room

Cant find the exit but also dont understand how you even entered

How did I get here

I cant understand

Sinking

Falling into a deep hole

Staring blanklessly into thin air

But the air feels so thick its suffocating

How do I get out

Lost.

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Five Minute Prompt: Thunder

It is a gloomy night. In the background, you can hear dogs howling at the full moon. A loud crashing noise rattles through the town and a car alarm starts to blare. The wind is whooshing around the house and the tree branches are tapping against a window. I stare out of a window, watching the sky grow darker and listen to every sound around me. It feels like time is going in slow motion as I lie here motionless. A creaking sound of the wooden floor just outside my bedroom startles me. My heart rate accelerates, my eyes widen and I grasp for air. I sit up slightly as Shadow pushes her way into my room, the bell on her collar chiming. ‘It’s just the cat,’ I think to myself, blowing air out of my mouth in relief and plopping back down onto the bed. 'It’s something about these lonely nights.’

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To elope or to not elope? That is the question. 🤔

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Spousal Sucess:

I've been dating my partner/fiancé for exactly 3 years, 4 months, 3 weeks & 4 days. (As I began to write this blog, I actually did not notice the repetition the duration of our relationship was going to have). Within these last few years and change, one thing I can say is that my fiancé has always looked out for my best interest. It is so important however to do so in a sensitive manner. The goals of any relationship should always be to live "happily ever after." Now when I say my fiancé has always had my best interest in mind I mean she never forces me to do anything I don't want to and she is so supportive of every decision I make, making sure to give her opinion but withholding any judgement. I am full of so much ambition that no matter where I am in life, I continually am looking for ways to improve my quality of life. With that being said, we have had the talk about what I want to do in life more then a few times and believe the outcome is always somehow different. It's not that I don't know what I want, I just want it all. Instead of telling me, "stick to one thing" she fully engages my dreams and even helps to formulate plans along with me. With that I can say that I am truly blessed to have such a beautiful soul to call my own. And in return, I try my best to push her to her fullest potential even when she feels like things are out of reach for her. When she succeeds, the feeling that takes over me is so fulfilling. She is and will continue to be the reasons I wake up every morning ready to take on the world. And she never fails to amaze me. With in the last few weeks alone I must say she has made me such a proud fiancé. I just hope God continues to bless her and our relationship.

I thought I'd share a piece of my personal experience with everyone as a reminder that the person you are dating should always be your number one cheerleader and supporter. If you don't feel inclined to share your successes as well as hardships with the one you are with, some reevaluation is definitely in order.

A couple who succeeds together will live in harmony.

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When a Door Closes, A Window Opens

It is so important to not let life control you, yet it has become so easy for it to do just that. A job paying a little over minimum wage can easily distract a young student from bigger goals and confuse their priorities. A hopeless romantic can become so readily engulfed in a relationship and their partners happiness that they slowly forget about their own. A student whose life goal was to graduate college for their loved ones can become so overwhelmed in the process of succeeding that they spend four years studying something they aren't truly passionate about. A young mom who wants to provide for her kin may get so stuck on dollar bills that their children grow up lost and lonely. All I'm saying is, don't allow life and matters that in the end are all stepping stones to a better you, control your life. Be cautious that you aren't missing out on other opportunities because the one that you are currently in is calling the shots. Time will pass and opportunities will come and go. Make sure you are following your own path because when you look back the last thing you want to think is "I should had....I could have....Why didn't I..... There is no better time then now. Go on a vacation, spend time with your family, study what you want to. Life is about taking risks; Sometimes they work out for the better, sometimes they don't work at all; But you won't know if you don't try.