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*the fattest fucking sigh from the depths of my soul*

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what if i die now in this exact moment, what if i kill my future and the next suffering that's waiting for me in line all together…

what’s happens then?

will i know? will i regret it?

will life keep going like i even didn't matter?

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me [coming to terms with a truth about myself]: hm..................................................... unfortunate

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was so focused on making you happy that I forgot about myself.

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hardest thing I ever had to do was stop fucking w/ ppl I had real love for.

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i will forever be the hurting child, the angry teenager and the lonely adult.

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scared someone will see right through me and know one of my deepest desires is to be taken care of

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Can't stop thinking about how it's so easy for them to not talk to me, yet I become physically ill at even the idea of not having them around

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depending your entire mood on another person is absolutely pathetic and i hate that i’m like this

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𝐈 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞

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Nobody is afraid to lose me. I never mean that much.

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I wanna burn down every single bridge I built cause I’m tired of being the only person that makes sure it doesn’t fall apart

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i’m either just going to be numb or have extreme mood swings for the rest of my life i guess

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