badrabdelkhalek

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Till i Collapse 

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Choose between 

 -pain of depression

 -pain of succeeding

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[badrabdelkhalek]

i don’t never think of being a selfish or leaving someone , something behind but i i already suffered enough & survived to many time from ups and downs 

so when am gonna to pickup a choice like  Suicide or what ever have the same damage i would be ready 

as a great tony stark said before “ a part of the journey is the end “ and my end is coming slowly 

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i don’t know if it gonna be my last post here , 

But thank you @tumbler for being the friend i always dreamed of , thank you <3 

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you guys who believed in me once 

am believing in you every single day you are my most successful creation 

don’t let the life smashes you as it did with me 

i wa weak & not ready and already realized this too late 

escape for new world new life , you mind gonna guide you 

always think that you are responsible for lives , your minds and imagination is a gift 

use them well , World need them , Mankind need them 

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For those friends , i don’t know if that was the right description or not 

but i loved them more then can love him self , they were brothers my entire company’s life 

thank you for every thing good & bad you did to me 

i would always be thankful  for our creator just cause of everyone of you 

i hope not this not the end but at least good bye for time to time isn’t bad , the one of us don’t know when his time would come <3 

[badrabdelkhalek]

through all this i loved and being loved 

trying my best for those who don’t deserve 

i cheated and being cheated on me so in this point life is fair not so far but at least am guilty in a thing and i was ready for gaining what i had done before 

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guess what i finished entire books , hundreds of researches among technical & theoretical reports  

i developed a new IA to help me with ths info , analysis all this in damn 6 months of hard working near to my traditional work 

and what all after this is called for military service for a country i hate 

forgetting anything else i hate that am Egyptian , hate that am Arabian 

[badrabdelkhalek]

graduated at age of 22  with title of civil engineer specified in project management and control  

guess what i was’t happy i wasn’t shocked it was traditional to pass this hell of combined 5 years 

chose a condescension to get back to race to study again to full my soul with the right thing that feeding her well , Chemistry , cosmology , physics ,   Theories of the Multiverse Universe

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at the age 21 i lost my bigger brother , not suffer no pain they left in peace and left me here fighting , suffering for nothing 

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at the age of 18 i lost Dad , whatever the deeds between us but i was safe when he being around , he was shelter more than being a regular dad ,every thing changed from this point , was the turn over all my sadness & illness 

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At the age of 16 when i was being in high- school 

i was chosen to represent my school specially and the nation for some conference related to the nuclear chemistry and how to use it , i was invited to this to give them a feedback of an idea relating to the " Radiation analysis of uranium “  the 1st edition of it’s kind to people like us 

but they failed me , friends making me a foul to them no one  believed in me or that i can make a change , that some responsibilities i had to carry over 

i was chosen for a some thing but it ended  

[badrabdelkhalek]

let’s start with who i’am , am young man almost exceed his 23 years of age , graduated from faculty of engineering , which smashed my back and fucked up all my dreams of being a pioneer or even thinkable person , they damaged me into pieces i would never forgive m soul for forcing her to adapt this miserable life    

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please , i would selfishly use this chance , that people around me don’t use this social app ! for saying some tips on the life i had lived , maybe they would see them now or after while , we are in the End game now no more escape no more hiding every thing is smoothly clear !