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im sick to my stomach these two looked so good in this episode 😭😭 suit + glasses pair will always do it for me🙂‍↔️🙂‍↔️

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≡ DOORS WIDE SHUT !! HWANG SEONGBIN

(in which you can’t ignore your bestfriend’s voice through the bathroom door ๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵) : 1757 wds : smut (mdni!) + voyerism + friends 2 lvrs : my first smut on this account hehe. i get shy writing smut so it might be messy but seongbin has been on my mind a lot recently. i wanted to give him some love lol

You shouldn’t be here. You know you shouldn’t be, but you can’t find a reason to leave. As much as you’d like to ignore it, he’s making the task impossible. Just in the way he calls your name—like a soft plea only you can satisfy—you feel obliged to stay.

His voice is quiet, barely audible through the bathroom door, but your name stands out clearly between his short breaths. You can feel your cheeks burning up, as his breathing slowly shifts to muted whimpers so desperate to keep a quiet tone.

It’s all so entrancing—the sounds he makes, the blindness of it all making your imagination run wild from the other side of the door. After turning you down for the sake of friendship, he says your name that way—behind closed doors. It feels unfair.

The more he tries to quiet himself, the more alluring his voice becomes. Through the wooden door you can hear him, muffling himself as he can—perhaps with his hand or a cloth—but his desperate tone manages to break through that silence, keeping you enthralled.

It feels beyond you; your body acts before your reasoning. Every part of you wants to provide him with what he craves so strongly. With each needy groan you’re inches closer to the door.

Your hand lands against the doorknob with a soft thud, not too loud but loud enough for him to catch it. An array of swearing follows along with other frantic movements all around the bathroom.

A cough, then a zip up, toilet flushing, containers falling to the ground, more cussing. You almost laugh at the mess he’d become after being so daring in the first place, instead you wait, giving him the illusion of being in control.

After a couple more minutes of tap water gushing, he clears his throat once before opening the door. He stands there in the doorway with nothing but his sweatpants--paired with an obvious print and a t-shirt tossed over his shoulder, messy hair cherry-ing the cake.

“Oh. Thought you were asleep.” He says running his fingers through the nest on his head, a casual tone that twists your face into a frown.

“I was.” You raise an eyebrow, hoping to get a reaction out of him but instead he gives a quick nod before walking past you.

Before he can take another step out the door you step in between. You can see his expression grow nervous, the smile playing on his lips twitching along with his nerves.

“You can't just walk away like that..." You whine softly. You can hear yourself, and you hate the sound of just how obvious your longing is. For his touch, for his call.

“Seongbin…” Your fingers reach for him, landing carefully on his abdomen. His skin lightly damp with sweat, though your focus lies in his eyes.

You can only give him so many signs, silently hoping he will choose to pick up on them. His gaze shifts to your hand on his skin then back to your face.

"Why won't you just sleep?" His voice comes out as a soft plea, while his eyes dance around your features. With the push of his forehead against yours, every inch of your face trembles with anticipation—breath grows shaky, nonstop blinking, lips quivering.

He's more gentle than you had imagined, tasting your lips delicately. His fingertips tease your neck gently, his fingers wrapping behind your neck. He uses that control to pull you in closer, deepening the kiss—your noses pressing so intimately against each other.

Then he stops.

Heavy breathing against your lips, the same controlled breaths as in the bathroom. He inches closer, placing a soft peck on your lips only to pull away. The constant push and pull, even now when you’re so closely intertwined your bodies burning with lust.

“Can I…” His voice is low, hungry, tailored to your ears, pushing your lip between your teeth. His fingers trail the hem of your shorts, teasing your thighs with a subtle touch. You glance up at him as his fingers near the slit on your shorts, biting down on your lip, the soaked fabric pressing against you from his fingers.

Embarrassment washes over your face as you nod, gaze fixed anywhere but him. His lips meet yours, and it feels different this time—more daring, entirely sensual.

As the kiss grows deeper you lose all sense of your surroundings, you can taste him as much as he can taste you, your tongues constantly longing for that familiar taste. You let him guide you backwards, resting your back against the wall behind you. You slide your hand further up his chest, teasing his nipple between your fingers.

He hums against your lips, sliding his hand down your shorts’ waistband. His fingers trace the outline of your lips, your whole body gives in-–your fingers digging into his skin, your weight resting against the wall.

A smile plays on his lips as he cups your jaw, he wets your neck savouring your flavour carefully, with a kiss. His fingers tease the wet skin between your legs, gliding along the fine line from your clit to your entrance. You get no warning when he pushes his fingers in, pursing your lips together you try to contain your cries as his fingers fill in your walls.

Your quiet moans fill the large suite you share, he hums along, groaning against your neck, taking pleasure in your pleasure. His fingers feel nothing like yours have ever felt, so much thicker, so much faster than you can take. The more you hold it in, the louder you moan from his toying, he knows exactly where to tease you to make you give in.

“It’s okay baby, you can let it out.” He faces you, his thumb swiping gently against your cheeks wiping the lone tear that rested there. The exhausted look on your face, only pushing his fingers deeper against your sensitive spot, searching for that eye rolling shock.

Your arm slides in over his shoulder and you pull him in with a push on his head, longing for that thrill in his entrancing kisses. He plays with your lips, stimulating your clit with fast friction with his tongue pressing against yours, holding up your jaw with a firm grip.

It almost hurts, all the pleasure building up in your body as your legs grow weaker under his influence. Then It happens—in a second everything blanks. You feel your whole body tense up and then nothing, not even your breathing.

Still, you feel his hands on you, his fingers inside you pulling out, leaving you empty, throbbing around nothing.

“Deep breaths y/n.” you follow his caring instructions, as your eyes blink open. Your head is still a mess from the shock, but you can’t help yourself from craving more. He’d grown so big, through pleasuring you, you couldn’t just get it off your mind.

Through his sweatpants, his wet tip rubs against your thigh, staining his pants, and your skin beneath him. Looking up at him as he presses his coated fingers against your lips, you let your mouth hang open, his fingers against your tongue allowing you to taste yourself on him.

He inhales sharply, a growing lust in his eyes as he watches you. His bulge throbs insistently against your thigh, making you reach for it—pressing your hand softly against his thick shaft through the fabric.

He follows your arm down, watching your hand feel him carefully across his shaft. The layer of cloth around him only emphasizes the girth, your hand barely wrapping around it as you touch him.

Next to your ear, he lets out quiet exhales gradually growing shaky as you pull loose the knot on his pants. A long pull on the waistband, and it springs out of his pants, throbbing with slick threads coating the tip leaking against the wood floor.

You look at him with a stunned smile—trying to hide the curve on your lips at the sight. He can’t help smiling back as he shies away from your stare, resting his head on your shoulder.

“I’m only like this cause it’s you, you know?” He mumbles on your neck.

“Really?” You brush your fingers on his tip, and he hums—low, needy, patiently waiting for you.

Your fingers carefully wrap around his cock, slowly stroking him as his tip rubs against you. His soft moans play in your ears, with each stroke—pleading for more, praising your touch. Your name rolling off his tongue ever so often, his lips planting desperate kisses on your neck.

His lips feel soft against you, lost in the feeling you feel his body press closer into you. His tip slips in between your thighs, so closely against aching lips. With each movement, his shaft brushes perfectly against your clit, it almost feels intentional—the push and pull.

Through the thin layer of your shorts, you feel him against you, and the feeling only makes you want more. You push down your shorts, pressing his cock against your wet slit, the friction making your breath hitch.

All the lubricant between your legs push him in smoothly, a simultaneous groan escaping both your lips as he takes up all the space inside you. He slides his hand under your thigh, lifting up your leg against him thrusting inside your tight grip.

He makes you hurt, your whole body tenses up from the pain. Despite this, you beg him not to stop, to push deeper inside.

“Fuck. So tight.” He groans loudly as he pushes himself inside you. Your fingers dig into his back wincing from the effort, feeling your insides being stretched out.

He pulls out slowly to push back in forcefully, moaning longingly against your neck. You can feel him throbbing inside you, before pulling out quickly. A sudden warm wetness splashes against your pussy, a deep sigh escaping his lips as he squeezes his tip wiping it on your stained skin.

He takes a step back as your arms drop to your side, his eyes scan the mess he had made before glancing back up at you. Before you can let out a sound he interrupts.

“I’m terrible at aiming.” He smiles, you roll your eyes glancing down at the mess on your body.

“I would’ve preferred you doing it inside me.” You mumble, pouting at the floor between you.

“Yeah?” He asks and you can almost hear the smirk forming on his lips as you watch his steps come closer, “I can make that happen.”

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crashing out on the writer blog is so unlike me 💔

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trying to write but then some annoying voice keeps telling me no one is reading allat 💔

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≡ AS YOUR BOYFRIEND !! PARK SEOKJOON

(when you are in a relationship with him ๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵) : 915 words : fluff + suggestive (mdni!) : seokjoon's ver finally and next i'll do seongbin, thanks to the person who requested, i hope you enjoy reading this <33

partner in crime

with you seokjoon is his most authentic self, that’s what you bring out in him. his public persona fades away completely when he’s in your care, whatever image he had been trying to uphold is nowhere as strong as the effect you have on him. no matter where you may be, whether you're alone or in public together, everything just feels more simple with you.

if he's hesitant with others, with you he's always willing. whatever it is you have in mind he's more than ready to be exactly what you need in that setting. you make it so easy for him to be himself that he'd rather devote himself to you than be without you.

shy flirt

the only reason he bothers flirting is to watch you panic, losing all composure. he'd notice early on in your relationship his effect on you and use that to his benefit. his teasing and flirting would be endless just to get to you, to watch you shy away from his stare. the more you get flustered the more satisfied he gets, your burning cheeks and constant breaking eye contact become just as effective as his daring lines.

all your reactions to his playfulness make it hard for him to be as assertive. his once tempting stare shifting into a flustered mess, completely enamoured by you.

talks you through it

if it were solely up to him he wouldn’t bother using his voice if he didn’t need to but he can tell how much you like to hear him. from the early morning when he greets you, voice raspy and deep, he sees how eager you are to meet his lips even through his morning breath. to when it’s past sunset, he asks about your day in a calm soothing voice, quiet enough to put you to sleep.

he only ever says things you want to hear, and you bask in it letting his words hypnotize you.

“you’re really tense here.” he trails his fingers along your thighs, pressing gently into your tense muscles.

“can you breathe slowly for me?” you follow his instructions, holding eye contact with him as he guides you.

“try to relax baby.” his hands rub against your skin, massaging firmly your thighs. you keep your eyes locked on his as his hands soothe the aching in your thighs, inching further up between your legs. a quiet gasp escapes your lips, pleading for him to teasing you through your stare.

“hm. you’re enjoying this too much.” his lips twitch up in a daring smirk, pleased with the results he'd achieved, willing to soothe the new ache he'd cause.

“…made me think of u”

it could be seen as obsession for some but he genuinely just can't get you out of his system. he’s the type of boyfriend who just really adores his partner, they’re always on his mind in some shape or form. so in his daily life the thought of you would come up in material objects, landscapes, melodies, and he would make sure you know. that you were his first thought seeing the pure beauty of an early morning landscape or a heart shaped puddle.

you could have a vault filled with all sorts of gifts and trinkets that he’d bring you throughout your relationship just because they made him think of you. through these little pieces he wants you to see how nothing and everything can quantify his feelings.

for you anything is possible

those things that just feel too hard to work out somehow become possible thanks to seokjoon. he strives to make your life with him as smooth sailing as humanly possible. he's most satisfied when he can see you fully relaxing, far away from any worries. he's basically spoiling you throughout your time together, just so you know how much you can rely on him without hesitating

whether you're an independent person or you find comfort in having someone to rely on, he'll find a perfect balance where he knows exactly when you need to be pampered.

"do you want it…? you look like you do." he had been watching you across the aisle, staring at the display of blind boxes.

"i don't want it... really." you shake your head, not wanting to fall victim to the consumerism curse that had taken over the world.

"you sure?" he asks grabbing a box off the aisle, scanning its components drawn on the packaging.

"yeah. i only want this one specifically," you point at the silhouette in the corner of the box, "it's so rare i don't even wanna bother."

"let's just try a few. you could get lucky you never know." he shrugs as he grabs a dozen boxes, placing them into your shopping cart. before you can argue to reduce the quantity, he speeds off towards the counter dragging the cart along with him.

just the two of us

the time you spend alone together when you both know exactly what you want is special. it’s slow and tempered, if his voice is guiding you, his eyes are reassuring you. he’ll manhandle you but with care, kisses and caresses to make you know nothing about your relationship is casual.

every moment is more intimate than the last, the type of relationship where your hands are always on each other and you can't get enough of one another. you'll often get lost in your own world, where it's just you two living entirely for one another.

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≡ OFF CAM !! KIM YONGSIN

(in which you give him a last chance to redeem himself ๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵) : 720 wds : fluff + established relationship : blurted out on a random tuesday, not sure what the vibe is but yorch is perfect either way.

you checked the time on your phone once more hoping you wouldn’t have to wait longer than these five minutes. you felt dumb falling for the promises he made each time, but you couldn’t help but hope for a little change.

just as you glanced up from the texts you shared, after reconfirming that you weren’t the one who was too early, you felt a firm hand slide on your back—around your waist. you looked up to find the owner of the rough fingers caressing your waist, a face you knew too well.

without having to say anything he knew you had already forgotten that he wasted ten minutes of your time, his usual playful smile on his lips washing away all the annoyance that had been on your mind.

“hey princess.” he leaned in placing a soft kiss on your temple, gently pulling you closer by the waist.

you hated that he was right, that you could only feel happy seeing him smile instead of being mad that he ever made you wait. you turned your head away from his lips, letting out a low scoff as you started making your way to the venue.

his quiet chuckle rang in your ears as he followed behind. eventually he caught up, and you let him take your hand in his, tangling your fingers together as you walked side by side. you could feel his gaze on you, persistent just waiting for you to forget his carelessness once again. his fingers, despite holding onto yours, reaching for you trailing the bare skin on your waist ever so slightly.

"you're so cute when you're like this." he laughed turning his head away, genuinely amused. you looked up at him with a frown, unsatisfied with the results you were getting.

"like what?" the sound of your voice brought his eyes back to you, a soft smile drawn on his lips as he cupped your face in his hand.

"like this." you watched him with a slight pout on your lips, slowing your pace as the distance between you gradually grew non-existent.

once his lips pressed a soft peck against yours, he searched your gaze once again only to be met with a deeper frown. he let go of you, looking closely at your expression as his own features grew more wary, worried he had genuinely upset you.

he tried not to make it obvious how bothered he was that his kiss didn’t break the shell, melting the frown away. you could tell from that moment that his smile and reactions were controlled, calculated to not anger you any further.

it wasn't a long walk to your friends' place but those last minutes felt delicate. you watched him in the corner of your eye, lost in thought occasionally stretching his hand towards yours--swinging gently by your side.

at the door step before you could get the chance to ignore him for the rest of the night, he pulled your hand away from the bell, stopping you notifying the others of your presence. you looked up at him with a straight face waiting for him to release your hand, the look on your face made his brows twitch upward, eyes widening with concern.

he groaned quietly bringing your hand to his face to rest on his cheek. you knew what was coming from the saddened downwards curve in his eyebrows, to his inability to hold eye contact with you for a couple seconds.

"i'm sorry baby." he sighed lowering his forehead to rest on yours, his warm needy breaths pressing against your skin.

"yeah?" your voice was quiet, barely a whisper.

he nodded bringing your palm to his lips to press kisses against the tender skin. you tried to hide your satisfaction, keeping on the poker face that had worked so well.

"forgive me hmm?" as he spoke his eyes stayed fixed on yours, so close you felt the warmth from your nerves settling around your face.

for a moment your gaze shifted, an unexpected moment of hesitation. his expression deepened further, a silent plea manifesting in his round puppy eyes.

“please. i’ll be good this time.” he begged, letting his head rest on your shoulder in a final surrender. without saying anything you placed your hand on his head, gently soothing his worries away.

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interim check, or etude de marché maybe.

tiny little poll just to see what y’all wanna see more of !! i like this system of writing for everyone i like cause before i used to focus on specific groups, but i wonder where the demand is. who should i write more for ?

also i noticed i was at 50 followers yayy, thanks for reading my silly little stories lol. based on the poll i’ll try do smth for yall.

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≡ STAR CROSSED !! YOO SEUNGEON

(the concept of kissing goodbye after establishing boundaries ๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵) : 926 words : angst + suggestive + friends w benefits : based of a tweet cause i thought that was such an interesting concept as someone who doesn’t believe in talking stages.

“no seriously, you’re a good friend.” he says while you sit between his legs, his arm wrapped around you under your oversized hoodie. his fingers brush gentle caresses on your waist, delicate touches you only ever fantasized about before.

the word “friend” fails to silence its ringing in your mind, is there truly no better word to describe where you’re hovering in this relationship.

before you can reach a moment of awkward silence, he attempts to get a reaction out of you softly biting the nape of your neck. you turn back sharply, startled by the gesture. he gives you a smile satisfied with the expression he got from you.

“you don’t have to be so cautious with me, you know?” he tries to reassure you, pushing your hair behind your ear. his eyes meet yours and it’s clear what his intentions are, a part of you just wants to let it happen.

you want to get lost in this confusing feeling of almost romance, you want to forget your standards and ideals just for this. despite his constant denial of deeper feelings, you know yourself, your reactions to his touch, his voice, his stare. all those feelings make it harder to blindly follow his lead, and let yourself live in constant confusion.

so you turn away, ignoring the sigh that escapes his lips once you do. he’s used to your constant push and pull, the same way you know his thoughts just from his eyes. his arms close in tighter around your waist pulling you closer, his head resting on your shoulder soothing the delicate skin with featherlight kisses. just enough to make you feel frustrated, barely enough to satisfy your desire.

“be honest. this is exactly what you wanted, isn’t it?” his breath is warm against your ear, his voice lower than usual, the space between you is inexistent, his smile obvious against your lobe.

“you know me so well, don’t you?” you snicker quietly, letting your eyes rest as he hums against your neck. his kisses growing in intensity, hand following the same level reaching for your chest under your top.

the feeling is intensely bittersweet, all the pleasure you're experiencing being paired with a looming cloud of experiences that will never see the light. those sweet innocent moments shared between lovers wouldn't be part of your future together. if there is a possibility of a future together after all these mixed feelings.

you let out a deep sigh, all the pent up frustration weighing on your chest breaking free. he knows in that moment that you're going to want to talk, it only makes sense that it would be about you.

"let's hear it." he leans back naturally on the bed rest, pulling his hands away from your skin to the mattress beneath you. you look at him, clueless eyes searching his face for answers.

"just tell me what's on your mind, we can solve it together." he makes it seem so easy, looking at you with that reassuring smile.

"when you say together you mean as friends, right?" you ask, the first question that comes to mind without filtering it. he looks at you almost confused, a nervous smile flickering on his lips.

"i mean we are friends aren't we?" the look he gives you is one asking for confirmation. he wants to be sure you didn't get carried away because you wanted this, you cut off the strings that were getting attached.

"yeah... of course. i'm just thinking friends usually keep a certain line, not to be crossed." your eyes are facing forward too scared to see the face he's making behind you. the imprint of his lips on your neck tingling as you try to close that door.

"is that what you want?" his words find your ears like a sweet temptation, a dare masked a a truth.

you wonder if it matters, what you want because you won't have it either way. you know this game too well, the eternal yearning of the hopeless romantic, you'd witnessed it before and now it was your turn to care too much.

you don't know what you want, you know you're scared of all these feelings manifesting themselves all at once. the same fear that brought you here is holding you back. you have had your time together, falling harder than he first did, now you don't want to do further because what if you jinx it.

"yeah." you nod sharply.

"at least you won't lie to my face." he scoffs,

"geon..." you turn back towards him with an apologetic frown. your eyes meet and it feels right, like you had only been granted sight to lay your eyes on him someday.

the pain of losing something you haven't even started. forever haunted by the fragments of those emotions you'll never experience again.

"so can friends kiss or that's too much?" he asks with a playful smirk on his lips, watching your brows furrow, "you have three seconds."

you don't know whether to hate or love how well he can read you. how he knows exactly when to get you out of your head, exactly how.

"...one." you mouth the last number as he says it, giving into the bait. his kiss blurs the world around you, letting you lose yourself under his influence.

you pull away, avoiding his gaze as you distance yourself from him. before you can get persuaded once more you grab your things, walking out of his room for what you believe will be the last time.

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Hi!! Read your bf yechan headcanons and I really enjoyed it! I was wondering if you could do one with seokjoon or seongmo

≡ AS YOUR BOYFRIEND !! NAM SEONGMO

(when you are in a relationship with him ๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵) : 875 words : fluff + suggestive (mdni!) : thank you for requesting! i'm sorry it took a while, i hope you enjoy this </3

boasting about you

seongmo is kinda the archetype of a male wife, he'll wear those dumb "i love my girlfriend" t-shirts unironically just to get the chance to mention you. everyone around him would know the most random things about you just cause he'll take any chance to talk about you. he doesn't necessarily boast but he does believe he's extremely lucky to be the one you love.

during your achievements he's there making sure everyone there pays attention to how amazing you are. whether you're the most important person there or not, he sees you as that. he’ll always make sure to mention you, mindlessly flaunting all the ways he admires you.

your number one supporter

seongmo is the type to truly admire you, no matter how far you've gotten or if you're only just conceptualizing the idea, he can already see your success clearly. he's always ready to be the help you need, he likes that he's able to be part of your accomplishments. no matter what you do whether your contribution is minimal or essential, he’s ready to praise you for it.

he’s extremely passionate about you, being there for you, cheering you on. he’s that one voice that helps you keep pushing forward. when you talk, he’s listening with his utmost attention. his eyes filled with genuine affection, not only enamored by your words but your beauty as well.

only has ears for your laugh

though he doesn’t have a 100% success rate he loves making you laugh. it doesn’t matter if you’re laughing at him or with him, if he sees a hint of an amused smile he’s satisfied. perhaps he tries too hard at times but even that ends up being funny so it works out for him.

however loving your laugh also somehow comes with ignoring your nagging. he will awkwardly act unaware about whatever you’re complaining about, not because he doesn’t care but because he knows you’re right. it’s always silly little things like not dressing warm enough or forgetting small tasks, but regardless after the awkward ignoring he ends up complying.

magnetic attraction

you’re the only cure to his cravings. seongmo is objectively extremely clingy and there’s nothing to do about it. whether it’s obvious or subtle he finds a way to get his hourly dose, from quick glances across crowded spaces to make out sessions in the privacy of your room.

“You’re back!” you smile as he walks into your bedroom. He walks straight to you on the bed, settling himself comfortably beside you. Close enough to kiss you with a simple head turn.

“I’m back.” He breaths out, forgetting the exhausting day with smooth kisses, burying his face in your neck.

very territorial

seongmo lowkey gets jealous really easily but he tries to play it off as a joke so you don't end up finding him annoying. he doesn't like when there's room to wonder if you're single, he'll make it known in every way he can. PDA is just an excuse to remind everyone you're happily taken, and that that will not change anytime.

when he happens to notice you having fun with other guys, he'll playfully tease you for enjoying yourself without him. it's very obviously a joke but he does genuinely get jealous.

"nothing is ever that funny." he shakes his head in disbelief. you glance at him, following his steps as you walk home together. a scoff escapes your lips, ready for his endless nagging.

"i'm just saying, a giggle would have sufficed." he raises his hands surrendering before you can snap back at him.

"i'm sure you'll be more carefully next time... show only two teeth preferably." you swing your arm towards him hoping to shut him up, but he dodges it quickly while blurting multiple apologies.

subtle hints

he's super sneaky with his intentions, he'd never make it obvious what ever is on his mind but instead he'd hope you figure it out with the things he says or does. somehow from a playful situation you end up the most steamy moments. whether cause he's too shy to actually initiate anything or just cause he'd rather you take the lead, that's as far as he'll go.

"how's it?" you ask after tying your hair in a loose bun. his eyebrows squeeze with the soft frown on his face as he looks at the mess on your head.

"honestly, you've done worse." he gets up from his seat to stand behind you, "i'll fix it." you sigh knowing what ever he's going to do is not going to be better.

you can feel the pull of the bun on the top of your head, so you know not to expect anything great. once you look at the state of your hair in your phone camera, you glare up at him towering over you.

"what? you look cute." he laughs enjoying the pout on your lips.

"plus it's easier for me to grab your hair from there." he says grabbing on your bun with a playful grin.

depending on if you play into his jokes or not, he might get embarrassed, his boldness only last in the moment of the build up, from there it's up to you.

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≡ TRAFFIC LIGHTS !! CHOI JIHO & YOON SIYUN

(in which you meet a pair of motorcyclists, beginning a long night ๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵) : 2456 wds : fluff + love triangle (?) + strangers 2 lvrs : longest fic here ans it's still pretty incomplete, i don't want to write too much cz idek if it's worth reading but i needed biker jiho and i wanted to write for siyun ^o^

The non stop giggles spilling from both your lips tells you that you're well beyond tipsy from those shots you downed a couple blocks ago. You hold on tightly to Lia’s arm as you walk down the road looking for a spot to extend your night. Each sentence that escapes her lips feels like a puzzle to decipher, all you can do is laugh along with her as you try to situate yourselves in the late lively city.

As you're reading store signs trying to find a club, you feel a harsh pull from your friend leading you towards a tall building. The absence of a doorman feels suspicious but you let her guide you into the high class building.

"We should head to the parking lot... to get a car!" your eyes dart towards her, a confused expression plastered on your face. She covers her mouth with her hand openly laughing at your face, reaching a finger to your face and pokes your nose.

You blame yourself for suggesting drinks before heading out. Before you realise it she breaks free from your clutch on her arm, scurrying to the elevators. A slight panic settles in your chest, you frantically search the hall for any disapproving frown, but to your surprise you were the only ones occupying the area.

"Hurry up, I'm going down!" You watch as she steps into the elevator and instinctively rush after her before anyone catches onto your intrusion.

Just as you’re about to step onto the elevator you freeze.There’s someone else in the elevator. A figure—tall, dressed in all black, helmet on.

 You glance at your friend silently begging her to take the next. Instead just as the doors start closing she reaches for you, pulling you in. The pull makes you lose complete balance, almost bumping into the mysterious stranger. A quick apology escapes your lips immediately, followed by an elbow jab to your friend.

As the elevator begins its slow descent, your focus moves to the buttons on the elevator realizing only one of them is lit up, and it's the parking floor. Honestly you're still unsure what she had in mind coming here, but you assume the helmeted bike rider behind you isn't part of it. All this panicking isn't helping your intoxicated mind, but you try to think straight, grabbing onto your company's arm before she can escape you again.

As the elevator dings the doors slide open, you try your best to navigate the space to make it seem familiar to any curious eyes. You can hear her giggling, enjoying the chaos she has brought you as you finally reach the exit door leading to the parking lot.

The moment your hand presses on the door you feel the weight rejecting your weak arm muscles, forcing you to push harder than you expected with only one free arm. One second you feel all the weight of the door leaning against your hand, and next you feel none of it.

Your head turns toward the door where your hand rests, right by it another hand holds the door, you look back to the stranger. His visor is up, so you can see his eyes clearly set on you making you turn back abruptly, walking quickly out the doorway.

"I saw that." A whisper presses against your ear as you walk aimlessly into the parking lot, you hit her with your elbow once more, looking around carefully for him so you don't bump into each other again.

"We should ask him." You turn to her with a weary frown, scared of the words that will follow, "For a ride."

She's ready to drag you along with her but you're able to stop her before she starts. Just as you turn the corner you notice a couple motorcycles, one with a rider and another without. This one isn't wearing a helmet so you assume it's a different guy, but you still go back on you steps to avoid him.

As you take a couple steps backwards, he looks in your direction, eyebrows furrowing as he watches you. Just as you turn to walk away completely you bump into your familiar stranger, nose first straight to the chest.

You hear him curse under his breath pulling his helmet over his head, you echo the word as you let go of Lia, lifting your hands to your nose. You're about to excuse yourself with a quick apology when you feel his fingers press under your chin lifting your face up.

"Does it hurt a lot? I'm sorry, I didn't see you with the helmet." You step back flustered, pulling away from his touch shaking your head.

"No. I wasn't looking, I'm sorry." His eyes narrow at you for a moment before glancing over at Lia, who has been watching your exchange with anticipation.

"Will you be okay for the night? I can take you to a pharmacy if you need it." The softness in which his words caress your ears catches you off guard, genuine concern in his voice as he scans your features. For a second you feel inclined to accept his offer, but reason takes over.

"That won't be--"

"Yes. She needs it, her nose is probably broken, she was born with weak bones." You watch his face grow with concern as she goes on, he looks at you for a second and you can tell his mind is made up.

Before you can deny her claims he wraps his hand around your forearm sliding down to your hand, holding you there as he guides you to the other biker you spotted earlier.

"Siyun. You got a spare helmet?" Siyun glances between the two of you, your fingers locked in his hand, analysing the situation before nodding.

His hand wrapped around yours feels so familiar that once he lets go, you almost miss the warmth. He leaves you with the other biker, Siyun, to fetch another helmet for Lia.

"Hey." Siyun's voice brings your attention back, with a wave of embarrassment from being caught staring. You look up at him reluctantly, not daring to meet his eyes. For a second he hesitates, naturally making your eyes find his, instead of handing you the helmet he settles it down on one of the bikes.

"May I?" He asks, reaching for your face, you can't tell what he wants, but for some reason you nod nonetheless. His fingers almost barely trace your skin, gathering a few loose strands around your face pushing them behind your ear. His eyes dance around your features, from eyes, to nose, to lips, wetting his lips with his tongue before finding your eyes again.

"That's better." He helps you put the helmet on, placing it on your head and strapping it on just right. You can't help the way your eyes are like magnets to his face, following as he makes sure you're safe for the ride.

"Jiho's back." His eyes meet yours one last time before heading over to his bike. As you look away your eyes find Lia's, her eyebrows are furrowed and her mouth agape from the scene she just witnessed. You give her a deep frown, mouthing the words: "This is your fault" to her.

A knowing smile plays on her lips, a sudden pride washing her expression as she acknowledges her work.

Jiho rushes over with two helmets in his hands, the one that once covered his features and an additional one for Lia. As soon as he reaches you, his eyes land on you slightly concerned, "We should be leaving now, are you in any pain?"

"I'm really not, I really appreciate your guys' help, but we'll be fine from here." You finally decide to cut the act, hoping Lia won’t drag it any further.

"What? No! We literally need a ride downtown, it’s still so early." You sigh at the sound of her complaints, turn towards her shaking your head begging her to leave them alone.

"I can drive you--"

"No…" You quickly interrupt Jiho before he can convince you more. You would rather be safe than anything else, despite the obvious kindness in his stares you didn’t know him. 

"Please, I insist. You would be busy somewhere else if it wasn't for me, let me at least make up for it." He tries once more, with a soft smile playing on his lips. You had intended to decline, but a second passes and it’s clear you’re hesitating.

You look over to your friend confused about your own reaction, and she reads clearly into it as a green light pushing on her helmet. Seeing you’re still reluctant she gives you a light push, guiding you towards your rider.

You stumble forward almost crashing into him, but his hands reach for you before you can hit him again. In the lapse of an hour, your face has been inches away from his chest more than once, and oddly enough each time you’ve tried to ignore the thundering on your own.

You tip your head up to look at him, his eyes wide with a hint of a smirk carved on his lips. 

“Sorry,” you mumble, barely audible. “I tripped.”

“It’s okay, I’ve got you.” He smiles and you wonder if it’s the alcohol coming back or if it’s really just him that is making you lose all reasoning.

As his hands slowly let go, the distance between you feels so small all of a sudden, you shuffle backwards. You wonder if he notices you shying away each time your eyes meet, trying to listen while he explains how the ride works.

“Just hold on tight. Stay close. You’ll be safe with me.” His voice draws you in so naturally, you can’t avoid his gaze anymore. He flashes a satisfied smile lifting a hand above your head. In a swift motion he slides your helmet’s visor down, nods his head towards the bike inviting you on.

You glance at the motorcycle cringing slightly at the size. Just as you’re about to ask how to mount it you hear the other’s engine start and slowly grow louder as they approach. You turn to the pair on the bike, Siyun’s helmet is on now, though his eyes remain visible enough for you to catch the glance in your direction before he begins.

“Downtown through the Subs right?” Siyun focuses on his friend once again. Jiho gives him a sharp nod with an ok hand sign, confirming the question. 

Siyun lets out a breathy “Cool…”, once again meeting your gaze trailing down to your fairly exposed upper body. He clears his throat once, tearing his eyes away from you. You feel the heat boiling up your face–from the tip of your ears to your collarbones– your eyes shaking from embarrassment. 

“She’ll be cold out.” He isn’t talking to you but there’s a sort of intimacy in the way he says the words loud enough for you to hear without searching your gaze. That feeling only grows as you watch him, pulling his jacket off his shoulders to give Jiho, for you.

Lia lets out a dry cough, taken aback by the whole situation. You look at him as Jiho places the jacket over your shoulders, hoping to thank him with a smile at least. As soon as your lips curve up in a soft smile his gaze shifts, he pulls down his visor ready to get on the road. 

“We’ll be at the exit.” Without waiting for a response he drives off with your friend. You look back at Jiho who helps you into the jacket—zipping it up halfway. 

“He won’t wait for long.” He warns you with a humorous smile. Before you notice his hands are placed on your waist lifting you swiftly onto the bike. Your lips part open to rebuke his actions but you only end up watching him get on. 

You wrap your arms around him, holding on tightly and before you can change your mind, he drives off. 

The ride through the city is unreal to you, every light seems more spectacular than in your memories. Every frame feels memorable, the cool air breathing through your clothes as you drift through the streets. 

Many thoughts plague your mind as you count the city lights. Enveloped in the warmth of one and holding on tightly to another. You thought you would get drunk and lose yourself to that feeling but instead you’re lost between the idea of two different men. 

Slowly approaching your destination the sudden loss of speed as you arrive at a red light, pulls you out of your thoughts. 

The tint from the red shine paints your shadows red, you notice it especially on Siyun. His arms fully exposed—stretched out as he revs the engine ready to get back on the road—makes it hard to ignore him.  

Just as the red lights glisten on Siyun, the green lights bring you back to Jiho. His hand suddenly finds yours, pulling you closer to hold on tight as the lights flash green. 

Once you finally reach the nightlife district, it feels like you’ve reached the peak of the night despite it just beginning. 

Jiho helps you off your seat the same way he helped you on, the spark of his fingerprints still tingling on your waist. He unbuckles your helmet’s strap—after having taken his off. 

With the helmet off you can see him clearly again, his kind and gentle smile reassure you without any need for reassurance. 

“Thanks for the ride.” You smile thankful, holding onto the helmet as you gather your thoughts. 

“My pleasure. I’d take you anywhere, just give me a call.” He reaches for his phone, handing it to you, and you do the same. 

You greet him one final goodbye, before walking over to your friend. With one glance you can tell she’s starting to sober up, and is ready for more drinks. 

“He let you keep the jacket?” She asks, watching you get closer. Your eyes widen and you turn back immediately, jogging towards Siyun—still by his bike. 

You start to take off the jacket in front of him, thanking him with all the words you could think of but he stops you. 

“Keep it.” He reaches for you, pulling the jacket back on your shoulders, you look at him puzzled. 

“There’ll be other chances to get it back, just keep it for tonight.” His eyes soften not in the same way as Jiho’s, but just enough for you to nod—accepting his offer. 

A certain tension lingers for a beat too long. His stare becomes harder to read, you can’t tell if his eyes land on your lips because of desire or pure coincidence but he looks away before you can wonder longer. 

He gets on his bike, just as Jiho is on his, and they both ride away. Putting an end to the rowdy beginning of the night. 

[badtitude]

cause i only cry in the rain ୧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☁️ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆

[badtitude]

hiiii, can you write 82major Seongil as your boyfriend???, could be sfw or nsfw. THANK UUUUUU

≡ AS YOUR BOYFRIEND !! CHO SEONGIL

(when you are in a relationship with him ๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵) : 997 words : fluff + suggestive (mdni!) : thank you for requesting! i'm so sorry it took soo long i got very busy then i forgot how to write, i hope you enjoy this, forgive me if it's not great sorryy </3

silent observer

the simple act of being around you is what seongil treasures the most. being close enough to watch you live in your own world, but not too close to limit your freedom. his love for you, and his faith in you reflect so brightly in his eyes when he’s just watching your mundane life tasks. in the same way others have their favorite movies, tv shows, broadcasts, you are all he looks forward to seeing each day.

even though he tries to be discreet about it, you often catch him staring. the embarrassed expression on your face when your eyes meet always curving up the corners of his lips. naturally, he notices things that you wouldn’t, catches on to habits you don’t realize you have, knows the little things that make your day.

mind reader

your connection rarely need words to be expressed, most of the time through silent glances exchanged you would understand each other. one of the things he's most proud about is understanding you better than anyone, and even sometimes yourself. it's not that he's always magically right, but he's never truly far off. you can tell he waits for that moment when you let out a scoff, with a soft smile satisfied with his help.

it makes most things easier, having someone who knows exactly how you would do things and would rather give you advice first rather than completely disregarding your opinion. he is that, someone who would hold your thoughts and ideas in such high regards that you wonder if maybe you had been gifted all along and no one bothered paying attention all that time.

the same broken humour

whether you're easily amused or not, with him things just feel more light, like you can find humour in everything. it's that kind of relationship where you have a vault filled with inside jokes that never fail to make you spiral into a laughing fit. it gets complicated when you're together in situations where you can't laugh because you know that with one second of eye contact, someone will smile and the other with make the most obvious noise to hide their laugh.

at the same time it's such a blessing to have a constant reason to smile, even without any particular reason.

on the couch sniffling quietly on his shoulder, the aftertaste of caramel popcorn still strong in your mouth, wiping your wet cheeks with the tip of your sleeve

"so.. what was up with her outfits?" you shut your eyes close taking a deep breath, your nostrils flaring as you try to contain your smile. he turns over to you so you try to hide your amusement with quiet sobs covering your face from his gaze.

"oh that's why you're crying." you scoff at him, hitting his arm in defeat.

follows your lead

trust in a relationship can be easily discarded by some but not with seongil, if there's one thing he does it's trust you, he might trust you first before trusting himself. this doesn't mean he leaves everything up to you and just trails along aimlessly, but rather him considering you before making any major decisions. if you want to take the wheels, he would gladly assist you in any ways you may need him, but he knows to trust you even if you chose to be independent.

the truth you both know is that neither of you really knows what is the best road to follow, where the journey will be safest but knowing that you have arms to run to whenever thing may get confusing is enough.

he's a true romantic in that sense, he bring that security of a well knit kinship.

"if you want to take the leap i'm right here, if you want to back out i'll hold your hand as you run, either way we'll be fine." his words are genuine, you can feel the weight your decision holds, looking between the birkin bag in your hand and the exit.

you let your hand cover your mouth as you gently place the bag away from your reach, tearing your gaze away from the rent shaped bag. just as he promised you feel his hand slip into yours, guiding you out the luxurious wonderland.

"how about a sweet treat?" with those words, your once pensive frown reveals a bright smile and all your high fashion fantasies vanish.

patience and care

as fun and lively as it may get when you're together, his favorite time is when nothing is happening, when it's quiet and the air is cool. the gentle feeling of your breath blowing against his chest as you rest together with only the atoms in your skin separating you. watching carefully as your shoulders rise and fall with every breath, everything feels so delicate in those moments, like he can feel every minute pass like a hour.

for you that's how every moment with him feels, slow and tempered, you never feel rushed. in his eyes you can see that he would gladly wait an eternity if it was for you, and in that sense time could never enrapture his feelings for you.

your pleasure = his pleasure

his caring nature translates in small acts of service, he enjoys being the one you turn to, the shoulder you lean to rest on. being able to tell what's on your mind helps with this because that one look he can tell exactly what you're craving. he's the type to only act on it if he knows you're craving it, maybe he likes seeing that look on your face knowing he's the only one that can help you relieve the tension.

he genuinely puts his care and attention to fulfil your needs and through the process he finds that he only gets satisfied himself, once he knows that you are. only when all the tension is wiped off your face, loosened in your muscles, that he feels the same effects wearing on him.

[badtitude]

might be gone for the next two months im trying to lock in for university so wish me luck!! bai bai :3

[badtitude]

≡ SECRET PROMISE !! YEOM TAEGYUN

(in which promises are made and never broken ๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵) : 1345 words : angst + impossible love + childhood friends to lovers : no one reads onepact on here so this is fun, ill have to reread this but I think it like it. I initially wasn't going for a happy ending but it worked out in the end yippee !!

[  meet me at 12. ]

Thinking back on it, you often wondered if you truly did hate your middle school years, if your memories were reliable enough to judge your true feelings at the time. As distant as it felt, the constant pain in your chest that came with the memories never left you. 

A perduring reminder of the loneliness that surrounded you during those dark days. You liked to believe that all those dark feelings brought you to him, looking for a place to find refuge you found him. At the time it barely seemed significant, but as days went by the time you would spend in that space under the tunnel would grow, and slowly the strange boy would become your strange friend.

When you had nowhere to run to, nowhere to let out all your tears, you would let your feet lead you to the only place you knew. Knowing he would be there brought you a sense of comfort, even in the silence of his presence when you were still unfamiliar to each other, all you needed was that unspoken promise of his company.

As time passed you could feel your relationship concretizing itself. A box of tissues placed in your space, the spot you always sat, across from him in that spot you shared. Once you thanked him, you realized how curious you had been about him, asking him all sorts of questions, building up your odd connection. With Yeom Taegyun, you felt understood in numerous ways, words you couldn’t express, feelings you couldn’t decipher, they all found their sense in his refuge. 

[  i need to see you. ]

Once you found him it suddenly felt like nothing could go wrong again, you had each other for the good times and the bad, so you never felt as low as you did all those years ago, before him. The spot remained the same throughout the years despite your ever-changing lifestyles, you kept that as a timeless spot. 

In fact, time would stop at times under that abandoned tunnel, shared moments unspoken of outside of the darkness of your spot. Secrets of lips connecting, feelings unveiling, truths spoken, a deeper love blossomed beyond your control. He had a way of making you feel like your heart was safe in his care, like he had harboured all the love he had in his chest just for you to lose yourself in it. Loving him felt like the most natural thing, knowing that you would love through success and defeat, you never wanted to let go of what you had.

You tried your best to dream and let your hopes take over, but those moments were shared in secret for a reason, nothing ever came easily for you. Despite your similarities, your differences held a stronger weight far beyond your control. 

At first it came in quiet warnings whispered into his ears, people surrounding him telling him to distance himself from you knowing it wouldn’t end in your favor, but neither of you took them seriously at the time. Being young, you believed you were the masters of your own faiths, and social class and upbringing were just details. 

Soon enough you came to learn you had no power when it came to the things you truly wanted, as you got older he would grow farther from your reach. The fact was you didn’t choose the families you were born into, he went to international instituts while you had to settle with local schools, his future was bright while yours was uncertain. Still he tried to show you that none of it mattered to him, that he would fight to keep what you had.

Sadly, no matter how hard you tried to fight it, his face, stature, attire, it would all remind you of the warning you had heard once upon a time. You couldn’t hold onto the illusion as tightly as you once did.

[  one last time. ]

You distanced yourself from him, the comfort you once found in his presence had become a melancholic feeling. Whenever you had thoughts of him, sensing that emptiness in the space he would usually fill up, it was never hard to find him. Fingers hovering over your keyboard as you tried to find the words, even without typing them out he would find you first. 

At the time you loved that he made it so easy, but now you were left with a bottle with words left unsaid. This time he would be leaving for good, and all the moments you had shared would become passing memories. Once again you wanted to ignore the reality of things, act like you would be fine, hope that it wouldn’t pain you as much, but you couldn’t make the same mistakes you did. 

When you first heard the news you had to hide your disappointment, it was good news for him, you wanted to be happy for him. You could feel his eyes on you analysing your reaction, you could see in his eyes he was searching for any sign from you, a clear signal screaming “don’t go”, but you couldn’t give it to him. 

This time you would be the one to send the text, he knew where to find you and you knew he would come. Knowing it could be the last time you would see each other brought back the awkwardness of your middle school days. Time felt like an absurd concept under that tunnel, standing side by side in complete silence never felt more comforting.

“You’re leaving on Monday right?” You turned over to him filling the quiet space with a soft echo, he nodded with a tight lipped smile, his gaze trailed off following the train tracks that lead out the dark shelter. 

“I’ll miss this–”

“You can say you don’t want me to go, you know?” His eyes found yours, he knew he was right, but he also knew you wouldn’t admit it. With a light scoff you turned your gaze away from him, you wanted to try to be reasonable for him, but he could read right through you. 

“It’s not that simple.” You couldn’t help but wonder as you forced the words out your throat if that wasn’t just an excuse, if it really wasn’t just as simple as that.

“It is.” His voice brought your eyes back up to his, a soft furrow in your brows as you stared at him searching for your words.

“Let’s not do this. You’re leaving in two days, it will be a good thing for you.” Now it was his eyebrows scrunching in return, a wave of disbelief washing across his face as he let out a short laugh. 

“There’s a lot of things that are good for me doesn’t mean I have to do them.” He gave you a soft smile, knowing you couldn’t avoid it as easily. No matter how you looked at it, he had no intentions of not having you in his life.

All the moments you spent away from him telling yourself you weren’t good enough for him, all lead up to this moment, where you had to decide if that was truly what you wanted. His insistent questions, the hopeful glimmer in his eyes, he needed true confirmation that you didn’t actually want this unnecessary space you had built up. 

“Besides you’ve been so good to me.” You could feel the slight tingling in your eyes as tears welled up, the feeling of his hand brushing against your cheek as he cupped your face brought a sense of relief. You let your eyes shut close, taking in the warmth of his touch.

“I really don’t want you to go Tae.” Through your tears your eyes fluttered open, looking up at him with an apologetic frown. Saying the words out loud seemed like such a selfish thing before, but now it just felt honest.

“When you say it like that, I couldn’t possibly leave you.”