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the point of art is not to be great but to make it transparently obvious that there is something wrong with you

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negative affirmations

I can be worse

I still have time to fuck things up

I can kms any time I want

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I added your AO3 as a shortcut on my phone, would you like a picture of Roman, Joel or anything else of your choosing for the icon?

You have no idea what a compliment that is. That is really touching tbh 😭💕

Your choice :)

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BABE I AM SO SORRY THIS HAPPENED TO YOU! I WAS SO WORRIED! I MISSED YOU! ARE YOU OKAY??????

No I am not. They shrinked my fuckin dink man

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📸six non-selfie pics📸

Thanks for the full pressure tag @beefrobeefcal that’s JUST WHAT I NEEDED.

Full pressure tagging you right back @beefrobeefcal and @cum-a-calla @toxicanonymity @cosmicwavelengths @xmunsn @angelsanarchy

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KYLE GALLNER as BENSON in THE PASSENGER

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Shit, I am so fucking sorry about the loss of your account. For someone who put out so much original content and interacted so much with followers, that must really hurt. And probably be infuriating. Whenever something I worked on for a long time, something I had high hopes for, gets fucked for one reason or another, I try to reframe it as a clean slate. And no, it's not easy and I myself am not the positive kind of person who can easily see the bright side of things. But I usually feel it's the only way to move forward. Also, if your account termination really has any connection to that hateful anon I've just read about earlier - keep going out of spite.

It did really hurt. It does. I’m not gonna pretend like I am not fucking heartbroken, lmao. I work my ass off to write for so many people - around 8.5k by the time the blog was terminated. And it’s really fucking upsetting for others because that blog wasn’t all my own. Not really. It was such a fun place because you and other readers made it such a community full of love and perversion and all that other good stuff. A lot of fucking people contributed to it in so many ways. And that’s why while I’m disheartened, I don’t think it’s a fair move of me to say “fuck you all” and dip, even though the pull to throw in the towel is fucking strong right now. I really am crushed.

But I get what you’re saying. There are silver linings in this. It is very touching to see the outpouring of people extending their love and support and advice. All the people rallying. I see it all, and I’m being slow to respond because, well. I’m fucking exhausted lmao. This is all happening during a very stressful time in my life outside of tumblr, though I don’t need to get into the hairy details about that. It’s just been a bad week is all. I know that better days are ahead.

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missing strange already :(

@strang3lov3-29 she's here, just taking her time. crossing fingers and dicks still

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whatever (renders to 240p because i don’t feel like being 1080p today)

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DUDE OH MY GOD I THOUGHT YOU DIPPED TF OUT ON US

Nah man, they got my ass.

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1.01 // 4.10

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masturbating so i don’t have to think

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what.the.fuck.