bamby0304

[bamby0304]

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Hiya!! How are you today??

[bamby0304]

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Hi!!! xx

[bamby0304]

💙💙(don't be, we all make mistakes. I'm just glad I can still sending you this messages with my phone. Lots of love)💙💙

Oh!! I just responded to your most recent, but I just wanna slide in here and say I'm really glad you managed to find a way to stay!! xx

[bamby0304]

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GUESS WHAT I FOUND!!

In the depths of my sent emails, I had a friend that wanted to read my series The Hart... so I'd sent them (a couple of people, actually, but this case was through email) everything I had written. You know what that entails?? Not just the parts that are posted... but the rest of part 3 and ALL of part 4!! That's kinda exciting for me, tbh!!

I know The Hart wasn't really followed by many people, but Lizzie's story, and her relationship with Dean, mean a lot to me. Her and Victoria from my Walking Dead series still hold a space in my heart. Probably will forever.

So, since I'm coming down from being with my sister for two weeks, and tend to hermit when I get back home, I'm watching Supernatural and reading The Hart :):)

Anyway... just thought I'd let you know... and say thank you for the love xx

[bamby0304]

💙💙(alright, let me know if you receive this, maybe I still can send you anons with my phone)💙💙

YOURE HERE!!

I legit cried a little when I realised what I'd done 🥺 I'm so sorry xx

[bamby0304]

Hey there!! I’m doing an essay for my uni course “can fanfiction be considered literature?”. I have been reaching out to all of my favourite writers and I recently read one of your fic, it was AMAZING!! I was honestly fixated on this fic for like a week and I just have to tell you that the way you write just itches my brain in the best way imaginable. Anyhow I was wondering what your take on the question is, and if I could maybe send you a survey with some follow up questions, no worries if not and have an amazing day! 

I'm assuming I'm late to answer this, and I am so sorry for that!!

You're so lovely for your words and consideration!! I would have enjoyed helping you. I loved uni work and actually wrote a mini essay based on one of my fave fics by a friend on here!! So this would have been super fun. I'm sorry I'm only responding now xx

If the offer is still on the table or you wanna discus, my inbox is open. Can't promise I'll be prompt with replies though (clearly) 😅

[bamby0304]

So I did research... because this is actually important to me.

Apparently, you can't block the account through anon asks. It blocks the IP address from sending anon messages. So 💙 anon, if you see this... I am an idiot, who is deeply sad and sorry that you can't send asks anonymously anymore. Please forgive me xx

I FUCKED UP!!

I accidentally blocked 💙 anon and I don't know who they are. I fucking pressed the wrong button!! WHO WERE THEY!! IM SO SORRY!! IM SUCH A FUCKING IDIOT!! THEY WERE SO LOVELY!! COME BACK!!

[bamby0304]

I FUCKED UP!!

I accidentally blocked 💙 anon and I don't know who they are. I fucking pressed the wrong button!! WHO WERE THEY!! IM SO SORRY!! IM SUCH A FUCKING IDIOT!! THEY WERE SO LOVELY!! COME BACK!!

[bamby0304]

💙💙(Happy birthday beautiful!🎂 have a wonderful day)💙💙

I'm a day late to my own birthday!! Gosh dang it!! 🤦‍♀️

Thank you so much, 💙 anon xx

[bamby0304]

Update on Bamby...

Well, last time I was here, my room had been broken into, and some things were stolen. Including the external hard drive with all my fics and things on it. The culprit was never found, and neither was my stuff...

At first, I did try to write my fics again. But I'd had chapters written up and waiting to post on the hard drive, so rewriting them didn't feel right. Realistically, I don't think I'll continue with them. It sucks. I love a lot of the ideas I had for them. But the energy I'd have to put into them I want to save for other passions...

I have been contemplating turn a couple into books, though. But I'd never remove them from here. I still go back and look at reblog comments, and I wouldn't want to remove all the interactions with you guys.

First... I gotta finish my novel. It's pretty close!! I'm really anxious about it, tbh. My mental health hasn't been great with some PTSD and CPTSD setbacks, the reappearance of my agoraphobia, and in the last year, I had family in and out of the hospital. So writing in all fronts is slow. But not non-existent!!

Anyway, I think that's it from me for now. I'm gonna go back to lurking around, checking in every now and then silently 😊 love yas!!

[bamby0304]

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💙 anon!! I have nearly 300 asks in my inbox, and save from a few, they're all from you!! I know I suck... I know I'm not active on here anymore. But I still have notifications on my phone and check around at least once a week.

So, yea... I saw the birthday message from almost a year ago and was shocked you remembered!! I've saved it just in case, cause I turn 30 this year and I have no plans to do anything, I'm usually alone on my birthday. Hopefully if that's the case your saved birthday message will make me smile!!

I also saw your Christmas and New Year messages!! I just want to say, I hope every single one of your days is blessed. I see you, and I appreciate you more than I think you might realise 😊 xx

[bamby0304]

My house was broken into, and things were stolen, including my external hard drive that has every fanfic I've ever written on it. Any hope of me updating anything is not happening until further notice. Even the fics I'd written up but just hadn't gotten to publishing are gone. All my previous university research and assessments. Resumes. It's gone.

Just thankful I have a separate system for my novel. Only silver lining.

I know people have been messaging, commenting, and sending asks about my stories, I have no answers for you. Please give me patience and time. Thank you xx

[bamby0304]

My house was broken into, and things were stolen, including my external hard drive that has every fanfic I've ever written on it. Any hope of me updating anything is not happening until further notice. Even the fics I'd written up but just hadn't gotten to publishing are gone. All my previous university research and assessments. Resumes. It's gone.

Just thankful I have a separate system for my novel. Only silver lining.

I know people have been messaging, commenting, and sending asks about my stories, I have no answers for you. Please give me patience and time. Thank you xx

[bamby0304]

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I may or may not be dabbling back into a certain why-choose omega-verse supernatural fic... but I'm making no promises about if/when I'll be posting/updating anything :):)

[bamby0304]

💙💙(Merry Christmas!)💙💙

Merry belated Christmas to you and everyone else ❤️ xx

[bamby0304]

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Hello puppies 🥰 xx

[bamby0304]

💙💙(Hey hon, how are you? Hope you're doing great. We miss you on here)💙💙

I'm still around, just not active 😅

The other day I had the sudden desire to read old fiction of mine and the comments and reblogs with them. It's been nice seeing all the things people have said about my work. Helps keep me going with my novel which is nearing 100k words. So... it's going good, I think!!

Me on the otherhand?? 😬 My agoraphobia got so bad I had to quit my job. But I'm planning on joining a librarian course next year!! That's exciting 😊

I see my notifications every day, and every time you send your asks anon it makes me smile. So thank you!!