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"You handled it so well'

No, I didn't. I went insane, lost my spark, bled in silence, shattered in private, and wore a smile that lied better than any mask could.

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every time i open up, i remember why i closed down.

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I stayed when I felt unloved and that basically sums up how bad I wanted it to be you.

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"if they wanted to they would"

takes on a whole new meaning when you realize that they hurt you because they want to.

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Finally found someone I truly loved but sadly the universe sent someone who wasn't healed so now I'm paying the price.

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I tried to give you the love you never had,

and in return you gave me the pain I never deserved.

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One day you're going to miss me chasing you. You're going to miss how much I cared.

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I'm too exhausted to explain my soul to someone again.

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never asked for much, just wanted someone to be there for me how i am for them.

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when tumblr dies i'll live under your bed and you can say out loud what you would post and i will say LIKE or REBLOG it'll be just like we're still here

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She did not need much, wanted very little. A kind word, sincerity, fresh air, clean water, a garden, kisses, books to read, sheltering arms, a cosy bed, and to love and be loved in return.

Starra Neely Blade

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— Anaïs Nin, from The Diary of Anaïs Nin (Vol. 1: 1931-1934) (via letsbelonelytogetherr)