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@candceswan & @romeestr

Supermodels x Roberto Cavalli in Cannes, France.

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and you're not wrong about that at all. okay, so he might have let me wander off yesterday but he did eventually find me before the last bus left the winery. it was one time! one time I hitchhiked... and i managed to survive just fine.

that's mostly because it's hard to say in one spot when there's so much to see and do. but good i'm glad there's someone taking care of you. honestly if you've got niall at your side and he's not letting you wander off then there shouldn't need to be a tracking accessory for you. i doubt he's stressed, probably just cautious and doesn't want his girl being taken.

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oh my god, you haven't heard about chicken fight? it's a water game in which players compete by riding on the shoulders of their teammates, and attempt to knock down and separate the opponents. so much better than marco polo.

you thought of me? aww, you're too sweet. but that sweetness vanished once you mentioned chicken fighting. why would i fight a chicken? just because i'm from iowa doesn't mean i know my way around chickens and farm animals!

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no, you don't get to just drop that bombshell and leave me hanging.. what the hell do you mean by "be careful"? you owe me an explanation..

the past between us is just that. we've done a great job of acting like the other doesn't exist and for me, that's not going to change just because of this setup so like i said, it's not going to be an issue. it means exactly what it means.

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private: i bet you're just as confused, if not more. i'm still trying to wrap my head around it all because, usually, when a guy makes out with me on several occasions, it's because he's my... friend with benefits? but i'm not quite sure that's your situation. niall's on tour too, but that didn't stop me from going to see him. if you don't want to stop, then don't you think that's a clear sign that there might be something worth exploring or... softer? i guess that makes sense. but i can definitely recommend sleeping with guys. did you like it more, or did you like it because it was with him? that's true, but at the same time, i don't really think we ever worked as friends. i'd like to believe that we convinced ourselves that it's what we wanted, but there was always that teeny tiny voice that asked me the very same question over and over again: "what if," you know, the standard question? even with shawn and dylan, there was this small thing that always led me right back to him—not physically, of course, but mentally. no, i haven't, but i did call him out yesterday. i asked him why she told me to be careful, and he seemed genuinely upset and confused. which might also be because i asked him if he was a killer, but to be fair, "be careful" just seemed so extreme, if you know what i mean? the thing is, we both changed, which is why i see us so compatible as a couple now versus back then. i obviously can't speak for hailee and say that she's got no reason to have her experience with him, but her story is not my story. i'm not even sure it's any of my business when it's been years. i mean, yeah, of course, it's not an easy situation for her either, but still... babe, no one's blaming you for feeling insecure when it's the guy from euphoria, but listen to me... you're so freaking hot! troye sees it, and i see it. believe it.

private: if you're confused imagine how confused i am !! i get what you mean, but i really don't wanna call it off, even if it goes nowhere. like, he's about to go on tour, then we won't see each other regardless so... i may as well enjoy it for now? i mean, it's very different to sleeping with women - in every way; women are softer, i guess. i dunno, i liked it more? but i dunno if that's a men thing, or a him thing. barb, i'd be concerned if you hadn't established a friendship before trying again; teenagers to adulthood is a massive change. have you guys talked about their relationship? maybe he did something to piss her off, there's a chance she's genuinely looking out for you - but i don't know the girl. could also hate seeing him happy and be trying to get under your skin. you should speak to niall about it, though, let him confess any bad history before you have to find it out from her, or worse, yourself. but i'm a firm believer people can change, it's about how honest they are about their past. she must be feeling pretty weird about that roomie situation too, i'd feel weird if i were her, especially if you're sleeping together... honestly sounds like all of this could have been avoided if you just... didn't have to share a room. what a mess. i mean yeah he thinks i'm hot, it's why he casted me in the first place - he just wanted to cast jacob first. it's stupid. i'm literally just acting like an insecure teenager. yeah, i don't think i'd be feeling this way if i didn't have feelings..

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perhaps you wanted this trip to be a vacation away from all of that, especially since you probably get approached all the time. a hot woman? now you're just making me blush... i'm clearly not as gorgeous as you, obviously. but italy would've been amazing... oh really? like who?

Why would you have come off as a creep? I think I would have lost my mind a little by such a hot woman actually wanting to talk to me. And would have become a little tongue-tied. It's France - it's no Italy, but I'm enjoying it. Mostly cause some of the most attractive women in the world are here, but you know.

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so i've heard, although he didn't specify what kind of relationship you two have. i'm guessing close friends. he does seem pretty happy about your friendship, which is soo amazing. but, you know what? i'll pass on that... we can always grab a drink somewhere far, far away from your room...

Oh, Ross? Yeah, we're pretty close. More than just an acquaintance. He's actually one of my roommates, so, if you want to come 'round, you certainly can. We can make up for that lost time - but, trust me, I'm sure you wouldn't have... never mind. Let's do something!

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barbara: alright... just give me a heads up if you do get mad at me. i'm not as fragile as you might think. you're allowed to get mad if i upset you. barbara: no.. she just stated that she said what she said. barbara: it's okay.. it was just a little weird. barbara: i love you, too. so much.

niall: i promise babe. i'm not mad at you cross my heart okay? niall: did she explain what she meant when she said "be careful"? niall: i'm sorry you had to deal with that niall: love you babs

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barbara: you promise? cause i really don't want you to stay mad at me. barbara: kind of.. barbara: okay, that was a bit extreme i admit that, but you have to understand that i was caught a bit off guard barbara: [📍 shares current location ] barbara: thank you, baby.

niall: i promise, if anything i'm more frustrated with her. she doesn't need to be giving any "warnings" niall: it is a bit extreme niall: it's okay baby... just next time can we not compare me to a serial killer 😅 niall: i.... niall: i'm on my way 😘

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barbara: are you sure? barbara: 'be careful' just seemed a bit extreme. barbara: good.. i really am sorry.. barbara: i don't know.. in the middle of the first vineyard i think.

niall: it's okay.. niall: i'm not mad at you niall: i promise niall: where are you?

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barbara: okay.. barbara: 😔 barbara: i'm sorry..

niall: it was implied barbara niall: you've known me for years have i ever given the slight indication of anything like that? niall: i mean come on. niall: the nervous "ha ha." was not received. niall: then fucking ignore her, she's not worth your time anyway. niall: jesus.

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barbara: i'm not barbara: or i was but can you blame me? barbara: i'm also being slightly sarcastic, though my text was followed by a nervous "ha ha." barbara: yes.. i asked her what she meant but she didn't really give me an answer.

niall: why the hell are you comparing me to ted bundy? niall: what the fuck! niall: she told you to be careful?

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barbara: 😐😐 barbara: you know.. ted bundy used charm to reel in his victims.. barbara: i spoke to hailee and she wanted me to be careful around you.

niall: [ typing... ] niall: well i mean i killed your heart with these deadly good looks 😏 niall: but no i'm not a killer niall: where did this come from?

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𝒕𝒆𝒙𝒕 𝒎𝒔𝒈 — babe🍀

barbara: 👀 barbara: are u a killer?

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barbarapalvin:🍷🍇

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what are the chances of you and me grabbing lunch tomorrow? i would say today, but there's a slight chance i’ll get a bit drunk during this wine tasting trip. i’ll probably need a croissant and a bloody mary to recover tomorrow. / @candceswan

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it’s a shame we haven’t met before this event. i think i saw you in the lobby yesterday and wanted to approach you, but i figured i might come off as a bit of a creep. are you enjoying france so far? / @victoriaglamour