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barkh0ffman · 5 months

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heya yall

18m looking for chainshipping (adam stanheight/ lawrence gordon) from saw (2004) threads!! i just love these freaks sm and wanna write abt them...

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im hoping to write for adam, so im looking for someone who would be interested in writing lawrence for me! i have a plot idea based off of a fic i read a long time ago- an au where adam takes photos of lawrence for detective tapp but he ends up becoming obsessed with lawrence and takes photos for his own gain rather than monetary value. this gets him in trouble one night when lawrence catches him in the act, and adam realizes the cool, collected doctor he originally thought lawrence was turns out to be a sadistic freak LOL

warnings would include dubcon, stalking and possibly kidnapping.

my writing is literate and i usually can go up to six paragaphs to more if i'm really into the plot! i write in third person, past tense, but can change the tense for my partner if needed!! i only write on discord, so if this is something you think you'd like to flesh out further, please like this post and i'll get to you as soon as i can!

discord tag is @c0ke.leak

hmu if you have any other chainshipping plot ideas that you would wanna do as well, i’m down for pretty much anything bc i’m desperate to write chainshipping 💀

#sawtism #adam stanheight #chainshipping #mature rp #saw rp #lawrence gordon #rp request #discord roleplay #discord rp #literate roleplay

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barkh0ffman · 6 months

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idk here’s some post bathroom trap adam hcs?

tw for things like manipulation, self harm, kinda dark themes overall.

anyways, here’s this bc saw brainrot came back

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- People like Adam strive for fun and adrenaline. He has always denied other people’s boundaries, especially when or if it interferes with his fun, or things that he personally wants to do. Adam is incredibly pushy, and very persuasive as well. Without even trying, he can normally push people to do what he wants without question. This, he is aware is wrong, and morally incorrect, but he doesn’t care too much. He does feel guilty about it occasionally, but he drowns it in lust or drug abuse. Selfishness is first nature to him, and he doesn’t feel bad for it, he was raised to know those who put themselves first come first. He thrives off of fucking with people, always expecting there to be no punishment— no repercussions at all, because previously he'd been able to wriggle his way out of any situation. He is a slick talker and he knows how to negotiate.

-Adam is very codependent after developing an attachment, though he tends to keep people that he doesn't like very much around in order to feel better than them. Either way, he has a hard time managing loneliness, and therefore likes to take it out or even seek attention from people by engaging in unsafe activities or violence. He doesn't care about consequences, they never cross his mind. He thinks too much in the present. Overall, his personality is, to put it simply, unstable and chaotic.

-Pathological Lying ; Often doing it for fun, Adam lies a lot. He mostly does it compulsively for fun, often telling people that certain things have or haven't happened to him when it's a lie, or telling them fake information, saying it's completely true. He has no shame in lying to people and is often caught and doesn't seem to care

-Self Destruction ; Adam is a drug abuser and a self-harmer. He uses many different methods to harm himself as a coping mechanism, though, there's more to it than that. He has feelings that he needs to self harm the worst, so he constantly escalates himself, creating a cycle. He also harms himself in less direct ways such as promiscuous sex and impulsive, reckless or dangerous decisions.

-Abandonment and delusions ; Adam has major problems with perceived abandonment, he can get very upset when people leave him, even just to go out to the store or to work. He will, at times, have meltdowns where he screams and shouts and gets angry for somebody he trusts who's trying to go. Adam seems to expect people to stay with him forever when he wants them to, an irrational thought that he seems to believe. When they try to explain that they have responsibilities, Adam often shoots them down and tells them that it's more important to be with him, not understanding why they have to leave if he doesn't. Most people don’t want to live like he does, but he doesn't seem to understand that.

-Intense splitting ; Adam and love somebody one second, idolise them, think they're the best person in the world, but if they make him feel slightly dejected or upset, it can trigger him splitting and he will get very angry, lashing out and feelings of hate. This is really difficult for him because he has no remorse for hurting people when he is on the negative side of a split, however once he is okay again, he often realises what he did and regrets it, often using drugs(large doses of prescribed medication)to cope with this. among many other things.

-Compulsivity is an issue with Adam; primarily with lying. He can't help himself, and constantly finds himself spewing tall tales without thought. He liked to lie and it was easy, and when he was caught he would just lie to cover it up. To be honest, the innermost needs and desires of Adam are truly a mystery, even to himself. He doesn't need or want anything except attention when it’s the very thing he despises in the first place. He considers himself to be bad luck, since all he has ever done was ruin things for people, hurt them, or use them for his own wants or gain. It was natural to him, it seemed. That was always okay with him, though, because he came to terms with the fact that he would never find someone who loves him enough to stay. The deep rooted fear that everyone would leave him, or that perhaps, if no one loved him anymore, he would disappear remained. Maybe that's where his histrionic attitude comes from. Very deep down, maybe he wishes he could put an end to it, but he can't without help and he's not willing to receive help.

-Adam is certainly an extrovert; he loves meeting people and doing artsy things like painting or sewing, surprisingly. Although, he is very loud and passionate, and he knows he can annoy any new people he meets, being fully aware of how obnoxious he is. Unfortunately, this is rarely just to have a good time and make friends. Usually, he does this with the goal of getting something. For him, though, this can be quick to backfire around the right person, as he is quick to become attached, and once he has become attached, he does not like to let go. He will do anything to keep others near him, including but not limited to; threatening to kill himself, harming himself, gaslighting, manipulating, abusing or physically stopping somebody from leaving— while he doesn't realise these actions are wrong, if he did know, he would be quick to shift the blame onto somebody else so he doesn't have to deal with the guilt and remorse himself

-. He's very good at deciphering how people feel and using that against them. He's very good at dancing and singing as well, and taking charge of things or being a good leader. He has many strong qualities that can be used for good. Something that he's gotten very skillful at is lying; he can do it without a second thought and right off the top of his head. Occasionally, he makes up so many tall tales about an event he forgets which is actually the truth. Either way. Adam is very skilled in the social aspect of his life, knowing how to manipulate people into taking Adam’s word for things — which is a bad idea. They are very impulsive and while sometimes this can lead them to make choices that turn out crazily well, it can also be a huge pitfall, as one could assume.

#saw 2004 #sawposting #sawtism #adam stanheight

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