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I’m going on tour????? In 7 days???? Are we sure? What’s happening.

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Original tumblr girl you wouldn’t understand

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NIGHTMARE, HALSEY

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So, where do I go in the process when I'm just an apparatus? I've inspired platinum records, I've earned platinum airline status LONELY IS THE MUSE - Halsey (Amazon Music Live 2025)

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Aging is cruel.

Pages of a book stuck between fingers.

You lick and lick and they stay attached

refusing to peel apart.

Hair like dryer lint, lifting in the wind

whisping away, fragile thing.

A ghost of years past

and on your face, the betrayal of truth.

Hubris washed off, and confidence broken.

Heart in shambles, the failures of relationships end.

Jobs lost and children angry.

Revealing the lonely ranks of insecurity.

I know nothing.

I am nothing.

I never was.

You are nothing too

but you posture, with your youth.

And maybe, that is good enough

while it lasts.

- Senescence. 2025

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i love halsey because she'll write lyrics like "a girl like that is a mother, must be tough/ a problem child, i was rough/ but what do you do with a difficult grown up?" and then in another song she'll rhyme "michigan" with "bitch again"

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I have been Halsey for so long. For most of this time, I never stopped to think about what I actually wanted. I just fulfilled the prophecy I thought was laid out for me. When I was 19 years old I woke up every day to a new article proclaiming me some sort of future monolith. I wanted to prove them right. I sat in that doctor’s office and filled my body with poison. I watched my face collapse and my hair disintegrate and my bones screamed into the void for help. It was then I realized, if I were ever to do it again, I would do it for me. I don’t want the prophecy. I just want to make stuff. Forever.

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@tiredandlonelymuse I really wish I could hug you right back rn! There’s so many of us who would’ve done anything to make you feel less alone, promise. I will always love you and be here for you my love, no matter what!! 🤍🤍🤍it is truly heartbreaking but know that you matter and are so so important for so many, and I’m one of them and forever will be! I promiseeeee! 🥺🥺🤍

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by Sarah Pardini

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iamhalsey: 🦷🦴🪩🗯️

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me in Paris,

pre-show Vivienne Westwood AW23/24

an hommage to Kate Moss

walking Vivienne Westwood SS95

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🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍

It’s so… Manic

Halsey

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happy 3rd birthday manic.