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Heart Sunflower🌻💚

This is a sunflower I grew from seed loving of Finn.

When I saw this cute heart-shaped sunflower with pollen I realised it looked just like the one of the bouquet I drew for Finn, I drew this on purpose and it really came true!

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I'll be away from Tumblr for a while. Take care yall, bye!

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make a terrible comic day 2025!

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Just a little PSA for all our mental health (and chronic pain*) spoonies out there! A lot of doctors neglect to mention this little side effect, which means a lot of us are suffering extra from the heat without knowing why.

*Many psych meds are used to treat chronic pain as well, if you didn’t know!

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This year, for the first time, I received a word of encouragement from someone I didn't know. it was just short message but I was so happy. I had been disappointed that it was no use saying the same thing every year. (She was a mother with an autistic son.)

Every year, this night of the summer solstice messes with my mind. Every year, I wrote about it on social media, and this year I wrote about it on BlueSky, but I'm confused and crying now and don't know how to share it.

Please forgive me. If not, I'm leaving. Life is a series of things like this. I can't only work but also go out for a little for long time for my anxiety, I'm exhausted.

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Every year, this night of the summer solstice messes with my mind. Every year, I wrote about it on social media, and this year I wrote about it on BlueSky, but I'm confused and crying now and don't know how to share it.

Please forgive me. If not, I'm leaving. Life is a series of things like this. I can't only work but also go out for a little for long time for my anxiety, I'm exhausted.

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I love my men hairy! Also miss this himbo 💔

I wanted to draw Big red in a while so i gave him some kind of “fantasy” outfit

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💖Happy birthday Finn!💖

I drew this imagining myself, an amateur, making a bouquet from flowers I've grown and giving it to my precious florist💖

And there is my tiny bunny Finn in the last two photos 🐰

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Sorry, I meant to vote for bunny tail hair but ended up voting for the other one.

I'm very picky about Finn's hairstyle. It's completely personal preference, but tbh short hair is ideal (sorry, but it's true, you could call it a fetish 😂), but I like gentlemen with neat hair. Finn is originally a florist, so I don't think it's practical to have his hair down.

I'll try to remember to delete this when I'm done but I'm making a character sheet for my Finn design. I'm trying to tweak some stuff about the design and the biggest one is the hair.

The left is more of a loose look with his hair being tied only near the hairtips (which I might make a bit higher) while the right is tied into a bun that's supposed to act like a bunny tail.

If you're a bit indecisive, here's some facts about each hair to try and help.(Ramble)

(also if any of y'all have any suggestions, let me know! :D)

Tied tips:

- Likes it this was since it doesn't get in his face when it's windy but also loose enough where it's not uncomfortable.

- Supposed to resemble Evalas Finn the most

- Emphasizes the mask with its symmetry

- Not really realistic if Finn is often traversing the woods

Bun-ny tail:

- Resembles a bunny tail which is his motif

- More realistic when he's jumping around the woods and doing tasks

- resembles Florist Finn more

- Might bring less attention to the mask.

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I don't have any OCs. Although I do have vague images of them in my head, the primary reason is that I simply have no interest in creating them in detail.

If I did create them, they would almost all be male characters bacause I like BL.

If I were to become their lover myself... I'd end up being about the same age as their parents... so I just enjoy imagining things without giving it too much thought.

do you create listener ocs because they’re fun? or is it because you make up a completely different persona from yourself to project onto because you can’t imagine the idea of a character you like falling in love with you?

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DAMN WHO SAID THAT-

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I love you flower boy

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Happy Birthday to the lovely man <3

T'day I had cheesecake, firstly for his bday and secondly for finally being friday (I needed that sweet treat)

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Happy Birthday Finn!! 💐🩷

Finn and Roman in the bouquet part of Cottage Getaway 🩷

I adore our Crystal Girlie 💜💎

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0 - The Fool (Upright)

often represents the beginning of a new journey and willing to take risks based on intuition

n e ways happy birthday to the loml once again 💕

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💖Happy birthday Finn!💖

I drew this imagining myself, an amateur, making a bouquet from flowers I've grown and giving it to my precious florist💖

And there is my tiny bunny Finn in the last two photos 🐰

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Happy Birthday to my precious boy! <3

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Finn when i get you i am putting you here.

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Haru precious boy

I drew Haru this morning, but it's a bit rough because I didn't have much time.

I remember when he was still a kitten, he would come to Yuuri's booth during streams to play.

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My beloved dog also has cancer. She developed a malignant tumor on her skin about 5 years ago and had surgery, but because she is very small and old, further treatment is not possible as it would be too much of a strain on her.

Now my dog is 14 years old. Haru has this horrible disease at just 2 years old... As you know, medical expenses for animals are very expensive. I hope this sweet kitty can be saved. And I want to cherish the time I spend with my dog.

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I sincerely hope that he gets better from his illness😺💖