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I know this discomfort, this hole in my chest, this pinching pain, being out of air every time I see a couple it's not normal.
I envy them and hate them at the same time, like why them and not me? Am I so broken that no matter what I do everyone will run away from me without reason?
Fox D.
#dead eyes#dead inside#unloveable#lone wanderer#unloved#disappointed#i hate this#sad lonely#in pain#sad thoughts
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I fall in love but I get so scared of letting love win over me, because time again and again have proven I'm not worthy of love, and self love is not only self.
I really wonder how people are capable of anything, love has only caused me more pain than joy.
Fox D
#dead eyes#dead inside#unloveable#lone wanderer#unloved#disappointed#i hate this#sad lonely#in pain#sad thoughts
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I still miss you, I shouldn't but I do.
My heart, my eyes, my skin long to meet you but my brain is fighting them in order to not collapse. I'm a time bomb full of broken hopes.
Fox D.
#dead eyes#dead inside#unloveable#lone wanderer#unloved#disappointed#i hate this#sad lonely#in pain#sad thoughts
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“I felt like crying but nothing came out. It was just a sort of sad sickness, sick sad, when you can’t feel any worse. I think you know it. I think everybody knows it now and then. But I think I have known it pretty often, too often.”
— Charles Bukowski
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