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                                      one drink, two drink                              we’re young & we’re stupid

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BLOG BEEN MOVED

                  can now be found over at beachbxm                     as apart of a dual muse blog with Coral.                   All threads have been transferred                    over there!

                                    >> NEW BLOG <<

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     i think i wanna add bdrck over to this blog, but if i do that i think i might move blogs ?? like remake! what do you guys think on that? remake to a new blog & make it a dual muse blog between reef and coral??

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guYS IF WE’RE MUTUALS AND YOUR MUSE RANDOMLY WANTS TO TALK TO MINE, TAG. ME. IN. A. STARTER. I WILL REPLY BECAUSE I LOVE RANDOM STARTERS AND CUTE SHIT AND JUST MY MUSE BEING THROWN IN A SITUATION WHERE THEY’RE LIKE “WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO BE DOING?!?! WHO THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO BE DOING?!?! WHY THE FUCK ARE WE DOING THIS?!?!” BECAUSE ITS THE BEST THING EVER. So yknow yeah. Tag me in shit.

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daddy, love me

NO

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#we need an angst thread on here thats not about coral

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❤

send me ❤ and I will bold all that applies to your muse

I would kill for you. • I would make love to you. • I would fuck you. • I would protect you. • I would hurt you for a selfish cause. • I wish we had more in common. • I want nothing to do with you. • I want to see you cry. • I want a future with you. • I want to destroy your future. • I do not care what you do. • I am indifferent towards you. • I want children with you. • I love you ( platonically ) • I love you ( romantically ) • I love you life family. • You are my family. • I could fall in love with you. • I would lie for you. • I would fight by your side. • I will never let you go. • I would hold you while you cried. • I would hug you. • I want to kiss you. • I would stay by your bedside if you were ill. • I want to fall asleep with you in my arms. • I want to forget you. • I will never forget you. • I only want to make you proud. • I wish I could make you happy. • You deserve nothing. • I will never forgive you. • You confuse me.

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16. 21. 27. 30. 46.

     character solidifying

16. What does your character do for a living? How do they see their profession? What do they like about it? Dislike?

     He likes to consider himself a ‘professional gambler’ in the terms of that’s how he makes his living. In reality a better description of his ‘occupation’ would be a drug dealer. He gambles more than anything else, but you can’t always keep ahead or even break even and more often than not he gets his gambling money from his drug sales. In terms of gambling, he lives the thrill of it and the rush -- as well as the money, but the real thing that gets him going is the adrenaline of possibly winning. If he won enough money to keep him living more than comfortably for the rest of his life -- he’d go out and buy a book of lotto tickets the next day. He dislikes losing.     He doesn’t really like dealing drugs -- but it gets him money and, of course, a decent supply of drugs.

21. What are your character’s manners like? What is their type of hero? Whom do they hate?

     Terrible manners. He’s rude and crude and forgets to say please and thank you and really not the kind of guy you’d wanna bring home to Mom. Or even take out to a bar, since he’d get to a bar fight.      His type of hero is no one, seeing as he thinks they’re a bit useless.      In terms of who he hates, a better question would be who doesn’t he hate????

27. How do they relate to their appearance? How do they wear their clothing? Style? Quality?

     Both his appearance and him himself are a little sloppy, simple and trashy. He wears his clothing rather simply and always a bit rumpled, seeing as he’s the type of guy to forget to grab it outta the dryer or just not fold it period and throw it in his dresser instead. Normally his clothes consist of jeans, t-shirts, trashy buttonups, hoodies and other easy things to wear. Shitty quality of course, wal-mart style. The button ups are usually left open with a t-shirt underneath, seeing as he doesn’t too often go out without his arms covered up -- not liking people to see the track marks, and track mark scars, on his arms. Not that he’s ashamed or anything.

30. Are they holding on to something in the past? Can he or she forgive?

     He’s constantly holding onto his past friendship with Coral, and what their relationship used to be. He wishes he could go back to when it was just him and Coral -- fighting, fucking, being best friends and just together because that was when Coral remembered him and knew who he was. His past is a big factor in his life, but it mostly has to do with Coral -- he doesn’t really hold onto the past with his family.      It depends on who you are in terms of if he’s going to forgive you for something. 

46. Is your character tall? Short? What about size? Weight? Posture? How do they feel about their physical body?

     He’s decently tall, tall enough that most people have to crane their necks up to look at him. He’s used to his height, and exaggerates it a little bit in how he stands and interacts with people -- not exactly going out of his way to make his body posture smaller so that other people can fit past him. He generally has bad posture, slouched over from looking down at people and for the simple matter of having bad posture.      Despite all the drugs he does, he does work out and takes care of his body in that sense. Mainly because he doesn’t want to be seen as weak, or actually be weak -- which makes up a reason enough for why his arms are as muscular as they are. He likes his body, though there are a few things he would change. His tattoos are not one of them. 

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Free!ES ova: Rin Matsuoka (ﾉ ^∇^)ﾉ

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Specify a character and leave a number in my ask, if you’re feeling so kind!

1. How does your character think of their father? What do they hate and love about him? What influence - literal or imagined - did the father have?

2. Their mother? How do they think of her? What do they hate? Love? What influence - literal or imagined - did the mother have?

3. Brothers, sisters? Who do they like? Why? What do they despise about their siblings?

4. What type of discipline was your character subjected to at home? Strict? Lenient?

5. Were they overprotected as a child? Sheltered?

6. Did they feel rejection or affection as a child?

7. What was the economic status of their family?

8. How does your character feel about religion?

9. What about political beliefs?

10. Is your character street-smart, book-smart, intelligent, intellectual, slow-witted?

11. How do they see themselves: as smart, as intelligent, uneducated?

12. How does their education and intelligence – or lack thereof - reflect in their speech pattern, vocabulary, and pronunciations?

13. Did they like school? Teachers? Schoolmates?

14. Were they involved at school? Sports? Clubs? Debate? Were they unconnected?

15. Did they graduate? High-School? College? Do they have a PhD? A GED?

16. What does your character do for a living? How do they see their profession? What do they like about it? Dislike?

17. Did they travel? Where? Why? When?

18. What did they find abroad, and what did they remember?

19. What were your character’s deepest disillusions? In life? What are they now?

20. What were the most deeply impressive political or social, national or international, events that they experienced?

21. What are your character’s manners like? What is their type of hero? Whom do they hate?

22. Who are their friends? Lovers? ‘Type’ or ‘ideal’ partner?

23. What do they want from a partner? What do they think and feel of sex?

24. What social groups and activities does your character attend? What role do they like to play? What role do they actually play, usually?

25. What are their hobbies and interests?

26. What does your character’s home look like? Personal taste? Clothing? Hair? Appearance?

27. How do they relate to their appearance? How do they wear their clothing? Style? Quality?

28. Who is your character’s mate? How do they relate to him or her? How did they make their choice?

29. What is your character’s weaknesses? Hubris? Pride? Controlling?

30. Are they holding on to something in the past? Can he or she forgive?

31. Does your character have children? How do they feel about their parental role? About the children? How do the children relate?

32. How does your character react to stress situations? Defensively? Aggressively? Evasively?

33. Do they drink? Take drugs? What about their health? 

34. Does your character feel self-righteous? Revengeful? Contemptuous?

35. Do they always rationalize errors? How do they accept disasters and failures?

36. Do they like to suffer? Like to see other people suffering?

37. How is your character’s imagination? Daydreaming a lot? Worried most of the time? Living in memories?

38. Are they basically negative when facing new things? Suspicious? Hostile? Scared? Enthusiastic?

39. What do they like to ridicule? What do they find stupid?

40. How is their sense of humor? Do they have one?

41. Is your character aware of who they are? Strengths? Weaknesses? Idiosyncrasies? Capable of self-irony?

42. What does your character want most? What do they need really badly, compulsively? What are they willing to do, to sacrifice, to obtain?

43. Does your character have any secrets? If so, are they holding them back?

44. How badly do they want to obtain their life objectives? How do they pursue them?

45. Is your character pragmatic? Think first? Responsible? All action? A visionary? Passionate? Quixotic?

46. Is your character tall? Short? What about size? Weight? Posture? How do they feel about their physical body?

47. Do they want to project an image of a younger, older, more important person? Does they want to be visible or invisible?

48. How are your character’s gestures? Vigorous? Weak? Controlled? Compulsive? Energetic? Sluggish?

49. What about voice? Pitch? Strength? Tempo and rhythm of speech? Pronunciation? Accent?

50. What are the prevailing facial expressions? Sour? Cheerful? Dominating?

Character solidifying!

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Something inside is hurting you – that’s why you need cigarettes or whiskey, or music turned so fucking loud you can’t think.

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Las Vegas by Flight Centre on Flickr.

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Person B, the tall one in the relationship, holding objects high above their head just to watch a short Person A try to jump for it.