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Day 6 (5/2): 2928 / Post 3.0+1.0 | Domestic | Happy Ending

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something about anno wanted a girl protagonist, but the team said no bc boys protagonists are more fitted for the shounen audience, like it will sell more. so they made a boy. and that they kept the girly face, being similar to nadia's face from their previous work.

no source bc i'm lazy but that's kinda the vibe. plus the one or two times he wore asuka's clothes.

him being gay and transfem can't co-exist to me neither, like the concepts crash (for me), so i just pick depending on the day

Maybe I'm just not enough of a communist but I really don't understand why so many people headcanon Shinji Ikari as transfem. The boy is gay and depressed but nothing in his character seems trans to me

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They r in love in page 20

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(crips for e-sims)

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infinity nikki photo dump bc the game wouldn't let me upload an image but i just checked and it actually let me but i already sent them to my phone

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is this how it is? one valentine's night asuka herself comes and says that kawoshin is canon?

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Neon genesis is just doomed yaoi with 23 episodes of worldbuilding

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Sometimes I think about how Shinji knew Kaworu for like two days and when instrumentality started it was his visage used to lure Shinji in. Not his mom, not Misato, Asuka or Rei, but Kaworu.

No one’s doing gay like 90s anime

Edit: I’m not done. The original show is 26 episodes. We watch Shinji spend most of that time trying to reach out to others or watch others reach out to him with mixed results. Every gain took multiple episodes and they’re all tenuous relationships. Kaworu just appeared and broke down every single wall Shinji had in hours. There’s so much to gush over. It’s such a genius maneuver, the juxtaposition. Asuka, Rei, and Misato all evoke his sexual desire but his emotional relationships with them are iffy. Even the bully turned friend is kinda strained. Kowaru just comes in. Reveals a Shinji we’ve never seen and never see again.

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gay episode of evangelion is both conceptually very funny and one of the most thematically fascinating tragedies of our time

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i wish kaworu had lived longer cuz he wouldve just kept doing progressively more weird and inhuman shit like biting into ice creams or putting his hand into the oven without mittens and shinjis just like god i want him so fucking bad

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omg their wedding and their three groom maids

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Oh, don't mind me, just trying to assimilate all Lilin souls into one being and all, nothing big. No no, take your time, it's cool. I don't mind.

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seele: so you have to cause the third impact

kaworu: okay

seele: destroy humanity

kaworu: yes

seele: find where adam is

kaworu: alright. i got this

shinji: hiii

kaworu: i so don't got this

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Rei can you pilot the EVA today?