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beast-feast · 3 hours

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Going 2 bed if I overthink anything else I'm going 2 explode !!! Rest well all I love u

#not art #spent like two hours on a spreadsheet and then decided to undergo a fucking Sisyphean Task #also sorry for lack of art. i have been busy with other things such as: sleeping #and art block. my ass been a lil hater towards myself #vent ish???

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beast-feast · 16 hours

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Turns into a homosexual for 10 minutes and then it's bedtime for peepaw

#Hazel joined me so you know the sleep ks about to go CRAZY #also this was really inspired off a bud on Discord lol #ppt2 #paper puppets take 2 #ppt2 mr hand

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beast-feast · 2 days

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traditional art of clouded monk. I really like this guy

I'm generally surprised and disappointed people don't draw him much, I can barely find any fanart online. it's odd to me becuz he's one of the More Humanoid Abnormalities, and ppl love those (take into notes: Little Red, Der Frei, Butterfly man, The magical girls, I'd even dare to say Army in Pink). but this guy? everybody forgot about him even though I believe he's genuinely intriguing and good-looking. I know I'm rambling but I'm quite sad, I feel like I'm the only one who's kinda obsessed with him. bro even made me learn what śarīra means lmao.

#this is the best fucking thing i think I've ever seen in my life ever. actually #lobotomy corporation #clouded monk #not my art but definitely art!#hex's reblogs #i always hated him because he killed my nuggets but idk man you got my interest...i should reread his entry

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beast-feast · 3 days

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The add-ons to my f/o list would would go crazy if I included the complexities of some of these bitches!

#apologies it is almost six am for me i only slept to get rid of a migraine #and am about to finally crash again but iunno like. casual crushing isn't a common thing i do #but i sure have been doing apparently snrk. also just wanna beat up a certain Green Dickhead but shhh 😊#don't tell him or else he'll know I'm coming to throw him thru a hoop baller style #not art #fruit moments with hex #technically even if it isn't like. my normal GRRR THEY'RE SO BABYGIRL I LOVE THEM GRAAAAGH snrk

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beast-feast · 4 days

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I really never will be able to be a normal person. Was never held as a baby. I was doomed before my birth to never be successful.

I could've lived fine without a father. But my mother failed me. And now I yearn for her far too late. I cannot restore myself. I am too old to be a little girl still. I'm too old to be anything.

It is a unique kind of pain to want something you know you can still get but can't anyways because of your age. Too old to go back, too young to forget.

It's a little funny actually. I hear the approach and I immediately dry my face and hold my breath so I don't give myself away. It has been more than a decade since she last struck me. And I am still fearing as if she will.

I have built myself to be the person I should have had. To the point that I shatter and fall apart if I cannot be of service. Constructed myself to assist and yet I am still failing my job.