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Lady Silence

(and yes I redesigned Tuunbaq because I didn't much care for its show design)

some bear insides progress shots under the cut

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Tenoch Huerta as BETO in Madres (2021)

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It’s just one of those days where I remember why I drank in the first place

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Guess who’s soberrr

THIS SPICED RUM IS SO YUMMY DUDE

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tried to draw a female version of spy

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Heyy

Kinda gave up with finishing the rendering and such,, forgive me Degroot nation but I’ve been feeling like SHIT lately,,,,,,, boo hoo

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Picked up a stray

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Defense in dresses……. save me defense in dresses…….

I actually did these a while back but never posted them bc I had a fourth I was working on that I never finished. They’re all based on real outfits me and my friends put together for a fancy night out.

Also here’s a no goggles version of Engie in case you wanted to see his freaky blue peepers

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I've been thinking and thinking, trying to pinpoint exactly what it was that got me into monster fucking/loving. Was it something I saw or heard, or did it just spring up all on its own? I've been racking my brain trying to figure it out. And then I realized it was this! This right here:

The garden scene from Dracula (1992)! This came out before I was even born! At the time, I didn't even know the terms 'monster fucker' or 'teratophillia' were even a thing, but I swear, the first time I saw this, I was like, "I gotta have me some of that!"

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do you think they asked him to pose like this or he just did that

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Nah cuz rarepair idea: Namor and Nakia

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Are You Dissociating?

Dissociating is one of the most common responses to abuse and trauma. It involves feeling numb, detached or unreal and (while it happens to everyone once in a while) is experienced more frequently and severely in survivors. Dissociating people vary widely in symptoms and may experience any or all of the things from the following list.

You may be dissociating if you:

find yourself staring at one spot, not thinking anything

feel completely numb

feel like you’re not really in your body, like you’re watching yourself in a movie.

feel suddenly lightheaded or dizzy

lose the plot of the show or conversation you were focused on

feel as if you’re not quite real, like you’re in a dream

feel like you’re floating 

suddenly feel like you’re not a part of the world around you

feel detached and far away from other people, who may seem mechanical or unreal to you

are very startled when someone/something gets your attention

completely forget what you were thinking just a moment ago

suddenly cover your face or react as if you’re about to be hurt for no reason

can’t remember important information about yourself, like your age or where you live

find yourself rocking back and forth

become very focused on a small or trivial object or event

find that voices, sounds or writing seem far away and you sometimes have trouble understanding them.

feel as if you’ve just experienced a flashback (perhaps rapidly) but you can’t remember anything about it.

perceive your body as foreign or not belonging to you

(likes and reblogs always taken as support)

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PBOM ARTSTYLE PRACTICEEEE

Drawing Pirate Captain was so hard thooo

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if your support of decolonization (anywhere) is predicated on your view of the colonized people as exceptionally peaceable, equitable, environmentally conscious/“in touch” with nature, or otherwise morally superior by your own personal standards, it’s not support. the only moral high ground colonized people need to justify decolonization is …. not being the colonizer

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Sunny day ☀️

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Line up for Papa's kisses! Except that one big guy who Papa admires gets to jump the queue and we hate him.

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Reunion from Papers, Please for @a-french-guardsman for gifting me the game <3

„Friend, how are you? I have a small favor to ask. During the war, I met a beautiful girl. I think about her every moment. Yesterday I receive word that she is finally coming here. Please, let her pass and I will be in your debt. Her name is Elisa.“