beatfreesmysoul

[beatfreesmysoul]

Hi, so as a lot of you know things have been pretty awful for a really long time in my real life and I’m unfortunately now scrambling to get my kids half way across the country just so I can keep a roof over their heads because that’s where their closest family is.

So if you could please share this with anyone, just push it along even once and it could mean everything in keeping kids who don’t deserve their shitty situation to somewhere safe.

[beatfreesmysoul]

EMERGENCY

I just fed my dogs the last bit of their food last week. (They are big dogs and go through food so fast. ) and I have been feeding them my food since and I’m about out so if anyone can just.. please help me keep my dogs fed, they don’t deserve to pay for my fuckups and I just they are good dogs who are so sweet and friendly.

I have PayPal, cashapp, and zelle (dm me for it)

Cash app: $Lunarmcss

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"How do I know I'm not gonna mess it up again?" "You won't"

Into the Spider-Verse (2018) | Across the Spider-Verse (2023)

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“It is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you are not.”

— André Gide, Autumn Leaves

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“I have a list in my head of all the feelings I still want to feel before I die. And you have ticked so many things off that list.”

— Iain Thomas, I Wrote This For You

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“That’s the only thing that matters, honey, for someone to see more in you than you thought there was to see.”

— Arthur Japin, In Lucia’s Eyes

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“Out of all the people in this world, I can’t imagine myself loving anyone other than you.”

— Unknown

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Katherine McNamara for NKD Magazine June 2017

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making ppl u hate mad is almost erotic

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Multi-fandom original muse, links in the pinned post.

Semi-selective, 18+, not mutuals only. Please read rules before following.

Verses in Modern, Historical, Doctor Who, MCU, Star Wars, Dune, Star Trek, Tolkien, Spiderverse, Witcher, Final Fantasy VII, Fury Road, and more.

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“I’ve learned a lot this year. I learned that things don’t always turn our the way you planned, or the way you think they should. And I’ve learned that there are things that go wrong that don’t always get fixed or get put back together the way they were before. I’ve learned that some broken things stay broken, and I’ve learned that you can get through bad times and keep looking for better ones, as long as you have people who love you”

— Jennifer Weiner

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in case you didn't know

for muses who need to share some intimate thoughts with one another. can be platonic, romantic, familial ... works with any kind of dynamic really. feel free to change pronouns, descriptor words, whatever you may need!

❝ you know i love and care about you, right? ❞ ❝ ... i guess i'm just scared of losing you. ❞ ❝ i don't like most people, but you're an exception. ❞ ❝ you're not alone. you'll never be alone. not as long as i'm here. ❞ ❝ by your side is where i'm meant to be. ❞ ❝ not one person is more important to me than you. ❞ ❝ i don't know what it is about you, but, you just ... you're the only one who can make me feel like this. ❞ ❝ you're amazing, you know that? ❞ ❝ who has the greatest (friend/brother/sister/sibling/parent/etc) in the world? me, that's who! ❞ ❝ i'm only managing to stand here on my two feet because of you. i made it because of you. ❞ ❝ i don't know how i'm ever going to be able to repay you. ❞ ❝ i know for a fact that you're special. i can feel it. ❞ ❝ you've actually made me feel like a person again, like i'm ... normal. ... thank you. ❞ ❝ i used to think that everyone else was just evil and cynical, guided by their own self-interest. that is, until i met you. ❞ ❝ you truly are too good for this world. ❞ ❝ i'm always blown away by just how talented you are. ❞ ❝ you deserve so much more than what you were given. ❞ ❝ nobody i've ever met has been more gifted than you. ❞ ❝ if you ever need a place to stay, let me know, okay? ❞ ❝ you always feel really comfortable and safe to be around. ❞ ❝ i think i have a new purpose in my life. to be with you. ❞ ❝ you have a kind heart. i know you don't believe me, and you try to hide it behind a facade, but i know for a fact that you do, deep down. ❞ ❝ i think you're probably the only one who understands me. ❞ ❝ you're safe here with me. nobody's going to harm you ever again. ❞ ❝ i don't deserve someone as amazing as you. ❞ ❝ i was kind to you because you looked like you needed a friend. ❞ ❝ i'm never leaving you. you're stuck with me. ❞

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“It’s never too late to change the road you’re on.”

— Unknown

[beatfreesmysoul]

Okay so I know I keep making these posts and I know it has to be beyond annoying and you have all done so much for me more than I could ever ask… but here I am anyways asking one last favor of this shitty crummy year and that’s just.. help me end it on a good note for my kids?

And some New Year’s Eve fireworks with some pizza and a pillow fort movie night might do it. So if anyone is willing to help chip in for their dinner I will owe you literally anything you want. Anything.

PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/lunarmcss

Cash app: $lunarmcss

Zelle: dm and I’ll give you my number

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sometimes all you can do is just look at your dad like. what the fuck my guy. and then move on

[beatfreesmysoul]

I know i keep making the same post and I wish that things have changed, but they haven't. I'm still in a constant state of crisis financially and though I'm doing everything I can to try and change this but it's not enough.

So if you can help me keep my three kids, pets ( I have kitties and doggies I can show you pictures of!) and sunshine fed and housed I would owe you literally everything.

PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/lunarmcss Cash app: $lunarmcss Zelle: dm and I’ll give you my number