beddesth

[beddesth]

To the one I want to love:

I want to see the world as you do. When you wake up, whisper to me your dreams. When you get home, tell me about your day. The lunch you had, the fork you dropped, the tea you ordered. Tell me what you learned today at work, or what you taught someone else. Tell me about the couple you saw walking down the street, or the way you had to run to the bus. Complain about how the train doors shut on you, or marvel how someone held it for you. Tell me the ridiculous so we can laugh or the outrageous so we can commiserate. Tell me what you’re proud of so I can be proud too. If you come home late and I’m already asleep, nestle in my arms and murmur your day in my ear. I’ll hear. Let me curl around your words and your world, waking and dream.

Dear future lover, share the way you see the world with me. I know it’s a beautiful one.

[beddesth]

Tell me the boring shit. Tell me about your day, even the mundane- scratch that- ESPECIALLY the mundane.

I don't want the fictitious self you portray to others. I want you- the weepy, the exhausted, the frustrated, the real.

[beddesth]

Denim Dyke.

[beddesth]

“slut era” i whisper to myself as i rot in my bed, sick like a frail victorian child

[beddesth]

dni I’m obsessive and insane

[beddesth]

The mind numbing anger of chronic fatigue is getting irritable because you're so fucking tired but you really feel like you SHOULDNT BE.

You SHOULD be able to sit at a desk and do work. You SHOULD be able to just watch a freaking YouTube video. You SHOULD be able to just eat fucking lunch.

But you can't. Because your eyes are closing and it's like temporary death is taking you.

[beddesth]

things to take * a nap * it easy * care

[beddesth]

"i'm so proud of you" awww.. now unzip ur pants :3

[beddesth]

the only dynamic i want is mutual devotion. i'll give you everything my heart can manage as long as you meet me there.

[beddesth]

Need a butch to arm wrestle, knowing damn well I'd lose and then maybe kiss about it.

[beddesth]

sorry for liking all your posts it's because i like them

[beddesth]

What’s wrong with you?

god forbid a girl wants to be put in her fucking place

[beddesth]

i’m soooo normal about butches who drink beer and they get touchy n flirty i’m soooooooooooo normal i swear

[beddesth]

I need a stone top to corrupt. someone used to only giving soft love. he’s going to flush when I tell him what I want and nervously ask me if I’m sure. I’m going to get her addicted to learning new ways to destroy me, coming undone beneath her

and when they’re ready, they’ll be the one telling me what I want

[beddesth]

an unstoppable force (sub who is whining and writhing and shaking and crying because they can hardly handle any more) vs an immovable object (dom gently cooing i know i know i know in their ear while they refuse to let up)

[beddesth]

I am not a get-up-and-at-em girl…I am a “babyyyy come back to beddd” while looking at you sadly all bundled up and warm girl

[beddesth]

Peak romance is shopping for a strap together 💖