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Dave
Out of all the people who I grew up with, Dave saw through the mask. In return I saw through his. He didn't always like it and neither did I but we had no choice; it was like a weird unspoken connection… I didn’t come from his dna. He didn’t even meet me until I was 10, but once he showed up he tried the hardest for me and my family, even while losing himself… He didn’t start out as my dad but he earned his place there while my biological father was losing his.
All my life people always tried telling me who I WAS. Now that Dave is missing, people try telling me who HE was. It’s exhausting, but the exhaustion I'm feeling is probably double or even triple in my mother right now. I lost count how many interviews she has done. I know it's over 6 now. I was there for the first 3 sitting in my living room watching her cry repetitively answering questions about her missing husband in front of their twin children, my brothers, Joseph and Isaac.
The twins were still okay at that point… I’m not sure if they still are. I think they were imagining Dave being caught, taken and, like in those action movies and westerns they watch, he’s using his cowboy dad powers to escape… Dave was like a man’s man to his boys. He was the blueprint. They begged him to go to the gas station every time he went, they wore cowboy boots “like dad” growing up, they even started going to work with him in the summers hauling hogs on the road, probably cussing like the truckers they were and i'm sure Dave even said “don’t tell mom!” while laughing at the high pitched, incorrect cursing.
When I was still in Iowa I noticed the twins were sick of the constant company and attention. So many people in the family and county just kept showing up bringing food, clothes, toys, blankets, and other gifts, trying to help any way they can. When they spend their first day back in school since their dad went missing, they came home early, since mom told them one call and they can leave, and since all the kids kept waving and saying hi and trying to be super nice. The teachers made a rule where the kids can't talk about it with the twins but the rule wasn't not to talk to the twins period. All that attention, especially in the hallways, was too much for them. “I just wanna be treated NORMAL.” is what Joseph said.
With all the posts and interviews floating around the internet comes picky comments… My mom has gotten a few comments about her, she has seen some talking about Dave himself not kissing the other twin goodbye… sickening that one… the most recent one is about me actually. Someone commented saying I sounded suspicious because I threw up from guilt when my mom and I were at the crime scene and his coat was found. I was guilty actually. I was very guilty for all the conversations we were supposed to have. I was supposed to say sorry and thank him and ask him to walk me down the aisle at my wedding.
No matter what the topic is no matter who it's about or the condition they are in, the internet is going to do its thing and people will use the shield that is their screen and spew their messy ignorance. just gotta learn how to ignore it and focus on the truth... I don't know what happened to Dave but SOMETHING HAPEND TO HIM. I need to know where he is, dead or alive, and I need to know who did this.
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Difference Between Charms, Enchantments, Amulets, and Talismans
Charms:
A charm's main magical purpose is to bring about luck, happiness, love, good fortune, health, etc. It isn't strong magic, but it's something.
Ex.: "See a penny, pick it up, and all the day you'll have good luck", that's a charm and it's said by school children all the time. It's an object that is spoken over to give it a little bit of magic. It doesn't have to rhyme, and it can be whispered, but it can help bring about a minor magical intention.
(It's like the first-level armor you get in a video game. It's not strong, but it helps)
Enchantments:
Enchantments are usually worn or carried and the objects are themselves magic. They are wearable or portable spells that effect the wearer/carrier. They can have a much larger effect than charms can, however, they are a bit more complex in the making - creating a spell, speaking over it, and whatnot.
Enchantment hows and whys can be found here.
Amulets
Amulets are magical objects that protect people from evil spirits, negative energy, disease or illness, general harm, bad luck, etc. People believe that the amulet has some kind of magical power that protects the person possessing the charm.
Amulets are all different types, which includes herbs, stone, garlic, coal, horseshoes, plant or animal parts, coins, or any other metals. Amulets also include various signs and symbols. Amulets can be of the general type or can be personalized or changed according to the person going to use them.
It is often used in the form of jewelry so that it stays within the person every time and the chances of losing it becomes negligible. Amulets are natural objects and do not harm anyone. They improve the quality of life of a person having it as they satisfy the natural desired of the individual.
Talismans
Talismans are magical objects supposed to give strength and power to the person possessing them. People also believe that it provides some kind of magical abilities to the person having it.
Talismans are natural amplifiers. They boost up the energy and empower the people leading them to make the right choices. Talisman is usually in a single piece, made up of gemstone or any other crystals. Talisman is a magical charm that can be customized or changed according to the person.
The talisman can be personalized according to the requirement. Some of them are supposed to bring joy and happiness, some of them bring health, some bring good quality of life, and so on.
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I know I haven’t posted in a while.. life’s been busy.. working my ass off trying to keep up. It sucks because I really wanna study witch craft and be better in life but god damn I am tired.
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“Public libraries are such important, lovely places!” Yes but do you GO there. Do you STUDY there. Do you meet friends and get coffee there. Do you borrow the FREE, ZERO SUBSCRIPTION, ZERO TRACKING books, audiobooks, ebooks, and films. Have you checked out their events and schemes. Do you sign up for the low cost courses in ASL or knitting or programming or writing your CV that they probably run. Do you know they probably have myriad of schemes to help low income families. Do you hire their low cost rooms if you need them. Have you joined their social groups. Do you use the FREE COMPUTERS. Do you even know what your library is trying to offer you. Listen, the library shouldn’t just exist for you as a nice idea. That’s why more libraries shut every year
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1.3.23
Tuesday
Man my family is amazing on my mom's side. My grandma rolled me a joint yesterday because I was too nervous to even start. The poppies and I built sand castles and rode the waves on the boogie boards. My mom and I had a few drinks and laughed together. I don't know why but even though I was so happy and having fun I did get anxiety once and it was really weird I just wanted to leave and sleep in my bed so I could just turn my thoughts off.. So yeah.. anyways.. Forrest isn't off work till 1 today, but when he's off he gets to go jet skiing while I get my nails done.
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