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If you genuinely enjoy being alone, do you ever wonder if it is an inherent part of your character or if it stems from feeling inescapably lonely in the first place until you taught yourself to enjoy the peace and happiness one can find in solitude? what if the reason you now prefer & choose solitude at every turn is because you were a very lonely child, or teenager, not by your own choice, and that’s how you learnt to thrive and grow, so you no longer know if you can do that around people? There might also be an element of personal pride, an unconscious “you can’t fire me I quit” point when your brain decided to switch your feelings about solitude from distress to relief. I often find myself defending my love of being alone, to people who worry that I can’t possibly be happy to live in an isolated house in the woods; I insist that I do! I really do specifically enjoy the isolated factor and chose to live here because of it, but then I wonder how to differentiate an ingrained love of solitude from an acquired ability to thrive off unchosen loneliness, to learn from it and be nourished by it; to what extent it might be a form of contentment built on a bedrock of resignation.

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all of us snoopy, all of us

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Wrong Number(TVXQ) - Irene & Seulgi

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Aerith?

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FRAMES WITHOUT FACES (16/∞) Final Fantasy VII: Rebirth (2024)

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Anne de Marcken, from It Lasts Forever and Then It's Over [ID'd]

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Aerti having fun at the beach ⛱

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If you know, you know 🥲

I normally don’t do angst things but here we are, can’t get them out my head. Now back to WolfHeart 😭

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help i just finished rebirth and can’t stop crying

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ffvii rebirth joining the echelons of “games that made me cry” but this time it’s not because of horses

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LE SSERAFIM - SAKURA [BE ORIGINAL] LE SSERAFIM(르세라핌) 'EASY' (Behind)

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SUNMI for DAZED (2018) photographed by Cho Gi Seok

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ffvii rebirth honing my gaydar (making me squint real hard for any moments) with aerti, i love it

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if parks and rec was still being made they’d do a bit where ron swanson has to wear a pronouns name tag and it’d just be “???/???” And it’d cut to a talking head of him going

“I’ve been a fool all this time. It’s bad enough the government knows my name, but now they want to know my gender? So I’m not letting them know my preferred pronouns. As far as I’m concerned, no one in this building should refer to me at all.”

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my fav gfs aerith and tifa 💕

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that moment in ffvii when Aerith had a flashback that her friends never found her when they played hide and seek, and then it’s back to the present moment and out of all people, it was Tifa who said “found you”… i get why people ship them now