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Is u still here? ;(

hihi, honey<3

I'm not!!! ran off to a new blog (@littlepuddingsworld), which seems to be ready. plan to gradually transfer drafts and several requests there, but it seems to be promised land, so,,,, if need something from me, then write there<3

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ren ren ren (♀ & ♂)

me when me when tho

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CW terrorism

there is talk of a terrorist attack everywhere. my classmate lives very close by. and none of the terrorists were found. I have a game tomorrow, but I don't think I'm going. even the study will be distance learning. It's not safe to take the subway. The whole family is at home and we are far away, but I still feel anxious. that's just terrible. these shots of the shooting are just terrifying. people who couldn't get out. people who won't come back. I'm glad none of my people seemed to be affected. but more than forty deaths. twenty (or even forty) terrorists. and I don't see any information that anyone has been caught.

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I was joking about the "choosing an outfit", of course. I only have one hoodie, I don't really have a lot of choice.

I'm going to the role-playing game "geopolitics" tomorrow. this is a very large game (like 600 people) with a choice of any country and a large number of roles (~ 300). this is actually an interesting game and it lasts for three days from 9:00 to 21:00. the goal of the game is to make your country the most influential. my country is the USA. I wrote that I want to work with people, that I am calm and I need to change activities often, and also that I can be withdrawn for a long time when I change the environment or I feel uncomfortable.

my role?

Mr. Beast.

I'm sitting and choosing an outfit cuz I have NO idea how should I look and behave like "Mr. Beast", I'm not that immersed in youth stuff. like??? "dress stylistically for more immersion" my sib my character look like john from the supermarket??? gosh

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I'm going to the role-playing game "geopolitics" tomorrow. this is a very large game (like 600 people) with a choice of any country and a large number of roles (~ 300). this is actually an interesting game and it lasts for three days from 9:00 to 21:00. the goal of the game is to make your country the most influential. my country is the USA. I wrote that I want to work with people, that I am calm and I need to change activities often, and also that I can be withdrawn for a long time when I change the environment or I feel uncomfortable.

my role?

Mr. Beast.

I'm sitting and choosing an outfit cuz I have NO idea how should I look and behave like "Mr. Beast", I'm not that immersed in youth stuff. like??? "dress stylistically for more immersion" my sib my character look like john from the supermarket??? gosh

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AHHH I'm so glad it's working again 😭😭 I had to reinstall tumblr and everything

I'll rewrite my response in a bit,,

-panna cotta

sjgsshhs,,, okay, smart babyboo, I will wait<3 poor thing<////3

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DOVE!!

I just found out my asks haven't been going through recently 😭😭

Have you gotten my asks? They haven't been going through for other creators so I'm wondering if it's the same with you

-panna cotta

hi, babyboo,,,, I just got this your ask, but I didn't get any more - well, except the one where you talk about internship (still congratulations!!!)

I mean,,,, you can write to other blogs if this blog is acting weird again - or actually you can use our others blog or this blog, it's almost finished anyway<////3 gosh

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Many a drunken brawler has taken Vere for an easy mark, but his pretty face belies a shockingly high body count 🔥

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?? Not gonna lie, I'm a little lost with the support thingy tbh /neu But I'm excited to hear about a new era!! <<333 will u share the new blog once ur done making it??

I'm doing good!! My internship finishes on Sunday, but I think my last day might be tomorrow :)) Of course!! I know it's mainly me just repeating myself, but I still thought it would be nice (*^ ^*) Oh nice!! I'm happy to hear that, good job!! Do you know when you'll hear back from the competition??

Hehe I can bear with it <33 didn't I sign up for this?? I still struggle with sleeping, don't get me wrong, but when I get those small naps I suddenly feel like I have a ton of energy. They're like tiny power boosts!!! Listen,, I dont like coffee or energy drinks, but I was seriously considering to start drinking them. But then I took a good nap and suddenly everything changed lol

-panna cotta

oh, nothing serious then<3 it's just that recently I started fighting with support so that they would return the "messages" tab to me and start showing my posts in the feed again, but they ignore or say that everything is fine (is not), so I'm tired and want to start over.

no, i will gatekeep gaslighting puddingboss >:3333 of course baby<3 as soon as it looks decent, I'll bring it<33

I wanted to write yesterday to congratulate you, but today I congratulate you on yesterday's ending!!! you're my little precious babyboo<333 I'm proud of you, you're a smart boy for doing internships, no matter what!!! mwah mwah mwah<33333 oh, it's like March 22nd or something<3 in any case, I have already received points, so winning is not so necessary, in fact~ now it is better to do scientific work, but there are also some complicated things;;; in short, so far everything is not very difficult, but need to write and figure it all out right nowwwwueueueue</333

Yea!!! I didn't like it before, but lately I like to sleep during the day, because it's difficult for me to cope with morning rises, especially considering that I'm only able to work in the evening and at night. Also, no!!! Me and the writebabies forbid it!!! No energy drinks!!! Your little heart can't stand it, you're already skittish!!! >:<<< I agree about the coffee. I like to tease and steal my teammate's coffee, but I don't like them and never drink, just like energy drinks. It's kind of,,, idk, tasteless but like meh

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oh yes. cheezie. my most devoted fan. such a good cheesecake.

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spoiler: I'm the biggest hourglass hater.

hourglass is a really rare type of figure. it's not just "the waist is narrower than the shoulders and hips" - to have such a thing is not so rare, and even more so it's not a sign that it's an hourglass. the peculiarity of the hourglass is a special deposition of fat reserves, in which your waist never changes with the ratio of shoulders-waist-hips, no matter what, because it will always be thin with good shoulders and a big ass (hips as wide as shoulders; sometimes the hips seem visually wider, so despite the doubt, since we are still not 2D, I prefer to use mathematics with its "hips and shoulders should be larger than the waist by 25 centimeters, hips and shoulders should not be more than 5 centimeters apart"). and yes, this is rare precisely because fat deposits, as a rule, are not deposited in this way, and they either find places throughout the body or in the lower part of the body.

because, well, you know, fat deposits are deposited in different ways, and, funny fact, but if you've never been chubby/overweight, then it's unlikely that you know your body type, because you just don't know how fat is deposited — and something tells me, our hourglass is just thin bananas, yk? because when losing weight or was originally thin, the feminine body will naturally resemble these features, because a narrow waist is the responsibility of estrogen, but this does not make the figure an "hourglass", a person is still a pear, a triangle and the like.

I remember talking about it before, but I think it's important because every type of figure is important and beautiful.

you can say, "lol, but wait, what's the difference? people want to consider themselves 90-60-90 models, why not? it's not very body positive," and let me explain: other people are reading this - while we all grew up in an environment where a man should have broad shoulders with narrow hips, and a woman should have a waist where two triangles at the junction of the vertices, and - wow! - but it gives rise to a feeling of inferiority when everything is "hourglass", while you don't have a waist or your shoulders are almost like a waist while your ass is "the size of a dump truck".

and, imagine, but a person can not often achieve such parameters, and it requires a lot of time, effort and nerves, because you use exercises, diet or surgery to model your body accordingly - but this is always a temporary effect. It is not normal to boost your self-esteem by having an hourglass, just to compare yourself with other figures and feel insecure.

the elevation of the hourglass figure must die, it is the same figure as the others, and it should not be considered a blessing or a curse, it is just a figure with its own characteristics.

you are still beautiful, not only regardless of weight, but also regardless of type. because you are more than a piece of meat. you are a human being. you don't have to meet a rare standard. you don't need someone else's admiration for your figure to be valid. and you definitely don't need to feel "different." it's okay to "be like everyone else."

because, you know, everyone else is cool too.

funny thought, but by the way a person treats an hourglass figure, you can see how much they is into body-shaming. do not know why, but even the masculine "inverted triangle" does not cause as much reaction as the poor hourglass, which everyone wants and everyone hates.

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funny thought, but by the way a person treats an hourglass figure, you can see how much they is into body-shaming. do not know why, but even the masculine "inverted triangle" does not cause as much reaction as the poor hourglass, which everyone wants and everyone hates.

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don't like to tell people that exercise, because they'll probably think that I'm losing weight or become more athletic, while my only motivation is literally wondering if can get to the point of breaking watermelons with my thighs/legs or not.

I like to have strong legs and hips, it's kind of soothing, you know.

to know that you're kind of an donkey and not just because you're stubborn.

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YOOOO new blog?? :OO

-panna cotta

yup >:333 I realized that I need to be smarter and better stop trying to discuss something with support, because spring is starting now and I plan to write a lot everywhere, so my blog should not be ignored. we are going to new era. we are evolving like pokemon<3

besides that, how are you, babyboo? I saw your message,,,, thank you very much!!! mwah mwah<333 I recently finished my essay, creative work for the competition and scientific work and now I'm moving on to the next ones

and I so agree with you about sleeping in the afternoon, it's just shocking how exactly you understood me,... with my schedule 6:00 am/6:00 pm I started to appreciate the opportunity to sleep at least two hours in the afternoon to get enough sleep,,,, I literally started to love sleeping in the afternoon,,,,, is that so??? Is it strange??? But I like it so much??? I think I'm getting old. we're getting old. we are aging like an elderly couple. It's official that we're a couple now. it's official. bear with it<3

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pudding is not dead, right?? 😟🥲

no, cupcake!!! I just haven't saying in a long time, as I've been fighting with support who says 'everything is fine we don't understand 🥺🥺🥺', so I'm preparing a new blog now because I'm tired >:0000 damn morons ughhhh my it's too much even for my moronsexuality <////3

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the vending machine gave the drink for free again<3 its sooo into me gosh im blushing<333

good night. I forgot my weekly brag, but I think we need to get back to the roots.

yesterday, my cockroach friend and I went to the vending machine, skipping a few minutes of the lecture, because it was already unbearable to function for six hours. and, you know, almost all our vending machines have such a thing that you can randomly "get a free drink" - but in two years I have never heard or seen anyone receive them, like, even when there were long queues, I have never seen "lucky numbers".

and so. yesterday we went to this vending machine to drink something hot, as we needed to go to the eternally cold lecture hall. it was their idea, so they ordered coffee first while I was thinking for a long time whether I wanted something or not, but in the end I settled on hot chocolate. having selected a hot chocolate number on the touchpad, I already reached for the card.

and guess what >;3333 it was an unnecessary action because the vending machine made me hot chocolate for free. I do not know if there really was "777" as written or not, but it's nice to be lucky, I'm narrator's favourite minor character yk<333

apart from the fact that they then encroached on my hot chocolate throughout the lecture after they drank their bitter unsweetened disgusting coffee raf, which is impossible to drink and my tea, which for the first time was simply unbearable to drink (not for them, though. it's good to live like a cockroach i guess) it was the best decision of my life, 11/10, right after the decision to make my tumblr blog<3