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Do you ever feel yourself getting bad again? Like you don’t want to eat and you can’t sleep and everything is like a brink away from breaking down? But its so fucking heartbreaking because you were okay for a while. You slept and ate and smiled and meant it for a while? But you can’t or don’t care enough to reach out to anyone because you feel like these short stretches of happiness means the long stretches of depression mean nothing? Like your faking it?

Credits: @mad-broken-alice (submitted)

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“When there are more relapses than recovery I start to wonder if getting better is real.”

— i give up, i just can’t

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Today I thought about leaving. I thought about just driving and not stopping. I would give anything to be able to pack my stuff, get in my car, and just leave. Drive until I run out of gas. Find a hotel. Get a room for the night and continue on the next day until I reach somewhere that makes me feel happy.

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“Doesn’t matter how well you think you know someone. You will never truly know them.”

— Day 70

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“It sucks to be the one who cares. The one who texts first, the one who wants to spend time with you. The one who wonders why you don’t tell me anything anymore like you used to. It hurts when I wait for you to call like you said you would, and then forgot all about it and because you’re “too busy”. Because I could never forget: you’re the only one who I have truly opened up to. But that doesn’t matter to you, because you’re enjoying figuring out what it’s like to have a good state of mind, to feel the sunlight on your face and wind in your hair–a state I have yet to achieve. So watch me disappear into the night as I shuttle myself away from you, you probably won’t even notice until I’m long gone.”

— “The One Who Cares” -Monarch

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“I’m screaming at the person in the mirror, but she’s not listening. I’m afraid she’s given up.”

— excerpt from a book i’ll never write

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Nothing hurts worse than knowing you poured your heart and soul into something, just to realize that the ones you love the most can’t even get up the energy to care.

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It’s that sinking feeling - it’s blurry, it’s overwhelming, it’s sickening. You tell yourself you never would let anyone make you feel like this, but here you are again. It’s self hate, it’s disappointment, it’s everything all mixed together and it hits you all at once. You don’t want to feel it, but you’re awfully good at letting yourself drown in it.

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Things that have roughly the same aesthetic:

The howling of wolves

Distant train whistles at night

The cry of a loon

The whisper of wind through trees or grasses

The sound of lapping waves

The soft rumble of thunder

The patter of light rain

The near-silence of snow falling on snow on a perfectly still night

The light of a full moon on a dark street

The gentle flashing of fireflies at dusk

The sighs of a sleeping cat

Ghostly mist rising off a lake or pond

The sound of paddles and a small boat cutting through a motionless body of water

Feel free to add more

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One of the hardest pieces I’ve done, for the simple fact a lamp is not flat 🤣 turned out amazing though!

Custom Lamp $60

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My newest creation for a very happy customer 😍

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"I've Got The Blues" 8x10 $80

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One of the hardest pieces I've done, for the simple fact a lamp is not flat 🤣 turned out amazing though!

Custom Lamp $60

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Check out my favorite piece of art :)

My absolute favorite piece that I’ve painted! The detail is unreal and so beautiful 😍

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“Give me peace of mind and I’ll give you my heart.”

s.s. (stephenstilwell)

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Do I fear the

Sleepless nights?

You

Have no idea

How long

The dark lasts

When you cannot

Close your eyes

To it.

-m.f.