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Moon Dust

I’ve been in worse situations..

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6. No Signal

*Mature, Explicit, NSFW*

Din Djarin x fem.reader

WC: 3.8k

A/N: Happy Valentine's Day bbys xx

Morning came faster than you would've wished. Although being unfamiliar, you're beginning to enjoy being hold while sleeping. His large frame keeping you warm and sheltered from the cold air while his strong chest—

"Are you okay?" hearing the voice coming from outside.

You simply smile to yourself as you strap your blaster in place. Your bags were already packed and ready to go, thanks to Mando. As you come out of the cave, you're being greeted by your new favorite tin man already in his beskar. “Have you eaten?” you ask smiling, but the smile quickly turns into confusion.

He hands a bowl to you, "I did, here, I made some for you.” You take it as you watched him put the fire out. “We should get moving if we want to be back to the ship by sundown.”

You nod, taking a bite and start to walk. You couldn't help but notice how cold he was towards you. You try not to think too much of it. Maybe he's just exhausted. I mean, you guys had a pretty rough couple of days. All of this was new to you both and not knowing exactly what was next was definitely toying with you. He's probably just still on edge, you tell yourself.

After an hour of walking, you begin to feel tired. None of you had said a single word to each other since you left. Not that you cared much for it, but you were still concerned. “Where's that lake anyway? Are you sure we're going in the right direction?”

He halts, turning around as quickly, “are you saying that I'm wrong?”

His defensive tone leaves you surprised. “N-no I'm just wondering.. It's just that yesterday– “

“Yesterday what?” His voice was becoming harder.

You sigh, shaking your head, “nothing.” but you hear the leather of his gloves cracking as he rolls his hands into fists. Without a word, he ignites his jetpack before taking off. “Hey! Where are you going??” You try to shout louder but he's already gone. As you look around you feel defeated. He was finally starting to open to you. And now you felt like it was back to square one. “I should've just stayed quiet. Why do I even care that he's gone? Why do I care if he doesn’t talk to me? Ugh, this is just stupid...”

After a moment you finally calm down as you sit on a boulder. Waiting for him to come back and he does. Hearing the noise of his jetpack coming closer, you see him coming down through the tree branches before landing.

“Where were you? I didn't even know if you were coming back..” Were the first words coming out of you. You were mad and it showed.

He takes a deep breath, “You really thought I'd leave you here?” Saying as he walked pass you.

The fact that he looked so calm made you angrier for some reason. “I don’t know, you just left me.”

He sighs, “I was just looking for the lake.” he says in a cold voice. “Come..”

But you were too angry to even look at him. Frowning your brows and lips, you begin to walk in the opposite direction. “Where are you going?” You hear him say from behind, but you don’t bother to answer. “I see, using my own actions against me. Clever, you're a cleaver girl..” You just ignore him the best you can. Walking faster as you're approaching the ship. He doesn't say a word as he follows you. Which pissed you off even more. Not only were you stuck on this planet, but you were stuck with a brute. A handsome, annoying, brute.

Arriving at the ship, you get in without even glancing back. Moving quickly and directly to your room. You didn't care about anything right now. Not him, not your family, not even this prison planet. You were feeling more alone than ever before. Even in training, when you were completely alone in the woods, you knew it would end at some point. But this, this is different. There's a possibility that this was it. That there is no way of going back. It might never end. You might never see your family again. None of them.

After about an hour of lying in bed, you can hear your stomach rumble. Maybe there's still some ration bars left in the kitchen. You sit up, feeling like the air in your room is thick. With the back of your sleeve, you dry the tears that had fallen on your cheeks earlier. Finally, with heavy legs, you stand up. You're feeling drained and empty but mostly hungry. As you gather your forces to get more energy, you move carefully to the small kitchen. Without the Mandalorian in sight, you see a single portion of meat and veggies on the table. He still cooked for me? Surprised, you take it. Feeling instantly guilty for the way you treated him earlier. Did you go too hard on him? Maybe you should've given him a chance to explain? You blink a few times as you feel dizzy. Nothing seemed rational at this point. You sigh as you look to the fresher. Maybe a shower would do you some good.

Meanwhile the Mandalorian was in the cockpit. Sitting on his pilot chair as he played with a metal sphere. Rolling and passing it in between his fingers. He didn't know what to do or what to say to you. He's not used to having company in general and for him, you were definitely a challenge. He was also scared to lose what he had with you even though he knew it was wrong. He just couldn't help it. Just walking behind you in silence was killing him. All he wanted was to grab you and hold you close but he knew better than to come to you when you were angry. Still, it was killing him that you were feeling this way towards him. You were intoxicating him in the best way possible. He knew he had to make it right.

Hearing you come out of the fresher makes his heart pounce. When did she come out of her room? He wondered. Sighing, he rises from the comfort of his chair, heading to the ladder.

You were still walking around the kitchen when you saw the Mandalorian come down the cockpit. Your heart was pounding faster at the sight of him. Why am I feeling this way? Why am I nervous? He just a man, a stoic, strong, and–

He comes walking towards you slowly. “You're right, about earlier? I'm sorry. I should've said something. It wasn't fair to you. We're a team. If we are going to survive on this planet, we need to work together.” Saying as he nervously plays with the tip of his gloved fingers. He takes more firm steps in your direction. “I don't know how to be around you. I–I've never been.. Please forgive me.”

You felt small. Even though you had your towel covering your frame, you felt much more naked than you were. You ended up simply nodding. Accepting his apology to quickly end this awful conversation.

He nervously passes his thumb on your jaw. “Can you–” he stops, clearing his throat, “can you come sleep with me?” Asking, tilting his helmet slightly. Seeing your eyes round up at his request, he quickly corrects himself, “No uh, I don't want to sleep alone. I like being with you...”

You smile shyly, nodding as you take a step forward. “Sure, I'll sleep by your side.” As he's about to turn, you quickly add, “I’m sorry too.”

Taking your hand, he squeezes it before taking you into his room. Once inside, he takes a shirt from his small closet. Putting it over your head. You can see him swallow as his fingers brush the side of your hips. “Here, you're going to be more comfortable.” He says before turning around and starting to remove his armor. His shirt was too big on you, falling right above you knees but most importantly, it smelled like him. While waiting, you moved under the covers, watching him remove piece by piece the weapons and beskar covering his shape. Having only his helmet, shirt and pants left. You stared at him as if he was the only man left in this galaxy. Which right now, kind of feels like it. Gawking at his muscular physique showing through the fabric as he carefully places his weapons in a safe case.

He turns his helmet looking quickly at you, “sorry won't take long.”

With your cheeks all red, you smile softly, “take your time”

He chuckles at your comment. After closing the light off, you hear the hissing of his helmet before you feel him joining you in bed, “you like watching me.” he whispers, stating more than questioning.

You move more comfortably. Adjusting yourself as he shifts closer to you. “I also like your arms around me.”

He smiles to himself, guiding your body in the dark so he can hold you from behind, “like this?” Moving his hand smoothly against your hip. His fingertips digging slightly into your flesh.

You nod feeling your eyes heavy. Closing them before feeling his hardness in between your ass cheeks. He moved his face in the nape of your neck, breathing into your hair. “I'm sorry, I'm just happy you're here. I mean not here on this planet but—”

“Mando, sleep..” you couldn't keep yourself awake any longer. You can however definitely get used to this. It's ridiculously comfortable and safe how you feel in his presence. You might be stuck here but you're stuck here with him. And after the day and past few weeks you've had, this was a good thing.

You wake up to the low sound of wind rustling through the walls of the ship. Branches lightly brushing the outside shell.

When you start to realize where you were, you rise. The Mandalorian was still deeply asleep next to you. Feeling the cold morning air moving into the ship and quickly the oversized tee that you were wearing was no longer enough.

Carefully, you get out. Making sure not to look back at him as you open the door. You know you can't see his face. Even if technically, you could.

Entering your room, you go directly for your clothes. Wondering what he looked like underneath his helmet. You knew he had a strong jaw and a short beard but that was all you got. You also didn't want to wonder too much since you couldn't see him anyway. You ended up getting into your own bed, not wanting to wake him up by going back in. Closing your eyes as you finally get warmer under your covers.

You wake up again, slowly hearing the door sliding open as heavy boots are walking towards you. Moving your eyes up, you meet the Mandalorian. Who is now watching you from above and he doesn't look like he's in a good mood. He wore the same outfit he went to bed with but has his helmet on. “Is everything okay?” You ask worryingly rubbing your eyes, but he doesn't say a single word. “Did I do somethi— “

“–You weren't there. I woke up and you weren't there...” His voice is dry.

You sit up frowning your brows, “In your bed? I'm sorry Mando, I was cold and went to get my clothes. I just fell right back asleep.”

“I thought you had left.” His voice was breaking slightly. Oh, he was hurt. If you hadn't spent your time analyzing his overall body language theses pass weeks you might've missed it. And that's when you realized. He was no longer a stranger.

“I was just cold and tired. I swear I wouldn't just leave. Plus, where do you want me to go anyway? We're stuck here.”

His body stiffened at your words, “Well I'm sorry that you're stuck with me...”

“That's not what I said, and you know it. What's going on?” He turns around about to walk out of your room. “Please talk to me, I can't help if– “

He halts, his back still turned to you. “I have never removed my helmet.”

“Is this what this is about? I haven’t looked, I promise.”

He plays nervously with the tips of his bare fingers. “You must understand. I never removed my helmet in front of anyone, except my son and even then, it only happened once. I– “

“Stop.” You couldn’t take it anymore. This was going in a direction that you weren't prepared for. You needed to make him understand. You needed to be honest. “I like you Din, I like you a lot.” You could feel the warmth going straight to your blushing cheeks as you say the words. But your chest started to hurt as he just turned around and stares at you motionless. You swallow, looking around the room. Trying to quickly find a hole deep enough to hide in. You weren't the one to run away but his rejection would be too much to bear right now.

He lets out a low growl, “I do too” tilting his helmet as he moves closer. Hovering you with his broad shape. With better lighting, you can see the prominent veins crippling along his arms. His muscles twitching and contracting as he places his semi harden cock over your mount. Moving slowly as his bare callous fingers graze the side of your neck. “I’m sorry, he whispers, I just want you so much.” He brings them to your chin, swiping them on your bottom lip. You let out a pleasant shaking breath and that's all he needed to know before moving his hand to close the light console on the side of your bed. Removing his helmet in the process.

Your mind was going a thousand miles an hour. This feels good, so good. For the first time in a long time, you weren't thinking about anything. Simply enjoying the hands of a strong and tender man roaming your body in the dark. A smile appears on your lips when you finally sense his, slowly moving down your neck. The air in the room felt thicker and warmer as he removed your top and his as well.

As you try to anchor yourself in the dark, you place your hands flat on his chest. If you can't see his face, can you at least touch it? Slowly you move them up to the side of his neck. He stays still, rigid even, as if he's trying to figure out what to do but doesn't stop you. You can feel his body moving slightly back as you bring your fingers to his jaw, who is clenched. Feeling his chest muscles contracting on your forearms before coarse, hard hair comes poking your fingertips. Which only sparked your curiosity. You moved them quickly to his lips. Feeling them shaking slightly while his mustache was tickling you. He was nervously breathing heavier as you moved them higher to his cheeks. Grabbing your wrist, he stops you.

He grunts, holding the side of your head as he kisses you like a starved man, pushing his tongue inside searching for yours. For a man who never kissed before he wasn't half bad. He was a bit sloppy, but you had a feeling that he was just really driven. Especially since he keeps grinding his cock over your clothed pussy.

Soft whimpers escape your lips as he moves towards your chest. Your nipples were already on peak from the cold morning air trapped in the ship. He hums against your skin as he grabs one of them with his mouth. Holding your tits in place while making sure to squeeze them softly occasionally as he swirls his tongue around your sensitive nipples. All you could hear were your heavy breaths followed by Mando's muffled low moans. The wet noise of his plumped lips sucking and pulling lightly on your flesh made it hard not to drip everywhere.

You were getting lost in pleasure as you rake your hands into his hair. Fisting them as he lets go of your tits to give one single wet kiss to your belly. Adjusting himself in bed. What is he doing? Feeling his fingers grabbing your pants from the inside on each side of your hips, he pulls them completely off. Softly passing the back of his fingers on your thigh, he moves them gradually between your legs. You can hear him swallow and breathe deep. Sensing a single finger softly brushing your clit. The sensation jolts inside of you. You were way more sensitive than you thought. Making you moan instantly to his touch.

Hearing you made him chuckle, as he passes them through your folds. His fingertips were staying at your entrance, toying with you. Gliding slightly softly in while making sure not to push too far but just enough to make you want more. “Mando please,” you finally cry out. Pressured by your pleasurable pleas, he slides one inside. Slowly pushing in and out a few times before putting his whole mouth around you. This was heaven and hell as he adds another finger inside you. He took his time pumping his digits as he gave your engorged clit some gentle sucks here and there. You whined as soon as he pulled them away.

His sudden absence left you disoriented. Even in the pitch dark of your room, you could sense him stroke himself with your leftover slick on his hand. You bring your legs around his hips to pull him closer to you. Growing impatient to feel him inside. Trapped in between your legs, he adjusts his cock in front of your entrance. Without warning you start to sink on it as you continue to kiss him.

Taken by surprise, he stops moving. “Fuuck,” he grunts out. “Slow down you're, you're tight cyar’ika.” Taking your hand while you make his dick slowly disappear effortlessly inside of you.

As you adjust yourself to him and him to you, you pass a hand on jaw, ‘’Cyar’ika?’’

You can feel him shyly smile against your hand, ‘’it means sweetheart’’ Trusting in fully, holding you by the hip. Making you wince at your sensitive cunt clenching around him before he kisses your palm. He lets out some low moans as he rhythmically pushes against your core. With all that edging you were close to your release, and he knew it. Bending down he kisses you fully, “Maker cyare..”

You make him go deeper by bringing your legs around him, “Yeah?”

“Yeah..” he moans out, feeling his lips curl against yours. It doesn't take long before you start whimpering against him. Feeling that rush moving between your thighs. He follows you closely as you come together.

Feeling lightheaded as you catch your breath. He comes to lay by your side, still in your pitch-black room. The only thing that is anchoring to reality is his chest moving up and down as if he was the calmest river.

As you are wrapped in his arms, you can't help but wonder about him. You never really met a Mandalorian before Din, and you were full of questions. “Were you always a Mandalorian?”

“No, they found me when I was a foundling. my parents were killed during the war, and they took me as one of their own.”

“I'm so sorry.”

He doesn't say anything because well there's nothing much to say. Simply passing his thumb over your shoulder. “I'm the one who's sorry, about earlier, I should've said my intentions. The crew must be informed at all times.”

“The crew uh..”

He laughs through his nose as he pets your head. “Would you come with me? To look for the lake?”

You smile softly, “yeah, okay.”

He gives your forehead a kiss as he shifts in the bed. Taking the blanket to make sure your body was covered. He quickly gathers his scattered clothes. “What if we’re really trapped here? On this planet..” You feel Mando shifting through the darkness before hearing his voice still crisp and clear “Keep your eyes close” he asked. Now seeing red behind your eyelids, you feel his knee moving in between your thighs.

“Mando? What are you doing?”

All you could hear was his breathing, “I want to see you with my eyes, no helmet.”

Grabbing your jaw, he moves your face upward to him. You can feel his gloved thumb brushing your bottom lip before sensing his plush ones press on to yours. You're starting to be aroused again as he lets his tongue slide in. He smiles instantly as he sees you move slightly against his knee. “You're so beautiful cyare.” Giving you one last peck. He lets go of you before hearing the click of his helmet followed by his modulated voice. “I will always make sure that you are safe.”

“That’s not what I mean, can I open my eyes?”

“Yes”

And as you open them you see your clothes already placed in front of you. You start to dress yourself, “I mean we don’t have anything. No medicine, almost no tools. And we’re about to go out of food pretty soon.”

“Now it’s you who needs to stop. We’ll figure something out. We’re both warriors and resourceful. I don’t see how we couldn’t make this work.”

“Din..”

He takes a deep breath, “I’ve been in worse situations..”

You smile to him, “you’re right. I’m sure we will find a way to get back. Anyway, if we leave for the lake now, we could be back in time before sunset.”

“Uh yeah, I'll go put my Armor on.” As he leaves, he keeps thinking back to your words.

Find a way to get back..

He knew this planet was hostile and it wasn’t the best place to be, but he couldn’t help but feel guilty that he secretly enjoys being trapped here with you. He knew that this relationship wouldn’t work in the real world. You were way too good, way too beautiful to be with a man who you couldn’t even see his face. He knew the dangers of being here but at the same time there was nowhere else he'd want to be right now. He takes a deep breath as he gets into his beskar. One day at a time, he tells himself before meeting you outside.

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beskarinhyperspace · 5 months

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A Ripple In Space

I want to do that with you, all of you.

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5. Prejudice

*Mature, Explicit, NSFW*

Kylo Ren x fem.reader

*Canon Divergence, angst, soft dom, hurt/comfort, NSFW, touch starved kylo, Soft claiming

WC 3.9k

A/N; Tysm for the love and support guys! Hope you enjoy xx

As you follow him on your way to his quarters you stay on guard. Even through the distance, you can feel how tense he was. Kylo was known for being unpredictable and violent, but this felt different. Even though he appeared calm and collected, you could feel his anger in the crinkling of his leather gloves. Afraid it overflowed to a point of no return.

Once inside he kept his back to you. Standing still between the living room and dining table. You start to feel nauseous from his lack of words. Wondering what he's thinking about. What will he do about you or worse, to you. To be totally honest with yourself, you didn't want to stay to find out. Remaining silent, you slowly and carefully walk backwards towards the entrance. Kylo, sensing you moving and knowing exactly what you're trying to do, turns around quickly. Extending his hand towards you. From across the room, you could feel the pressure compressing your waist tighter and tighter.

Within a blink of an eye, he comes rushing to you. Instinctively, you close your eyes shut expecting the worst but instead he brings his other hand a few inches away from your forehead. Before you could even understand what was going on, memories start flashing in front of your eyes as you sense a tight pressure around your skull. He's reading your mind again and you're trying your hardest to keep him out before he stops on Henry. The way he makes you smile when he looks at you. How excited you were seeing him after your time apart, his hand softly touching yours.. He stops abruptly, taking a few steps back himself. In a quick motion he removed his helmet, staring down. He looked scared, confused? But you didn't give a fuck.

The fear was morphing into rage, “THOSE ARE MY THOUGHTS! You can't keep forcing yourself into my head!”

Still disoriented, he blinks a couple times before looking at you. “I think you forgot where you are sweetheart, who is he to you?” He asks calmly but you refuse to respond. Still holding your head to the painful invasion. “I said, who is he to you?” His tone becoming darker, ordering you.

After a moment you reply voice low, “a friend.”

“Liar.” he exclaimed with disdain. “You’re just a poor pathetic girl, coming from a place no one cares about!” His harsh words coming purely from anger leaves a ball in your throat. “He clearly wants you and you can't say no, now can you..” His eyes were intensely daring you to deny his statement.

You don't want to bend but you're also so hurt by the way he's treating you. As if the way he previously kissed and touched you, didn't mean a thing. You have opened yourself to him in a way you never did before. You were pained but not surprised. Maybe you were right after all. You shouldn't have trusted him to begin with. A heavy weight settles upon your chest. “You're just a cruel man who doesn't care about anything or anyone but himself. And you know what? I do enjoy his presence. At least he's a gentleman, unlike you Ben..” Even you could hear the bitterness in your tone floating in the open.

Stunned, he stares at you with his lips parted and eyes full of questions, “What did you say?”

Uncertain of what's happening, you raise a brow “I said he's a gentleman.”

“No, my name. Where have you heard it?”

“I-“ you don't know how to respond. You can't exactly say that your new friends told you. Now you'd be really trapped here forever..

“What else have you also learned about me?”

Panicked, you reply trying to stop your voice from showing your nervousness, “Nothing, I heard it in the cafeteria one day, I think. Trust me, I know nothing else I swear.”

“Trust? What do you know about trust mh? The second I turned my back you go to this low life soldier”

“You lied to me.”

Now he's the one raising an eyebrow, “lied?”

“Yes, you lied.”

“About what, mh? Tell me what did I lied to you about?” He looked so sure of himself. Making you doubt your accusation.

“Um, that I was your first-” you say extremely low.

He chuckles, “What?”

“Yes, when we–” You stop yourself. Being afraid of speaking more than you should. Finding the situation apparently amusing, he crosses his arms, waiting with a smirk for you to finish your sentence. Ugh, does he really need to be like this right now? With hesitation, you let out a soft sigh, “You said that I was your first.. touch. That can't possibly be true.”

Keeping his eyes on you, he begins to walk in your direction. “Why don't you believe it?”

Suddenly, you feel anxious again. Regretting the words you said starting this awful conversation. “How can someone like you never.. I mean, you literally can take whatever you want.”

He stares at you with frowning brows, almost surprised by your perception of him. “You really think I would force myself on a woman? Do you really think that low of me?” He sounds hurt, “I trained all my life. Personal relations are a distraction.”

“You could've paid for it.”

He chuckles, “What?”

“Yeah, some people pay for this type of service.”

He plays awkwardly with the end of your hair. “Well, I'm not some people..”

“Then why me? I'm simply a poor girl coming from nowhere like you enjoy reminding me.” Saying to him cold.

The amusement in Kylo's face quickly vanishes. “I shouldn't have said that.”

“Yeah, well I know you also regret giving me more freedom by letting me stay in your quarters. You made it perfectly clear that you don’t trust me. You know you can send me back to my cell whenever you want right?”

He pursed his lips, ”Is that what you want?” He takes a deep breath, “I regret nothing, and I have no desire to send you back either. I never lied to you, and I don’t intend on starting now. You can trust me when I say that you are safe here.” Saying as he still toying with your hair, wrapping stands of it around his gloved fingers. “Actually, you’re the one who lied to me. From your memories, I saw that I wasn't your first?” Your eyes widen to his words before he asks, “Who was he?”

The truth is you didn't want to talk about him. He was a bad distant memory and you never really talked about him to anyone but your sister. But you also don't want to lie, now knowing that he can find the truth himself. But mainly because he was so transparent. You never would’ve thought that Kylo Ren could be this honest with anyone. Especially not to someone like you. So, you decide to take a page from Kylo’s book and try to be as open as he is. “He was a boy from my planet. Everyone in village kept saying how good of a man he was and that we would be good together. He would always come into my shop, asking me out and so, one day I did. Before I knew it, we started to go out. A few months after, he had to move away. We slept together a couple–“ you raise your eyes to meet Kylo's. “Anyway, I don't remember much of it. It's not important.”

He stays still, wondering where to go from here. He wanted to know more but he also knew how uncomfortable you were. Again, his curiosity takes over as he asks, “Did you had feelings for him?”

Shocked by his intrusive question you step back, “How can you say that?”

“You didn't answer my questio—”

“–Well, that's because it's a rude question, it's personal.”

“I'll take it as a no.” He fills the gap between you, lifting your jaw up to him, “How about your friend? Do you have feelings for him?”

“Henry? No.”

“Are you sure?” His eyes, searching yours for the truth.

“Yes..” saying firmly, rolling your eyes.

He brings his face closer, lips almost kissing you, “And me? Do you like being with me?” You don't answer as you're searching for the answer yourself. “Please, answer me..”

“No”

“No, what?”

You bring yourself even closer to his lips, knowing how dangerous this game is about to get. “I love it”

Relieved, a smile appears at the corner of his lips. “Remember when you said anything I wanted?” You swallow hard, knowing exactly what he's talking about as he passes a finger on your hip making your body go stiff. “I've waited for what felt like an eternity to be this close to you again. And ever since I came back, you seem to always slip through my fingers. I guess what I'm trying to say is that, I really need to kiss you.” His lips now lightly brushing yours. “Right now.”

You want to response but all you could manage to do was nod. He doesn't waste a second taking you fully in his mouth. His kiss is passionately filled with lust. “You need to stop kissing me like you mean it.”

“That's because I do mean it.” Kylo's eyes were becoming more intense. Staring at you like you were the only thing in this galaxy that could quench his thirst.

With a single motion he lifts you off the floor. Bringing your legs around his hips before moving to his bedroom. A trick that he seems to be really enjoying these days. He drops you slowly on his bed. Placing both of his hands on each side of your head, kissing you freely as he's hovering you. His soft tongue caresses yours sweetly. Even his spit tasted like desperation. He stops a moment trying to catch his breath, “Is this, okay?“ You don't let him finish as you start to remove his thick belt, quickly throwing it on the floor. Moving to unbutton his jacket and he helps you by undoing the top ones. Before he could remove the last, you pull him by the neck.

He can't help but smile at your impatience. How did he get so lucky? He wondered. The only girl that had managed to capture his attention wanted him too. He can't remember the last time he felt this good. It seemed so long ago.

Now free of his jacket, you can finally feel his warmth and scent. You move your hands under his shirt, caressing his strong and chiseled chest. Resting your palm in the middle of it, you can feel his heart beating against your skin. He doesn't stop kissing you as he moves his underneath yours as well. Covering and squeezing your entire breast with his hand.

“You're so beautiful” he breathes softly.

All you could do was smile as he brought himself lower, pulling your shirt over your head. You begin to feel nervous. Even if you had done it with him before, this was different. You cared about him. What happens after this? Is this just temporary?

After a moment of kissing your chest, he noticed your mind slowly drifting away. “Hey, we can stop if you don't want to.”

“What?”

“I want to do that with you, all of you.”

Surprised you search for your words, “I-I’m sorry. I just like you a lot and-”

“A lot huh?” Asking with a smirk. “Can you define a lot?”

“Enough to make me nervous..”

“Well, I am too, plus you clearly have more experience than me..” He says in a teasing tone.

You gasp, eyes wide open as you hit him on the shoulder, “not fair!”

“You're right, I'm sorry.” Bringing himself back to you. Kissing your jaw and neck delicately. Wanting desperately to go back to his important business, “Does it mean that you feel for me Hyal?”

And then you sense it again, that magnetic attraction towards him. If he was so wrong for you, why does this feel so right? This is the connection you've been searching for your whole life. This intimacy, this vulnerability. There was something alluring about Kylo, and definitely something to love about Ben. The duality in him was intoxicating and you wouldn't have it any other way. Tilting your head away, you make room for him to do whatever he wants to. “What if I say yes?” You respond softly.

You can feel his lips curl against your skin. “Then I would say that also feel the same..” as he answers, he passes his tongue flat along the side of your neck. Feeling the warmth going straight in between your legs as you let out some soft whimpers. Letting him know that you want it too.

He grunts low hearing you make noise for him. Moving his kisses rapidly back to your chest. After detaching your bras, he takes a moment admiring your tits. Holding them in his hands gently before grabbing one with his mouth. Taking his time sucking on it. Switching between them while twirling the tip of his tongue around your hardened nipples. “Oh Ben, that feels so good”

He smiles, seeing you enjoy his touch. Which only makes him hornier as he starts to rub his hard cock on your pussy over the fabric. Licking them a few more times before moving down the bed. He removes your bottoms completely before placing himself in between your legs.

You sense his breathing followed by a soft pillowy push on your clit. Did he just kiss my pussy? As if he could hear your thoughts, he brushed his tongue gently over it. You finally relax as Kylo grabs your legs going in fully. Tasting and licking you in between your folds. He's becoming famished, watching you moan and twitch for him. He loved the view he got down there. Your body twisting with each stroke. Only giving you short breaks to calm down a bit before going back in. This time putting his tongue inside you as he uses his thumb to circle your slippery clit.

The sensation becoming unbearable, “This is torture..” You say desperately in between your exhausted moans.

Which only makes him want it more. “I'm sorry Hyal, I just love watching you..” He lets you rest briefly as he removes the rest of his clothes. The truth was that you were exiting him too much. All of this was new to him, and it was truly overwhelming. Afraid to cum first, he wanted you to enjoy as much as you could possibly handle. Knowing that once you're on edge he wouldn't have to hold back too long. Plus he just loved staring at you in total heat for him as you wait patiently for his cock. Coming back to you, he rubs his thick tip in between your folds, “No matter with who you are, no matter where, I want you to know and remember that your true place is with me.” He says, pushing the tip of his cock in and out, teasing your entrance. You were starting to feel overwhelmed by the sensation, desperate to cum. But he was enjoying seeing you come undone for him. “And mine, with you” he follows, now pushing in fully.

You gasp, inhaling sharply, still not familiar with his thickness and length filling you in this quickly. He grinds slowly, giving you time to adjust as he admires you from above. Holding your legs up to his chest as he goes in deeper. Moving gently by fear of hurting you. You were quite small compared to him and he was always afraid to crush you. Although as soon as he hears your begging moans he starts moving faster. Your juices were fully coating him and overspilling on the sheets. The pleasure was intense, making you whimper desperately. He knows you won't last long. Spreading your legs, Kylo moves closer to your lips. Holding you by the hips as he's now breathing hard and thrusting inside of you faster. No longer able to hold back, you cum on him shamelessly. As soon as he feels your body relaxing, knowing for sure that you finished, he lets out a muffled moan.

Moving slow a couple more times as he catches his breath. He comes kissing you, moving his hand up to push the hair out of your face. “Hi..”

“Hi back.” trying to hide your bliss unsuccessfully.

“You make me feel too good.” Saying as he lays his head on your chest. Being careful not to crush you.

You adjust yourself, moving your hand through his damp sweaty hair, “You're saying it like it's a bad thing.”

Your words stings him. “I don't know yet” He didn't want it to be a bad thing, but he also didn't know you that well. All he knew was that The First Order was at war, and he had to stay vigilant especially in times like these.

“Can I ask you something?” He tilts his head back noticing how sleepy you were getting. “I was captured months ago, why now?”

“What do you mean?”

“Why am I meeting you now? Why was I captured?”

He takes a moment before replying. Pondering and searching for the right words. “I don't know why you were captured.”

“What..”

“We went on your planet thinking we would find some information about a rebel base, but we found nothing. I wasn't even aware that we took prisoners. I was informed of your presence on the ship about a week before we met.”

“Are you saying that I'm on this ship by mistake?” That's it, you start to freak out.

“Technically yes but no..” You stop moving completely now, totally in shock. He looks up to you nervously, “I was ordered to find a rebel base. We had a lead, but the lead changed and then, I was told that we still had prisoners which I wasn't aware of to begin with. So, I decided to interrogate them before moving from the lead completely. Then I met you, and then I was ordered to kill you..”

“What??” You say, cutting him right off.

“But I didn't want to.. Plus, I couldn't read your mind, so I didn't know if you knew something worth knowing.”

After a moment you finally relax, trying to make sense of the situation. Taking a deep breath before resting your eyes. “But now you can.”

“I can’t fully do it and I don’t want too anyway. I didn't act the way I should've. I was angry and childish, and I do believe we can be honest with each other. Please you must trust me.”

“Why do you sound afraid?”

He takes a moment before answering. Enjoying being this close and intimate with you. Breathing out as he squeeze the side of your stomach, “I'm afraid I might lose something..”

“And why is that?”

“I'm not good. I break things, I destroy.. kill. Everything I touch burns.”

“Well I'm here, still in one piece and alive I believe.” Keeping your eyes closed as you slowly drift away.

He smiles to himself knowing he completely drained you. He gets up, coming back with a warm and dampen washcloth. Cleaning you gently before joining you under the covers.

The following morning you wake up to the sound of Kylo stirring a spoon in his mug. “I have something for you.” Hearing the words coming from the other room. Knowing you were now fully awake.

As you get out of bed to greet him. You see him already dressed and back into his supreme leader’s uniform, pointing you to a pile of fabrics.

“Clothes?” You confirmed as you walked closer.

“They will fit you better.”

He's intensely staring at you, watching you get dressed in front of him. Knowing well enough that he could no longer look inside your head like he did yesterday. The way you reacted when he did, made it clear that he could've lost you right there. Things could've gone in a totally different direction, and he was happy they didn't. He was grateful that you chose to trust him and so he needed to do the same with you.

The clothes were comfortable. Black leggings and a long sleeve dress that was distressed at the bottom. Feminine and airy. One shoulder even has the emblem of the first order embroidered in dark gray. “How do I look?” You ask smiling.

“It doesn't matter what you wear. In fact, I prefer when you wear nothing at all..”

You automatically roll your eyes as you tie your boots, “That wouldn't be practical.”

He comes closer to you. Pushing the hair off your shoulder, “Don’t need to be when you're with me.” He takes your hand, pulling you up before giving you a kiss. “I have to go; I'm going to be late. Promise me you'll behave in my absence.”

“What do you mean in your absence?”

He sighs, “I was supposed to have more time to myself, but I have been called to the base. Shouldn't be more than a couple of days.”

“Already? But you just came back.” you say defeated.

“It's only for a couple of days, I promise.” You nod as he gives you one more kiss before leaving quickly.

It's been two days since Kylo was gone and you were already missing him. You were so bored on this ship. Nothing was exciting or somewhat interesting. As you're sitting on the couch you notice the third door again. Still wondering what was inside of it. You get up hoping this time it's unlocked but as usual, it isn't. You sigh as you look around the room. You didn't like having no news from him. You knew that anything could happen. Even if he was strong and powerful, he was still capable of bleeding. All this worrying was making you anxious. So, you decide to get out and try to see what your friends are up to.

As you're walking the corridors. You suddenly get lightheaded. Stopping for a moment to take a deep breath. As you’re reaching the entrance of the cafeteria, you notice Henry and Eira. Greeting them as you sit at their table.

She smiles to you, “We thought you were gone; it's been a while.”

“Yeah well, I needed some time.” You let out, sheltering your eyes with your hand from the ceiling lights.

“That's okay. Actually, seeing you reminds me. I learned something the other night when we were talking about you know who.” Henry looks at her puzzled. “Yeah, we were talking about some rebels, and I learned that ben killed his own father.”

Henry was in shock, “What? How? What do you mean he killed his own father?”

Eira nodded, “yeah, I know right? Who would do something like that?”

You let out deep breaths as you struggle to keep your eyes open. Henry, noticing that something is wrong, stares at you worryingly. “Are you okay?” Are the last words you hear, feeling an arm around you before your eyes shuts down completely.

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beskarinhyperspace · 6 months

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The Intern

It's Halloween night and you work on set with Hayden Christensen.

Who wants to party with Anakin?

Hayden/ Anakin x Gn Reader

AO3 | MASTERLIST

*Mature, Explicit, NSFW*

Warnings; shy hayden, soft dom, n3pple play, or4l- hayden.receiving, praise, soft degradation

Happy Halloween!

WC; 3k

You only been working here for 3 months. Getting everyone their coffees and scripts. Making sure that everything goes as smoothly as possible for the cast members and directors. But this internship was getting on your last nerve. How can anyone survive these boring and unchallenging tasks. This is truly unfulfilling you tell yourself as you eat your lunch alone in the cafeteria. You only took the job because you needed to be more “involved on set and understand the flow” as your professor puts it.

As you play with your macaroni salad with a plastic spoon, you hear someone entering the room. By instinct, you bring your eyes up to meet a handsome man.

“Oh, sorry I didn’t mean to disturb..” cutting himself mid-sentence.

“Oh no, no worries, you're not.” You reply mindlessly not fully realizing that it's Hayden Christensen who just entered the break room. You wouldn't say that you're easily starstruck, but you must admit, he looks better in person.

He smiles timidly, going towards the coffee machine. “Got to have my caffeine. I- woke up early.” saying nervously.

Watching him try to make small talk is utterly painful. He doesn't need to talk to you. So why is he acting so weird?

“Busy?” You asks, trying to sound casual.

“Yeah, I mean, I was in Seattle yesterday. Matter of fact I just landed here not even two hours ago.” Saying as he clicks a plastic lid on his coffee cup. “What's your name? Wait don't tell me. This way I know I'll see you again.” He smiles to you before looking at his watch. “I'm really sorry, I have to go. See you around I guess..”

“Bye” you finally speak out, but he was already out the door. What the fuck just happened?

For the rest of the day, you couldn't stop thinking about the most pathetic celebrity encounter you have ever had in your life, yet. I mean he's a big celebrity and he's busy. He said so himself. It's not like you're going to see him again, right?

“Hey newbie, the director wants a round of coffee. He's also asking if you contacted the new hairstylist to see if they can come tomorrow instead of Wednesday?”

“I did, she said yes, and I'll go get them shortly.” You reply nonchalantly. The other assistant simply smiles at you before walking away. Ugh, can this day be any worse? This is the 5th coffee run today and you only have an hour left to your shift. Without wasting any time, you go straight to your car. Not wanting to stay overtime again. Especially not today. Once behind the wheel, you sigh as you decide to have a look at your face. Jeez, I really look tired. I can't believe I just met him looking like this. What am I saying? It's not like I have a chance anyway..

With 10 min left to your shift, you only have a couple coffees left to deliver. Opening the director's office door. You quickly recognize Hayden’s side profile.

What is he still doing here? Never mind, just stay professional.

“I'm here Jay, bringing the hot!” You say with a bright smile.

You hear a clear sigh coming from Hayden’s direction as you put the coffees on the meeting's table. As you try to look discreetly in his direction, you're met with his intense gaze. Why is he looking at me like that? He wasn't like that earlier.. Did I do something wrong?

“Thank you, I really needed that. Hey, listen kid, would you mind staying later tonight?” Jay asks casually while scribbling in his notebook.

“I–“ tonight is Halloween night and some of your friends invited you to join them at a party. Usually, you would've said no but this job had been so draining lately. You just want a little break.

He stops writing to look at you properly, “I know you've been staying late a lot but that's only because I trust you kid. You're doing an incredible job here..”

“I'm okay with it, I mean that's the least I can do before I leave.” You say calmly trying to not let your annoyance show through.

He gives you a weak smile before returning to his scribbles. “Anita was looking for you earlier, I think she's in costume right now.”

“I'll go check, anything else?”

“I think you'll be pretty busy with her tonight, I'll let you work with her. If anything, I'll fetch you.”

You nod before turning around. Fighting back the urge to look at Hayden again before leaving. Stay professional, this will never happen. We don't want him to think you're just another stupid fan. Just stay cool..”

You sigh walking towards Anita’s workshop. As you walk the corridors, you feel a strong hand gripping your arm. You turn to a taller men with frowning brows.

“Hey, um, I'm sorry. It's just I've been yelling and–“ You look to Hayden puzzled. “I guess what I'm trying to say is, um, ask, would you go out after with me?”

You look at him like you have a million questions inside your head. While he looks at you anxiously waiting. “I work late tonight.”

He nervously passes a hand in his hair, “right, yes, that's true. Shit, I'm sorry I shouldn't have bothered you. Have a great night..” he says looking at the floor, slowly walking away.

What the actual fuck? Ugh, I'm going to regret this.. “I'm off at 11.” Raising your voice to make sure he hears you.

He smiles as he faces you. “What's fun to do around here at 11?”

His smile is truly contagious, making you blush automatically, “I was invited for a Halloween party-”

“Cool, I'll come back to pick you up 11:30” walking away once again before you could place another word.

Oh jeez, what did I get myself into..

You were doing some final make up touches before heading out the door. This year's last-minute costume is a vampire. As you're drawing some electric reddish veins underneath your eyes you can't stop thinking about the fact that you're going to a party with fucking Hayden Christensen. How did this happen? How are you going to explain this to your friends? This is going to be a big problem. You try to calm yourself down. Telling yourself that this is just a friendship situation. Omg is he a womanizer? No, that can't be it. He looked way too nervous to be one, right?

It's 11:35 and you're patiently waiting outside when a car enters the driveway. Seeing it's him, you walk towards the car, opening the door. As you're putting your seatbelt on, you can feel the heavy energy in the air as if you were being observe.

“Wow” you hear him say softly in a low voice. “You really look good.” Shyly, you bring your eyes up to be met by his, looking at you shamelessly. He clears his throat quickly as he realize his behaviour, “where to?” he finally asks.

“Omg”— “What??”

“You can't wear that.” You say almost horrified.

He laughs knowing exactly what you’re referring to. “It’s not that bad”

“This, this is your Anakin costume..” you state gesturing his outfit.

“Don't worry about it.”

“Do you seriously believe that this is discrete? Everyone will know it's you. You have a pretty memorable face you know.”

He laughs even more, “So I've been told. Stop, I told you, don't worry. Just tell me where it is.”

“I don't know if I should, maybe you're a kidnapper.” you say nonchalantly.

He tries not to laugh as he bites his lower lips. “Then we can stay here.”

“We?”

“Yeah, I mean don't get me wrong I like a party as much as the next person but, I want to know you. I don't mind where we are as long as I can talk to you.”

You can't control your smile as you feel warmth in your stomach. Suddenly the self-doubts and questioning just fades away. This is a date.. omg, you're on a date with him.. you clear your throat, “I’d like to go, I really need this.”

“Stressed?” Asking as he punches the address in the map app and starts to drive.

“You could say that.”

“Yeah, I'm familiar with the feeling. The ‘set’ life isn't always glamorous.”

“You're an actor, it's different, you're the star.”

He bites his bottom lip before replying, “well, the pressure is like no other. There are so many fans, so many critics. You need to have a thick skin. Plus you have to put yourself in so many weird situations. Trust me, it's stressful.”

“Yeah, I guess you're right, I never saw it like that.” You replied as he smiles softly. You notice that you've been quite comfortable in his presence compared to earlier this morning. He looks so self-assured and in control of himself you tell yourself. How can he be so grounded?

During the ride you finally get to relax and enjoy your small talks. That was until you finally arrive at the party. Now all you can think about is the fact that your plus one is Hayden. As you both walk towards the house door, you can already hear the music blasting from outside.

“Heyyy!!”—“You came!” You hear your friends calling.

“Yeah, I actually just finished work–“

“–OMG are you the real Anakin? Like the actor?”— “I think his name is Hayden.”— “that's not him, that can't be him.”

“Yeah, well, I always been told we looked alike, so I went with an Anakin costume this year.” Hayden responds smiling casually to the others.

“You don't say” —”well it’s uncanny, you really do look like him.” One girl lets out.

You roll your eyes, “stop bothering my friend. Anyways, we're gonna have a look around, we'll be right back” stating as you both walk away. “I told you that dressing as Anakin was a bad idea..” you say leaning towards him.

He turns his head slightly to you as he tries to hear you better over the loud music, “Then let's get out of here. You know, to a place we can actually hear each other?”

“Yeah, let's get out.” You reply and he doesn't waste a second. Guiding you back to the car. “Where now?” You ask as you put on your seatbelt back on.

“I know a place near.”

As you watch the car lights passing over him. You can't help but smile, he is so handsome, so hot.. Especially in his battle attire. “You do that often?”

“What do I do often?” Glancing quickly in your direction.

“Kidnapping interns on set.”

He automatically let out some low giggles. “Ahh, huh, um no..” he answered shyly. “I don't..” Before you could place a word, he enters a hidden dirt road.

“Oh, so you did plan to murder me.”

He gives you a smirk, “Nah, you're way too pretty for me to kill..”

After a moment you stop in front of a wooden bridge. “What is this place?”

“Patience” he simply respond as he stops the car. “Come”

You follow him without hesitation, crossing the bridge before going deeper into the woods. “Is it safe?” You asks voice worried.

He takes your hand as he leads, “I used to come here all the time when I was a teenager.”

“You grew up here?”

He chuckles, “No, my aunt lived nearby. I used to visit every summer for a month with my mother.”

After a few minutes of walking off road you finally arrived at a secluded part of a lake. “Woah, it's so pretty.. I lived here all my life, and I never knew this place existed.” You were truly amazed by the view. The moon was almost full. Shining it's light on the lake like diamonds on calm waters. Making everything a little more visible in this otherwise very dark night.

“I can't believe it, it's still there-” you hear him say from afar. You glanced at him, watching him drag a tree trunk towards you. “-Look” he says pointing to a part of the trunk.

·The true Skywalker was here·

You smile as you read it, “You wrote that? How fitting, you're even dress for the occasion.” You state gesturing to his costume.

“Ha, yeah, I haven't come here in ages. Last time I came to visit, I made a little stop here. I had just received the call to play Anakin and I knew the role would change my life. I know it sounds stupid but, I wanted something to remember the old me by.” He responds as he looks at you nervously. “You're really beautiful tonight.” saying low, almost a whisper. Coming to close the gap between you.

“Thank you, and no, it’s not stupid. I actually think it’s pretty cool..” You don't know if it's the proximity, his firm yet soft voice or the fact that you would literally do anything he'd ask you to, but you can already feel the pulsing need in between your legs. Is he really going to kiss me? You wondered.

As if he could hear your mind, he presses his pillowy lips softly against yours. Humming as he does. “Since I saw you this morning this is all I can think about.”

“What?” You ask confused.

“I couldn't look away; you were constantly on my mind. I had to know you more.” He says passing his hands on your chest over the clothes. “Is this, okay? C-can I know more of you?”

You swallow, “yes of course, I'd love to.” trying not to sound too desperate.

He smirks and omg, his smile mixed with desire is to die for. He goes back to your mouth with his lips slightly parted. Pushing his tongue gently inside. Jeez even his spit is sweet. Meanwhile, his hands were going underneath your shirt, moving upwards. He growls low when reaching your nipples. Brushing them lightly with his cold fingertips before he starts to flicker them.

You try to stay grounded but it's becoming really difficult. His eyes were burning with desire as he watch you melt under his touch. “Wow, we just started and you're already so needy.”

“I'm sorry” you say slightly embarrassed.

“Don't be, I love it.” He purrs, moving slightly lower as he brings your shirt up, exposing your entire chest to him. “Mm, would you look at that. They're already hard and ready for me.” Stating as he brings his wet lips around your hardened nipple. Giving it some gentle sucks as his thumb flickers and rolls the other one.

Oh god, this feels amazing.

He hums deep, switching between them as his mouth licks and bites them gently. You're pretty sure that if he doesn't stop you might just cum like this. “Fuck, you're so hot. I bet you also feel so good and soft elsewhere” You nod while moaning as you feel the need growing inside you belly. “Can I feel you?”

“Yes, please, anything.”

He smiles kissing your lips, nibbling at your bottom one. He starts to undo his belt and you automatically drop to your knees. “Hey, that's not– “

“I want to.” you say smiling against his bulge. You start to unzip his pants letting his harden cock spring free. Geez even his penis is gorgeous. Long and thick with a little bead of precum already leaking from the tip. You can clearly see the veins pumping as it twitches with anticipation.

“Are you still sure?” He asks laughing discretely. Aware of your startled eyes.

You don't bother to answer as you start to shyly lick the tip of it. You hear him chuckle softly as he closes his eyes to the pleasure. Which only drives you with more heat as you start to stretch your mouth around him. “Ugh, this feels soo good sweetheart. You're doing such a great job” his words are only encouraging you to finally take it full. Sucking him like you never sucked before. Gaging slightly when you made it hit the back of your throat, but it didn't matter. Because his moans and panting were the best reward you ever had. His head falls back as his pleasure grow.

Becoming desperate, you needed some relief. Bringing your hand down, you begin to play with yourself while still moaning around his cock.

He quickly notices it as he passes his hand in your hair. Petting your head before grabbing a fist full of it. “Argh fuck yes, you're so fucking good baby. So, fucking good with this mouth, omg. Such a pretty mouth on such a pretty babe.”

The praises are just too much. You can feel him fighting the urge to thrust into your mouth. Making touch yourself with desperation as he almost chokes up. “Wait, are you going to cum like this?” You nod as you continue to pump him inside your mouth. Feeling your sweet release near. “Oh, fuck..” he says surprised, “I didn't know you were so needy.” as he's softly pinching one of your nipples.

And that does it. You finally feel the waves of pleasure as your eyes closes slightly. Having your mouth fully open during your peak, making his cock loosely slides freely on your tongue. “Shit, you're so hot when you come like that. Please, can I come on your chest?”

You simply smile as you present your bare chest to him. Playing with your nipples, rolling them in between your fingers. You watch him stroke himself as he grunts low. Panting as he brings himself closer to the edge. “Agh, you're so god damn pretty..” He finally cums, letting his juices drip freely drip on your nipples.

“Fuck, you're so perfect sweetheart..”

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A Ripple In Space

I just want to know you more.

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4. Viper

*Mature, Explicit, NSFW*

Kylo Ren x fem.reader

WC 6k *Canon Divergence, angst, slow burn, soft dom, hurt/comfort

As you softly open your eyes to the low humming of the ship. You move your hand to the rest of the empty mattress. Realizing that you are indeed alone. Fully opening them, you quickly start to remember where you were.

Oh maker, I'm in his room..

Now fully awake at the realization, you slowly remember the previous night, having a hard time processing it. Your chest was suddenly moving quicker, knowing how much of a traitor this was making you. You were an ally to the jedis and to the resistance. Just like your parents were before you and you just slept with Kylo fucking Ren.. As you pass your hands in your hair trying to recollect yourself, you let out a deep sigh. You had just woken up and were already feeling drained.

You finally calmed down and glanced at his empty pillow. Which gave you an instant pinch in your chest, and just like that, you can't stop your mind from going back to his soft and plumped lips. Twitching as he was moving closer. His eyes, deeply looking at you with desire. How could someone be so violent and yet this gentle? Thinking back on how the rage was consuming him as he previously choked the guard. The horror you felt seeing him igniting the red beam of his sword. The one that brought so much destruction and fear across the galaxy.

It doesn't take long for you to hear your stomach growl. Finally getting up and out of the bed, you move slowly to the kitchen. Living life on a ship was truly a different experience than the one you had on land. You miss the warmth of the sun on your bare legs in the morning. Sunbathing on the balcony with your caf in hand. Here, the air is recycled and for some reason it is always cold. To be completely honest with yourself, the dark colors of the ship gave you more goosebumps than the cold air.

As you’re making some eggs on the stove behind the counter, you hear the swooshing sound of the front door opening.

Maker he's already back. You tell yourself, not being mentally prepared to face him again. You can feel your heart beating faster as the heavy steps are coming closer to the kitchen. You see a man turning the corner with a small cart. Giving you a wave of instant relief. He was tall, with dark hair and defined features. He was not only wearing the ship’s uniform. He also had the official cap and badges completing the ensemble. You stood there like a deer caught in headlights, hair all over the place with a spatula in hand. Trying to cover your thighs as much as you can with the oversize tee you're wearing. Even behind the counter, you still felt naked.

“Oh, I am sorry miss. I didn’t.. It's usually empty. I’m simply the cleani.. I can come back later.”

You couldn't help but smile timidly at his anxious avoidance. ´He looks really cute’, telling yourself as you're trying to focus. “It’s okay. I’m actually new here, kind of.. You can carry on, I was going out anyway.”

The man takes a moment, staring at you as you return to your cooking. After a moment you peek at him through the fallen hair hiding parts of your face. “Yes?”

He clears his throat, “Isn’t it a bit late to be going to work? The day shift has already started.”

You give him a smile before replying, “I don’t have a job, yet. Like I said, I am quite new here..”

“Right, sorry for my intrusion.”

“Don't mind it. I enjoy your company. It has been weeks since I've talked to an actual human being and not guards or droids.” rolling your eyes sideways.

He walks closer to the kitchen island. “Well, I’m Henry. Nice to meet you.” Smiling as he shows you his hand to shake.

“You can call me Viper..” moving slightly forward to shake it with yours.

“Cool, well.. I better start if I want to live for the next 24 hours.” He breathes out as he's going through his cleaning supplies.

“Do you know where I can find work?”

He looks at you before answering, “Well I heard they need help in electric. Wiring, to be precise. I can give a word for you if it’s somethi-”

“Yes! Please, I would really appreciate it.” cutting him off as you smile brightly.

In the meantime, Kylo Ren was sitting in his office with his chair turned and facing the window. The light coming from it was softly hitting half of his face and body as he was watching the calm darkness of space. He had woken up early, not being capable of keeping himself asleep while being so close to you. He didn't want to leave the ship for duties just yet. Even though he knew absolutely nothing about you, no amount of time was enough with you. He was tested by his curiosity and now, you were all he could think about.

I can’t keep losing control like this, trying to remind himself. He lets out a deep sigh as he rises from his chair, putting his helmet on. I’m going to be gone for a couple of weeks. That should be enough to forget about her, right? ..And her, me.

As he’s moving through the hallways, he hears a familiar voice nearby. He halts, moving his body to the corner of the wall while listening closely.

“Thank you for helping me clean the place that was nice of you.” A man says.

“I told you; I enjoyed it..” The familiar voice responds gently.

Laughing, “You must be the only one I know who does. See you around, Viper..” As he moves away, you smile shyly to the back of him, pressing your lips together.

A pinch in his chest makes Kylo step behind you quickly, “making friends I see.” Your blood runs cold as you hear the static of his modulated voice. He was hovering you with his height. Looking as intimidating as the day you first saw him. His mask analyzes you as you try to keep control of yourself. You haven’t done anything wrong but somehow it felt like you did. Seeing you avoidant and playing with your shirt, makes him mad. He starts pushing you back into the wall behind you. Giving you no other choice than to fall into it. By default, you try to take as little space as you can manage between his broad arms placed on each side of your head. He had his way of making you feel small and today was no exception. “Unless he’s more than a friend..” Suggesting as he tilts his head to the side.

“No, I was simply helping him with his tasks I swear.” answering while staring at your feet. “I don't even know him. I just met him.”

He takes a harsh breath before removing his helmet with one hand, “look at me.” But you were too scared to look. Only give him a quick glance before returning your gaze down. “I said look at me, Viper..” Saying your name in a low, firm tone. You swallow, looking up to meet his eyes properly. They were small and dark from stress and lack of sleep. His plump lips twitching as he was staring at yours. “Viper, I have to say, it suits you well.” saying softly. “Now how does one acquire a name like that?”

“My father gave it to me before he passed.” You say, trying your best to keep your voice steady. You didn't want to lie, but you don't want to tell the whole truth either.

“What about the boy, mh?.. I thought we were going to be honest with one another.”

“I met him this morning, I swear nothing happened.” you protest.

He scowls, “well you knew nothing of me..” stating as he takes his hand to cover the side of your head before closing his eyes. As he focuses you feel the same aura and feeling you sensed while he was thrusting inside you the previous night. The white and warm light radiating around him. He was searching your mind as you randomly see memories coming to you quickly. Starting to breathe faster, you feel a drop of sweat tickling the edge of your hairline. You try to fight the invasion as much as you can, but it stops on a memory you formed this very morning. The one blushing as you saw Henry in your oversize tee. Trying to stretch the fabric down to cover your legs. Suddenly, Kylo pushes himself back, as he watches you fall on your knees.

“You were almost naked.” he urges, his voice becoming dangerous. “What happened!?”

“You saw what happened, why are you asking me?” saying while calming yourself down.

“I want to hear it from you.”

You peek at him through your fallen hair in disbelief. “He came in to clean your quarters. At first, I thought it was you. I was cooking, I thought I was alone. He presented himself and that's it. We talked about a jo-”

“The desire..” he says angrily.

Okay now you were extremely confused. “Desire? What desire?”

Trying to make sense of what just happened, He takes a moment before speaking. He was used to entering people’s minds and even controlling them, but this felt weird, even for him. He was able to feel your emotions like they were his. Something he had never experienced before, and he wasn’t sure he wanted to after this. “The one you have for him.” eyes daring you to say otherwise.

Your lips parted as you were slowly panicking. “I-I just find him cute. That’s all, I swear.”

His hand twitched as he was looking deeply into your eyes, searching for the truth. He could see how frightened you were but also how sincere. He knew he couldn't fight it as he came back to you slowly. Bending slightly, he takes your hands and uses them to pull you back on your feet. He gently pushes the hair out of your face with the back of his fingers before passing his thumb over your lips. Staring at them, he slides his hand to grab the side of your jaw. “I have to leave for a short while, but I trust you will follow our agreement.” Seeing him clench his teeth before looking into your eyes. Fighting the urge to taste you on his lips. “You must sleep in my quarters. That is the only place I know you will be-”

“Safe, I know. Don’t worry about me. I’m a big girl.” stating as you smile.

“It’s not you I'm afraid of.” he grimaced, “promise me.”

“I promise” you confirm before letting out a deep sigh.

Without a word, he puts his helmet back on and turns away.

What did I get myself into?

Weeks have gone by without any news of Kylo Ren. While the crew was more relaxed and carefree, you were learning your new job stress free. Thanks to Henry’s recommendation, you were now fully working in electrical. In fact, you were already being left alone to fix some bad wiring that was previously done by a guy who allegedly died in battle. If you were completely honest with yourself, he didn’t seem to have a clue about what he was doing. It was all a mess; everything was badly connected while other pieces were simply missing. You let out a bored moan as you lay back into the corner of the tight space. Sliding down along the wall before sitting on the floor.

You felt quite lonely on the ship. No one was really chatting with you since you were sleeping in the supreme leader’s quarters. They weren't particularly mean to you, but gossip was spreading quickly among the crew. The only friend you had was Henry and sadly, your schedules were not working in your favor. Kylo was gone for a while now and you still didn't know what you felt about him since your last encounter.

He's a horrible man. He brought way too much destruction to the galaxy for me to fraternize with him, I just can't.

As you examine the back of your hands placed on your knees, you remembered your last night with him. The one you have been trying for weeks to forget. His touch, his smell intoxicating you. You knew you wanted all of those again and that alone was terrifying you.

While being lost in your thoughts, you're toying with the bracelet your sister had made you back home. Smiling to yourself, you can’t help but wonder what she would think of you if she knew you slept with literally the worst person in the galaxy and still wanted more. While rolling the threads in between your fingers, you think back to Kylo and the way he said your name, Viper.. Since your parent’s death no one has ever called you by your real name, not even your sister. They were the ones who gave it to you after a successful mission destroying one of the first order’s bases. Along with your successful mission, your codename had become your identity.

Oh maker, it’s today..

The day was a long one for Kylo. His only desire for weeks was to come back to the finalizer knowing you'd be there. He couldn’t wait to finally get back on his ship. He very much regretted not kissing you goodbye. You've been haunting his dreams with the smell of your hair and soft skin ever since he left. He was still trying to figure out how your connection worked. How he was able to finally see a little more in your head but also feel you the way he did. As much as he wanted not to, he quickly realized that keeping himself away from you was not the right approach. His emotions were controlling him further each day and it scared the shit out of him.

For now, he was simply excited to see you as he moves inside his quarters. Although, the smile behind his mask quickly vanished as he glanced around the empty space. His assistant had previously confirmed that you would be here and yet you were not. Even if he wasn’t on the finalizer, he kept an eye on you. He had heard about your new job and schedule, and knew you're supposed to be done by now. He calls to double check in the electrical but apparently no one has seen you for hours. His mind draws him back quickly to the boy he saw you talking to. What if she had moved on? Did she use me? Maybe I scared her too much before leaving? What if she had escaped?

His fears were getting the best of him as he pushed the side of his comm-link angrily, “Find her” ordering, swirling back into the hallway.

After almost an hour of searching, a soldier comes to him. “We have found no trace of the women, Sir.”

He sighs, “what about the tie fighters?”

“We have stopped the departures. We also have the right numbers in inventory. No anomalies have been reported with the ones who did leave earlier today, Sir.” the men stated.

“This means she's still on board.” Getting angrier thinking of the memory he read out of you before leaving. The way you felt seeing that boy, the desire. “You don’t stop until you find her.” Commanding him as his fingernails were digging into the leather of his gloved palms.

The trooper nods before turning away quickly to inform the others. Meanwhile, Kylo was trying to calm himself down, but it was useless. He could visualize you kissing the boy like you kissed him. Giving yourself the way, you did with him. He did not know much about you; he didn't know how much he could trust you.

As he's spiraling, he feels a soft breeze on his skin. Which is odd since he is covered from head to toe with fabric. The goosebumps were going right up the nape of his neck. Without hesitation he starts following the energy that is pulling him. The sensation felt cold and blue the closer he got to it. After a moment, he finally stops in front of a closet door with a hand going to his hip. Unaware of what's on the other side, he unclips his lightsaber before bracing himself in a combat position. He takes a deep breath in, moving his hand to the control panel on the side. The moment it opens, his gaze is automatically drawn to you, sitting on the floor. He slowly drops his arms as he watches you bring your red, puffy eyes to him. The rage that was boiling inside him, was now completely gone. You looked at him in shock, thinking you were going to die for a moment there. Still silent, he pulls his helmet off.

“You're back..” you say sniffling.

“What happened?” asking softly.

Instead of answering, you move your gaze down. Wrapping your arms around your legs and bringing them closer to your body.

“Did someone do something to you? Are you hurt?” tensing as he questioned.

You lightly shake your head, “no, it's just me. I remembered a bad day, a sad day.”

He presses his lips, unsure of what to do before entering the small, confined closet. His body quickly fills the tight space as he walks to you, squatting down to your level before he pushes the hair out of your face. “I can't help you if you don't tell me, hyal.”

You could see how genuine he was, but you didn't want to talk about it. You had tried your best over the years not to let it affect you, but it was almost impossible on days like this one.

“My parents..” you couldn't stop the tears from falling down your cheeks, your voice still full of emotions. “They died on this day. I just miss them so much and I feel so alone.”

He takes a moment looking at you, “I'm sorry for your parents.” Pushing the hair out of your face, “but you're not, you're not alone.”

You dry your eyes with the back of your sleeve, trying to smile.

He lets you take a moment to come back to yourself before pressing the side of his comm-link on his wrist. “I found her, you can stop the search. I’ll take it from here.”

He lets out a sigh looking straight at you. “Are you ready to go?”

You nod as he helps you get back on your feet. “What did you mean by stop the search?”

“You're a difficult one to find” he says, giving you a soft smirk.

As you enter his quarters, you realize that he didn’t put his helmet back on. Noticing his eyes with better lighting. They looked more tired than usual. He quickly glanced at you before moving towards the bathroom. “I need to take a shower, I'll be back.”

Being finally alone again, you remain unmoved. Closing your eyes in an attempt to re-center yourself. Your reunion happened as weirdly as his departure. You didn’t want to talk to him about how they died or how he is part of the issue. By fear, you also did not want to mention how much you're missing your sister. The First Order was the reason of your parent's death and you promised yourself that it would never be hers. Although, some of you felt happy that Kylo was back. You just wished that he had found you in better circumstances.

What was he like before becoming Supreme Leader? Was he always in the First Order? Probably not, otherwise he wouldn’t be as gentle as he is with you, right?

While you were changing out of your work clothes, you couldn't help but smile softly thinking about him. You liked having him near you. Even though he made you feel a little anxious at times.

He came out of his shower already fully clothed. Catching him pass in front of the bedroom door, he was moving to the kitchen to pour himself a glass of water from the sink.

You can't help but notice how imposing and stoic he looks even out of his combat clothes. The muscles of his chest and arms being noticeable through the fabric of his shirt. His hair, still damped from the shower, falls on his face as he turns the faucet off. Maker, am I blushing?

You sigh, climbing into bed before moving under the covers. As you make yourself comfortable, you see him pass through the door and coming to the edge of the bed to sit with you.

“How did it go while I was gone?” He asks before taking a sip from his cup.

“Did you not see me cry my eyes out?” replying sarcastically.

“I did, but surely you didn’t cry for weeks. Did you?”

“No, of course not. I worked, how about you?”

“Good, it was a long one.” looking briefly at you.

“Can I ask you something?” He doesn’t say a word as he waits for your question. “Are your parents still alive?”

He tenses up, turning his gaze down to the glass of water in his hand. “My mother.. but I don't know where she is.”

“I’m sorry to hear it. Is she not?” You didn’t know how to ask.

“In the First Order? No, no she's not.. ”

You press your lips, “Kylo? What does, hyal means?” you questioned closing your eyes, not being able to keep them open any longer.

He raises his eyes to you in surprise. “Why so many questions?” putting his glass of water on the nightstand before joining you under the covers.

“I just want to know you more..” mumbling, letting your mouth part slightly as you fall asleep.

He smiles softly, pushing the hair out your face. You were already breathing deeper while he looked at your pillowy lips. The ones he has been craving for weeks. He leans in, pressing them gently with his. Being careful not to disturb you in your sleep. He takes a deep breath in, “I also miss them, every day.” Before closing his eyes as well.

The next morning, you wake up to the sound of hot crinkling oil in a pan. As you sit up and rub your eyes, you hear Kylo let out a high muffled scream. You quickly pull away the covers before running to the kitchen, seeing him clenching his hand tightly.

“Are you okay?” voice panicked.

“It's okay, I just burned myself. You can go back to sleep.” trying not to sound in pain.

You walk to him, now fully awake. “Don't be stupid. How could I possibly go back to sleep knowing you're suffering. Can I have a look?” looking straight at him.

He hesitates, pressing his lips before opening his hand slowly to you. As you look closer to the injury, you examine the serious burn. A vivid red line was drawn across his palm. “Here put it under cold water. It will stop the heat from burning through the other layers of skin.” moving towards the kitchen faucet. “You need to always keep the handle away from the heat when cooking.” He puts his hand under the low pressured water. Slightly moaning as he feels an instant relief.

He raised an eyebrow as he watched you with a first aid kit. Putting it on the counter before starting the burner again. He stares at you confused, “Are you not going to help me?”

“You need to stop the burn before putting the bacta on. Otherwise, you'll only heal the top layers.” rolling your eyes at him.

He doesn't comment on your attitude as he smirks softly. Being kind of surprised at your knowledge of the matter. “And, how do you know all of this?”

Not responding, you give him a smile as he's watching you do his cooking. Admiring you from a distance. He noticed how nervous you were with him but, the truth is, he was too. You never really talked about what happened the night before he left, and he too wanted to know you more.

He clears his throat anxiously, “You know. The day I left you were talking to a man.”

“Henry?”

“I guess, yes. Have you, seen him again?”

Looking up to meet his eyes, “He’s only a friend, I told you.” closing the burner, you turn around. Grabbing the first aid kit as he turns off the faucet. Meanwhile, you took the bacta out of the metal box before spraying it on his wound. He grimaced while the bacta was already taking effect. As you his hand with some bandages, he can’t help himself from staring at you. Your hair was still all over the place from the chaotic morning. Strands falling down your face, some sticking up, but he couldn't care less. Suddenly a weird sensation comes to his chest as he pushes one of your hair strands to see your face better.

You meet his gaze smiling brightly, “Here, all done..”

He doesn’t waste a second, taking the side of your neck. Holding you still as he leans in closer, kissing you full lips.

You don’t stop him as he moans sweetly into your mouth. “You have no idea how long I've been wanting to do this..”

“Tell me more.”

He sighs softly, “I wanted to see you, smell you, touch you.” moving his hands gently to your middle back. “You're all I could think about.”

“I also thought about you every-” You didn’t have time to finish your sentence, that he starts kissing you again, caressing your tongue inside with his.

You laugh, stopping him. “I can’t, I have to work.” Protesting as you try to move away.

“Work? But I just came back. I can make you miss work if that’s the issue.” You don’t really listen to him as you’re now inside the bedroom, changing into your work clothes. “You seem to forget that I'm the supreme leader. This is my ship, and I can do whatever I want.”

You roll your eyes, “Yeah, I know..” You watch him come closer as you sit on the edge of the bed to put your boots on. He takes the other one from your hand before throwing it aside. “Hey, stop, I need to go. I'm going to be late.”

He's not listening as he kneels in front of you spreading your legs. “Stay with me hyal.”

“You still haven’t told me what it meant..” closing your eyes to his hands roaming your hips and ass.

You could feel his hardness on the edge of your pussy, “to crave.” answering you, slowly unzipping the front of your uniform.

Your heart beats faster but you try to stay on track. “What language is that? I never heard it.”

“Sith”

You stop him before he unzips it fully, managing to wiggle yourself free. “I really need to go. I can't be late.”

He watches you grab your boots from the floor, “Have I done something wrong again?” eyes worried.

As you look at Kylo, you feel heaviness in your chest “What? No..” moving quickly to the living room. “I just like seeing people and having somewhat of a normal life.” glancing at him awkwardly, “and I like the job, okay? I will see you later.”

Before you could leave, he grabs your arm. “I’m sorry that I cannot let you go, yet.. I also need to follow orders.” saying eyes in pain.

You simply nod, walking away to the entrance. Feeling an energy moving through your hair, you turn your head back. Only seeing the side of his face as he goes back to the bedroom.

You can hear your stomach calling for food entering the cafeteria. You felt bad lying to Kylo about being late, but you were not ready to sleep with him again. Hearing him speak Sith made uneasy. A reminder that you're just a prisoner on his ship. How many girls did he had this way? He probably lied to you about you being the only one. Surely that can't be true. He is one of the most powerful men in the galaxy, how could you possibly be his first taste of flesh?

It doesn't matter, because it won't happen again..

Taking a tray, you get in line. Today was your favorite; spinach quiche with ham bits. Plus, they always had these little roasted potatoes on the side that you love so much. You had to admit, the finalizer did have some good food. Way better than the sludge you used to eat in battle camps back home.

As you're waiting your turn, you sense a finger tapping your shoulder. Automatically you feel your body tense, scared to even look back. Turning around, you're being greeted by Henry. “It's been a while.” he says with a broad smile.

You don't know why, but you feel a little disappointed seeing him. You don’t know if it's because you haven't seen him for a while but he's making you blush a little. Maybe it was the way he looked so effortlessly put together. Whatever the reason, it felt good to see him again.

“It's you who has been hiding, I'm always near.” you state playfully.

“Yeah, I've been learning how to pilot on top of my usual job. It does take a lot of my time these days.”

Well, I'm happy that you're okay, I was starting to get worried.”

There's a moment of silence before he clears his throat. “Would you like to join us?” Pointing to a round table with two man and a woman also wearing the crew's uniform.

You nod while taking back your tray from the lunch guy’s hands. For weeks, you have been eating alone and so the invitation was a nice welcome, especially from him. As soon as you sat down, all eyes were on you, along with the tension floating in the air.

“Everyone, this is Viper. A friend of mine, she's in electrical.” Presenting you to the small group.

Immediately, the woman steps in. “The supreme leader’s favorite..”

“Did you say Viper?” One of the two men asks, cutting her off. Looking at Henry through his glasses, eyes wide open.

“Yes?” He replies raising his eyebrow in curiosity.

The bearded man leans forward to shake your hand. “It's truly an honor to meet you miss. I'm Jon. I was there, fighting by your side on N12.”

“I'm not sure I'm following” says the woman, tying her dark hair in a ponytail.

The man turns to her. “She’s on our side.” He looks around, “she destroyed 2 enemy bases.”

“Not here Jon” the other man says anxiously, “it's not safe..”

Henry turns to you quickly, “you never mentioned it before.”

“Well, we haven't been hanging out much either..” you mocked.

“Henry, you're making her uncomfortable.” Pulling her hair tighter.

He looks at her unfazed, “I'm the one making her uncomfortable?”

“Yes, I was just stating the facts. She is his favorite; otherwise, why would he keep her in his quarters mh?”

You can sense all eyes coming back on you. There's a part of you that wished she was right, but you knew that he had different motives. “He simply wants to keep his eye on me, and he also doesn't trust the guards.”

“With reasons.” she says smirking, “I'm Eira by the way. this is Lars.” pointing to the middle-aged man with a full beard and hair tied in a bun sitting next to Jon. “He doesn't talk much but he's really sweet.”

You simply smile as you're finishing your plate.

“I'm curious Viper, how is it sharing your space with a Solo?” eyes staring up at you while she brought the fork to her mouth.

“A what?” you respond confused.

“Ben, the son of Han and Leia?” Jon replies.

“What do you mean?” Brow's frowning.

They all look at each other before she replies, “Kylo Ren is Ben Solo, the son of Han Solo and Leia Organa.”

Your eyes widen in shock, “How? What? How did he end up here?” Questioning quickly.

Jon shakes his head slightly, “last time I saw Ben with his parents, was the night before he left with his uncle, Luke.” He takes a sip from his cup, “I served Princess Leia for most of my life before being captured and imprisoned here. I have been away from home 3years now.”

Your eyes saddened to his words, “that's horrible..” being cut off by a bell.

The worker's alarm went off before Eira could take her last bite. “We should get going if we don't want to be late”

As you put your tray in the bin, Henry stays close by. Waiting for you to be done to walk you to your job. “You don't have to do that; you know that right?"

He gives you one of his genuine smiles. “I'm sorry I couldn't keep up with you. I am, truly.” He stops in the middle of the now empty hallway with everyone already taking their stations.

“It's okay, don't worry about it. C’mon, we'll be late.”

But he grabs your wrist. Looking deeper into your eyes, caressing your hand with the back of his fingers. He doesn't waste his time, leaning forward almost kissing, “Would you come meet me tonight at the control bri..”

“Are you okay?”

Henry’s eyes were beginning to look scared. His hands moving towards his throat, trying to remove something that wasn't there, fully choking and fighting for air. As you turn your head, you see a masked Kylo moving around the corner with a hand extended towards Henry.

“STOP! YOU’RE GOING TO KILL HIM!” Yelling as he walks in your direction.

“That's the point” saying dry and cold.

“Please Kylo!” but your pleas were useless as his body stays put. “Please stop, I beg you!”

He turns his helmet quickly to you, “go on..”

“What?”

“What do you propose?”

You were taken aback. You didn't think about that. “I- I'll do whatever you want.” your heart skipping a beat as you say the words.

He looks back at Henry, who is slowly turning colors. “This is your lucky day.” Finally releasing him and letting him fall to his knees. “Go!” Kylo stressed before you see Henry get back on his feet clumsily and run away as fast as he can.

You let out a sigh, “that was unnecessary..”

He turns to you, his tall and broad frame hovering over you. “I heard your thoughts..”

“Yes, it's normal to have them” looking up to him.

“Yeah well, your desir-”

*”Sir Ren, meeting at 10 with the counc..”* Getting cut off by a transmission.

“Not now General, move it for tomorrow.”

*“Sir, I'm afraid-”*

“I have an important matter on hand.” Starting to get impatient and annoyed.

*”I would hardly qualify a poor slave girl as impor-”// “General Hux!”

“As you wish, Sir Ren..” his voice sounding bitter.

As soon as the transmission ended, Kylo quickly turned all his attention back on you.

“You, come with me..”

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A Ripple In Space

This was a new kind of power, and he couldn’t get enough of it.

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3. Leather And Blaster Dust

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Kylo Ren x fem.reader

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He takes a moment watching you get escorted before turning his heels back inside. He had a meeting with the council today. One he painfully doesn't want to attend. Especially since he can't seem focus at the moment. He felt angry and agitated but didn't understand why. Nervously, he paced around the living room. Nothing was working like he’d hope and feeling stupid for the way he was acting with you. So reckless and impulsive, just like a child. You were simply a poor girl coming from a random planet nobody had heard about. Why was he so curious about you?

He takes a series of deep breaths attempting to calm himself down. I must stay focused, he tells himself. I need to know who she really is. He grunts, pushing the side of the com-link on his arm, ‘’I need someone to interrogate prisoner 226 and keep an eye on her. ‘’ Receiving a single beep as confirmation, he doesn't waste time and gets ready to leave.

He was trapped in endless meetings all morning. His day was getting worse by the hour. He finally gets a moment to himself as he's now navigating the corridors leading to his office. The council kept telling him that he grew weak since the previous attacks on the First Order base. Pressuring our supreme leader to put a stop to this nonsense before it's too late. He needs to learn more about the rebel's operations and tactics. Hopefully the interrogation he set up with you will be fruitful. He knew that they were right. Something was off and it was troubling his mind. He could sense it. The rage was consuming him more and more every day ever since he met you. Normally that'd be a good thing but this, this was torture. He had almost lost control of himself twice with you now. How could he let that happen? His mind was slowly drifting back to his morning with you. The way your doe eyes were looking at him. Lips shiny and trembling. She's so beautiful and I'm.. Urgh, I'm so stupid, she's, my prisoner. what was I thinking?? He rolled his hand into fist, annoyed that his first kiss was with someone who hated him, but he couldn't resist. How could he? You were there, just being so good.. He knew the implications of joining the dark side, especially in his rank. He knew that he couldn't really be with someone and didn’t care about those types of connections anyway. So why was he so taken with you? Lost in his thoughts, he hears a scream coming from the end of the hallway.

‘’I told you, I’m no one!’’ he hears the woman shouting.

“We know you're a jedi, tell us the truth! ‘’ followed by a synthetic voice,

‘’I’m not. I told you, you have the wrong person. I just own a shop that’s- Arggh! ‘’

Recognizing the familiar voice in distress, our supreme leader walks towards the interrogation room with a pinch inside his chest. Opening the door in a quick motion, he immediately draws his mask on a stormtrooper now frozen in place. The guard had his white gloves smeared with fresh blood. With the pinching becoming more apparent, he moves his eyes to you. Seeing you on a platform with both wrists and legs tied, he quickly noticed the pain in your red glassy eyes followed by the deep cut on your arm tearing the light fabric of your shirt. Rage starts to boil inside him and within a fraction of a second, he snaps. Extending his arm to strangle the man. Levitating him almost to the ceiling. ‘’What are you doing !?’’ his voice sounding deeper than usual through the modulator.

The trooper was in shock, not knowing what he did wrong. ‘’I’m ju, just following orders.. ren.. sir..’’ trying to respond with his lungs begging for air.

‘’I never mentioned torture, not only are you are torturing my guest but you’re also taking decisions on them without my permission!’’ Taking his grip off the guard, makes him fall to the ground. ‘’Let it be known that I’m the Supreme Leader and I decide what goes on my ship!’’ stating as he moved his hand, dragging the soldier across the floor and into the hallway. The soldier quickly gets back on his feet before running away as fast as he possibly can. Meanwhile, you could see the supreme leader moving two fingers across his chest in your direction. Followed by a strong click from the restraints unlocking as you watch him turn around.

You were in confused, what just happened? Did he just save me from his own men? You follow him while still being careful. Staying a few feet away, afraid of his explosive temper. He was hard to read. Especially with his helmet on. His body was rigid and stiff as he was urgently moving through the corridors. His cloak grazing the ground behind him as he carried himself like nothing could touch him.

Recognizing the path, you're quickly moving back to his quarters. Once inside, you could only see his back while a hand unclips the weapon on his hip. The one that you’ve learned to avoid and fear. What is he doing? You wondered, and as if he could hear your mind, he extends his arm in a quick motion before powering it. The red vibrating beam was reflecting its light onto the walls. He grabs the lightsaber with both hands before letting out a loud grunt. With a single movement, he effortlessly slashed the couch in front of him. The action was not anticipated. Making you gasp with fear as you stumble on your feet walking backwards.

Hearing something behind him, he abruptly turns around. In a split second, you feel the radiating heat of the blade that is now pointed straight at you. Seeing the terror in your eyes, he closes the weapon quickly. ‘’Why are you following me?’’

You looked up to him, still sitting on the ground as you try to swallow and come back to your senses, ‘’you dismissed my guard, I-I’m a prisoner..’’

He stays silent, simply staring at you from afar. Being too scared of him, you don’t dare to move from your spot. After a moment he begins to walk slowly to you, giving you his hand to take. As you do, he pulls you slowly back on your feet. “You’re not my prisoner, you’re my guest.’’ he says voice low and calm. He didn’t know why he stopped the guard from doing his job. However, he knew he didn’t want to see you hurt or scared again. Something was pulling him to you and until he figures it out, he needed to make sure you were safe. ‘’You can stay here.’’ saying as he tilts his helmet slightly, ‘’no one ever comes here except me.’’

Confused, you asked, “here?’’

‘’Yes, this my place, you will be safe. You can do as you please, I don’t spend much time here-’’

Intrigued you have your questions, ‘’what about when you are?’’

‘’What about it?’’

‘’Well, where are you going to sleep? Last time-’’

He cuts you right off, “I will not overstep again. Like I said, you are safe here.’’

You raise your eyebrow, ‘’enhen..’’

‘’What?’’ he asked sounding slightly annoyed. Your eyes move to the gutted couch, and he does the same before looking back to you. ‘’Look, I simply request that you come back here.’’

‘’What do you mean by come back?’’ now this is getting interesting..

You could see him nervously fidgeting with the tip of his gloved fingers. ‘’You are free to roam the ship as you want but, I want you to come back here whenever you’re not. It’s the only place I know no one will..’’

‘’Fine, I'll do it.’’ Thinking it’s a pretty good deal.

He nods and you both stay in silence for a moment not knowing where to go from here. He's a strange man indeed you tell yourself. You don't know where this new ‘freedom’ will lead you but you're sure as hell happy to have it.

Looking at your arm, he points his finger to your cut. ‘’You should wash before it gets infected.’’

Lowering your gaze, you noticed the tear in your sleeve covered in blood. The adrenaline wasn't totally gone yet. Barely feeling the pain of your injury. ‘’I'll go take a shower.’’ You say louder than you would've liked as you walked clumsily to the fresher.

After your shower, you’re thinking about your new deal as you put your clothes back on. You knew you were not really a guest here. That you were just an inmate with an upgrade but for now, this was good. Really fucking good. Walking out the bathroom, you spot a bottle of bacta spray sitting on the counter. As you go to reach it, you see him sitting on the couch. Grabbing the bacta, you spray your wound before moving in his direction, ‘’can I sit?’’ You asked timidly. He turns his helmet slowly to you before turning it back to silently stare at the wall in front of him. Taking it as a yes, you sit. “What happened?’’ your voice was soft and compassionate as you try to make sense of his outburst.

He turns to you, taken aback by your sudden interest in him. It's quite unusual for people here to ask questions about himself. It genuinely surprised him that someone like you would want to know more about him. At the same time, if he talks to you, maybe you'd trust him more and maybe, even give him the information he needs. He sighed, ‘’Rebels are attacking our base; the council needs me to take care of it.’’ He looks to you as he breathes in deep, ‘’Some are saying that the jedis are at fault, tweaking their way slowly in using the rebels. It happened in the past.’’

You try to keep an open mind. Although, you were not really a fan of the first order. Especially since they literally kidnapped you and kept you imprisoned on their ship. But you also figured that if you were on his good grace, maybe it would make it easier to escape.. You nod, trying to be understanding. You didn’t know what to say or do and so, you gently place a supporting hand on his thigh. Giving him a genuine smile from the corner of your lips. He clears his throat as he nervously adjusts himself in the seat. The movement is subtle but gives you the opportunity to smell him. Leather and blaster dust you tell yourself closing your eyes to the scent. He noticed, tugging his gloves off before gently putting his bare hand on yours. Feeling it warm and damp from the trapped heat.

Maybe it’s the proximity or maybe it’s the curiosity, but it makes you feel the same electricity you felt earlier this morning. Even if you know it's probably a bad idea, you give his thigh a soft squeeze, which makes his legs twitch in response. Moving slowly closer to him, you test the grounds carefully, but he doesn’t stop you. With hesitation, you bring your hands underneath his helmet. Shyly pulling it off his head. You didn’t know how to act around him. He was truly unpredictable. Still, there was something so strange and strong pulling you to him. You didn’t know what it was, but you couldn't ignore it any longer.

As you removed the helmet, his hair was a little flatten on the top while strands of it were framing his face. He looked at you almost scared. His small eyes searching for yours, unsure of what to do next. Maker why is he so gorgeous..

The truth is, he knew what he wanted. He just wasn't sure if you wanted the same.

You noticed his chest moving more rapidly as you lean forward to his plump lips. Still thinking of his previous failed attempt, he doesn’t dare to move. Giving you the space to make the first steps. Well, that's what he wanted to do, but upon seeing you wanting him this way wakes something new inside him.

Moving forward, he grabs your waist pulling you onto him. His hands were now digging into your flesh. Gripping your hips firmly as if he was afraid, you'd run away. Lips slightly parted, your eyes were anxiously staring at him. He was quite a tall man and with that came the rest. You were literally being swallowed while his arms were wrapping your body whole. You could feel the muscles of his arms and chest, twitching and contracting as he holds you in place. ‘’Have you ever..’’ your blood ran cold as you asked the question. In a simple movement he shakes his head making you reply, ‘’me neither.’’

A curve on his lips forms a muted smirk, moving his gaze back on your lips. He leans forward, brushing them softly with his. Immediately, you close your eyes to his plush pout pushing against yours, hearing him breath harsher and heavier. His fingers come to knead your flesh as he gave in more. You couldn't resist bringing your hand to his chest. Feeling his warmth coming through the thick fabric of his uniform. Smiling slightly, he continues to discover you. Slowly bringing his hands to your belly before fully going under your shirt. You gasp feeling his thick fingers passing carefully on the sides of your rib cage. Going higher to hold both of your tits in the palm of his hands as he massaged them gently. You keep your eyes closed while he opens his. You were already feeling waves of pleasure coming in between your legs.

He couldn't take his eyes off you. Studying your every expression as he lightly caresses his thumbs over your nipples. You feel him twitch and getting harder on your mount as you're getting lost in pleasure. As a result, you slowly start to grind yourself on his hardness. Although, all that friction only makes him want you even more. Hearing him exhales sharply at the motion before he stops you mid stroke. Holding your hips in place, he moves his upwards as he strokes your pussy over the clothes with his length. He lets out a few short breaths before taking a hold of your thighs. Pressing them tightly to his body as he rose from the ruined sofa.

“Woah-” You instantly open your eyes wider, gripping yourself firm on his arm and shoulder to the sudden action. He doesn't stop. Kissing your neck as he brings you to the bedroom. Once inside, he crouches down in front of the mattress, dropping you smoothly on its edge to unclip his cape.

Oh, it’s really happening..

You were now observing him unbutton his stiff jacket. Swallowing dry as you wait for him to come back to you. You couldn't stop looking at his chest. Now noticing the definition of his muscles through the thinner fabric. He moves down, looking into your eye as he removed your bottom. You follow by coming forward to his waist and begin to unbuckle his belt while he takes a deep nervous breath through his nose. Moving his hands anxiously to undo his pants, you bring yours to roll his shirt up. You can sense his stomach contracting as you pull it completely over his head. At this point you know where this is going and so you just remove the rest of your clothes. As you remove the last piece you notice that he hasn't moved at all. Maker, why is he looking at me like that? His eyes were glued to you. You can't help but feel small as he's staring in silence. There's nowhere to hide from your shyness.

He seemed to notice your nervousness. Passing the tip of his finger on your cheek. “You're, so beautiful..” he says, bringing both hands to his waist to remove the last piece of clothing covering him. You were a little stunned. It was bigger than what you imagined but you don't have time to react as he comes closer to grab your waist. Pushing you further into the bed before hovering you. You can feel his hair tickling and dancing on your cheek as he's kissing you tongue deep. Humming with anticipation he brings his hand back to your breast. Automatically, you close your eyes to his big hand squeezing and massaging your tit with his fingers. Slowly getting more comfortable with his touch on your body. You feel them going down, grazing alongside your stomach before abruptly stopping to your mount. You can sense how nervous he is in his halt. Smiling softly, you take his hand as you guide him further down. Giving him permission to touch you however he wishes to.

His bottom lip twitched as he pulls himself back slightly. Wanting to watch you as he caresses and explore you further. He lightly brushes his thick fingers on your swollen lips, observing you with his mouth slightly open. You look so good, so perfect in his hands he thought to himself. After what felt like forever, he slowly pushes his fingers at your entrance. Making you instantly embarrassed on how quick you were coating them. They were gliding against your walls so effortlessly, sucking them in as you begin to let out some low vibrating moans. He pumps them a few times before passing them in between your folds. “T-that, feels, so good..” you purred out unable to control your breathing.

“Yeah?” His eyes were locked on you as he watches your body twist with pleasure under him. This was a new kind of power, and he couldn’t get enough of it. Coming closer, he puts his arms on your sides before placing himself in between your legs. You stared at each other nervously when you feel him push the tip of his cock against your entrance moving slowly in. Making you inhale sharply at his length entering you.

“Is this, okay?” He asks voice dry, almost out of breath.

“Yes please, I want to” you answered half in pain, half begging. Not making you wait any longer, he begins to move slow as his eyes were admiring yours. It doesn’t take time for your juices to cover his length fully, making you both pant harder to the wet, hot, gliding sensation. His cock was so soft and thick, filling your pussy full like it was made for it. He comes back to kiss you while he begins thrust in and out in a faster pace. His tongue coming through his plump lips, caressing yours desperately. As if he needed this, needed you. He wants to know more of you, all of you.. Now growling low, he grinds his hips harder. Your moans are becoming louder as you feel the electric waves inside your belly. And then it happens again, the pulsing energy around his shape. It’s faint, like a breeze passing through your nerves. His voice trembles, “can I-’’

You nod, cutting him off. Knowing exactly what he’s going to ask, “-yes, yes please..”

He moves his face into your neck, sucking lazily on it as he now pounds in harder. Meanwhile his hands were holding the side of your face and hip. Not being able to hold it in any longer, you whine as you finally cum around him. Feeling gusts of air in your neck. He pants himself to his sweet relief. Cumming with an explosive grunt in your ear.

He brings his hand to your face. Looking at you from the side while his head still rests in your neck. He brushed the tip of his fingers lightly over your lips. Making you naturally open them slightly to his touch. ‘’You’re truly beautiful’’ Hearing him say low and raspy.

Moving to face him, you slide his cock out before resting on your side. He holds the side of your face in his hand, coming closer for a kiss. As he’s breathing in hard though his nose, he moves his hand to your waist, “Come” he says pulling himself up before taking your hands to help you rise from the bed. Guiding you to the fresher.

He gets two towels out of the cabinet and turns the shower on. You were enjoying the water running on your body. Sensing an arm grabbing your waist from behind as he moves the other to take your breast. You instantly drop your head back to his chest, giving yourself to his touch. His body was steady, and firm compared to his soft fingers caressing your body.

He wanted to make you feel good, knowing it might be the first and last time you ever let him touch you this way. His thick fingers now moving lower, he grabs your poured out slick to circle your clit. Making you part your legs to let him play with you better. You let out some whimpers as he's passing his now fully coated digits in between your folds before entering you. You gasp with your mouth fully open to the sensation as he glides the tips of them on the top of your walls. Pumping them as his thumb is still caressing your clit. The noises of your pussy sucking them in is embarrassing. You were a mess as your voice was becoming uncontrollable. Twisting yourself in his grip while feeling his chest rigid behind you. “I’m gonn-” trying to not sound too desperate.

‘’Do,” he replies, cutting you off. He leans to the back of your neck. Giving you a gentle kiss as you whine and start losing balance. Grabbing you in time by the waist, he holds you more firmly as you bend in his grip. You hold yourself onto the shower walls as you feel your legs going numb. Cumming once more on him, breathing harshly as he continues to push in slow a couple more times. Passing his fingers gently up and down to your folds. He changes his grip as he hears your breath shaking. Giving you another kiss on the back of your head before turning you around to face him. His eyes were observing you as you pass the back of your thumb on his jaw.

Wanting to take full advantage of the limited time he has with you. He turns around to grab a washcloth before lathering soap into it, ‘’can I?”

You nod in response, staying still as he brings the washcloth to your body. His touch was careful and gentle as you let him discover you another way. This felt somehow more intimate than what you just did. Feeling smaller than usual but not in a bad way. Definitely not in a bad way.. He takes the shower head to rinse your body while you took another washcloth, doing the same he did. His muscles were contracting as you pass the soapy square over his chest. His breathing was heavy as you examined his skin. Which was full of small cuts and scars with some newer than others. He didn't like that, closing his eyes he squeezed his hands into fists. He was trying hard to be as compliant to you as you were with him. Being so tall and broad, you needed him to move around to be able to fully wash him. You looked into his eyes asking timidly, “can you turn?” He doesn’t move or speak as he stares at you seriously. “Please?” you finally ask softly.

He pursed his lips without a word before turning around. Giving you now full access to it. You inhale sharply seeing the fresh cut across his back. You're trying to breathe through your nose. Slowly remembering who he truly is. Not knowing what to do or say, you stand still. Feeling your ghostly touch, he knows very well the nature of your hesitation. He turns around, taking the washcloth from your hands. Washing himself quickly before going fully under the water. Wetting his raven hair in the process. He gets out of the shower without a single eye contact. Carelessly dripping everywhere as he grabs one of the towels on his way out.

You just knew he was hurt but you also didn’t know what to do. You get out to dry yourself, wrapping the towel around you. Walking to him calmly while he sat on the gutted couch. “I’m sorry.” You finally let out trying to be as sincere as you possibly can, but he doesn’t move. He remained still while starring to the empty space in front of him. “Please Kylo, I-I..” you plead, trying desperately to have him interact with you. He shifts his focus to you, being surprised to hear you speak his name. Now having his attention on you, you bend closer, taking his hands into yours. Gently pulling him so he would stand up. After a few tugs, he slowly follows you. You tilt your face up to meet him. “I’m sorry, I was taken by surprise” you repeated with a soft smile. Dragging him forward and back to the bedroom.

As you get into the covers, you extend your arm, inviting him in. He takes a moment simply admiring you in his bed. Bending down, he searched through the piles of clothes on the floor. Putting on his underwear before coming to put his large shirt on your body. You give him a kiss on the cheek as he comes to lay on your side. Closing your eyes to his warmth, you settle your head on the pillow.

He stays silent. Simply watching you get comfortable beside him. Wondering how he ended up here with you. I lost control again; he kept repeating to himself. As much as he likes being close to you, he knows it's wrong and can't keep it. No matter how much he wanted to..

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A Ripple In Space |Kylo Ren, *ongoing

*Mature, Explicit, NSFW*

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You have been kidnaped and brought on the finalizer where you meet the famous Kylo Ren. The one who brought so much fear and destruction to the galaxy. Not being able to know the truth about your identity, he keeps you imprisoned on his ship.

Both POV Fem.reader insert

*Canon Divergence, slow burn, softdom, hurt/comfort **Kylo is supreme leader, Rey? we don't know her..

Tags; slow burn, fluff, smutt, angst, comfort, touch starved kylo, fools in love, insecure kylo, he needs a hug, feelings, plot with p, no y/n, pet names.

1. More Air -Silly girl, I need you alive..

2. Black And Grey -What is this? What does he want?

3. Leather And Blaster Dust -This was a new kind of power, and he couldn’t get enough of it.

4. Viper -I just want to know you more.

5. Prejudice -I want to do that with you, all of you.

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A Ripple In Space

What is this? What does he want?

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2. Black And Grey

*Mature, Explicit, NSFW*

Kylo Ren x fem.reader

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Urgh! I can't do this anymore! You tell yourself, waking up to yet another day without news. How long will you have to stay here? It's now been days since you last got out of your cell. All this loneliness was making you short of ideas to entertain yourself. Plus, all you could think about was the supreme leader and his stupid mind games. Still debating if he was into you or not. You're pretty much convinced that your lack of socialization and intimacy was deeply clouding your judgment. You did what he asked. You ate every meal they brought you in ever since you left his office. The days were all blending together again, and you were literally dying of boredom.

After a while, you search for the strength to get out of bed. I mean this could be one of your lucky days. One that you finally get to stretch your legs. You jump out of your comfort and start walking to the door, opening the latch. Trying once again to get the attention of one of the guards patrolling along the corridors. “Sorry, could it be possible to have a shower?” asking, pretty sure no one heard you.

The stormtrooper, noticing your presence, turns his helmet back. He sighed as he's walking nonchalantly to your door. “You know you’ve been asking this for four days?”

“Yeah well, maybe if I got one, I’d stop asking..” batting your eyes at him in an attempt to convince him.

He tilts his helmet to the side, as you hear a few small chuckles coming through the voice-corder. “Or maybe you can just keep that smart mouth of yours shut.” He says shaking his head before pressing the side of his helmet. “Base, prisoner 226 would like to take a shower. She’s being really persistent.” There’s a moment of silence before he speaks to you again. “Seems like today is your lucky day princess..”

The sound of your cell door unlocking was music to your ears. Making you hyper with anticipation. Finally, some action in this place.. As you walk through the hallways you realize you haven't seen him in a while. Which, to be completely honest with yourself, was probably better that way. He confused you more than anything. You knew you would need to face him again eventually since he was your only way out, but you hoped that it wasn't going to be today.

You were getting exited standing outside the fresher’s door. It's true that taking a shower is a normal benign thing for most, but for you right now, this was heaven. After days of begging, you get to finally feel like a human for fifteen minutes. The fresher was quite small. Only having the essentials. The walls inside were painted the same tones of grey as the rest of the ship. Once in the shower, you barely have time to get your hair wet that you’re being called out. Closing the water tap quickly as you can hear a faint siren going on the other side of the wall. You try to get dressed as fast as you can. Not being able to dry yourself completely, your hair remained damp from the almost shower you just got. You open the door to soldiers walking around with blasters in their hands. Without wasting any time, your escort quickly grabs you by the arm, urging you to follow him.

As you’re being rushed and pulled out of the fresher, you don’t understand a single thing of what is currently happening. You were still waking up from the morning as you're being yanked through the hallways. Going down the same path you're now so familiar with, you feel your stomach contracting as you approach the giant doors of his office. The ones you’ve seen twice too many times. It was a good day so far and you didn’t want to have it ruined by him. What did I do again? You wondered as the guard you follow skips them. Walking right in front of it as they remained closed. Although now you were extremely confused. Questioning where he's actually bringing you.

Being allowed to take a shower with some kind of intimacy made you almost forget where you were. The corridors were suddenly crawling with soldiers running around as the alarm was now ringing throughout the massive ship. “Don’t move.” you hear him say while he stops in his tracks. Removing his grip on you, he lets you go before straightening his back into a military position. You stay still not having a single clue on what the fuck is going on. The alarms were still going on loudly echoing in the hallways which started to give you a headache. Why are you stopping? I mean this place is terrifying chaos. Everything around you were pushing you to the conclusion that you were under attack.

As if he could hear your mind, the answer to your question turns the corner and is now walking in your direction. Your heart drops, feeling like his gaze is locked on you. He had his mask on, moving stiffly. Even with the lack of facial expressions, you were almost certain that he wasn't having his best day either. “I'll take it from here.” He says to the stormtrooper as he waits for him to go before turning around swiftly. Confused, you're stuck in place as you watch him walk away. Only catching a single glimpse of his cape before he finally turns the corner. You start to rush, being afraid that you’re going to lose sight of him. He doesn't speak a word as you follow him through the hallways, which only makes you more nervous.

After a moment, you arrive in front of a simple door that you had never seen before. Once inside, you quickly notice how big the place truly is. There was a living room, a small kitchen and even a dining area. It was spacious and the air felt crisp compared to your bunk. Here you could breathe. It didn't take long for you to notice the huge window in the dining area, fully covering the wall. You're being automatically drawn by the incredible view of the planet and its two moons. You get closer, desperate to know where you are in the galaxy, but you can't seem to recognize the planet in front of you. Leaving you once again empty handed.

Feeling like you’ve been looking outside for quite some time, you turn around. Catching the supreme leader staring at you intensely as he analyzes you in silence. “Have I done something wrong?” Asking him as you start to feel self-conscious. You were nervous but most of all cold. Your hair was still damp from the previous madness and the water was getting your entire shirt wet.

“Why are you damped?” His voice sounded curious even through the transmitter.

“I was about to take a shower sir when I got called away, I-I haven’t washed for days..” admitting shamefully as you lower your gaze to the floor.

He stands still, tilting his helmet up and down slowly. “I have to go; you can go to the second door. There’s everything you need in there for you to wash up. I have matters to attend but I will come back as fast as I can.” He tells you as he’s moving back to the hallway. You could still hear the alarm ringing before the high pitch noise gets canceled by the heavy sliding door.

Okay now you were really confused. You had a million questions as you looked around the calm and empty place. It was big, like apartment big. After a moment realizing you were all alone. You notice three doors all aligned with each other. You immediately gasp looking inside the second one. The bathroom was spacious, just like the rest of the apartment. Everything looked way nicer than the shared one you usually use. The mirror over the sink was large enough for you to see your whole self in it. How can a mirror be this big? Who needs a mirror this big?? It's going from the sink to the ceiling for maker's sake.. Anyways, as you scan the room, you quickly realize that the counter was the only place possible for storage. Searching through the cabinets, you get your hands on some towels along with the necessities to wash yourself. Being hyped about finally being able to take a shower. Maybe this day wasn't so bad after all. I mean who would've thought you'd get to take a shower AND have an upgrade. Not you, that's for sure.

The shower felt amazing, you must've spent at least an entire hour in the fresher. You’re pretty sure that you’ve never been this clean in your entire life. Opening the shower door, you step outside looking down at the pile of rags you’ve been wearing for the past few months. You don't know what's next for you, but one thing was sure. Your clothes were dirty and smelling. You need to find new clothes asap. You wrap a towel around you as you go into the living area. He hasn't come back yet, you tell yourself. You were still alone. You decide to continue your exploration hoping to find some clean clothes. You try opening the door right next to the bathroom, but it’s locked. You bite your bottom lip as you wonder if the other one is too. A small smirk formed at the corner of your mouth as you’re able to just push the handle. There was a full bed in the middle of the open room. The place looked empty and barely lived in. There was a big window showing you to the outside. It was not as huge as the one in the kitchen, but it was still impressive, nonetheless.

Why did he brought me here.. What is this place?

Taking a break from snooping around, you sit on the edge of the bed with the towel still covering your body. As you stop for a moment, you don’t notice a single thing out of place. Your eyes widen upon seeing a barely noticeable edge in the wall. Getting on your feet quickly to investigate, you pass your hands on the wall trying to understand the hidden feature before you decide to push against it instead. Hearing a clear clicking sound that makes you smile instantly. A light turns on as you pull the door open. Finally, some clothes.. You immediately take a long sleeve shirt out along with some loose pants before putting them on quickly. Melting as you feel the softness of the fabric against your skin. These were definitely premium quality items. As you tuck the extra fabric of your shirt into your waistline, you yawn. Not understanding why you're feeling so tired these days. Maybe the hot shower finally got to you or at least enough to finally get you to relax. You didn't know when the supreme leader was going to come back, and you didn't really know how long you had to stay here either. Your eyes were feeling heavy as you moved towards the bed. The sheets were clean, and the pillows were plush. How could you resist getting under the covers? Plus, the mattress was way more comfortable than your own which made it easier for you to quickly fall asleep.

When the supreme leader comes back to his quarters, he's met with a dark and quiet space. Rapidly scanning the living room before he carefully steps in. He didn’t know anything about you. He only pretended so you would trust him enough to open to him. Which to his disappointment, you did not. You could try to attack him for all he knows. After all, he couldn't read your mind.

He checks into the bathroom. His eyes were automatically drawn to your clothes still piled up on the floor. He felt angry as he pressed his lips together but deeply, he felt mostly disappointed. He didn’t know what to expect leaving you here alone. He knew it was a risk, that you could still escape. But for some reason, he’d secretly hoped that you felt as intrigued by him as he was by you.

He lets out a puff of air. Looking around to make sure his surroundings were safe. He removes his helmet completely as he moves towards the bedroom slightly defeated. The clothes he was wearing were more than dirty and in desperate need of a change. As he entered the room, the lights remained closed. Which made everything in the room barely visible to him. He goes directly to his closet, stopping mid pace as he hears some strange noise. Turning around quickly, he noticed an odd shape in his bed. She’s here. His lips parting slightly at the realization. His chest felt suddenly lighter knowing that you were still here, waiting patiently for his return. As he gets back to his senses. He nervously grabs a pair pants from his closet before he abruptly leaves the room.

Once in the bathroom, he can't help but stare at his reflection in the full-length mirror in front of him. The blood on him was soaking through the fabric of his shirt. Small scratches and cuts were covering his face and neck. He removed all his soiled clothes before he started examining his whole body for injuries. Finding none major, he sighed deeply. She's here. He kept saying to himself as if he couldn't believe it.

Once inside the shower, he tilts his head back, wetting his hair first. Enjoying the fresh water washing his face while tasting the salt of the battlefield on his lips. He fell out of control today. He had nothing to anchor his mind on. He can't believe that he had almost lost a fight against a group of rebels. A small, untrained group of fucking rebels.. He knew he needed to step up and hopefully you were the one who could help him end this nonsense. He was relieved that you were still here. You could've gone and left but you chose to stay. Maybe it wasn't a completely bad day for him either after all.

As he gets out of the shower he wonders if he should just let you sleep alone in the bed. Knowing he might be imposing himself on you. But today he felt selfish, secretly wanting to be closer to you. Plus, he just knows that if he sleeps on the couch his back was going to kill him the next day. He sighed as he put the loose fabric over his legs before going back to the bedroom shirtless. He takes the other side of the bed as he opens the cover to join you in. He unmistakably recognizes the clothes you're wearing. Smiling to himself as he watches you sleep peacefully in them. You seemed so comfortable, so free of worries. He was keeping his distance by fear of waking you. But still close enough to be able to smell your clean scent. He felt awful knowing you hadn't had a shower for multiple days. He knew that the conditions you were living in were not ideal, but you were also a prisoner and needed to be treated like one. Although right now, tonight, all he wants is your presence.

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You sense something heavy next to you as you try to push it with your foot. Realizing quickly that it's soft and moving. You finally open your eyes, seeing an odd shape right in front of you. Instinctively, you bolt out of bed. Pushing yourself back into the wall behind you. There's someone in here.. As you try to think of a way to get out of here without making a noise, you notice a pile of hair, taking a look around before stopping his eyes on you. You were still half asleep, wondering if you were not perhaps dreaming that you're here. Did all the months trapped in a cell finally catch up to you? Maybe you never got out of your cell, maybe you never got the shower upgrade either. Maybe this was just a dream. Am I going insane? As you were slowly losing touch with reality, you see a man sitting straight in the bed. Who just now realized that sleeping in the same bed as you were probably not his best idea. His lips parted but no words came out. You begin to relax as soon as you recognize him. Questioning how long he’s been back and sleeping next to you.

“I didn’t mean to scare you.” he urged. “You were already sleeping and..” You’re not sure what to say or do and neither did he apparently. The silence was becoming awkward as you were starting to his uncovered chest. You could swear that you could hear him breathe as if he was next to you. How is this possible? It's not the first time either recalling your previous visits to his office.

“Are you hungry?” he asks, stopping your train of thoughts. You give him a small nod as a response. Wanting to limit your interactions to a minimum. You didn't know what to expect, you didn't know him. He is still a psychopath, remember? You watch him walk away before shortly following him. Making sure to keep yourself at a safe distance. You can never be too prudent right?

He was moving behind the counter separating the kitchen from the dining area. You couldn't stop staring at him as he turned the burner on. “I won’t hurt you..” He says, becoming aware of your anxious ticks. You remained silent as you sat down on one of the stools in front of him.

It felt weird seeing him this way. No helmet, no thick clothing covering him from attacks. I mean even his lightsaber was out of sight. He was almost naked, and you couldn’t help but stare at him. Sure, he was cute and all, but you kept looking at the small injuries that were all over his body. If you didn't know better, you would've thought that he just looked like any other man. Although you did know better.. You knew what he was capable of, and he didn't need his weapons for that. Which makes all this kind and gentle caring more confusing to you. He must’ve noticed because as he peeks up through his fallen hair, he raises an eyebrow to you. Why is he looking at me like that? You instantly start to freak out as you move your gaze quickly away. “Here..” he lets out, placing a plate in front of you.

“Do you need help?” You ask trying to appear as calm as you can.

“No” hearing a voice inside your head. You stare at him puzzled as he turns slightly to you. “Won’t be necessary..” he simply replies. Did you just hear him in your mind? You must've imagined it. There's no way you can possibly hear him in your head, that's just insane..

As you're trying to convince yourself, he stays silent thinking about what to do with you. You were his prisoner; he can’t associate with you. That would go against all principles established by the first order. He could, however, maybe get away with it if he’s pretending to get some information out of you right. Fool, he scolds himself, that’s what you’re already supposed to do..

“Is there something wrong?”

He swallows before turning his head slightly back to you, “why did you close yourself?”

“I don’t know what you are talking about.” You reply cluelessly as you take your last bite.

He pensively turned his tongue around the inside of his cheek. Eyes fixed in the empty space in front of him. “I can't read your mind, meaning that something must've happened for you to close yourself.” You remained frozen in place. You don't know how to respond. This was turning into a deep conversation, and you were not prepared for it. Seeing how nervous you are, he follows, “I can make people do things. I can even communicate through visions and dreams. See, every living thing has energy, matter.. That's what we call the force. I can control it, wield it and bend it to my will. But you, I don’t see anything. How can you block my abilities? You're not a Jedi, nor force sensitive.. That means you have closed yourself to the outside. I don't know how you do it, but it keeps me away..”

You can't remember how to breathe as you're getting quickly uncomfortable. “Sorry can you give me a moment, I-I need to use the fresher.” You don't give him time to react as you didn't want to face him anymore. Being near him was too overwhelming you realized. What were all these questions? Maker, he's so intense. As you wash your hands, you pass some water onto your face. What is this? Why does he want so bad to read my mind anyway? It doesn't matter, I need to be careful. So many people are counting on your discretion and loyalty. You just need to be on his good grace, you'll get out of here soon enough..

After you dry yourself, you open the door to be greeted by the supreme leader standing across the living room. Watching you intensely as you feel the fear crawling back to you. He looked so tall and intimidating, even from afar. You knew you couldn't avoid him forever, but maybe you could avoid his intrusive questions for today. “So.. I assume this is your place huh?”

“Why didn’t you try to escape?” he finally asks. Dismissing your poor attempt to make casual conversation. He knows you're uncomfortable by his questions, but he still wanted some answers. You noticed his fingertips fidgeting as you parted your lips wordlessly. Recalling the nervousness in his voice as he walks closer to you. Which makes your palms sweaty now that he's hovering over you. You tilt your head steadily upwards to meet him. His eyes were searching for yours anxiously waiting for your response.

“Well, you told me to stay here, right?” You replied confused. He knows you’re being genuine, but he was still disappointed. You didn't run off, that was a good thing, right? After all, you were his prisoner, you had to obey him, but something didn’t feel right to him. You raise your eyebrow to him, “What am I doing here? Why are you being like this to me?”

“Like what?” eyes examining yours.

“Well, I bet that it's not common to have the supreme leader make sure his prisoners are bathed, feed and well rested..”

He sighed, annoyed by your statement, “what, since I'm evil I must not care about things?”

You let out a sharp anxious chuckle, “I mean isn’t that the point?”

He stares into your eyes when you feel his whole body becoming whiter, as if there was an aura around him. Seeing him distorted, almost in double. You can sense this cold and empty feeling inside your chest. He stares at you attentively as you let an uncontrollable, single tear drop from the corner of your eye. He noticed it, raising his bare finger to swipe it off your cheek. He doesn't know why but before he removes his hand always from you completely, he passed his thumb across your bottom lip. Leaning closer to bring his slightly parted ones on yours. He takes his time feeling your soft and plush flesh on his. You can hear him breathe in strongly before he quickly lets you go. In shock of what he just did. He had lost control again; he can’t lose control.. As he’s moving away, you wonder why.

“Did I do something wrong?” asking worryingly.

He looks at you surprised, “no, no you haven't done anything, I did. I shouldn't have touched you-“

“Wow I'm impressed, the dark prince has a conscience..” You could hear the sarcasm in your own voice and so could he.

He grabs your arm forcefully clenching his jaw as he’s thinking of what to do next. You can see the fight inside him as you stare deep into his eyes. You don’t know why but you start to relax. Slowly bringing your hand to his face. He flinched back, not knowing what to expect from you. As you hold the side of him, you can feel his warmth transferring to your cold hand. He closes his eyes as he leans back to your lips. You don't stop him even if you know that, all of this was wrong. He pushes you into the wall behind you as he gives in more.

Starting to kiss you full mouth like a starved man. You feel overwhelmed by the stimulation as he takes a hand to grab one of hips and the other going for your ribs. You felt trapped, but you also didn’t want to get on his bad side. If that’s what it takes to live another day on this ship, you don’t have a choice..

Thankfully, he opens his eyes to see that you're not responding much to him. Which makes him abruptly remove his hands from you. “You don’t want me..” he says, voice low and vibrating

You look at him uncomfortably, “I-I'm attracted to you but..”

You don’t know where to stand. You were needy with a hot shirtless supreme leader, but you were also with the reason of so much destruction, so many lives were taken in vain.

“..But I'm a monster.” finishing your sentence for you, upset but not surprised. You stay in silence as you watch him exhale heavily. He moves to grab his arm brace on the couch, pushing the side of it with his thumb. “In need of a guard to my quarters.” He says, speaking into it.

“So, you’re just going to dismiss me since I won’t give you what you want?” squinting your eyes at him disgusted.

He gives you a dismissive look as he goes to open a small door on the edge of the entrance. He puts a clean shirt on before fixing his helmet back onto his head. “I don’t want you to feel forced or, uncomfortable with me..”

You stare at him perplexed, hearing a voice from the comm. “On site, sir.”

You know he could've done it if he wanted to, he had the power and strength to do so. Instead, he moves to the entrance, bringing you to the front door. “I hope there can be a truth between us.” Before you could say anything, he opens the door greeting the soldier. “Bring prisoner 226 to her cell.” he says coldly. The soldier simply nodding to him, grabs you by the arm, almost exited to bring you back.

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beskarinhyperspace · 11 months

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Bad Day

"Everything you want."

AO3 | Wattpad // MASTERLIST

*Mature, Explicit, NSFW*

Anakin x fem.reader

Pure smut, he’s obsessed with you, possessive, dark anakin, sweet name calling, claiming, praising, teasing, ora! fem receiving, pinv, breeding k!nk, reader insert, no y/n, female reader, reader doesn't have a name

Word Count: 1.1k

A/N; I didn't expect the story to get this much attention. Tysm for all the love, you guys rock my fucking world.

+ Italics are thoughts. +

It was a bad day for Anakin, everyone was telling him what to do, what not to do. He just had another boring and useless meeting with obi-wan and the council. He was tired of it all. He knew the potential he had and didn’t want to waste it on some pretentious know it all who didn’t trust him and never seeing him more than an apprentice.

He needed to let it all out, he needed you.

Meanwhile you were in the basement of the castle, staying on the low low. Since you are on Anakin’s side people are staring at you weirdly. You also noticed the way he changed, you’re not blind but there’s no way in hell you’re leaving his side.

As you’re reading a book in your room, you get called out by another servant.

“The empress would like you to see her.” saying to you with a smile, peeking through the door frame.

You put your book back on your nightstand and get up from the bed. You sigh as you flatten the fabric of your dress, now all wrinkled from laying down. A long garment with long sleeve. The fabric was simple, made of a light natural color to blend in.

It’s been a few weeks since you’ve seen Anakin. You never really know how long his missions could take. Even if you knew how good of a fighter he was, you were always scared of something bad happening to him. Getting up the narrow staircase you open the door, moving to the kitchen. You can’t do your duties on an empty stomach right? Grabbing two cupcakes sitting on the counter, you remove the bottom wrapping, putting it in the trash before going out of the kitchen. You start to eat it immediately as you move to another set of staircases while trying to keep it all in your mouth. Turning the corner, you were too focused on opening the second one that you didn’t notice you were being followed.

“I didn’t know that cupcakes were suited for breakfast..” hearing a voice soft yet playful.

As you turn around you see him, his skin still dirty from his adventures. “Ani!”

He smiles, leaning closer to you. You can feel the salt on his cold lips as his warm tongue comes to play with yours. He breathing hard, as if it was his first time tasting you.

“When can you meet me?” voice rushed and raspy.

“In four hours.” closing your eyes to his hand caressing your hip.

He gives you one more kiss before you feel a hot and heavy sensation caressing your clit. “Too long..”

Taking your hand, he brings you through a nearby door locking the handle behind him. The room was a simple study with an arm chair, a little desk and lamp. Behind of it was this huge floor to ceiling window, with books all around over the rest of the walls. The place was small but perfect.

“You’ve been hunting my dreams since I left” speaking to you low and dangerous.

You bite your lower lip as he approaches you, hovering of you. You notice his tired eyes and multiple scratches over his face. His skin was tanner than the last time you saw him.

“I’m sorry is there a way I can make up for it?” as you're batting your sultry eyes to him.

He doesn't waste a second, removing his cape and weapon belt. You look at him with anticipation as he pushes you into the arm chair, pulling your dress up as he brings your butt to the edge. He leans down, pushing your panties to the side and takes your clit into his mouth. Humming as he finally gets to taste you fully. You don’t know how to respond to the surprising action. Having your legs open in a matter of seconds and putting your pussy on full display for him. You start to breathe harder as he’s passing his tongue in between your folds, savoring you sweet in his mouth. You can feel him grinning as he hears your desperate moans for him. Going back to suck on your pulsing clit, you feel a finger entering you and pushing upward to that amazing spot of yours, whining to him as the feeling becomes too much.

“I want it inside.” you ask finally opening your eyes halfway.

He looks at you from below, giving you his mischievous smirk. “Everything you want.”

He kisses the inside of your thigh, removing his grip from your legs. Getting his pants down, he lets out his beautiful thick cock already hard and ready for you.

You smile back to him knowing that there’s nothing in this galaxy better than what you have with him. Stars, he was your whole world. He would kill for you and you would do the same for him.

He comes down to kiss you softly as he squeezes your breast over the fabric of your dress.

You can hear him, barely a whisper, “You’re so beautiful love.” you feel him pump himself a few times before entering you full length, going in slow for you to adjust to him. “I will become the most powerful jedi.” feeling it all inside you he stops. “I will make you mine and show you to the world.” feeling his breathing on your lips from the closeness.

“But jedis can’t be with other people Ana..”

He starts moving, going out slow but slams it back in harder, “I don’t care, I will do what I want.”

You can’t control your moans as he begins thrusting inside you. Letting out some panting as he tries to munch your tits through the fabric. Squeezing and massaging them. Has he become mad?

You feel him angrily pounding you along with the smacking noises mixed with the sounds of your slick pussy filling up the small room. Moving quicker and faster he positions himself at an angle to be able to reach the roof of your entrance as he’s pressing on your lower stomach. Grunting and growling low, he tries to talk in between breaths.

“C-come fuor me” trying to keep the rhythm without coming just yet.

You let out desperate whimpers as you’re coming close, coating his cock further more with your juices.

“That’s it, c-come baby.” on the edge of his peek.

You let out a full deep open mouth moan as you come on him and so does he, when he sees you finally becoming undone underneath him, filling you up with his cum inside you.

He comes back to give several full mouthed kisses.

“Our kids will be the best jedis in the galaxy, just like their father.” stating as you pet his hair.

He smiles to you, resting his head a moment on your chest, trying to catch his breath and enjoying the feeling of your fingers caressing his head.

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beskarinhyperspace · 11 months

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Moon Dust

Urgh, I wanted you too.. I, I still do.

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5. Compulsion

*Mature, Explicit, NSFW*

Din Djarin x fem.reader

WC: 3.2k

A/N: This one is quite spicy so yeah NSFW..

Morning comes and the sky is quite clear, only a couple of clouds still showing from the previous day. You both didn't spoke a word since last night. You felt embarrassed, how could you jump and rub yourself on him like that? You remember all of it, every single little details playing in loop inside your head. You close your eyes trying to forget but a voice comes to bring you back to reality.

“Hey.. I made breakfast, if you're hungry..” Hearing the voice coming from the entrance.

He doesn't have his armor on, only his clothes, his arm brace and helmet. You remained silent, feeling like all of this was a mistake. You're stuck with the man here.. what were you thinking? What if something bad happens? You feel stupid for letting your emotions get in the way. How could you be so irresponsible? This isn't you.

While you were spiralling, he moves away, understanding you didn't want to talk to him. Moving towards the fire pit to sit on the log. He figured he might've done something wrong. He knew what he wanted, and it is you. Although, maybe you didn't want the same as him.

Seeing you finally coming out to eat, gives him a pinch in his chest. Looking at you rub your eyes and adjusting them to the bright morning makes him nervous. If everything is his fault, he needs to make it right.

You watch him put some grains and protein in a small bowl, turning his head slightly while handing it out to you. As you take it from his hand you remain silent, keeping your gaze down.

He notices it, he recognizes it, because it's the same look you had when he met you in nevarro. The pinching becoming more apparent, he knows he must apologize. As he turns his body to you, facing you fully. He kept playing with the fingertips of his leather gloves, unsure on how to address the issue.

“Yesterday, I'm sorry, I didn't want to make you feel this way. If I..” He sounds timid and anxious.

You lift your head slowly, “No, I'm sorry.. I let myself come in between us. You were just trying to be kind to me..”

“No, yes.. urgh..” he takes a moment to find the right words before speaking again, “I wanted you too.. I-I still do.” he says looking at you unmoving and waiting for a response.

You're too shy to say anything, looking down to your food in between your hands. When he sees the small smile forming at the corner of your lips, he gets up, moving closer, now hovering over you. He takes your bowl to put it aside next to the fire pit before grabbing your hand, pulling you up slowly towards him, making you rise.

Taking his fingers, he pushes the hair framing your face gently. The world has gone silent as he admires your eyes, only hearing the creaking sound from his leather gloves. Bringing his helmet closer makes you feel very, very intimidated. He comes to your ear whispering, “You're all I think about.”

You let out an uncontrollable sharp breath. Feeling the need to have him closer growing inside of you. You're making him grin under that helmet as he looks at you melt under him. Which is way better than seeing you fear him.. He takes your hand again, bringing you back into the cavern.

Once inside he doesn't waste a single moment. He didn't lie, since he's been awake, all he could truly think about was you. Grabbing you gently by the side of your neck as you close your eyes feeling his hand moving downward. He caresses your body softly with the light pressure of his fingertips. Almost as if he was afraid, you’d break under his touch.

“Did you mean it?” You say parting your lips slowly as your look straight into his visor.

He doesn't say a word as he moves to hold your waist before guiding you towards the blanket still laid down on the floor. You are being push down gently as he comes to lay with you, still holding your waist, his body so close to yours. You're nervous but he also makes you feel safe.

He hesitates as he gets closer to you and you can clearly see it, “what is it?”

He looks away before turning his gaze back on you. “Would you close your eyes?” tilting his head slightly.

Frowning, you simply close them.

“Do you promise not to look?” Saying while smiling, already removing his helmet along with his gloves.

You nod, raising and eyebrow, not knowing what to expect but you hear a hissing sound. He’s finally able to see you with without barriers, starring as he takes you in. Watching your skin reflect the light coming from outside. Your eyelashes and brows twitching as your eyes move around even if they're closed. Seeing glass like specks glowing and shining on your skin from the heat. Your plush lips slightly parted, looking soft and inviting.

After a moment, he moves closer as you inhale slowly. Smelling him, he just smells so good.. You begin to feel a pillowy sensation brushing lightly over your lips. You don't move them just yet, giving him the chance to explore you. He starts to press them harder before opening his lips to envelop yours. Pushing his tongue in carefully. You can't resist moving yours with his as he lets out a deep breath out through his nose. Tasting you sweet in his mouth.

He brings his hand to hold your thigh before caressing it upwards. Still kissing him you let him know your desires, opening your knees slightly for him. You can feel a smile on his lips, as he moves in between them and sneaks his hand underneath your shirt.

As he grabs your breast you carelessly open your mouth as he feels them. Taking his other hand, he pulls the fabric upwards, exposing both to him. He takes pleasure seeing your body twitch to the vulnerability, but it just leaves him more needy. Pulling down your bra, he takes one out and puts it in his mouth before humming to the taste of it.

The sensation becoming more present with the vibration of his lips around your nipple, makes you start to breathe heavily. He feels his penis pumping and becoming harder as he begins to lick it with one single stroke before sucking on it. The needy feeling in between your legs is starting to control you, pushing your chest forward to present them fully to him.

He lets go of it with a big ‘pop’ as if he was still sucking on it when he pulled away. Moving to the other one, flickering his tongue over it. You let out a soft moan as he's playing with the other one, passing his thumb over and pressing it slightly in between his fingers. Why does this feel so good?

Seeing you contort underneath him like this, makes him feral. He lets go of your breast to let out his now fully harden cock, hovering completely over you in between your legs. He rubs himself a couple of times looking at you with your eyes still closed before grinding your pussy over the fabric.

You let your sounds of pleasures out, free in the open to bounce off the walls of the echoing cave. As he rubs his cock on you, he feels the wetness of your entrance leaking through the fabric while your juices slowly coat him.

You know he's discovering you, but you want more. Trying to get your message across you let out a whining sound before putting a hand on his chest, pressing in softly. Feeling his heartbeat going faster as his warmth just radiates from his body. You think he picked up on it because he starts teasing your entrance. Pushing against your entrance with the tip of his cock, remaining blocked from the fabric. Even with your pants on you can feel him gliding slightly on the edge making you more desperate.

Smiling to the sight of you, he never thought he'd be able to do something like this with you. Even if it scared him, he didn't want to let it affect him, not right now. He wanted to enjoy his time and savour every moment he got with you, all to him.

He continues to tease you before coming back to kiss you once more, “Every word.. I meant every word.” Affirming, still in the proximity to your lips.

“More..” you say, almost a whisper.

And just like that, he forgets about taking his time as he pushes his pants down before removing yours. He stays still as he looks at you, so pretty, so wet and ready for him.

You feel a finger brushing your clit softly before moving slowly downward and gliding in gently. He lets out a puff of air, placing himself in front of your inviting pussy. Pushing only the tip of his cock in and out slowly. He really wants to know you, all of you. You feel him pushing in but not entering completely as he is still teasing your entrance. Although, the softness of his cock makes it less bearable, leaving you whining to the sensation.

He must’ve felt the same because he starts moving in deeper and deeper, you feel him, thickness and length, you feel a pinch at your entrance, but it quickly dissipates as it is replaced by a euphoric joy. Your smile becomes contagious as he bends closer to you, putting both his arms on the side of your head. Opening your hand to put his in, brushing his fingers inside of it before bringing one of them to caress your lips.

“You're so beautiful cyare” he says before kissing them, letting his tongue in.

He pants low and slow just like his stokes. As you pass your hands on his body, you can feel all his muscles contracting, even at simplest movements before he starts to thrust inside you gently and slowly. But seeing your eyes squinting and your pussy getting wetter from the pleasure, he knows you're not going to last long, and neither will he. He quickens his pace as he sees you becoming undone around him.

Breathing harshly as you can't seem to control the sounds coming out of you no more. You tense and he starts to worry before he watches you finally release the tension as you face his arm. Feeling your warm breath through the fabric of his shirt. He noticed your eyes opening slightly, quickly moving his hand to cover them.

“I'm so sorry!” you stress voice still panicked, closing them shut again quickly.

He kisses you hard and messy. Thrusting inside of you faster before moving his face into your neck.

“Is it okay if.” asking in between heavy breaths.

“Yes” you reply shortly, knowing exactly what he's asking.

He immediately moves harsher, pounding inside of you really. It didn't take long for him to start grunting, feeling his body heat just rushing out of him. He loosens his grip on your hip, moving in slower a few more times before stopping, removing himself slightly from you.

Coming to sit on your side, he grabs the helmet and puts it back on before tucking himself back in. Turning to your unmoving body, he sees your eyes remaining closed shut.

You're waiting for his signal as you feel fingers brushing your hair back before caressing your cheek.

“You can open them.” You hear from a modulated voice. “I'll go get you some food.”

As you are dressing yourself you watch him heat some sort of broth over the fire. You can't help but smile at the sight of him, simply existing in the same space as you.

You both agree to go back on exploring the area. He stares at you as you're strapping on your holsters. There's nowhere in the galaxy you can hide from that timid smile forming at the corner of your lips. He takes your hand, brushing the top of it with his thumb before he lets go, straightening his back a little and walking towards his bag.

How could he do this to you? Taking your hand felt right, so right. but he knows he doesn't deserve all the attention you're giving him. You can't be with a bounty hunter. What kind of life could he possibly give you? On the run all time, having a bounty on your back or worse, being killed by one. He doesn't want to think about that, right now you guys are stuck here, and nothing feels better than having you close to him. Somehow, you make the nightmares more bearable. He knows this is wrong, but he can't help it.

As he turns back to you, you give him a soft smile, moving in the direction of your journey. He noticed the way your eyes are glowing at him, even if the sun is not completely out. He wonders if you ever gave the same smile and eyes to someone else, feeling a little bit of jealousy rising.

He stares at you as the pinching comes back to haunt him. Taking a deep breath before opening his mouth.

“Can I ask you something?” Trying to keep his cool.

“Anything” you respond with a small grin still looking forward.

“Have you, did you.. ever had, someone in your life?”

Your eyes round up at the question, why do you feel your cheeks getting redder? “I did, I–” the forest has gone suddenly silent, only hearing the rustling of the wind moving through the leaves. “I was with someone from the clan, it lasted a year.” You see the Mandalorian tense up at your words. “Nothing major really happened, it wasn't like what we just–.” You stopped yourself from speaking furthermore. Feeling terrorized by what you were about to say. He notices it, tilting his helmet to you. See him waiting for you to keep going. Instead, you decide to take another direction.

“Have you? Ever been with someone?” Knowing this is a delicate matter.

“No.” Affirming firmly.

Curious you try harder, “never?”

“Never, no one has seen me or ‘touched’ me. Never felt comfortable with physical intimacy.” he says now looking straight at you before turning his gaze back to the path. “All I know is violence, how can I be good to someone else?”

You can feel the pain in his voice before you try to smooth him. “What about your son? I bet you were good to him, right? isn't that something?” looking at him half smiling.

He takes a moment before you hear his voice again. “He was and still is, everything to me. I guess you're right, I never thought I'd be a guardian, less a father.”

“See! You did something you never thought possible. Isn't it wonderful?”

He stops in his steps, starring at you before talking low and soft. “Yes.” moving forward, pushing a strand of hair out of the way, “Definitely.” before turning away to proceed with the exploration.

You don’t know why but you have a feeling that he's no longer talking about the child.

Back to the camp you decide to go to bed early. You feel like you’ve been robbed of some precious sleeping hours lately. Closing your eyes, you pulled your cape closer to you. As you settle in, you feel a warm body still clothed behind you. Going to turn around to him, he pushes your chin back forward.

He starts by caressing the side of your neck with the tip of his fingers. Brushing them lightly on your arm.

“Can I?” his voice raspy and unmodulated, making your body warm up.

You hummed in respond, letting him touch you as he pleased. Moving his hand under your shirt. He grabs one of your breasts. Massaging it full hand as he kisses the side of your neck. Letting him pass his tongue on your skin as he seems to enjoy the accessibility of it.

You start to feel it inside you, this calls for him. Feeling your pussy pulsing from the need you know only, he can satisfy. Resting your head back on him, you feel him suck the skin underneath your ear, pressing your nipple and rolling it in between his fingers. You let out some moans before he pushes his hand lower, going inside your waist band. He moves straight to your entrance. Feeling your slick juices already coating his fingers. You start to moan gently as he glides them up and down in between your folds. Slowly covering your clit, making you hot with anticipation. You can feel him chuckle lightly against your back. His lips smiling against your skin, “You’re so beautiful, you don’t even understand.” as he focuses on your pleasure, doing light circles, sliding over your clit.

Your moans are now filling up the space. “Stop, I'll.. I'll come, Din–”

“It’s okay, Tonight I want to watch you, hear you. Please, for me, cyare.” cutting you off. Maker, his voice is like melting butter in your hear.

You let yourself go, whining as your legs stiffens and let out a single desperate moan as you're finally reaching your high.

He kisses the back of your neck as you calm down before turning around to put his helmet back on.

“Can I have a kiss?” you ask timidly, knowing what he’s doing.

“Close your eyes.”

And you do, sensing a hand grabbing your jaw as he tilts your head upward. His soft flesh pressing lightly on your shaking lips. Holding your face in place, he gives into it more. Humming of satisfaction before he pulls away.

“You can open them.” Hearing a clicking sound. He reaches out to caress your temple with his thumb.

When you do, you really wished you could see his eyes. Being a little sad, but also understanding. Moving forward to bring your hand to his neck as he brings you closer to his body. Making you lay on your side and half on him. The fatigue is coming back, making you yawn as your face rests on his chest.

Petting your head as you’re falling asleep, he tilts his helmet down, seeing you peacefully in his arms. It made him feel anxious. He’s afraid to lose something, but he doesn’t exactly know what it is. You make him feel good and he wants the same for you. He wants to be closer to you. Even though he knew he couldn't give you more.

How can he be closer to you when you can’t even see him. He knows this is a huge mistake. That he shouldn’t be laying here with you. This shouldn’t have gone this far. It’s not only against the bounty code but also against his creed. He knows he can’t be with you. You deserve way better than the life he can give you. How can someone like you, be with someone like him? Especially without ever showing his face to you. He already lost the kid, and he didn’t want to lose this too, whatever this is. But you feel right to him and that’s what’s important right now. Trying to convince himself as he moves around a little, before getting some sleep as well.

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A Ripple In Space

Silly girl, I need you alive..

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1. More Air

*Mature, Explicit, NSFW*

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[Kylo Ren x femReader]

*Canon Divergence, slow burn, softdom, hurt/comfort

**Kylo is supreme leader, Rey? we don't know her..

Tags; slow burn, fluff, eventual smut, angst, comfort, touch starved kylo, fools in love, shy/insecure kylo, he needs a hug, feelings, top kylo ren, reader insert, no y/n, female reader, pet names.

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The night was cold, like all the previous ones you've had since you embarked on the finalizer. It was by far, the biggest ship you've seen from all your years fighting against the first order. You just wish you could explore it, especially since you’re trapped in a cell right now. All this big and spacious spaceship and you're stuck in this shoebox. You were sitting on the bed with your back against the wall when you hear a voice coming from across the room. “Hey, get up..” and you do, walking towards the door. Gawking at the sight of the two stormtroopers waiting for you. One of them unclips a pair of handcuffs off his tool belt. Which makes you roll your eyes to the sight of them. Sighing as you present your wrists so they can put it on you. Wondering where they were taking you this time. You never knew what leaving the cell had in store for you. Maybe today was finally the day you get to walk out free or worst, killed. As you begin to walk, your feet felt heavy navigating the corridors as you follow their fast pace. You didn’t get the chance of coming out of your cell very often, so you didn't really know what to expect on this ship. Especially since you've been here for months and nothing major has happened yet. It doesn't help that no one is giving you any information. Only getting the essentials. Food, water and a shower here and there. You see the soldier on your left pressing a button on his arm. Feeling a bit nervous arriving in front of a massive double door entrance, parting as you were approaching it.

The room was echoing, windows were covering the walls almost in its entirety. You were able to see ships arriving and departing the docking station from the other side of the vessel. The room was dark and mostly empty. There was a sofa back to the wall near the door and a desk with only two seats in front of it. Walking closer to the desk, you see a tall man standing near it. Staring outside the window facing the view in front of him.

The man was broad and intimidating. Everything he was wearing was black and made of leather except for his cape who seemed to be made of wool. As you are approaching, he turns around slowly. Immediately you noticing the mask covering the man's face. You try to swallow your nervousness, but it’s getting stuck in your throat. It’s him..

“The one you asked for, sir.” one of the soldiers say.

The stoic man simply nods to the troopers who are now walking away. Your hands were getting wetter as they left, leaving you alone in this grand, dark and empty room with him. He remained silent as he walks towards you. Looking at you up and down. You felt scared, but mostly uncomfortable by his awkward gaze. “Why am I here?” you finally ask, no longer able to keep the tension going.

He tilts his head, “why do you think you’re here?” speaking through his modulator in a calm yet playful way.

“I don’t know you tell me.” Slowly getting impatient. You were on edge by the lack of clues you're getting in this hell hole.

He takes a hand, coming closer to your face and closed his eyes as he starts to focus. What is he doing? He's freaking you out. Suddenly you feel it tingling. A vibration trying to push itself into your mind. What is this? You hold as much as you can. Is he the one doing this? After a moment, realizing that he can't get inside your head. He looked surprised, almost shocked but he can't let you know that. “I know what you are and what you do. I know everything there is to know about you.” he claims firmly.

Your eyes rounds up to his words. If he knows, you need to warn the others. So many lives could be at risk. You need to play dumb, say something.. “I think you have the wrong person here sir. I don't even know what you're after.” You reply trying really hard not to cough as you feel the anxiety coming back to your throat.

In a quick movement, he throws his arm up, extending it in your direction. You begin to feel a weird sensation passing on your stomach before it slowly moves to your chest. The warm yet soft touch, crawls upward to envelop your throat. You can feel it tightened as you’re being dragged across the floor. Having no control over your body whatsoever before it brings you right in front of him. Floating mid-air, feet slightly above ground. The invisible force around your neck was preventing you from breathing. Feeling your chest compressing as you try to reach out for air. He holds his hand firmly in your direction before he starts to walk towards you. “Do you take me for a fool?” voice laced with anger. You couldn't place a single word even if you wanted to. Your face was becoming redder by the second from the lack of oxygen in your lungs. On another hand, the supreme leader seemed to be enjoying watching you suffer at his mercy. “You and your little friends won’t be the end of me. Mark my words, I will kill them, I will kill them all!” He yells out to you. His voice-corder cracking to the intensity of his outburst. You were still struggling to breathe. Panicking as you were trying to remove the invisible hand wrapped around your throat.

Noticing that your breathing is slowly slowing down. He lets go of his grip as he's watching you fall to your hands and knees. No longer in the air, you were desperately searching for your breath. Feeling your throat dry and in pain, you cough a couple of times before speaking. “Sir, no one wants to come at you..”

“What are you talking about?” He asks confused.

You look at him from below, taking a deep breath before pulling yourself back up on your feet. “I’m saying that everybody is scared of you, why would anyone try to come directly at you..” saying to him as if it wasn't obvious.

Which pissed him off more, “That’s not what my sources have told me. If you want to get out of here alive, I suggest you change your attitude.” Now moving closer to you. He gently pushes a fallen strand of hair framing your face, back. You can hear the static of his modulator as he whispers softly into your ear, “It would be such a shame to kill such a pretty girl, but I wouldn’t hesitate..”

You felt incredibly small and powerless as you try to control your shaking body. Why do you suddenly feel so hot? It's not like you knew what he looked like underneath his mask. Maybe he was ugly, could you imagine feeling this kind of way about a super old crispy man. Chills were rising up your back. While you were anxiously trying to recenter yourself, all you could hear were his muted modulated chuckles. “That’s enough for today.” he says, pressing a button on his arm. The hissing sound of the door sliding open echoed in the room, seeing the same soldiers reappear. “Take the girl back.” He orders them cold and firm.

As he’s about to turn around you can see him moving his fingers slowly. Feeling the same previous sensation going down on your stomach before it moves to the side of your hip and thigh. You don’t have time to process what is happening as you’re being quickly picked up from under both of your arms. Your feet didn’t touch ground once as you were dragged back into your cell.

Being thrown inside of it, you see a plate of food waiting for you. Although upon seeing the supreme leader today, you were now more afraid than ever to eat it. Scared it might've been poisoned but you didn’t care. You had too many emotions going on inside of you to have any kind of appetite right now. As you move directly towards the bed, you get under the covers before hiding yourself fully underneath. The complete silence of your prison cell was making you crazy. What do I do? What can I do? He might be wrong about a detail or two, but he knew you did something and that is still too much for him to know. You cry as you start to shiver a little. The room wasn’t even that cold anymore, but you couldn’t help it. Feeling completely drained by your day. You could’ve died today, and no one would’ve have known since no one knew where you were. All you could think about was your sister. Wondering if she was okay. You knew she was probably at home well and alive. Trying to convince yourself of that fact was doing very little to comfort you. You were way too overwhelmed to have any rational thoughts right now. The lack of human contact and basic needs were killing you inside. The last time you saw her was two, three months ago? You didn’t even know how long you’ve been here. Having no clear indication of time really played with your sanity at this point. The days were all starting to blend together but tonight thinking about her helped a little.

Three days has gone by since you touched the food, they brought to you in daily. On a normal day, you just stayed in bed creating songs or searching for flaws inside the cell. There was a small window letting you see the outside, but the ship hasn’t really moved. Which gave you the same view for days now. You were talking to yourself aloud when you see a stormtrooper enter your cell. He tilts his helmets looking at you before walking around the tight space. Looking like a mad man as he searches out your bunk. Throwing the covers off your bed as well as the mattress. Shocked and in fear, you try to make yourself as small as you possibly can. Pushing yourself back into a tight corner. Trying to remain calm as he does his checkup, not wanting to interfere. “All clear.” you hear him speak simultaneously pressing a command on the side of his helmet. You watch him walk away relieved as you let out a blow of air. You don’t know what he was looking for but you’re for sure happy they didn’t find it here. That was the first time something like this ever happened since you're here. Useless to say that you were freaking the fuck out. After a moment of attempting to relax and calm yourself down. You thought that refusing food would've been harder. Dying by famine was probably not your best way out but you were content with it. You just wished you could see your sister one more time before leaving. On another hand you'll see your parents again which you miss painfully. You had less energy as time went by, so you tried to move as little as possible to conserve your energy. Lost in your thoughts, you jump as you hear the swooshing of your cell door sliding open again. Forcing you to straight up to the guard who doesn’t need to talk for you to understand as he shows you a pair of handcuffs in his hand.

Once they were on, you start walking the corridors. Curiously looking at the other troopers roaming the ship. You recognize the path you were taking. It is the same one you previously used to see the Supreme Leader. Quickly recollecting what happened the last time you were in his office. His hand chocking you as you were floating in the fucking air. That’s it I’m going to die tonight..

Arriving in front of the grand double doors, the soldier's halts. The one on your right moves his hands closer to your arms, removing your restraints. Gesturing with his helmet to get inside. Are they not going to follow you inside? Now this is weird, you truly have no idea what to expect anymore. He probably regrets not killing you the last time he had the chance. Maybe he simply wants to talk to you. That's a possibility, right? Either way you were stressed. You didn’t want to find out, you didn't want to be here at all. If you were to die on this ship, you'd prefer it to be alone, safe and peacefully thinking about your loved ones.

As you walk inside the darkly dimmed room, you slowly move cautiously. Hearing the supreme leader breathes as if he was near you. Although you can clearly see him from across the room. He was looking outside the window just like the last time you were here.

“Why are you not eating?” voice cracking from the electronics of his voice-corder.

You stay firm, trying not to show fear, “Is this what this is about? Why do you care if I live or..”

He turns around sharply cutting you off, “Silly girl, I need you alive..” now raising his voice at you.

You roll your eyes to him before he starts rushing towards you. Coming to you way closer than you would've liked. You prepare yourself to choke as you see his hand moving towards your face. Your blood becoming cold to the knowledge of your apparent death. Dropping a single tear along your cheek thinking about your sister, leaving her to be reunited with your parents.

Instead, you see him bring his finger up to catch it. Talking low and soft in contrast to his previous outburst. “I’ve been trying to read your mind, but you’ve seemed to have closed yourself to the outside. Sadly, I don’t know if I was misinformed by my sources but until I find out, I need you to eat and keep your attitude in check. Surely you can manage to do that?" asking you as he pushes your hair off your shoulder. You don’t dare to speak, simply nodding as a confirmation. Maker how long will he keep you here? He takes his thumb to softly caress your bottom lip with the tip of his gloved fingers before quickly pulling his hand away, clenching it into a fist.

You can hear the crinkling of the leather. As he’s about to turn away, you stop him, “Then why have you tried to kill me last time..”

He stays still, puzzled by your question. “Why do you have a death wish?”

You can hear the smile in his tone as you keep yours neutral. If you're trapped on this ship you need to find out why. Yes, he can't read your mind but why does he need to anyway? You can't possibly be this valuable to him. Maybe you can make him open up by pushing him a little. “I don’t, but I would’ve liked to see the face of my killer before I die..”

He tenses up to your statement not knowing what to really think of it. “Is there a problem with my helmet pretty girl?” asking arrogantly.

Did he just call you pretty? No stop that, you need to stay focus here. You lock your eyes to were you think his are through the helmet. “No, I just think that only cowards cover their faces. Especially when they kill..”

You hear him breathing hot and heavy. Thinking that you've finally done it. He’s going to lose it and kill you on sight. Instead, he removes his helmet in a quick single motion. His eyes looked tired with bag under them, pained as he’s staring into yours intensely. You wondered what happened to him. His eyes were so soft yet so lost. Your face starts to relax as he remains silent. Giving you time to observe and analyze him like he did with you. His lips were twitching as if he was fighting to stay calm. When he sees yours slightly parting as if you’re about to speak, he begins walking straight to you. His cape moving stiffly behind him. Now being able to smell him from the proximity. You were probably too afraid last time to notice it. Smelling a clean scent mixed with leather and metal as he gets closer to you.

“Are you satisfied?” he demands, his voice vibrating and shaking a little. Oh yeah, he's anxious..

You only nod to him in response. You had to admit, he was truly something. You were honestly stunned by his features. How can he be this beautiful? That can't be the supreme leader, right? He wasn't old like you did previously guess. No, you were wrong, he was actually cute. He seemed a bit older than you which you didn't really mind. He had long raven hair going almost to his shoulders. His curls looked soft even pushed back away from his face. He was large and tall, especially compared to you. Slowly leaning to your lips, you feel his breath tingling your jaw as you close your eyes. You don't know why but you're ready to let him do whatever he's about to do.

“Good” he replies simply quickly pulling himself away.

You open your eyes extremely confused. Did I do something wrong?

“Come get the girl..” You hear him speak eagerly between breaths into his wrist.

In a matter of seconds, you see the doors opening while he stays unmoved. Taking a moment to stare at you before putting his helmet back on, turning away to go back to his past position. You try to stop the soldiers from picking you up like last time, but they still do. You protest saying that you can walk by yourself and that they're hurting you but one of them reaches to his hip. Unclipping a glowing stick from his belt. All you can hear is the quick sound of electricity before letting out a cry of pain. The adrenaline caused by the high frequency voltage was debilitating. Making you fall automatically to the ground, moving your knees instinctively fast to your stomach. As the guard was about to strike you with another hit, you hear the static of a modulated voice. “What are you doing !?” He yells to the soldier.

The man appeared lost, not knowing what he did wrong as he looks to his partner. The supreme leader extends his arm, throwing him into the wall before turning to look at the other. “Just bring her back..” He orders him, speaking through his teeth angrily.

Back into your cell, you were lying on your bed trying to calm yourself down. You were still feeling dizzy from the attack. Although all you could think about was the supreme leader. He was leaving you with more questions than answers. He was hot, then cold.. He almost killed you, but then he needs you alive. He is violent but then talks to you softly. The way he looked at you, you could've sworn he wanted something from you or was it all in your head?

What does he want?

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Moon Dust |Din Djarin, *ongoing

*Mature, Explicit, NSFW*

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Sum; You need transport to escape your planet and your clan. Although the man in beskar don't do this kind of work anymore, he's ready to make an exception. Who knew that keeping you safe was going to be a challenge?

Both POV Fem.reader insert

Tag; Fluff, shy/insecure Mando, smutt, slow burn, mando is obsessed with you, voyeurism, mandorbation, never been touched/ touch starved mando, mando have angst and ptsd, protective Mando, he needs a hug, feelings, plot with p, soft Din Djarin, no y/n, reader doesn't have a name

1. The Contract -I'm not really doing anything right?

2. The Cargo -I’m thinking.. of how we’re going to do this.

3. Breathe -It’s okay, you’re safe, we’re safe..

4. The Promise -You looked desperate for him, but you didn’t care.

5. Compulsion -You're all I think about.

6. No Signal -I’ve been in worse situations..

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beskarinhyperspace · 11 months

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Moon Dust

You want more from him, everything really..

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4. The Promise

*Mature, Explicit, NSFW*

Din Djarin x fem.reader

Word Count: 4.2k

A/N: Had a lot of fun doing this one, hope you enjoy it as much as I did!

You wake up, noticing that the warrior is no longer at your side. Confused, you pull yourself from the ground as you grab your cape, tying it around your neck and using it to cover your frame from the cold morning air. The sun is up but the sky is cloudy, making the world a bit gray. Hearing all sorts of noises coming from inside the ship, you decide to take a closer look.

What is he doing now..

As you get in, you see the place cleaned up. Coming out of a room, he looks up in your direction, "Good morning, I repaired the shower and fixed some things.” He takes a bar of ration handing it to you. "Here breakfast" before going back to move some things around while you try to open it. He continues to speak to you while he’s still focused "I used my jet this morning to have a look around. I couldn't see any signs of others. It appears we're alone here." He paused, straightening his back before looking straight at you. "The ship had a really big hit on its navigation, we can't fly with it." He proceeds to turn his helmet towards another door. "You can sleep there." saying as he points at it.

You're still confused, with half a bite still in your mouth, you ask, "we’re stuck here?" not removing your eyes from him.

He nods in agreement, "I'm going to continue working on the ship. The electrical can be fixed. We can use the ship as shelter. The water is taken from the humidity in the air before being filtered. Until we find another way out. This planet is, for the time being, our home..”

The realization makes you overwhelmed. All the air in the world seemed to have disappeared. You can’t remember how to breathe. Not being able to keep your eyes to stay focus, you run outside as quickly as you possibly can. Having this cold and stabbing feeling in your chest. You stumble on your feet as you feel dizzy, walking to your stuff still laid out on the ground.

He had followed you out. Looking at you the way you had previously looked at him, concerned and powerless.

I have to see my brother..

You try to anchor yourself, falling to your knees, placing your hands to the log in front of you. As he starts walking to you, you begin to shiver. Talking low to yourself "I can't.. I promised, I can't stay.."

Kneeling at your side, he takes your arm, bringing you closer to him and up to his chest. Holding you still as you start crying, you can't help but fall into his arms. Let your body be numb for him to move around and make you more comfortable. After a moment of just letting yourself to be held. You feel the cold from the beskar but also the warmth coming from the fabric of his clothes.

Stuffy nose and eyes made of glass. Your gaze is stuck on his arm brace. Starring, trying to come back from the emotions. He didn't need to speak, and you appreciate the silence, although you did feel like you owed him an explanation since he gave you his.

You start talking low and slow.. "To be in the clan you have to pass a test. My father sent my brother and I to training with other younglings. Preparing us for the test when we are of age. I knew it had to do with tactical and defense but, I wasn't prepared for what they put us through. Me and my brother were extremely close, doing everything together. They put us in all sorts of scenarios and probabilities. I quickly discovered I was athletic and got praised for my skills. They made us fight until we couldn't stand anymore. Sometimes I thought I was going to pass out."

He squeezes you in slightly. Feeling him breathing deeper as you continue; "my clan.. we endured so much together, we grew up together, and were there for each other. My clan is my family."

"Then why did you run from them?" he asks in his low and soft modulated voice.

“When we took the test, we were told that part of it was the training. To see if we were made to be warriors. The last test was a fighting tournament, choosing the clan's next leader. After hours of combat, me and my brother were finalists. I will never forget the look in his eyes when I laid my knife on his throat, making me the next clan leader.

He tilts his helmet down to you, "isn't that a good thing?"

"My clan hasn't seen a female leader since.. forever. From that day, he turned cold on me and to the world. When my little brother was old enough to take the test, Rylan he.. when we were training..”

"Rylan killed your younger brother?"

You shake your head slowly, "I was there that night. We were on a planet just like this one, full of trees and rivers. I was supposed to meet Yusa to help him with the train. But when I had eyes on him, I saw Yusa near the cliff we were meeting up. Rylan pushed him off, down the cliff and ran away. The thing is my brother didn't know that there was an under edge to the cliff. I used to train often there with another clan member. I knew there was no real danger, but Rylan didn't know that."

His body stays still as he passes his fingertips on your shoulder, "He's alive then? So.. why leave?"

"My father was scared that his need for power would make him kill Yusa. My mother took care of it, sending him away without telling anyone where he was for his own safety. My father, being also scared of me, did the same. Marrying me off to a prestigious name given by no other than my older brother himself. Thinking it would calm things.. but the man was horrible. Thank you for killing him by the way.."

"You're welcome." He replies, "so you needed me to take you without anyone knowing you were going to join your younger brother?" Tilting his helmet on its side while staring down at you, still in his arm.

You nod, "that's correct. My mother was planning to send me to the same place. Training him to be a fighter as well. Living away from all this."

You can feel him despite the armor, steady breaths, calming you down. You finally look up to him as he looks down on you. Pushing a strand of hair out of your face, he uses the back of his gloved fingers to dry off some of the tears on your cheek. He takes a deep breath before speaking. "My job is to protect you and bring you safely to your destination. I promise to do everything within my abilities to make it true."

The reality is, he didn’t have a choice. You had bewitched him since the day he came back to nevarro. You are all he can think about.. And now with this new given information, he wants you even safer than before. He knows they will come to find you and try to bring you back. Especially if you were meant to be their clan leader. He doesn’t know you that much, but he knows that protecting you is the right thing to do.

As the day is coming to an end, you start moving in your quarters. Dropping your bag on your new bed, you let out some sleeping clothes, laying them on the covers.

“I’m going to use the fresher; the water is working you said?” stating more than asking.

You can see him from the open ramp. Still sitting on the log in front of the fire pit outside.

“Yes, I’ve placed a new bar of soap on the counter for you.” glancing at his helmet to you. He sighs as he hears the door being closed. Fixating on the flames in front of him. He figured you guys were somewhat safe here. They would never suspect you to still be this close to them. You haven’t been long enough in hyperspace to be far but, they didn’t know that. They also wouldn’t suspect you to be on a planet with literally nothing on it. And it gave him a little peace of mind.

As he hears you come out of the fresher, his mind starts to do tricks on him. Imagining your naked body still damp from the shower, dripping on him. He grunts, trying to think about, well, something else.

After you put some clothes back on, you start prepping the ship for the night. Closing the ramp and some unnecessary lights. Moving to the open kitchen to clean around a bit, you see the door of the fresher not completely closed shut as you hear him inside.

“No, I can’t look..” telling yourself as you investigate the gap of light.

Moving to the door. You see the light of the fresher over the mirror and only a part of the sink. When suddenly you have the side of his butt cheek coming into frame. Instinctively you closed your eyes. “I can’t..” Trying to remind yourself. “He took a creed, whatever that means..” Except, your curiosity is stronger than your will and you start to open one eye slowly..

Noticing his tan glowing skin from the fresher’s light. Moving your gaze upwards, you can see his arm muscles more clearly. Contracting as he barely moves. You examine the scars on his body from various pass injuries. He looks firm but there’s a softness to him. Something more human perhaps. Maybe it’s in the way he moves, almost as if every movement has a distinct purpose. You’re starting to feel like this is wrong as a tightness forms in your chest, turning around to go back into your room.

At the same moment the door of the fresher opens, and you instantly have your heart drop to your stomach.

You hear a voice coming from behind. “Are you okay?” asking worryingly.

What kind of six sense is this?

You turn around slowly to face him. You can see him clear as day. A hand on the door and the other one holding the towel on his waist. You notice his broad shoulders, his chest defined and his muscular arms that could kill a man without a sweat. He has his helmet on, looking straight at you, making you feel small.

You can’t find the words to speak. Feeling intimidated by the sight of him. Not knowing where to look, you start speaking nervously. “Yes, I am, thank you. I was going to sleep actually.” now staring at the floor.

“Good” he replies as his body relaxes. “Tomorrow we should go explore some ground.”

You agree, nodding, “goodnight Mandalorian.”

As you turn back around, he lowers his gaze to the ground, “nite..”

You give him a little smile before moving away. Now inside your room, you think back on your encounter. Him, almost naked in front you, grand and glowing from the fresher’s light. Standing there just staring at you. You start to feel that pinching in your chest again.

I can’t, he can’t.. That would never happen..

Morning comes and you are feeling better than yesterday. Going down the ramp you see your new roommate coming back to the camp.

“Good morning.” you greet him.

He looks at you while walking closer, “You’re awake.. brought some fruits I found.”

“You found all of this, this morning?” looking inside the cloth bag.

He takes a moment before talking. “I figured you’d want some variety. Haven't found vegetables yet..”

You can’t help but smile at him. “Thank you, that’s very thoughtful.” before grabbing a green and orange fruit out of it. “Are you not eating?”

“I ate not long ago. I couldn’t sleep.. I–” He cuts himself off. Staying still, staring while you eat. After a moment you look up to him, raising an eyebrow. Realizing he’s fixating, he moves quickly. Changing his gaze, now looking straight to the ground. Talking to himself in a low voice as he goes back onto the ship.

He didn’t know how to act around you anymore. No one has ever seen him the way you saw him yesterday. The way you were looking at him, that look in your eyes. He knew what you were thinking about. He also couldn’t stop thinking about the feeling of your presence in his arms, holding you close to his chest and how he wanted so badly to have it again.

You look at him moving away confused. You’re starting to enjoy his company but understand that he might still be shaken by the current circumstances. By contrast, the rigid man has a warmth to him. You feel safe in his presence, and you know he wants your well-being as much as you want his.

Finishing your fruit, you throw the seed into the fire pit, moving inside the ship to change.

You come back in your combat outfit as well as your tactical backpack with all your necessities, food, water and some change clothes. You never truly know how these explorations can go. No choice than packing for a couple of days.

You see him near the camp, being also ready to leave. Watching him put his spear behind his back. Remaining silent, he starts walking inside the forest and you follow right behind.

There’s a moment where none of you is speaking but you don’t mind it too much. You don’t even know where you’re going, you just follow his lead. Hearing the sky rumbling as you look to the man in beskar move in front of you and how you want so badly to be closer to him. You sigh as you look away.

He stops, grounded in place as you pass him. “Are you okay?”

You froze a little, you’ve been silent for hours now. You look to the ground not knowing what to say. “Yes, I'm okay, thank you.”

He doesn’t move, so you turn your head to him, “Did I do something? What’s wrong?” not understanding why he’s stopping.

“You, what’s wrong?” he demands with a soft modulated voice.

You’re taken aback, not knowing how to respond, you start to panic, not wanting him to worry about you. “I’m fine I told you, can we move on, please?” You can’t exactly say that it’s him who makes you feel this way now can you?

He tilts his head on its side before looking around. “Come,” he says as he changes path.

“Where are we going?” frowning your eyebrows, but he doesn’t reply.

After a while you see a small cave inside of what seems like a cliff. Greenery surrounding it, vines covering the outside walls.

“This will do just fine.” Stating as he walks forward to the side of it. He looks at you before stopping, “We can camp here tonight. I see you’re not all here today; we've had a rough couple of days. Let’s not push ourselves, we can continue tomorrow.” He says as you nod in agreement.

You enter the cave to have a look inside. Nothing much is going on, it’s not only empty, but also quite small. But for tonight it will do. It will give you shelter for the rain that is coming.

You turn to go back out when you see him coming to the entrance with some wood.

“It will start to rain soon better be prepared. I grabbed some for tomorrow as well.” Moving to put them inside the cave.

Passing in front of you, you can’t help but smell him. Spices, leather and beskar. You look up closing your eyes as you question the maker on how long this feeling is going to last.

The sky was getting dark when the rain started. You were waiting in the cave for him to come back. He told you he would return quickly but it had been a moment since he had left. Making you begin to worry, wondering what could take this long.

After a moment you can’t take it anymore. Tying your cape around your neck, you put your hood on. Going out you can barely see anything as it starts to pour, limiting your visibility. You try to call him as you move around. “Mandalorian!? Man ..Mandalorian!!?”

Still blinded by the rain, you hear a stumping sound before an arm grabs your waist, just like the first time he touched you. Without hesitation, he moves you to the cavern. Covering you as much as he could with his body. The questions start as soon as you’re in.

“Are you okay? Are you hurt??” he asks nervously, looking at you from every angle.

You’re embarrassed, walking back into the wall behind you staring at the ground. “No, I- I'm fine. I just worried. You didn’t come as quick and, I-“

He stops you in your ramble. His body tensing in contrast to his low modulated voice. “You were scared..”

You nod, not wanting to look into his visor, which felt almost like a confrontation, but you open your mouth. “I’m sorry, I should’ve stayed put, like you asked. I just panicked. It usually never happens. It won’t happen again“

You can’t control your breathing as he pushes a strand of hair, damp and sticking to the side of your face.

“You never need to apologize to me cyare.” Letting his fingertips glide along the side of your neck. Realizing what he’s doing, he straightens his back, letting out a short cough before moving his hand away as he goes to sit on the floor.

You follow, grabbing a blanket from your bag and spreading it on the floor. You invite him to sit next to you. The cave is starting to feel darker; he lights up a stable flame, moving it across the cave before he comes to the blanket. He sits with you on the ground with his back resting on the wall.

“Where are we going exactly?” you ask as you spread your cape over your bag to let it dry.

He continues to look straight in front of him as he answers you. “I saw a lake when I used my jetpack a few days ago. Thought we might find something interesting.” He moves his helmet to you when he notices you’re not making a noise. As he looks closer, he doesn’t miss the way you look lost. He knows the situation is unique, but he also was in worst situations, and so did you, he imagined. “Are you ok?”

You cut him short, feeling tired and exasperated. “Yes, I'm fine Mandalo–”

“Din please.” Cutting you off before looking away as quickly. You stare at him with surprised eyes before he continues. “My name is Din, Din Djarin..” You stay silent as he turns back to you. “Do- do you, have a name?” nervously asking as he doesn't know how to approach you.

“I don’t.” you answer honestly. “My parents gave us nicknames until we were of age, giving the clan power to name us according to our strengths. I prefer to forget about it since I'm not going back.” Answering with your voice starting to break. You move lower, using a piece of clothing as a pillow. He does the same while lying on his back next to you.

As you lay on your side, face away from him. You can hear his breathing as the tightness in your chest comes back. He moves slightly now facing your back. You feel your hair being moved out of its way, not wanting to tug it while sleeping.

After a moment you can sense him moving around a bit. Trying to stay calm and focused, you keep your eyes closed. But you start feeling gloveless fingers, softly caressing the side of your neck. Sending this electricity into your breasts as he passes them below your ear. Your breathing becoming more present, you stay still as he comes to press himself closer to your body.

Moving the tips of them to your shoulder, to your back and to the side of your stomach. He goes to grab you by the waist as he moves his chest deeper into your back. Bringing his hips slightly closer as you feel his hardness on you. He goes under your shirt, taking his hand higher to your breast as he caresses the underside of it. You can hear him, breathing heavily, going upwards to fully grab it. You let out a pleasured sound, head moving slightly back.

He squeezes it softly before moving it down towards the inside of your pants. At this point all you can think of is him, touching you, wanting everything he’s willing to give you. You want more from him, everything really. His fingertips come cautiously to your clit. Making you instantly melt at the sensitivity as he rubs it slowly. You start to let your pleasure be known as he starts groaning, moving his hips and taking his time grinding on your curves.

“You’re soft, so.." Saying as he moves his digits lower between your folds.

Feeling the slick already coating your entrance, he can’t stop himself letting out a desperate humming noise. You can’t take it anymore as you feel the tip of them softly brushing and teasing around your hole. The need is making you blind with lust as you turn around to face him. You sit to remove your shirt and he grabs your arm, taking you closer to him as soon as you are done. Moving your legs on both sides of his hips. You anchor yourself over him starting to grind on his harden cock, hearing him grunt low as he watches you move on him.

You looked desperate for him, but you didn’t care. His width feeling like ecstasy on your needy pussy, long and sturdy just for you.

With a hand on the side of your thigh, he takes his other one to grab your breast, pressing and massaging it. Naturally, you let out a deep, opened mouth moan as the feeling intensifies. Meanwhile, his breathing was becoming short and harsh.

“You look.. oah, so beautiful cyare..” admiring you, moving his hips with yours.

He let go of your tit to grab both of your thighs. Stopping them in their movements and starts lifting his hip upwards as he rubs his thickness on your sensitive clit over the fabric. The pleasure starting to feel unbearable, you start to whine. Making him move quicker, faster and harder against your pussy. Watching you push out his new favorite sounds as he starts panting.

You put your hands on the wall behind his head to make you more stable, but he grabs one of them. Pulling you lower closer to him. He places a hand on your lower back pushing down as he continues to move and grind himself on you. Hearing the pleasure being louder in your voice. He pushes you down to his chest, holding you tight as he moves slower while making sure the pressure is right.

You let your head fall into his neck. Smelling him, so warm and inviting as one of his arms is wrapped around your waist, locking you in. While his other hand holds the back of your head. You take a finger to move his scarf a bit, giving you access to some skin. Pressing your tongue flat on it, going from one side to the other and swirling your tongue around, sucking lightly.

He starts to chuckle while panting harder. “A’ohh.. This can’t be real..” you hear him say deep through his voicecorder

You don’t have time to speak before an electric light comes inside you. Making you come on his clothed dick, whining like you already belong to him. The sweet sounds pushed in his ear make him grunt as he comes to his bliss as well. Slowing down his strokes, he pets the back of your head while holding you in place. Both staying unmoved, catching your breath.

You swallow before speaking. “What can’t be real?”

Trying to regulate his breathing, he takes a moment before replying in a raspy voice, “You.”

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Oh yeah?

”You're playing a dangerous game here, pretty girl..”

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*Mature, Explicit, NSFW*

Din Djarin x fem.reader

Word Count: 1.1k

Pure smutt, jealous mando, he’s obsessed with you, possessive, dark djarin, protective, sweet calling, claiming, praising, slight degradation, teasing, helmet on, armour also on, p in v, reader insert, no y/n, female reader, reader doesn't have a name

A/N: Still working on the next chapter for Moon Dust, in the meantime here's a little treat.

It's been a while since you've seen population. Going to the market this afternoon, makes you feel a bit human again. As you come back to the ship, you can see the imposing man in armour. Standing, at the top of the ramp. Arms crossed at his chest, he doesn’t look happy.

”Where were you?” he asks, firm and impatient.

You start walking up the ramp before talking. ”I was just taking some air..”

He tilt his helmet at you, ”and why didn't you tell me you were going out? Anything can happen here. I told you.. I want to know where you are at all times.”

You sigh, ”what are you scared of mando?”

He looks at you and balling his first. ”I don't want anyone to touch you in any way.”

”Why? It's not like we are going out or anything right? ” You ask him as you look straight in his visor with a little smirk.

You can see him tense as he warns you, ”I'd be careful… ” before you cut him off.

”I guess this is a bad time to tell you I've made a real boyfriend today then?”

You don't have time to place another word before he starts to walk in your direction. He looks grand hovering over you. ”You're playing a dangerous game here, pretty girl. ”

You can't help but feels small compared to him. His broad shoulders making you a little nervous knowing there's nowhere to escape. He takes his gloved hand bringing it to your face. ”you're mine, do you need to be reminded? ” He says pushing a piece of hair out.

You lower your eyes a bit, feeling intimidated but still you nod to him.

You see him move, removing his gloves, tilting his helmet down to you. He takes two of his fingers. Moving them towards your lips. ”can you open up?” Asking in a raspy modulated voice.

You do as you’re asked. Opening your lips slowly to take in his fingers into you moutch. Wetting them as you suck and pass your tongue on them. You can hear the need growing in his breathing as you look straight at him. He removes them going down, inside your pants. You can't help yourself, inhaling sharply as you feel the slick sensation passing softly on your clit.

”That's my sweet girl.” he praises while his other hand goes under your shirt, grabbing a breast..

Hearing your soft needy voice, he start pinching the nipple, rolling it lightly between his fingers. Your pussy tightening around nothing, starving for him. You let your desire be known. Pushing out a desperate noise before you feel his fingers moving lower.

”You're cute when you try to make me jealous, I know she's mine.” He states as he slide two digits in. ”Look at you, already so wet, so needy and ready for me.” He pushed them all the way in curling them hitting that good spot. You start whimpering at the feeling. “Oh yeah, she’s definitly calling my name..”

He chuckles at the sight of you becoming desperate for more as he removes them. While he undresses you, he passes a hand over you, caressing your body gently before taking you into his arms, moving to his bed and dropping you on it. He doesn't remove his armour, instead he lowers his pants down, letting out only his cock. You look at him while you're on your back before he flips you on your stomach.

”Is this okay?” He asks you, moving forward, brushing the back of his hand on your ass sofly.

You're so hot from enticipation all you can do is nod. The hungry man doesn't waste any time. Placing himself in between your thighs, he takes both his hands to your ass, spreading them to have a better look at you. He grunts at the sight of it, teasing your entrance, coating his cock with your juices.

”So pretty baby.” You can hear him say as he continues to pass his cock, gliding over your wet cunt before going back to your entrance.

”Please djarin..” You beg, voice shaking.

He takes one hand moving it to your ass to squeeze it. ”Oh yeah? You want it that bad cyare?”

You just whimper as he continues to play with you.

”Speak up, tell me.” His voice dangerous with lust.

”Yes, please, i want to feel you.. feel you inside me, please djarin.” As you supplicate.

You can feel the satisfaction in his small laugh as he push inside you, one stroke, quick and deep. You gasp at the wreaking sensation. He goes in and out a few times slow out but sharp in.

Your body tensing as you feel your pussy getting wetter on his length and thickness moving into your walls.

”You like that?” as he start to take the rhythm.

All you do is whimper and cry as he pounds faster inside you.

”Mmm yeah.. sweet girl that's it, let me hear you while i remind you that you’re mine.”

Not controlling yourself you start crying louder. ”You fill me up so good djarin, i want no one else, only you.”

He starts pounding into you harder and harsher. Grunting as he feels you getting tighter around him and your wet noises filling the walls of the silent ship.

”That's my good girl.. mine.” He lets go of one hip as you hear wet noises coming from his mouth humming. After a few seconds, you feel his thumb slick over your ass hole, teasing it by pressing and sliding it slightly on it.

“Maker, that feels so good. I want more.” You ask begging of him.

He obliged, pressing his thumb slightly in. Feeling the tightness of your ass sends electricity to his cock as he starts to whimper as well.

”you're so pretty, so perfect around my cock.. take me in so good sweet girl.” You hear him whisper like a prayer.

Feelings of hot and cold flashes over you, and the noises you start to make should be illegal. Feeling warmth inside your belly, you start screaming of pleasure, as he fucks you deeper.

”That's it baby, come on me, come with me, c’mon baby, that's good..” As he encourages you.

You let out a grunting noise as you come, so does he as he follows you into the ecstasy. Slowing down his pace while still moving in and out filling your pussy with his cum.

Breaths heavy, he caresses your lower back before squeezing your ass tightly, “Mine”

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beskarinhyperspace · 11 months

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#dindjarin #din djarin x reader #din djarin fluff #din djarin fanfiction #din djarin

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Masterlist

Join me into fantasy and adventures.

*Theses works are Explicit, NSFW*

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A Ripple In Space |Kylo Ren

Moon Dust |Din Djarin *New chapter*

You need transport to escape your planet and your clan. Although the man in beskar don't do this kind of work anymore, he's ready to make an exception. Who knew that keeping you safe was going to be a challenge?

Stand Alone/ One Shot

The Intern *New* |Hayden Christensen/ Anakin -Pov; It's Halloween night and you work on set with Hayden Christensen.

Bad Day |Anakin -"Everything you want."

Oh yeah? |Din Djarin -”You're playing a dangerous game here, pretty girl..”

Can’t change my mind |Din Djarin -A challenge you feel worthy of pursuing

#masterlist #anakin x reader #mando x you #mando x reader #kylo ren x you #kylo ren x reader

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Moon Dust

He can’t help but think about your perfect skin beneath his gloved finger. Wishing it was bare so he could feel you.

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3. Breathe

*Mature, Explicit, NSFW*

Din Djarin x fem.reader

Word Count: 2.7k

A/N: We're getting into it people, i also have the next chapter already half written soo yeah, I'm in it.. Enjoy !

Buzzing ears and head heavy. Your body feels like boulders. You’re trying to figure out where you are. You opened your eyes slowly, seeing everything blurry around you. You lift your arm to remove the hair from your face. As you go to touch your head, you can feel something wet at your fingertips, squinting your eyes trying to focus.

“What do you mean you’re thinking? We have to move!”

The man without waiting a second more, looked at a data pad and turned a key on the board.

Dropping from Hyperspace, you see a bright sphere and the Mandalorian without hesitation, moved forward into its atmosphere. He turns his head quickly to you while pulling the wheel forward. “Hold tight!” Before turning back to press buttons on a pad. “Should be breathable. Well try to-” At the same time, a high pitch sound could be heard as if it was coming from inside your head.

Going down full speed you couldn’t help but scream as loud as you can. Meanwhile he was pushing a lever, pulling the ship upwards trying to minimize damage.

Finally gaining focus. Your eyes glanced at the ship. Pieces of it torn, pulled out, some even missing. Cords hanging from the dashboard and ceiling, cracked windows and everything in between just thrown everywhere on the floor. You looked at the man, unmoving in his chair. Unbuckling yourself from your seat, you try to get up. Losing balance as you stumble on debris. You glanced in his direction, only seeing the back of him. “Hey.. Mandalorian.. Are you okay?”

You can hear grunting as he lifts his hands towards his helmet, perhaps trying to stabilize his mind. You stay still looking to see if he can at least stand. As you watched him, you noticed his breathing going faster.

Moving forward through the wreckage you put a hand on his shoulder. His breathing getting heavier and sharper, he jumps from the seat. “I can’t breathe-“

You looked at him confused as he was pacing around. Tugging at his cape around his neck. “I can’t breathe, I need air..” as he moves towards the door. He tries to push the pad on the side of it, getting angrier.

You follow as he kicks the door of the ramp with his foot. Making an opening big enough for him to pass under. Going right after him, you hear him land on the ground. When you do the same and lift your head to look up. You see a man on his hands and knees, leaning forward on the earth beneath him, breathing quick and short.

You’ve seen it happened with other man from your clan, but never thought you’d see it in a man as hard and impressive as the Mandalorian. You move to his right, bending lower to his level. You put once again a hand on his shoulder. “It’s okay, you’re safe, we’re safe..” Leaving your hand there to reassure him.

He calms himself down, taking deep breaths in, before turning his helmet slowly to you. You give him a small smile from the corner of your lips. Noticing his hand from his other side, going towards his hip. You move your hand as fast as you can to your ankle and pull out your blade, placing it directly on his neck.

“I wouldn’t do that.” You warn him.

In a single movement, he grabs your wrist, squeezing which made you drop the knife. You extend your other arm to put a hand on his neck as he does the same to you. Both in each other's grip, you stay silent. Not being able to see his face makes it harder to read him.

“Who are you? Who is your clan?” he demands, still on edge.

You try to speak but his grip is too tight around your throat, you can’t even breathe properly. He notices it, loosening his fingers as he sees water coming from the redness of your eyes.

“Answer me..” still urging.

You swallow deep before replying. “They’re no one to the galaxy, but everything to my family.”

He stays still, staring at you, trying to see through the lies. After a moment he finally removes his hand from your neck, and you do the same. He looks at you stone cold as you take a few steps back trying to get some air back to your lungs.

You notice his helmet moving downwards, scanning you. As you follow his gaze, you see a trail of half dried blood on your thigh from the slit of the dress. Remaining silent, he turns around to go back onto the ship.

Puzzled, you stay put. Looking around, taking in the new environment. Nothing much is going on. Trees and greenery, nothing to get excited for.. You used to train on a planet just like it was when you were younger. Hopefully you can remember some of the skills you were taught.

You hear rumbling from the ship before seeing his shape again. Your duffle bag in one hand and a metal box in the other. He walks towards you, stopping just a few inches from you. He drops the bag to the ground next to him, opening the box. Taking a spray bottle from it as he hands you the container. You take it close to you as he takes his other gloved hand to your scalp.

“This might sting” he says softly.

Without a word, you just let him do what needs to be done. Feeling the burning rising, you squint your eyes.

“I'm sorry” he says, as he notices it.

You close your eyes simply nodding to let him know it’s alright. He starts going lower hesitantly, kneeling in front of your leg. You turn slightly to the side so he can have better access. He goes under the edge of the dress opening, just a little to have a better look. With light pressure, he passes his index around the wound as you let an obvious sound of pain.

He looks up to you, “can you give me a bacta square...”

Looking down into the silver box, you pick one, handing it to him. He nods as he takes it from your hand. You can’t help but feel small, which never truly happens. Lost in your thoughts, you didn’t even notice he was done, rising as he hands you your bag.

“And you?” asking calmly.

“I’ll go check in the fresher later. I only feel sore at the moment, almost as if I was in a ship crash.” He replies with a serious voice.

You look at him with frowned brows, “Was that supposed to be a joke?”

He tilts his helmet to you, “Could be.”

Your eyes squinting to him, you turn around, going further into the woods, “I’ll go change..”

With a hand on his hip, he watches you move away as he does the same going back to the ship.

You finally open your bag after looking for a somewhat safe spot and start undressing yourself. Seeing bruises on your stomach and hip. Nothing too serious but you're definitely sore.

As you put on your dark carbon pants and long tight sleeves, you can’t help but feel better in your combat clothes. You tie your leather arm brace in place, putting back your knife and blaster holsters as well. Walking back towards the ship, you think about his earlier episode and wonder if he was okay.

While you were gone, the Mandalorian had locked himself in the fresher. Removing his armor to have a better look at himself. Few scratches and bruises here and there but overall could’ve been worse. He wasn't hurt as much as you.

You. He looked at his eyes in the mirror, appearing even more tired than the last time he checked. Thinking about your perfect skin beneath his gloved fingers. Wishing it was bare so he could feel you. The way he wanted to just make you feel better upon seeing your wounds. He doesn’t understand why but he doesn’t feel good enough, almost as if he wasn't worthy of wanting such things.

He sighs, going to see if the water is still working in the shower. It’s not, but the one from the sink is.

He takes his soap and a dry towel to start washing himself in the sink. As he passes the bar of soap on his chest. His mind goes towards your bare neck catching the sun. The low cleavage dress and how soft and creamy your breast looked in it. The gown fitting your curves perfectly, admiring the way your ass sway as you walked.

Feeling a twitch coming from his underpants, he closes his eyes, seeing yours looking straight at him while he was on his knees. His hand now grabbing his fully harden cock over the fabric. Giving it a good strong squeeze, he growls deep while thinking of your bare leg in front of him. So close yet so far from his mouth.

Lowering his pants, he lets it out his harden cock as he grabs more of the soap, lathering his hands to pump it up and down. He goes back to your thighs and how he would’ve loved nothing more than to caress the inner part of them.

I must protect her, protecting her is my job..

The pleasure becomes louder in his stomach as he moves his fist quicker. His breathing intensifies as he starts to shake a little, leaking into his hand. He leaned over the sink while the water was still running.

I need to put this nonsense to an end.

“Mandalorian?”

His eyes rounded at the mention of his name. He looks quickly at the door handle to make sure it’s locked. He closes his eyes trying to focus, opening them back as quickly. He swallows before talking. “Yes.. I'm in the fresher! Give me a minute-” trying to sound normal.

All he could hear was his new favorite voice coming from a distance.. “Take your time, I'll make a fire!”

Leaning over the sink, he takes a deep breath trying to ground himself while dropping his head back to the ceiling.

“Fuck..”

As he comes down from the ship, he stares at you. Simply just looking as you're gathering branches for the fire pit you apparently made from rocks and dirt.

Even though your dress fitted you perfectly, he thought your new outfit suited you better. Noticing your shape since the clothes were tighter to your body. He analyses the blaster on your hip that he saw you use in battle. The knife that if it could tell a story, it would tell him you knew how to use as well. Your movements being calculated as if you've done them a million times.

"You're a fighter." Stating more than asking.

You stop what you’re doing, now looking straight at him. He's standing there, thumbs in his belt.

You move towards the fire pit with branches in your arms. Dropping them before replying. "Yes, I am.. so are you." Pointing out to his blaster.

He tilts his head to its side, and you start feeling nervous again. You didn't know him. All you knew was that something must've happened for him to react the way he did earlier.

He turns around towards the ship and comes back with a small bag. "Here, you must be hungry." Saying, as he's giving it to you. You thank him but he's already walking away, moving deeper into the forest. You watch him pull out a dead trunk out of it. Sliding it across the ground before pulling it closer to the pit. He gestures with his hand, asking you to sit on it.

You look at him confused before asking him, "You're not going to eat?"

He paused before answering you. "I already ate when you were changing."

You don't ask any further questions as you sit on the trunk. Watching him squat in front of the pit. Seeing the man in beskar activating a small flame from his wrist. Starting the fire before coming back to sit next to you.

The sky was getting darker, the sun was still up but you were able to see some stars starting to up. You couldn't help but stare at them as you finished your meal. Sensing eyes, you turn your head slightly to him, but he changes his gaze back to the fire, making you smile a little to yourself.

"Do you always have your armor on? You ask, seeing him tense at question.

He stays still, looking in front of him as he answers you. "Most of the time, yes."

"So, you never really go around without it? Even the helmet?" You seemed genuine in your innocence.

His hands turning into loose fists. "That's correct, no one has seen my face since I was a child. Since.. I took my creed."

You stay silent as he turns his helmet to face you. Nodding to him, you can't help but notice the hardness in his voice.

"Where do you plan to sleep?" You ask him after a moment.

"Here" he replies simply.

You bend to your bag taking a blanket and your cape out of it. He looks at you as you spread the blanket on the floor, laying on it.

"Then I'll sleep here as well." Glancing at him, taking your cape to cover your body and your bag as pillow. Both of you stayed in silence as you watched the flames, falling asleep quickly.

You hear grunting, making you open your eyes to see the dark sky full of stars. Turning your head towards the noise. You see the Mandalorian on the ground near you. His head and upper back resting on the trunk. You push yourself up to sit, rubbing your eyes as you try to focus. As you wake up, you notice his chest rising and going down rather fast while his body looked agitated.

He's definitely dreaming.

"Mandalorian?" You try to wake him but just like last time, it's in vain.

You pull yourself up, moving to him and start to shake him softly by gripping his shoulder. "You're dreaming. Mandalorian, wake up."

You hear a sharp breath before he jolts, taking his knife out. Making freeze, looking straight into his visor. You instinctively push your body back slightly at the sight of the blade pointed directly at you. He quickly notices that you’re scared and lowers it as fast as he gets it out. "I'm so sorry I-I don't know.." Sensing panic and remorse in his raspy voice.

You stay silent, letting him come back to reality. After a moment he starts talking again. His hand going to his helmet "I was dreaming of my kid.. I.. I think I miss him."

You stay still while speaking yourself. "Isn't he with his mother? He must be safe?" Not knowing how to approach the subject.

"No, I don't have a–" he looks up to you before putting his gaze back down. "My kid is not human, he's.. to be honest I don't know what he is. But no, he's training with someone who can show him the way to his inner powers"

You nod while giving him a small and shy smile. "I understand better now. Thank you for trusting me." You say simply before using your soft voice. "You need to rest. We've had a big day; you must be exhausted." You state, going to turn back around.

Not wanting to let you move away from him. He grabs your wrist, stopping you in your steps. Confused, your eyes go to his grip before moving to his helmet.

"I'm sorry I- can you sleep closer?" He asks as he lets go of your hand.

You nod getting up to grab your stuff. Coming back to lay your blanket next to him. Placing your bag in front of the trunk. Starting to cozy up again. "He's going to be fine, plus if the power you speak of is what I think it is. He's going to be more than fine." You say with your eyes already closed and facing the stars above.

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