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[bessmrvin]

starter call.

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@hatesdogs asked: “ i belong to no man, and no one. ”  

"See, I actually do believe that." Bess commented, pointing at the other in agreement. She felt like she was on shaky ground, licking away her pink lip gloss. The taste of false strawberry made her only more nervous. Bess wasn't dumb; she knew this person was powerful. His aura screamed 'I-do-what-I-like'. God, why did Nancy ask her to investigate this lead?

"You seem like someone who does what they want when they want. So-so that's what's stumping me," she continued. "Why take orders from those men?"

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"SOOOOO... WHAT IF WE KISSED...?" PROMPTS * assorted dialogue for tossing out the idea of being in a relationship or just kissing and seeing what happens after, adjust as necessary

i hear you're a good kisser.

are you staring at my lips?

how about a kiss for old time's sake?

maybe we could experiment a little.

have you ever thought about kissing me?

is there even an "us?"

a little bird told me you're a really good kisser.

could you see me as... more than just a friend?

what's a little fooling around between friends?

i'll admit, i have thought about you like that.

kissing you sounds like a very good idea.

i've been meaning to ask you out for ages.

maybe we could... see what happens.

there's no harm in a little experimentation.

did you want to kiss me back then?

for what it's worth, i really enjoyed the kiss and i wouldn't mind doing that again sometime.

could we pretend this is our first kiss?

maybe we could go on a date sometime.

you could start by coming closer.

just wondering what you taste like.

i saw you looking at me earlier.

could we talk about... us?

i'm not interested in anyone but you.

i bet if we tried, we could make it work.

a kiss won't kill us.

wanna makeout?

quick, kiss me before they walk over here.

i've wanted to kiss you for a long time now.

i never had the courage to ask you if you'd kiss me.

could i keep seeing you after this?

i really enjoyed it, by the way.

you're a much better kisser than i expected.

well, that got out of hand quickly.

maybe we should redo our first kiss.

next time, we should make it a date.

can i kiss you?

kissing sounds really fun right now.

have you been kissed before?

i never liked kissing until you.

you are... unbelievably good at that.

give me a minute to catch my breath.

your heart is racing.

are you okay? you look very flustered.

are my cheeks burning?

figured we're both about to die, so what the hell.

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@tapalslegacy liked for a starter!

bess knew nothing of hockey. couldn't even answer what positions there were, only knew that you hit the puck into the other team's goal. but when she heard there were cute boys playing hockey. . . well, now she was sat. on the stands, specifically, during a practice, splitting her time between ogling at them and her notebook full of a class for criminal science notes.

there was a loud crash into the nearby glass protecting the stands from the rink. "oh, my gosh, are you alright?" she's standing, concern written over her face - who cares if she made her snooping clear? that sounded like it had hurt!

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"wait - mortuary science, like-like funerals and stuff? i can't handle all that ick," bess shuddered, her freshly manicured nails curling into small fists as she trembled. "i can barely handle talking about gore and mess or reading about it. which is hard when you're in criminal science," she pouted a bit. "what got you interested in all that?"

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"where were you on the day of the death?" bess doesnt look like a typical detective dressed in pink satin and chunky white heels with coquette bows and lipglossed lips. she clicks her pen on the back of her glittery notebook as she looks at the other intently.

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"park... park... wait, are you officer's park's kid?" bess points at him as if a light bulb has gone off over her head. she knew way too many police officers thanks to nancy. apparently, some people didnt like you snooping for clues about their shady backgrounds and would tattle on a bunch of sweet teenage amateur detectives... like nancy... and bess and george due to association.

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* 𝐀  𝐕𝐈𝐎𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐓  𝐌𝐀𝐍.

feel free to change pronouns / wording!

“ it’s up to you how it plays out. ”  

“ in the end, it all lies with you. ”  

“ last chance. ”  

“ your decision is the final one. ”  

“ this will not happen unless you clear it. ”  

“ we know you’re a fucking grass. ”  

“ you’re a fucking dead man! ”  

“ thanks for the tea. ”  

“ you stand like a hard-man, don’t ya? ”  

“ this ain’t no fucking street fight no more, kid. ”  

“ don’t you fucking move. ”  

“ don’t you ever fucking bring it here. ”  

“ do you fucking understand me? ”  

“ just keep them away from the vitals. ”  

“ you’ll have to be okay with your own company for a bit. ”

“ the mug you want will be off-guard. that’s the time to take him. ”

“ was it worth it? ”  

“ you just gotta decide early on on what type of cunt you wanna be. ”

“ i ain’t a funny cunt. ”  

“ i deserve to be here and by the sounds of it, so do you. ”

“ we’re not animals. ”  

“ look out for me and i’ll look out for you. ”  

“ you come at me with your aggression, you come at me with your bottle, you have to fuck me off, otherwise i’m gonna come on, and i’m gonna end you. ”

“ i will stab the shit out of you until you stop moving. ”

“ this is your doing. ”  

“ i couldn’t care less how he feels about that. ”  

“ i will lock you up for the fucking peace, do you hear me? ”

“ this is a way of life. i chose it, i live it and i accept it. ”

“ i’ll take his fucking throat out next time if he don’t drop it. ”

“ they can do whatever they fucking please. ”  

“ an act so vile, but i did it, just like that. ”  

“ it’s amazing how easy it was. ”  

“ you don’t know how, you don’t wanna know how, you can’t take it to know how. ”

“ don’t tell me not to defend and survive in a place where my life can end in an instant. ”

“ don’t pretend to understand that. ”  

“ you mix violence with violence, you watch for the outcome. i mean, what do you expect? ”

“ you take away a man’s civility and he adjusts to it. ”

“ you keep smiling at the monsters that you create, ‘cause eventually they’re gonna fucking chew you to the bone. ”

“ i’ll have every fucking one of ya. ”  

“ it’ll make a man out of you. ”  

“ different people, different reactions. ”  

“ i’d like to know if i was meeting a monster. ”

“ is that how you see yourself? ”  

“ that’s how most perceive me. ”  

“ do you feel uneasy, knowing what i did? ”  

“ how about i keep my feelings to myself? ”  

“ being forgiven can release you of many burdens. ”

“ do what you have to, survive how you can. ”  

“ leave this place be. ”  

“ it don’t simmer a man, it only begins to boil. ”  

“ don’t be sorry, it’s good to stretch. ”  

“ lost my fucking mind since you’ve been gone, man. ”

“ i’m a fucking target! ”  

“ do you wanna let me in? ”  

“ how do you see this playing out? ”  

“ i’m fucking warning ya, you chuck piss on me, i’m gonna knock your fucking spark out. ”

“ you gotta earn your muscle. ”  

“ i am telling you as nicely as i’m willing to be. ”

“ i got no fear. ”  

“ my fear factor is fucking zilch. ”  

“ next time, i’m telling you now, you’re gonna fucking ask nicely. ”

“ this is the fucking nicest i’m gonna be. i’ll take your fucking head right off, do you understand me? ”

“ you leave a mark on me and i’ll have ya. ”  

“ do you have a weapon on you? ”  

“ reminds me of me. ”  

“ i’m a violent man, i got ire in the blood. ”  

“ the difference with me is i could go further. ”  

“ i don’t feel nothing, i don’t feel shit. ”  

“ i’ve tried to feel something, anything. ”  

“ that was the first time that i’d seen anything lifeless. ”

“ i heard that skull crack, and the skin split from the bone. ”

“ that was the first time… the first time that i felt true rage. ”

“ i ain’t ever killed no one, i ain’t ever opened anybody up, i don’t know what to do or how that’s done. ”

“ you are not allowed to crack, smarten up. ”  

“ i hope you can forget the suffering you’ve endured. ”

“ i gave up on hope a long time ago. ”  

“ that’s the good thing about time, it passes. ”  

“ it’s interesting that you think you’ll be leaving. ”  

“ you are a ray of sunshine, aren’t ya? ”  

“ you kiss too much arse you end up choking on shit. ”  

“ i belong to no man, and no one. ”  

“ you’re comfortable with hate, it’s how you function. ”  

“ i’m my father’s son. ”  

“ makes you jumpy and shit. ”  

“ your family don’t wanna see you with your teeth knocked out. ”

“ game ain’t based on sympathy. ”  

“ fuck do i have to lose? ”  

“ i know i’m a dead man walking. ”  

“ what’s this supposed to do, stir up emotions? ”

“ there’s no shame in feeling nervous and scared, it’s perfectly normal - human. ”

“ yeah, i’m scared. ”  

“ you’re gonna have to be smarter than that. ”  

“ i kill in dreams, i kill awake. makes no difference as they’ve become the same thing to me now. ”

“ you’re being fucking manipulated. ”  

“ don’t start with the fucking mouth, not in here. ”  

“ taking your mind off it might help. ”  

“ there’s always a way. ”  

“ i decided to do this on me own. ”  

“ makes me realize how human you are, in a way. ”

“ you don’t owe me anything, you know. ”  

“ somewhere inside this horrifically violent, angry person, is a man - who is capable of bringing in good into this world. ”

“ i’m sorry that your path has led you here to this place that feels so real to you. ”

“ i won’t be a victim. ”  

“ i’m not a good man. ”  

“ i don’t know how to be a good man. ”  

“ i’m glad you realize your beauty, and your light. ”  

“ all i can do is give you false hope. ”  

[bessmrvin]

𝟑-𝟓 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐂𝐀𝐍 𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐈𝐋𝐘 𝐁𝐄 𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐅𝐈𝐄𝐃 𝐁𝐘.

𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐑𝐒:

baby pinks

jewel purples

pastel blues

𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐒:

warm vanilla perfume

sweet cream ice cream

strawberry shampoo

𝐅𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐎𝐍:

soft girly aesthetics

short skirts

cute tops with funny sayings

pink heels

𝐎𝐁𝐉𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐒:

her monster-looking industrial laptop covered in cute stickers

a cute pink backpack with snacks overflowing from it

tangled chargers for every type of phone/laptop

her cinnamoroll phone-cased phone

𝐁𝐎𝐃𝐘 𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐔𝐀𝐆𝐄:

relaxed

twirls her hair a lot

big smiles when she is happy and when she is nervous

fiddles with her phone, has phone charms specifically for her to fiddle with.

𝐀𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐒:

a PC desk set up with LED pink lights and cute decor but a heavy duty custom PC

'should i delete my google history??' messages on a customized phone screen

the smell of an ice cream shop on a summer day

an unorganized photo book full of polaroid photos of friends over the years.

the sound of a soap opera theme while a girl coos over the main lead

lemonade and cookies on the patio as noon approaches

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bess had done this walk of shame before. too many times, in fact. she was never the type of woman to wake up in the middle of the night after a one night stand and leave. she felt like that was just too hurtful, too uncertain. if bess was gonna make her bed, she was going to have to sleep in it too. so morning afters were always interesting.

walking out of the bedroom, wearing yesterday's wrinkled dress, this morning after was more pleasant already at the sight of a pomeranian. at her feet, the little puffball jumped for attention so politely. not a growl or bark in sight.

"hi baby dog," bess cooed out at the sight, squatting to her knees to give the dog all the attention he wanted. "who are you? i didnt see you last night, no, i didn't." bess was baby-talking the dog before she heard the hesitant voice of a man. the man she had spotted and took as a challenge last night. with muscles in all the right places, she hadnt thought he'd have a cute little dog like this.

his awkwardness made her giggle as if to soothe the air. "i slept amazing. though i was more worn out than usual i think." she teased, continuing to pet the pup. "bean is your name?" bess addressed the dog, flattening their ears. "cutie."

"i'm used to sleeping away - i travel a lot," she told him finally pulling herself away from the dog. sad, she wouldn't see the cutie again. or the man in front of her. he was so cute too. "you like tea over coffee?" she asked, walking towards the kitchen.

⮩ open to : anyone !! ⮩ muse : kim jooheon, former boxer. very shy about everything except his dog, beanie baby, with whom he often matches outfits. ⮩ plot : you know that plot that's like you were supposed to be a one night stand but my cat loves you ?? something to that effect

୧ ‧₊˚ 🌀 ⋅ beanie baby was, for all intents and purposes, jooheon's body guard. one would think, perhaps rightfully so, that a 6'4" monster truck of a man with a background in fighting sports wouldn't need the defense of a pomeranian. however, beanie had an intuition that jooheon lacked, and seemed to be able to sniff out evil people almost as efficiently as he sniffed out treats in grocery bags. and beanie's threshold for evilness was low. unbelievably low. so him not biting this new person ?? a sign that jooheon, ever the romantic, would not take for granted !! ❝ i, uh, made tea .., ❞ he hesitated, as if talking were more intimate than whatever they'd done last night. ❝ did you sleep well ?? ... or at all ?? i find it hard to sleep when i'm not home ... at least bean wasn't barking. ❞

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"You know... I went ahead and googled you up. Research is really easy with the internet ." Bess' tone was light, almost a smidge taunting as she shook her phone at the other. "You know what I found?" she queried.

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UNREQUITED,  FALSE ASSUMPTIONS  &  PINING  PROMPTS 

TO EACH OTHER

❝  i love you.  and i know you don’t feel that way about me and that’s okay i just.  i wanted to get to say it at least once.  ❞

❝  what are you talking about—   of course i love you?  ❞

❝  but i do love you.  i always have.  i just thought you didn’t feel that way so i never said anything.  ❞

❝  look i…i do care about you.  a lot.  and i wish i could love you that way.  i really do but i just,  i’ve never seen you like that.  ❞ 

❝  …you love me?  ❞ 

❝  why didn’t you ever say anything?  ❞

❝  i did!  i loved you.  and i thought you didn’t feel that way so i moved on.  i’m with someone now.  why…why did you wait so long?  ❞

❝  why did you wait so long to tell me how you feel?  ❞

❝  i love you!   okay?  i’ve been so fucking in love with you for longer than i can remember.  ❞

❝  you should have told me how you felt.  ❞

❝  actually i…there was a little while there where i had this horrible crush on you.  if i’d known this was how you were feeling i would’ve gone for it.  ❞

❝  please don’t say it.  i know you don’t love me.  i don’t expect you to,  but just.  don’t make me have to hear you say it.  ❞

❝  i’ve loved you for so long…i don’t remember what it was like to not be in love with you.  ❞

❝  i can’t say no to you.  and it’s just not fair.  ❞

❝  please,  don’t be cruel.  i love you.  like really love you.  so if i’m just some passing curiosity for you…don’t.  don’t say anything at all. ❞

❝  you don’t get it.  i want the whole package with you. i don’t wanna be some fling you forget about in a few months.  ❞

❝  do you know how long i’ve waited for you?  ❞

❝  i don’t need you to love me back.  i just want you to be able to accept that this is how i feel.  ❞

❝  why did you think i wouldn’t love you back?  ❞

❝  will you just slow down a minute!  i’m trying to tell you i love you too.  ❞

❝  i wouldn’t have been messing around with anyone else if i knew about this sooner.  ❞

❝  will you stop crying so i can kiss you already?  ❞

❝  honestly i’d never thought about it…i just need time to think it over.  ❞

❝  i hadn’t ever taken the time to think about it.  but…that doesn’t mean i couldn’t love you.  ❞

❝  i just need to know.  do you love me?  or have i just been making this all in my head?  ❞

❝  i love you.  please don’t say anything yet.  you don’t need to say anything. ❞

❝  no—  they weren’t lying.  i do.  i love you.  but i didn’t want you to find out like that.  i didn’t want you find out at all,  actually.  ❞

❝  look can you just forget about it?  okay?  yeah i’m in love with you.  big deal.  it happens.  ❞

❝  yes i love you.  i’ll get over it.  ❞

❝  are you…are you really over me?  cause,  that’d actually really suck because i’m not over you.  ❞

❝  look,  i know you love me.  but you shouldn’t.  ❞

❝  you are far too good to love someone like me.  you’ll find someone better.  ❞

TO/FROM A THIRD PARTY

❝  if that’s how you feel about them why not just say it?  take a chance.  wouldn’t you rather know one way or the other?  ❞

❝  this whole time i didn’t see them…i didn’t see what was right in front of me and now it might be too late.   ❞

❝  i love them so much it hurts.  ❞

❝  love shouldn’t hurt this much.  this whole thing is just consuming you in a way that isn’t healthy.  ❞

❝  you either need to make a move or let them go.  ❞

❝  this isn’t good for you.  you can’t keep pouring yourself into someone who doesn’t even know you exist.  ❞

❝  you do see how they look at you,  right?  ❞

❝  don’t you realize they’ve been in love with you for years?  ❞

❝  they love you,  dumbass.  ❞

❝  look i’m so fed up with everyone knowing you two love each other except you.  go kiss them or shut the fuck up about it.  ❞

❝  just take a chance.  you might be surprised.  ❞

ACTIONS/SCENARIOS

[ CONFESSION ]  for sender to interrupt receiver’s confession of love by kissing them. 

[ CONFESSED ]  for receiver to interrupt sender’s confession of love by kissing them. 

[ STOP ]  for sender to try and walk away,  afraid they’re going to get their heart broken but receiver grabs their wrist and pulls them back in for a kiss. 

[ STOPPING ]  for receiver to try and walk away,  afraid they’re going to get their heart broken but sender grabs their wrist and pulls them back in for a kiss. 

[ CONFRONTING ]  for receiver to confront sender after a third party told receiver that sender is in love with them. 

[ DRAMATICS ]  for a near death experience to drive receiver to confess their feelings to sender. 

[ SEE ]  for receiver to be hurt and realize sender loves them because of the way they’re taking care of them. 

[ EAVESDROP ]  for receiver to overhear a conversation where sender talks about their feelings for them. 

[ HUSH ]  for sender to ramble about their feelings and how they know it isn’t requited only for receiver to put a hand over their mouth so they’ll be quiet long enough for them to explain they love them too. 

[ AWAKEN ]  for receiver to not think they feel the same way but realize after a simple hookup with sender that they’re in love with them to. 

[ CASUAL ]  for sender to want to sleep with receiver to get it out of their system.  but receiver winds up catching feelings to because of it. 

[ TENSION ]  for muses who have been pining for each other to finally have sex for the first time. 

[ BREAK ]  sender can’t take it anymore and kisses receiver out of nowhere. 

[ FREE ]  receiver can’t take it anymore and kisses sender out of nowhere. 

[ TRY ]  sender has confessed their feelings and receiver tries kissing them to see how they feel.  

[ TRYING ]  receiver has confessed their feelings and sender tries kissing them to see how they feel. 

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