bethanylaurensblog-blog

[bethanylaurensblog-blog]

The beginning to an end

Since having my little girl, becoming a mother has made me look at the world in a different way, a dangerous & unpredictable way. The diagnosis of my PND has made me come to face to face with the demons I've been hiding since I've been a child and it hurts, I feel like all the hurt and betrayal I've buried for so long has surfaced and the only way to bury it all for good is me coming to terms with it so I can finally cement in firmly beneath my feet. This is for myself, my child, my partner and trustful friends and family that deserve the best version of myself but first they will have to see the most black and blue version of myself first. This blog is my first step.