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i could never understand
how somebody could chose
the harsh, bitter burn of alcohol
over their own flesh and blood.
- the day i treat somebody the way my father treated me, kill me where i stand.
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3 YEARS?? gahdam time has flown 😭😭 i was 17 when i started this blog and i quit nearly two years ago now (silly me im so sorry)
little life update since ive been gone:
i got into a relationship in may 2023 and its actually changed my life for the better, i moved away from home and got sober 🥳🥳 im still with him now and guys im being so fr when i say we’re endgame like this is the man im gonna marry and have kids with 🤭🤭
i still check this blog every now and then, i still get tons of support and im ever so grateful for that im so glad you guys enjoy/enjoyed my fics :3
i contemplate coming back but never rely on me guys i procrastinate so bad 😭😭
anyways love u all so much happy 3 year anniversary to me ig ❤️❤️
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Messy happy Gryffindors enjoying a quidditch match…
This whole thing came about just because I wanted to paint Remus absolutely cheesing to show his lil crooked teeth ☹️
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AFTER DARK: sneak peek
pairing: obi-wan x reader
contents: oral (m!recieving), dirty talk, praise
note: just a little peek of a story i've had brewing for a long long long while (too long) it should be out in the next week or so :))
As if muscle memory, you nodded and stuck out your tongue, eager to feel the weight of his dick. “Good girl, always know what to do,” He opened his sleep robe, revealing his massive length to your hungry eyes. Wasting no time, he shoved himself into your open mouth, the tip hitting the back of your throat and making you gag.
He didn’t pull out though, instead snaking his hand into your hair and pulling you further down his cock, making your eyes fill up with tears. You looked up at him and just the look on his face alone could make you cum right there. “There we go, sweetheart, I know you can take it, be a good girl,”
He fucking knew you melted when he spoke to you like that. He knew you would instantly submit to him, let him do anything he wanted to you.
Starting off slow, Obi started to move his hips, tears falling down your face as the tip stretched your throat- burning in the most delicious way. “You look so pretty with a mouth stuffed full of my cock, little one,” he groaned, his other hand slapping your cheek lightly, “How did I get so lucky to have such an obedient little cockslut like you, hm?”
As much as you were enjoying having his huge length invade your throat, you so wished he would be done with it now because you were seriously starting to throb with how much you needed him. He must have sensed this too, because after another few thrusts, he pulled out; enjoying it as you coughed and spluttered, gasping for air as spit drooled from your mouth.
#obi wan smut#obi-wab smut#star wars smut#sw smut#sw prequels#ewan mcgregor#ewan mcgregor smut#ewan mcgregor x reader#obi-wan kenobi#obi wan kenobi#kenobi smut#obi wan kenobi smut#obi wan star wars
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Girl I love you a lot but that 40 year old is not a good dude if he persue teenagers like have fun but make sure to be in control and advice from someone who has already been there he is not a good man. Stay safe physically and emotionally babe love you
IM REPLYING TO THIS SO LATE BUT YES OH MY GOD WHY DID I NOT SEE THIS????? UGH IM SO DUMB thank god i dont drink anymore 😭
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still brewing dont lose hope my loves
something may or may not be brewing 😌
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𝙤𝙣𝙡𝙮 𝙖 𝙨𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙙𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙨 𝙞𝙣 𝙖𝙗𝙨𝙤𝙡𝙪𝙩𝙚𝙨
─── ⋆⋅ ♰ ⋅⋆ ───



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something may or may not be brewing 😌
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yall cool if i post my art here now? sweet thanks :)
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maybe hitting 2k will take me out of retirement?
anyways ty everyone who follows me i love every single last one of you <33
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i could never understand
how somebody could chose
the harsh, bitter burn of alcohol
over their own flesh and blood.
- the day i treat somebody the way my father treated me, kill me where i stand.
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your venomous words bite me
as your drunken fists fight me,
all i ever wanted was a father.
- there will be fireworks at your funeral
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lay my body to rest next to yours,
our pinky fingers intertwined,
mirroring the vines climbing up our bodies,
as we slowly become wormfood.
- i could spend eternity in your arms.
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for all those interested ive moved to @willowdjarin and im mostly posting poetry n more personal stuff as ive kind of outgrown fanfic :)
thanks to everyone who followed this account i love every single one of you !! <3
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im actually the ceo of saying ill return but then i dont
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LATE NIGHT SMOKE
pairing: dbf!joel miller x f!reader
summary: while your parents are asleep, you sneak out into the garden to have a smoke. little do you know, your dad's best friend joel is staying the night.
warnings: pre!outbreak, smut, weed, dom!joel, dbf!joel, rough sex, p in v, fingering, degrading (slut, whore), sir kink, unprotected sex, creampie
note: im BAAACK, i know i say that after every fic but im fr this time i promise. anyway, here's a joel fic because i have loved pedro for so fkin long and him as joel is just perfect
You smiled to yourself when you finally heard your parents' footsteps climbing up the stairs and heading towards their bedroom. It felt like you'd been waiting years to go into the garden and spark up a joint.
Being as quiet as you could, you climbed out of bed and grabbed your dressing gown, wrapping it around you since it was a cold night and you were only wearing a pair of shorts and an oversized t-shirt. You were smart enough to preroll a joint, the tapping of your metal grinder would have probably alerted your parents.
After double checking you had a lighter in your pocket, you slowly opened your bedroom door and made your way downstairs, being as silent as possible. Once you had finally made it to the kitchen, you slipped on a pair of slippers you had near the back door and entered the garden.
The night sky was beautiful. It was clear, stars speckled the darkness like freckles and the moon shone bright. The air was crisp and cold, you were thankful you'd decided to bring your dressing gown. After sitting down on the wicker patio furniture, you placed the joint between your lips and lit the end, breathing back the smoke and fluttering your eyes closed as a calm feeling washed over you.
"You shouldn't be smoking that," a voice from the back door startled you, making your heart race as you whipped your head towards the voice. Your dad's best friend, Joel, was leant against the door, his arms crossed and a smirk playing at his lips, "Sorry, didn't mean to startle you,"
"I didn't realise you were staying the night," you spoke, your heart rate settling when you realised it wasn't some crazed murderer, "Don't tell my dad about the joint,"
Joel laughed, "Don't worry, we were all your age once,"
You smiled and motioned your head towards the seat next to you, "Care to join?" you took another hit of your joint, "Since your up anyway,"
"Might as well," he shrugged, stepping out from the doorway and taking a seat next to you, "Do you mind if i have some?"
You nodded, putting the joint between your lips and taking another drag before passing it to him. You couldn't help but watch as Joel smoked it, your cheeks heating up as he blew the smoke out. As wrong as it was, you had always had somewhat of a crush on Joel, but could anybody blame you?
Saying Joel was handsome was an understatement, the man was plain drop-dead gorgeous. There was something about his rugged, working-man look that made you so fucking turned on every time you saw him.
"You see something you like?"
Fuck, he had caught you staring. Heat rose to your cheeks and you stammered, "I- uh, sorry-"
"It's alright, darling, nobody here but us," he took another hit of the joint, "No need to act so shy,"
He passed the joint back to you so you chose to smoke instead of answering, making Joel raise an eyebrow, "It's rude to ignore somebody, y'know,"
You don't know what came over you, maybe it was the THC in your system, but you turned to look at him, "Maybe I do see something I like, what would you do?"
Joel let out a soft chuckle and shook his head slightly, "What would you want me to do, sweetheart?"
Heat rushed down to your core and you squoze your thighs together, taking another drag before leaning towards him. You mustered up every inch of courage before whispering, "This," and crashing your lips against his.
Joel immediately kissed back, he tastes of cigarettes and whiskey with a bit of weed and you couldn't get enough of it. Whimpering into the kiss, you deepened it, placing the joint on the patio table before wrapping your arms around his neck.
"Fuck, darling," Joel broke the kiss for a second, "You're gonna drive me crazy if you make noises like that,"
"What if that's what I want?" you chuckled before kissing him again, this time shifting so you were sat on his lap. He wrapped his arms around your waist and pulled you closer to him, letting you feel his hard bulge against your clothed cunt.
Slowly, he moved one arm from around you and started to snake it up your thigh, the feeling of his calloused fingers against your bare skin making you even wetter. When his hand was centimeters away from your core, he stopped, pulling away from the kiss so he could speak, "Can I?"
"Please.." you whispered, giving Joel the go ahead to dip his fingers into your shorts. As soon as he made contact with your dripping cunt, you let out a soft moan, making sure to stay quiet as to not alert your parents.
"No panties?" he raised an eyebrow and moved the tip of one finger to rub at your clit slowly, "And you're already fucking soaked, such a slut for me aren't you?"
You bit you lip and nodded, your hands falling from around his neck and moving to grab at his shirt, "Y-yes,"
"Yes, what?"
"Yes, sir, such a slut for you," you whined, rutting your hips against his hand slowly.
"Atta girl," Joel grunted as he moved his hand down to slip two fingers inside you without warning, making you let out a loud gasp-like moan, "Fuck, Joel.."
"Gotta stay quiet, darling, I know it feels good but your parents are inside," he reminded you, his thumb planted on your clit. Biting your lip again, you nodded, screwing your eyes shut as Joel began to curl his fingers inside you.
"Look at you," he chuckled as he set a brutal pace, his thumb rubbing at your clit as his fingers pumped in and out of you, "Little whore, letting her dad's best friend finger her while he's asleep upstairs,"
You tried your best to stay quiet but Joel's filthy words alongside the heavenly feeling of his hand were just too much. You moaned loudly once again and Joel rolled his eyes, "So fucking dumb, stay quiet," he spoke through gritted teeth, "What would your mom and dad say if they caught us, hm?"
"It feels too good, sir," you whined, your hips rocking in time with him. A familiar heat began to bubble in your abdomen and you knew you were approaching your orgasm, "I-I'm close," you moaned as quietly as you could, your head falling against his shoulder, "Please, can I?"
Joel's pace got impossibly faster and you cried out, thankful the fabric of his shirt was able to muffle you. "Go ahead, princess, let me see you fall apart on my fingers,"
The older man was smart enough to cover your mouth with his hand as you came undone around him, a whoreish moan rolling off your tongue as your hips bucked uncontrollably, "Sir!" you cried out into his palm.
Sloshing sounds could be heard as he worked you through your orgasm, making you blush. "Good girl, fuck," Joel groaned as your release coated his hand, "Can you hear the fucking mess you've made, gonna have to throw these jeans out,"
He pulled his hand away and you looked down, blushing hard when you saw the wet patch on his blue jeans, "Sorry," you mumbled, slightly out of breath from your orgasm. Joel chuckled, placing a kiss just below your ear, "It's alright, you're gonna make it up to me, aren't you?"
You nodded eagerly, a quiet whimper leaving your mouth as he rocked his hips up. Not wasting any time, Joel grabbed your hips and lifted you off him, placing you on the seat before standing up, "You gonna be a good slut and let me fuck that tight little pussy, hm?"
Nodding once again, you wrapped your fingers around the hem of your shorts and pulled them down as he worked on his belt; feeling yourself somehow get wetter as you watched him pull down his pants to mid-thigh, giving himself just enough room to free his leaking cock, "Words, darling,"
"Yeah, gonna let you fuck me so hard, sir," your eyes widened when you saw how big his dick truly was. Joel had always radiated big dick energy, but this was insane. You were slightly worried that it wouldn't fit.
"You sure you can fit?" you gulped, your eyes flicking from his length to his eyes. Joel smirked, placing a hand on your knee and spreading your legs wide for him, "I'll make it fit, don't worry your pretty little head about it,"
A shaky breath rolled off your lips as he placed himself between your thighs, the tip of his cock resting on your clit, “So wet for your dad’s best friend,” Joel chuckled, moving slightly so his cock moved down to prod at your entrance, “What would he say if he saw us right now, hm?”
You looked down and shook your head, trying not the think about it. Another soft chuckle was heard from Joel before he placed a hand on your chin and forced you to look up at him, “He probably thinks your so innocent, he’s absolutely fucking clueless about the fact you’re a dirty slut for older men,”
“Joel..” you whined, wiggling your hips as you began to grow inpatient, “Please just fuck me already,”
“As you wish, princess,” The older man smirked and slowly began to sheath himself inside you, the slight burn of the stretch making you gasp and throw your head back. Joel grunted as your pussy sucked him in, the feeling of your tight walls against his cock just heavenly.
“Fuck, baby..” He breathed as he bottomed out, “This pussy is just perfect, can’t believe I waited this long to claim it,”
“So big,” you moaned softly, your hands flying up to tangle in his brown locks and pull you both closer together, “Wanted this for so long, sir,”
Joel placed one hand on your hip to help you wrap a leg around his waist and the other on the side of your face; his palm resting against your cheek and his thumb just under your pouting bottom lip, “You look so pretty stuffed full of my cock, babygirl,”
“Please move,” you spoke, your cheeks and chest flushed, “Don’t be gentle, fuck me with everything you’ve got,”
“You’re gonna regret saying that,” Joel smirked cockily before pulling out and slamming his hips forward, making you gasp and throw your head back.
Joel forced your head back so you could look at him, his thumb now pushing past your lips and into your mouth, “Eyes on me, I wanna see your face while I fuck you dumb,”
As you began to suck hungrily on his thumb, Joel set a brutal pace with his hips, angled perfectly so the tip of his cock was kissing your cervix with every thrust.
“F-fuck, so fucking good,” you mewled around his thumb, arching your back and grinding your hips slightly against his, the coarse patch of hair on his pubic bone stimulating your neglected clit perfectly.
“Look at you,” he cooed, moving his hand so it was wrapped around your neck, “Taking my cock so well like a good little slut,”
The name went straight to your cunt, a feeing starting to bubble in your lower belly, “Sir, I-I’m close,” you managed to say quietly, speaking being quite hard due to the hand wrapped around your throat.
“G’won, baby,” Joel groaned as he felt his own release begin to build up, “Cum for me like the little fucking whore you are,”
As soon as he moved the hand that was holding your waist and started to rub soft but fast circles on your clit, you saw white, a whoreish moan rolling off your tongue as you came hard around his cock.
“Gonna fill you up, fuck- have it dripping out of you and running down your legs,” Joel cried out as he felt your cunt squeeze him, his thrusts beginning to get sloppy as he approached his high, “Everyone’s gonna know who this fucking pussy belongs to,”
As soon as he finished speaking, Joel thrust his hips forward roughly, burying his entire length inside you as he came with a loud moan. You hummed in content as you felt his load full you up, “Fuck..”
Moving his hand from around your throat, Joel stroked your cheek softly before pulling out, a whimper leaving your lips from the loss of feeling full. You both looked down, a blush forming on your cheeks when you saw his cum dripping out of you.
“You better be on the pill,” Joel chuckled, running a hand up your thigh, “Or we’ll be in real trouble,”
#joel miller#joel miller smut#dbf!joel#dbf!joel miller#dbf!joel smut#dbf!joel miller smut#pedro pascal#pedro pascal smut#joel miller x reader#dbf!joel miller x reader#dbf!joel x reader#pedro pascal x reader#joel miller x you#dbf!joel miller x you#dbf!joel x you#pedro pascal x you#joel miller x y/n#dbf!joel miller x y/n#dbf!joel x y/n#pedro pascal x y/n#the last of us#tlou#the last of us smut#tlou smut
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UPCOMING FICS
LATE NIGHT SMOKE - dbf!joel x reader
joel catches you sneaking out for a joint
read here!!
AFTER DARK - obi-wan x reader
you sneak into obi-wan’s room after hours
DIRTY LITTLE SECRET - professor!sirius x reader
you accidentally send the wrong file to your professor
#willow talks#pedro pascal#joel miller#ewan mcgregor#obi wan kenobi#ben barnes#sirius black#dbf!joel#professor!sirius
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