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Reblog this picture of me holding a Family Size box of Honey Nut Cheerios? I’d really appreciate it.

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being mentally ill + suicidal at a young age (before 18) is. strange, because you grow up with this idea that one day you’ll finally snap, turn off, be brave enough to kill yourself, so you don’t really plan for the future. adulthood- further life, it isn’t for you, nor do you feel included within the future of it. it isn’t.. it isn’t part of your life plan.

and then before you know it you’re 18 and you’re an adult but you never thought you’d get this far and sure it’s great that you’re still alive you guess but also. you feel so alone + lost in a world you never expected or planned to be a part of.

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I tend to have this obsession with needing everyone to like me, or more accurately, just not hate me. Maybe cause if they don’t hate me, then I won’t hate myself. But the other day as I’m freaking out and apologizing to my friend, I realize- who the fuck cares if she hates me? I WISH I WERE DEAD. . . so her opinion of me is pretty inconsequential to that fact. But then again, isn’t everything?

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I now have Robin screaming “NOBODY ASKED YOU PATRICE” as my text tone, this is going to be fun 

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In the war between Teenage Popstars, Hannah Montana’s spin and change has got nothing on Robin Sparkles

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You can’t escape a problem, which only exists in your head.

无情 (via naotic)

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I have a deep fear of having to live through the rest of my life.

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The Journal

I’ve made a journal of my sad thoughts on my laptop. It’s called anything but english. Isn’t that fitting?

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