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me as a writer

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✅ rpf-ing on tumblr and ao3 ‘cause it seems like the safest platform to do so

❌ tagging actors’ social media accounts under rpf posts and leaving shipping comments where they can definitely see them (and also leaving weird comments on the pages of the people they’re dating if they’re not currently single)

like, that’s the difference in boundaries to me. if the actors want to see rpf content for fun, they can search it up specifically (i mean, i’d do it 100% if i were a celebrity, ‘cause i’m too curious for my own good). but shoving it down their throat without thinking about how they actually feel about it is not it. if you have the urge to do that, go outside and touch grass first. and think about how they’re actual real people with their own lives. it’ll probably go away

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INSTAGRAM COMMENTS ARE A DIFFERENT BREED WHAT THE FUCK-

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for @buckweek 2025 - day 3: seasons

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yeah but you're expecting logic from a man who is utterly terrified of how much he feels towards his best friend and doesn't know what to do with it. you can't expect logical choices from him; he's an eighth-grader with his first crush! let him panic! (as long as we eventually get to him understanding his feelings and happily settled with buck)

What I’ll never understand is why didn’t Eddie tell Buck himself that he had been offered the Job with the firehouse in El Paso, it would have made more sense than Buck having to hear it the news from Ravi?

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it's because those two are Not Normal about each other. eddie convinced himself telling buck would be worse than keeping it a secret

What I’ll never understand is why didn’t Eddie tell Buck himself that he had been offered the Job with the firehouse in El Paso, it would have made more sense than Buck having to hear it the news from Ravi?

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The rest of the 118 take eddie out to karaoke when buck goes on a date with taylor again and drunk eddie ends up singing Jolene 

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good news: it is mostly the second one, but men need an Activity in order to be vulnerable. football happens to be their Activity

i did not know ted lasso was about futebol. i just thought it was a bunch of guys and one had a mustache.

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evan buck buckley

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buddie + text messages (2/?)

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buddie + text messages (4/?)

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buddie + texts messages (6/?)

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crazy that eddie brought home chris and tía pepa to remind buck he has a family who loves him, and then pepa encouraged buck to embrace change so he tried to leave the 118. i need this to come up when buck is distancing himself next season like

buck: i’m just trying to embrace change! like pepa told me to!

eddie: so my aunt, who calls you evancito and treats you like my wife, told you to embrace change, and you interpreted that to mean you should move out of our house and into a separate apartment, which is the same way we were living for years?

buck: um. well it’s—it’s not—

eddie: there are SO many actual changes that you could embrace. like getting a new tattoo or getting rid of your awful couch or actually verbally responding when i say beautiful earnest things to you or kissing me on the mouth—i’m just spitballing here, feel free to interrupt me if—mmph

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incorrect 911 quotes part idk

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extremely extremely evil thought but the only way i'd write about lab rats would be to make buck die instead

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Keep going, my little Superman. summer 2k25hiatus - Season 2 3/7 Scenes: Eddie & Chris morning routine