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I was watching a Wayneradiotv stream, and near the end he was like "oh hey i got a surprise for you guys" and a young girl walked in. he explained that the girl is his daughter, Maria (named after the sonic character) and ended the stream with her.

the next stream he did was her sitting in his chair playing sonic adventure 2, with wayne in the background watching/commentating/helping.

other members of the Radiotvsolutions crew were in a call (Bauulp, Trog, Mira, Holly, Gir, and Scorpy specifically) also commentating. at one point trog asked if this was a bit bc he didnt know wayne had a kid, to which bauulp and mira ragged on trog for "forgetting".

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014

I was somehow the only person who remembered it was jerma's birthday. I saw him crying in a parking lot and said "hey man happy birthday!"

he was so moved he asked if we could be friends and said we should play some video games together. he hugged me, got in his car, and drove away without exchanging any contact info.

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014- the most detailed dream ive ever had

i had this dream 2 years ago. copy and pasted directly from a discord DM with some editing. In the dream I was Arthur Morgan from red dead redemption 2. i had been playing for hours nearly everyday for about a month straight so it was the only thing on my mind for a while.

okay so i was defiantly with dutch and i thiiink micah, lenny, and charles were there too? like i feel like they were there but the only ones i saw were dutch and micah. so we were in this waterside town, made most of its money fishing. think like blackwater in size and looks but seaside and like fishing obsessed (obsessed is a strong word its just that there are a lot of rich fishermen there). im not sure what exactly happened but one minute we are walking around the town and scoping things out and the next i am separated from dutch and micah. once i realize im alone im arrested (? not sure why, but apparently i did something and i finally got caught by the law idk). next scene im in the jail house. i remember this part very vividly. it was a small and dirty room with a bed and a bucket. it had a barred window facing the port where towns people would commonly tease and be rude to prisoners. I remember being where for a while bc i felt very dirty and gross. I vividly remember having a longer beard which was very scraggly and had dirt in it. I just remember feeling very tired and hopeless- i was mad at dutch and micah and worried why lenny and charles hadn't come yet. i should mention that the window was like a basement window but larger, so the window's bottom was by my head but to the outside it was by the townspeople's feet.

so one day im just chilling by the window soaking in some sun when all of the sudden i see dutch and micah outside by the port talking. I want to shout out to them but part of me is scared to- im not sure why. they both look my way and dutch walks out of sight while micah approaches me. im mad (like really mad) but i dont say anything. Micah crouches down to the window and he chuckles. hes dressed nicely- much nicer than normal. not like "gambling boat mission" nice but "mini dutch" kinda nice. He mocks me- telling me i should have been more careful. im confused because i dont really remember what i did but it was like on par with a bank robbery. hell i think it was one because he mentions how much better the gang is doing financially. He gloats a little more before standing up and walking to where i assumed dutch was. i remember he had very nice black leather boots. i didnt say anything but i was super mad but too tired to do anything. after a moment dutch and micah walk back into sight. micah walks over to where they were speaking originally while dutch walks over to the window. he doesnt crouch down all the way but hes bent down enough so i can see his face. the one thing that made me so so hopeless was that he was smiling. he was happy. he says something about a boat and gestures over to micah who is now speaking with a captain. dutch gets up and i shit you not this is still ingrained in my brain. he opens his arm in a kinda shrug gesture and says "im sorry son, but thats just how things turned out. I wish you luck" and he leaves. he walks back over to micah but im already in the back of the cell- just like completely crushed. i assumed that they were finally leaving and they were going to leave me behind to keep the cops off their backs to have a clean get-a-way.

its been a while later. im not sure how long but at least a week or two. i know they gang isnt gone yet because i havent seen them board the ship but i think they are leaving soon. Im also getting worried that im gonna hang soon- ive been in the cell for too long. im by the window again and this lady walks up. I just see her shoes first but she crouches down. she has long brown hair in a bun and is wearing an expensive looking dress and is wearing some very expensive looking jewelry. she smiles and i can tell she isnt there to gloat. she explains that her family is looking for some extra hired guns and her father wants to hire me. im confused but hey they'll pay my bounty and get me out. next scene im walking w this lady to her house. ive gotten cleaned up and feel a lot better, and basically she lives in this huge huge house with a lot of maids and butlers and groundskeepers. the rest of the dream is very foggy but i basically just work there and protect her family who were like the heads of the town (like their great great grandfather made the town or smth im not sure, but they had money and were famous in the town). i remember trying to write to john but i never sent any of the letters because i didnt want the gang knowing i was alive.

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013- for the archive

another old dream, from last year.

i was watching a socpens stream and i wanted to donate $10. however, i was lying down in my bed and fat fingered the amount, accidentally donating $100 instead. i was so panicked.

i freaked out even more when he started to thank me by my IRL name instead of my twitch username. he just kept saying it. it freaked me out so much i woke up.

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012- for the archive

this is an old dream i had a while ago.

i was parked on the street outside my house and about to backup my car. i started to backup but when i looked out my rear view mirror socpens scorpy was there, and i ran him over. i was so shocked that i put my car into forward and drove forward, but i realized that i just ran him over AGAIN doing so.

the rest of the dream was spent in a blind panic where i kept running over scorpy because i couldn't figure out what to do.

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011

I was being terrorized by an unknown man. Nothing that harmed my actual body but came close to it every time. I kept trying to tell people but no one believed me because he was my uncle and a very unassuming man. eventually i got so mad/upset that every time i tried to talk it came out as gibberish. i couldnt control my words and they just flooded out as a yelling mess. the fact i couldnt speak made me even more mad, worsening the condition.

i only convinced others when i recorded him talking to someone else about what he was doing, and even then the rest of my family just sent him off with a warning. when i chased him out i finally gained my composure and could speak like a normal person again but i didnt even want to speak anymore. the only emotion i could feel was rage and i didnt know what to do with that.

the rest of the dream is kind of a blur. i think i tried to get a restraining order but the police shrugged it off, saying that "oh but he's such a nice guy, he couldn't do anything like that". i think i was too tired in the dream to even care at that point.

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010

I went on vacation with a few friends to a city I'd never been to. we stayed in a large apartment-like building. during the trip I ran into an old friend, the same one I keep dreaming about. he acted like he was mad at me and refused to acknowledge me.

over the duration of the trip I kept trying to be friends with him again. cooking for him, cleaning for him, giving him gifts, etc. but he never cared or spoke to me. it was like I was invisable.

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009- a collage

I've had multiple dreams over the span of the past few months revolving around an old friend of mine. we used to be extremely close but stopped talking about 2 years ago. i still miss him a lot but ive accepted that he's moved on

however my brain refuses to do so. every dream follows the basic plot: his family has invited me and his other old friends to his house because he died. however upon further investigation his ghost is still there. we act like nothing has happened and we're still in highschool.

the cause of death is never known or found out, but sometimes we'll try to investigate, but thats never the point of the dream.

sometimes we'll just walk around his house, sometimes we'll sit outside and talk, sometimes we'll all gather together and eat a dinner. the house is never the same, and is never actually his old house.

theres always cats in the dream. he had a few cats in his old house irl but theyre never the actual cats. sometimes theres just 1 in the dream, sometimes theres 10.

he looks exactly like how i remember, and always has that same greenish blue hair he had the last time we hung out.

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008

i was at a party, and during it i lured someone i dont know into a bathroom stall and sensually ate him. i want to say he was willing because he put up no fight and seemed to know who i was, but i had no memory of him. i say "ate him", but it was more like sucking the blood from his neck and taking a few bites of meat while i was at it. by the time i was done with him he was missing the majority of the right side of his neck and i was drenched in blood. i washed up in the sinks, changed clothes, and rejoined the party like nothing happened. after eating him i felt the most serene and fulfilled ive ever felt in many months. maybe even years.

the rest of the dream was an investigation into this mans murder, but no one could find out who did it. when i woke up i felt like i had the best night's sleep i had ever had.

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007

i was walking around a city at night and in an illuminated window i saw majima. i was sent into a panic and a frenzy and for the rest of the dream i searched said building for majima. i remember distinctly running up to a receptionist out of breath and just vaugly gesturing to my torso and saying "snakeskin?! snakeskin...?!?"

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006

i was playing rainworld but as a new slugcat and in a new area. the slugcat had extreme mobility, being able to move around at insanely high speeds, along with climbing poles with little issue.

the new area reminded me of an iterator can, but extremely old and decrepid. it was almost entitely verticle. since it was so unstable it would constantly spark and shake with gravity flipping off and on, although the slugcat seemed to manage fine. however the difficult part was that i had to take care of a slugpup. i think this scug just has one, and part of the campaign was keeping it safe.

i spent the majority of the dream trying to find a gate. eventually, i climbed so high that the rain timer stopped counting down.

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005

RGG studio announced they were making a new yakuza game called Yakuza: Dog Days where it was just about Majima, more specifically him when he first joined the yakuza, like how 0 takes place when Kiryu was still green

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004

i slept poorly, waking up multiple times in the night. most of my dreams were mundane: talking with an old friend and petting his cats, going to a party and as the night goes on more and more people leave, that sort of thing.

the most memorable part of my dream is going to a giant gas station, the inside being about the size of a hardware store. the thing that interested me the most was their donut counter.

inside held the most ornate and delicately decorated donuts id seen. the most stunning were donuts in the shape of baby seals. i walk away to go to the bathroom but once i sit down in my stall things take a nosedive.

i can hear my stepsister in the stall next to me, who for safety sake we'll call L. i hate L in real life.

she explains to me that 'everyone' is leaving and we'd have to make our purchases quickly. (everyone meaning my dad, her mom, and the other stepsiblings).

i hurry to where i thought the donuts were but i canr find them. i try looking but L is getting increasingly short with me, claiming "its not worth it, you can get those at home, lets leave".

she purchases her item and we leave, me still empty handed and hungry. when she gets into the truck they begin to drive off, and i chase after them, calling out to get their attention.

the stop, just before they leave the parkinglot, and let me in. they do not speak to me, only L.

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003

i was participating in a swimming competition, which has advertised as normal. however, when i got there, it was being held in a lake that they filled with deadly animals. poisonous snakes, box jellyfish, poison dart frogs, and large crocodiles. i snuck away last minute bc i did not want to perish.

when i got back i began contructing a particularly large chicken coop because my eggs were hatching fasting than i could collect them.

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002

i was in a musical duo, where our gimmick was that seperately we played two different instruments, but we would combine, and together we would create a new instrument, which according to audience reation, was the best sounding instrument on the planet. i played the flute, and my partner played the baratone sax.

halfway through the dream things melted down to a kidbapping story, where this unknown sinister group wanted to seperate our musical duo so that THEY could have the best music. i dont remember much after that.

i think i went into a witness protection program and started working at a video tape store that also sold tabletop games.

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001

i was in my local donut shop, staring at the display case where they display their baked goods such as long johns, brownies, cookies, bear claws, and apple fritters. smack dab in the middle was the biggest apple fritted ive seen. it lookes golden-brown and shiny with glaze.

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hi im mac welcome 2 my dream log..... made this 2 record dreams and maybe make sense of some of them! if youd like me to tag anything that may be disturbing please let me know :]

feel free to send me asks abt my dreams or abt ur dreams!! i think dreams r very neat and i love hearing about any and all of them...!!!

basically each post will be titled w a number and then ill describe my dream, and usually talk abt my thoughts in the tags

sum tags i will b using:

mac speaks: my ramblings that isnt a dream log

house keeping: blog updated or important info

mac sleeps: dream log post

dream: posts describing dreams that did not fall into the category of nightmare

nightmare: more disturbing/dark/distressing dreams

lucid: posts where i was lucid during the dream/part of the dream

lmk if youd like me to add more tags for any reason, im more than happy to add more :] !!