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[bignattybear]

btw if i was Anne Marie and i heard that dog say hes only using me and then he’s dropping me off to the orphanage, i’d be dragging him to the pound like this motherfucker bit me and he had mouth foamies. nurse, put him down before he endangers my heart

[bignattybear]

going on 48 hours no sleep why am i like this

[bignattybear]

yo i am in fucking tears at this🤣 @extessi

[bignattybear]

Haha good , I hope you sleep very good!! I’ll be thinking of you while you sleep lol, sweet dreams, wish I was there but… good night princess

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i still cant sleep ive cried like 3x D: i need to factory reset my brain

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Aww sweetheart never apologize for rambling, I love it lol, I know how it is, several times I wondered how I got home lol, get yourself a nice bath, get all sweet smelling and get some sleep princess, sweet dreams

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the bedtime routine has officially started im soooo excited. and i may not have hot chocolate but i have a freaking yoohooo so i have that and a ciggret and casper the friendly ghost to drive me home 🤣🤣 this is about to be the best sleep of my life ive been yearning for it all day

[bignattybear]

Oh sweetheart you can’t die on me!! You’re a beautiful angel and will not be taken away, I hate that long, over tired drives!! Seems like they never end lol, maybe some cotton candy will cheer you up, although I know sleep is all you really need and want

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im finally homee i was so scared driving home because the sleep deprivation is hitting me really hard. i zoned out and was driving really slow and this guy swerved out of the lanes to cut me off and i flipped him off and called him a “dumb fucking idiot” as if i wasn’t the dumb fucking idiot first but like he didnt have to be rude! but then i cried cause i felt bad and still had 15 mins of driving left and i was like theres no way im gonna make it 😭😭

about to take the best shower in the world and do my skincare and lotion and light incense and SNOOZE so hard. i would kill for hot chocolate rn

sorry im rambling lolll how is your day going??💕

[bignattybear]

You can confess whatever you want 🫶🏼

the whole drive today i was like lol what if today is the day i die

[bignattybear]

can i confess something sorta fucked up? this video is oddly comforting to me so i listen to it all the time when i’m driving or doing chores. idk the narrator has such a nice voice and their research is very well done. i’ve been researching columbine for literally uhh 12 years now and i still find it interesting 😅

[bignattybear]

reasons i cried today:

• hit a sharp turn and lost my cigarettes in my car for 15 mins

• i’m tired

• i got 12 minutes into Love Me Deadly before it hurt me

• i have another 6 hours before i can shower and sleep

[bignattybear]

Hello sweetheart! How are you today? Hope you’re having a good day, hope you had a good night sleep, Got my Dew, got you, off to work lol smooches

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i’m so exhausted im about to fall apart:( i didnt sleep at alll and i went on a mile run in the heat, treadmill at home for an hour, and a ballet beautiful workout and im DEAD and i have to drive for awhile later today.. so ready for 7pm so i can shower and go tf to sleep 😭 how are you today? i hope you got some sleep at least 💕

[bignattybear]

its time people start appreciating Tubi.

123movies & putlocker provide more for the people of this country than the army has ever

[bignattybear]

why cant i read a book and watch a movie and play a game and clean all at the same time

[bignattybear]

i would do unspeakable things to get ahold of this lost short story by vc andrews

[bignattybear]

A few days? I mean we could make this a twice a week thing.

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Plllz tire me out, it’s currently 8:40am, i closed my eyes for exactly 18 minutes and then when my alarm went off i did a heavy sigh, coffee and a cigarette and then spent an hour on the treadmill :) and im still not tired so here i am smoking a joint at 9am trying to feel less methy 😭

[bignattybear]

Can't buy you a car, but I'd meet you at a gun store, get infatuated, buy you a gun, and fuck you with it. 😘😍

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This is even better because i will not be parting with my shitbox until its in flames. I love her. and also i think being fucked with a gun would calm me down for a few days <3

[bignattybear]

[bignattybear]

everyday i think about the girl that ran into Vincent Gallo at a health food store and asked for a photo and he’s looking infatuated as fuck and proceeded to offer to buy her a car

God what am i doing wrong? help me out