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There'll be a moment when you realise you're 27 when yesterday you were just 17; and you wouldn't be able to tell how a decade passed away and your life got divided into before and afters. The fury of youth will subdue and nothing will really change but everything will feel different when you look at old photographs and blurry videos taken on cheap mobile phones. Scents will remind you of childhood and certain friends you don't talk to anymore, hangouts will become reunions and mom's burnt pie will become the best food you ever had. And I know on some days you won't be able to show anything of those 10 years but I hope you remember to breathe, and let go of the knot in your chest. I hope you go out in the sun and live a little, because tomorrow is 37.

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-Ritika Jyala, excerpt from The Flesh I Burned

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Once you become a certain age, it is your responsibility to unlearn behaviors that hinder your growth as a person.

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not giving a fuck is better than revenge

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adulthood is realising no one cares about you and the show must go on

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U eatin or ?

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I saved $20k for the first time everrrr. Feeling like an adult 😄✌🏾

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Nothing crazy

Just need a hug

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What kind of guys do you like?

ones that are soft w my heart and rough w my pussy

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I love knowing you can’t get to me if you wanted. You miss me and can’t do anything about it. That’s all the satisfaction I need.

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i be wanting people to forget about me so bad, like why do you still remember me?

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I’m hibernating till 2023

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The amount of disappointment I’ve had in one day is three much

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Fall and winter my ass bout to live in the gym omg

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It’s been a long 6 months ☹️😩

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Can’t believe im adult now. Sometimes I feel like a teletubbie with a credit card.